monopolize his white moonlight

There is no one like Lin Beichen who seems enthusiastic, but actually has the deepest heart. He seems to be born unable to empathize with others, let alone empathize with others' pain and happiness.

He can smile very brightly, but in fact there is no wave in his heart. He always thinks that he has inherited Lin Haofeng's selfishness and Qin Fanghua's flirtatiousness.He is interested in people and things, he can do whatever he wants when he is interested, and he is not willing to let go of his patience and kindness when he leaves. He feels that his life is boring and lifeless, and everything he does is to find something. pleasure.

All his life, he had an indifferent attitude towards life, never catered to anything, and what he did was all based on his mood and preferences, so naturally he would not feel that he did something wrong sometimes.

But now, Lin Beichen felt that he had done something wrong.He tossed and turned all night, regretting endlessly, the words he said to Gu Yizhou made him feel regretful, he finally got so close to Gu Yizhou, he didn't want to bring the relationship between the two of them back to the past because of these bad things.

He didn't know what he thought about Gu Yizhou, but he just couldn't bear to get angry with him, and was afraid that he would stop talking to him when he got angry.In the final analysis, it may be that Gu Yizhou is too good-looking, and it is completely grown in his taste. It is no wonder that Lin Haofeng regards him as a moral benchmark to measure his asshole behavior, and uses him to restrain himself every time. He has long since lost his heart to Gu Yizhou limit.

——

Gu Yizhou finally opened the door and walked in.

He tried to find a topic calmly: "Why didn't you leave?"

Lin Beichen didn't expect Gu Yizhou to talk to him, and he was overjoyed: "Didn't I agree to wait for you to come back, if you don't come back, I won't leave. Brother, it's okay if you didn't eat outside, I'll heat up the meal, you There is surgery in the afternoon, so I need to eat enough."

Gu Yizhou didn't respond, he didn't know how he should react.

"Brother" Lin Beichen was cautious, with gloomy eyes, "I've been waiting for you."

There was some grievance in his voice, which made Gu Yizhou feel distressed.

"I really wanted to go to you just now, but I was afraid that you would be angry. You don't like me disturbing you, so I just waited here. Actually, I couldn't wait a long time ago. I was enduring it. I don't like you and Luo Rui together."

"I was wrong, I was an asshole, what I said yesterday was all angry, please don't be angry."

Gu Yizhou has always been duplicity, seeing him admit his mistake, he couldn't help but soften his heart: "I'm not angry."

"Okay, okay, it's fine if you're not angry. It's all my fault. I shouldn't be angry with my brother. I didn't sleep well last night..."

Lin Beichen's face was exhausted, and he laughed at himself: "I'm afraid you'll ignore me, what should I do? I'm really not afraid of anything, brother, look, you won."

After Gu Yizhou heard this, he couldn't do anything about him for a while, no matter how unhappy he was yesterday, it has disappeared at this moment, and he couldn't help but softly said: "You haven't eaten, why don't you go out to eat something first?"

"Then are you willing to forgive me?" Lin Beichen saw his impatience and asked eagerly.

Gu Yizhou compromised: "I'm not angry with you", after thinking about it, he added: "I forgive you."

The smile on the corner of Lin Beichen's mouth grew stronger. The only person in this world who could make him bow his head and admit his mistake was Gu Yizhou.

"I'm not hungry, I'm just afraid what to do if you haven't eaten well."

Gu Yizhou stopped paying attention to his oily tone, picked up his phone and ordered a takeaway for him.

About 10 minutes later, the takeaway boy went upstairs with a large box and a small box. Lin Beichen saw it, and his heart was already happy. His brother was not angry with him, but was still worried about whether he had Have a meal.

He was moved in his heart, as if he had put honey on his mouth: "Brother, why are you so kind to me? I have such a good-looking and kind brother. Tell me, do I still have the heart to make you angry? I will listen to my brother Yizhou in everything from now on." the ~"

Gu Yizhou has nothing to do with him: "Don't be glib, go home quickly after eating."

"Then don't drive by yourself today, I will pick you up in the afternoon."

