monopolize his white moonlight

Lin Haofeng didn't answer him.

He knew that Lin Haofeng had no regrets, even if he hadn't confronted him at that time, Lin Haofeng would not let him go, he was Lin Haofeng's disgrace, the stain of the first half of his life.He should disappear from his world just like Qin Fanghua.

My own existence was a mistake.

Qin Fanghua was slapped on the back by Aunt Li riding on her body, and she kept taking a bath after returning home.Later, she opened the door and asked him desperately: "You think I'm disgusting, don't you. You hate me just like that heartless heartless man, don't you?"

"Who am I doing this for?"

"Qin Mo, do you have a conscience? Without you, would I become like this? Would I?"

Qin Fanghua was hysterical that day: "If it weren't for you, I would never get along with Lin Haofeng, and I would die forever. I can go back to Yecheng, but at worst, I will find another man. But, with you, I gave birth to you with that scum." , because of you, I have to be a mother!"

"Qin Mo, what right do you have to dislike me? Why? You shouldn't have been born!"

Qin Fanghua's sentence that he shouldn't be born caused him to fall into an indescribable guilt for a long time afterwards. He always thought, maybe Qin Fanghua was right, why did he live so long to torture others.

After that, Qin Fanghua brought those men home and made more money, not caring what he thought or what he thought.

At that time, he understood that people are selfish, and they are willing to fall into the abyss, but they always beautify themselves to be great for others. In the final analysis, they just want to find a high-sounding excuse for their unwillingness.

Then why is he the excuse, why is it for him, and what did he do wrong?

It's just that he didn't know what he did wrong, he was worthy of being Lin Haofeng's son, didn't Lin Haofeng also feel that he was wrong.

It's as if the only person who is wrong in this world is himself.

Ridiculous, so fucking... ridiculous.His fingers were trembling slightly, he restrained and forbearance said: "You don't care about me, you don't care about me, don't..."

Lin Haofeng smiled wryly: "Lin Beichen, what good does it do you to know this? What I do to him is his business, so what does it have to do with you? I take pride in you and pamper you, and your mother is also worried about it." It’s on you, wouldn’t it be good, why don’t you understand?”

Yes, what a beautiful utopia, what a happy family.Why tear off the fake face and reveal the original blue face and fangs?

He didn't refute, as if he really couldn't say anything.But karmic reincarnation, how could Lin Haofeng know that the person he wanted to kill was still standing in front of him, while his favored pride was lying in the ICU and couldn't sleep for a long time.Like he said, it's retribution.

He is having a hard time, how can Lin Haofeng be alone!

After the two were silent for a long time, Lin Haofeng sighed softly, stood up and gave him a complicated look, and finally closed the door slowly and left.

Lin Beichen looked at his gradually disappearing back and smiled silently.

Lin Haofeng finally said, think about it yourself.

He didn't know what he was thinking, he just went downstairs, drove the car fast, and went back to his apartment.

He sat on the sofa, took out the cigarette case from his pocket, took out a cigarette, and lit it with a lighter.

Lin Haofeng knew that he had left, so he sent him a long message: Xiaochen, please calm down for a few days, in a few days, I will ask the driver to pick you up.

——In the past few years, I have let you mess around with me, but you are already 19 years old now, and you can no longer be willful.You know that your grandfather had a son, and he was expelled from the house for being gay... You are my son, how could I let you violate your grandfather's limit like this.Take it easy and learn to be responsible for yourself.

Then Lin Haofeng really misjudged him, he was too self-righteous, and thought that he would be his good son again if he made it clear tonight.Unfortunately, he was wrong, he was very wrong, very wrong.

What Lin Haofeng refused to do, he will do it more thoroughly from today on.

Lin Beichen looked at the pale ceiling, his eyes began to sting, and he lay wearily on the sofa.

It's all over.