"No, I said I'm not angry."

How could Lin Beichen let go of any opportunity to make up for his mistakes, and he refused to let go: "Why don't you let me pick you up if you are not angry?"

Gu Yizhou had no choice but to leave the office without saying "casually", leaving Lin Beichen alone to laugh.

When Gu Yizhou got off work that night, Lin Beichen was waiting for him at the hospital gate early.

Then, early the next morning, he bought breakfast and sent him back to the hospital.

Luo Rui looked at the two of them, feeling strange: "Doctor Gu, what, you two got back together again?"

"It was nothing."

"I thought your brother was with you—" Luo Rui swallowed the words in a hurry, almost saying "confess to you".

"What with me?" Gu Yizhou looked at him strangely.

"It's nothing." Luo Rui deliberately changed the topic, "I thought you two had a fight."

"No."

"Well, it seems that eating with Dr. Gu has become difficult again."

What Luo Rui said was indeed correct. In the next few days, Lin Beichen still delivered meals to Gu Yizhou, rain or shine, and seemed as close as before, but the two of them didn't talk as much as before.

When we were together before, although Lin Beichen was talking most of the time, Gu Yizhou at least had a response, even if he didn't speak, he would nod, but now he just looks at him lightly, and he doesn't bow his head and smile like before.

Lin Beichen knew that there was a gap between him and Gu Yizhou after the last dispute. Even though the surface was the same as before, the fundamental problem had not been resolved, and they could not get along without any grievances.

In the following period of time, Lin Haofeng would always inquire about Lin Beichen intentionally or unintentionally. He respected Lin Beichen. Although he knew where he was, he knew in his heart that he should not be too anxious to repair the relationship between the two. Not happy with each other.

After a week like this, Lin Beichen still decided to make it clear with Gu Yizhou.

After Gu Yizhou finished his lunch, Lin Beichen sat opposite him and put his hands on his face: "Brother, you are still angry with me, right?"

"No."

"I don't believe it, but I do," Lin Beichen became serious, "I'm angry with myself, why would I say that to you."

"It's over, don't mention it again."

"I have to mention it." Lin Beichen looked into his eyes stubbornly, "Brother, if you don't make it clear, you will always have a lump in your heart."

"You don't have to think too much, it's nothing, I shouldn't be involved in your business."

"Look, aren't you still angry with me when you say this? I know I'm wrong..."

"I was talking angry that day. When I was angry, I didn't mean it. I didn't mean that. You know, I didn't think that way in my heart. It's just that you don't understand some things."

"Well, I don't understand." Gu Yizhou admitted.

"No, brother." Lin Beichen's thoughts were confused, "I... anyway, I don't want to make you unhappy."

He didn't want to lose the hard-won intimacy with Gu Yizhou, but he could never tell him what was on his mind.He wants to hide this secret and bear this false identity for an unknown amount of time, but no matter how long, at this moment, he just wants to be with Gu Yizhou as he is now, no, he wants to go further, his obsession with Gu Yigu is no longer enough. Extricate yourself.

"If...if, you really want me to go home, I will agree."

Gu Yizhou's eyes moved, his eyes were as black as ink, he suspected that there was something wrong with his ears and he had misheard the words.

However, Lin Beichen said clearly: "If this is what you want me to do, I can do it."

——Gu Yizhou, once in a while, I am willing to let you be my shackles, willingly do all the things you like to let me do, there is no reason, who made me never change my heart to you.

"It's as if I'm forcing you, it's your freedom to do whatever you want."

"How can I do it myself, brother, I will listen to you, so please forgive me, okay?"

No matter what Lin Beichen said, there is a sense of being persecuted, but fortunately, Gu Yizhou knows the general situation and cares about whether he is forced or not, and whether Lin Beichen's tone is aggrieved or not. He can spit out today, and he can still stay Give him a chance to regret it tomorrow?Of course not!

"Well, since you said so, go back tonight."

Lin Beichen: "..."

Sure enough, Dr. Gu is worthy of being Dr. Gu.

Forget it, go back and go back.There is no way to do this all the time, and what should be faced must be faced after all.