The things that he has been awkward, doubtful, and weighing on his heart all these years are finally over.

fair enough.There was a relieved smile on the corner of his mouth, and he could finally tear his face off with his loving father so unscrupulously.

Lin Beichen staggered to get up and turned off the light. He wanted to have a good sleep because he was poor. At this moment, the phone rang, which was especially harsh in the silent night. He looked at the screen, it was Gu Yizhou.

It was Gu Yizhou calling.

He immediately woke up from his drowsiness, subconsciously pressed the answer button, and said in a hoarse voice: "Gu Yizhou?"

Gu Yizhou came from the phone with a worried voice in the cold: "Well, it's me."

Lin Beichen smiled: "It's you...can you..."

Can something, oh, can you come over.He wanted to ask Gu Yizhou if he could come over, he wanted to see him, there was no reason, but he wanted to see him very much at this moment.

——Seeing him, and then telling him, Gu Yizhou, I seem to know the pain, it's the pain of the flesh and blood in the heart being slowly gouged out by a knife, I seem to know a little bit.

So he opened his mouth and tried to say it in a cheerful voice: "You—"

"Lin Beichen, what's wrong with you?" Gu Yizhou interrupted him anxiously, he could hear something wrong in Lin Beichen's voice: "Did you quarrel with your uncle again?"

Lin Beichen's face froze instantly, his open mouth, the smile he pulled out, and all the words he wanted to say were blocked.

That's right, Gu Yizhou called him Lin Beichen.He forgot that he was so happy to get along with Gu Yizhou during this time, he almost forgot that he was Lin Beichen.

All of Gu Yizhou's kindness and tenderness, the care and smiles that make his heart flutter, are all for Lin Beichen.

He suddenly realized that all favors in this world do not belong to him, and all warmth does not belong to him.

He has never owned anything, and the slightest thing he can have is fake, and he has exchanged someone else's identity for it.

He used to spare no effort to get close to Gu Yizhou, but Gu Yizhou felt that he was not worthy, and he never gave him even a look. Gu Yizhou avoided him like a snake ant, and didn't look him straight.

Gu Yizhou, who calls him brother, gives him tutoring, travels with him, and cooks noodles for him, he treats him as someone else to do this... Those tenderness that is contrary to his coldness are given bit by bit. Who, who exactly?is it him?

No, it's not.

Lin Beichen's eyes were cold, and Gu Yizhou on the phone was still talking, but he suddenly didn't want to answer.

Can that sentence come over, he can no longer say it.

But Gu Yizhou said: "Lin Beichen, are you okay, where are you? I'll go find you."

"Who are you looking for?" Lin Beichen said with a smile, "Gu Yizhou, who are you looking for?"

—Is it me who you are looking for?

——Is it me who you want to treat him well?

I enshrine you like a god and place them carefully. I will never change my heart for you. My feet are deep in the mud. Now my hell is on fire. Is it me who you want to save?

Is it me?

"Gu Yizhou, I beg you, please tell me."

"You tell me that the person you want to treat well is me..."

He has never begged anyone in this life or two lives, but if Gu Yizhou can beg, he can beg, he is willing to beg.If there is anyone in this world who is unwilling to give up, Gu Yizhou is the only one who can't.

However, after a while, Gu Yizhou said to him: "It's you, Lin Beichen, what happened to you?"

It was Lin Beichen, hehe, it turned out to be Lin Beichen.

He narrowed his eyes, smiled brightly, and cut off the phone, Gu Yizhou's voice also disappeared at that moment.

The world suddenly became dark.His mood also calmed down, and he suddenly returned to many years ago. Qin Fanghua didn't know which man he went out with, and left him at home alone.

He had a high fever of 39 degrees that day, and he curled up on the sofa in a chaotic state. When the night came, he looked outside the door, hoping that someone would come.

However, for three days and three nights, no one came.Qin Fanghua didn't even make a phone call.

He turned out to have been abandoned many years ago.

He lived two lifetimes, and finally fell alone in this darkness.