monopolize his white moonlight

Zhou Jing said, it was obvious.

——When you look at him, there are desires, possessiveness, and doting in your eyes. You look at everyone the same, but you only look at him differently.You don't like him, why are you looking at him like that.

Lin Beichen didn't answer, he didn't know how to answer.

He has always had a deep desire for Gu Yizhou, a strong obsession, and he will not change his mind. Is this what he likes?Why is this like it?

But if it's another person, if this person is not Gu Yizhou, will he still behave like this?Can the obsession in my heart be treated to others?

No!

His heart suddenly became brighter, and all the questions had been answered. Like a lost lamb, he saw clearly the way to go.

That's right, Gu Yizhou is the only one!

This person is and only Gu Yizhou.

He thought that his obsession with Gu Yizhou was like those men's desire for Qin Fanghua's body, or Lin Haofeng's pursuit of Qian Shi. He had never liked anyone, and he didn't know what liking was.

He is so stupid, so stupid that he loves without knowing it, and he has to rely on others to tell him: You like him.

When did you like it?Did you see him sitting in Peng Zeyu's car?Or earlier, as early as after he returned to China, as early as... when he was still Qin Mo.

He doesn't know, he only knows that he really likes him.

He likes Gu Yizhou.

-

Zhou Jing finally went back.

Lin Beichen was sitting alone on the balcony smoking a cigarette. It was one thing to know what he wanted, but another thing to do in the future.

He has said so many angry words to Gu Yizhou, and it has become even more outrageous recently. What will Gu Yizhou think of him, and will he still want to see himself?When he thought of this, he found that his heart was even more confused.

Gu Yizhou... Did he really get together with Peng Zeyu?Where are they going today and what are they going to do?

He suddenly woke up, now is not the time to think about whether Gu Yizhou would like to see him, he should immediately find out where he is and what he is doing!

Lin Beichen stubbed out the cigarette, fidgeting, and wanted to call Gu Yizhou, but he didn't know what reason to find.

Time passed by, and he covered his face with his hands, looking confused...

Finally, he stood up, quickly put on his clothes, grabbed the car keys on the table, hurried out of the room, and got off the elevator... The steps became bigger and bigger, and he felt that it was too slow, so he went crazy ran up.

He wants to see Gu Yizhou, now, immediately, immediately!

Where there is a need for a reason, what you want to see is what you want to see.

When the car started, his heart seemed to be on fire, with indescribable tension and worry.

He didn't know where Gu Yizhou was, so he had to call him first to confirm. When he dialed, his fingers trembled slightly, and his heart almost jumped out of his chest.

How long has it been, how long has he not seen Gu Yizhou, talked to him... already, three months.

It was only three months, but he felt it was a long time, so long that he almost thought that Gu Yizhou had disappeared into his world.

She is really promising, even dare to kiss her, but now she is so nervous after a phone call.

He tried his best to calm down, and then the phone was connected, and Gu Yizhou's name was displayed on the screen.

After a period of unspeakable silence, he heard a nice but light voice, his ears tickled slightly, and he felt a lot more comfortable in his heart.

"Lin Beichen?"

Gu Yizhou is not bad.

After a while, the other side asked again: "Is that you?"

Lin Beichen's troubled thoughts also settled down because of Gu Yizhou's calm voice, and he showed a giggling smile through the phone.

"It's me." There was a gentleness in Lin Beichen's voice that didn't belong to him.

Gu Yizhou was obviously stunned: "Are you...doing something?"

For such a long time, he didn't answer Gu Yizhou's calls, nor responded to his messages, and even moved to avoid him. His surprise was the most normal reaction.

Lin Beichen lowered his voice as much as possible: "Brother, where are you? I want to see you."

Gu Yizhou was silent for a while.

Lin Beichen stroked the steering wheel with his index finger uneasily, for fear that Gu Yizhou would reject him.

I don't know how long it took, maybe only a few minutes, but he was too anxious to wait.

Gu Yizhou said to him: "At home." Then he added: "You come."

Gu Yizhou is at home!

The big rock hanging in Lin Beichen's heart finally fell down.

He was at home, he was not with Peng Zeyu!

Fortunately, fortunately, it's okay, everything is in time.

Lin Beichen happily said: "I'll go find you", then hung up the phone, as if he was afraid that if he hung up a little slower, Gu Yizhou would not let him go.

In the late autumn night, there were basically not many vehicles and pedestrians on the road before twelve o'clock. Lin Beichen raised the speed of the car to the fastest speed, and his desire to see Gu Yizhou became more and more urgent.

In the past three months, it's not that he hasn't looked for Gu Yizhou, but he has never entered his community every time.

He forced himself not to see Gu Yizhou again, he was afraid that he would forget everything when he saw him, and he didn't want to do anything.

He has hatred for Lin Haofeng, he is afraid that this hatred will dissipate the moment he sees Gu Yizhou, he is afraid that in the end he will only be able to let go of Gu Yizhou.

He told himself over and over again that he couldn't do this, he couldn't see Gu Yizhou.

But the only thing that never occurred to her was why she couldn't see him, why she would get carried away when she saw him.

——Because of him, I like him.

If you don't like it, how can it be so...

After driving for an unknown amount of time, he finally came to Gu Yizhou's community.

Then the person who has been longing to see, finally can meet, but becomes indecisive.

He didn't know what it was like to really like someone, and he was so careful that he didn't know himself at first.

The hatred in this world is different, but it is clumsy to like someone's appearance.

He stepped out of the elevator and walked towards Gu Yizhou's house familiarly, as if he had lived there before, it was getting dark, he was going home, and there was a sweetheart waiting for him at home.

He stretched out his hand anxiously to knock on the door, but just as he raised his hand in the air, the door was suddenly opened from the inside.

Lin Beichen was taken aback for a moment, and at the same time, the person who opened the door was also taken aback after seeing his face clearly.

It's Gu Yizhou!

Gu Yizhou was wearing cotton pajamas. Although his hair was no longer dripping, it was a little wet. He should have just washed his hair not long ago.

Lin Beichen smelled the good-smelling shampoo on his body, and unconsciously became intoxicated.

After a while, Gu Yizhou said: "Why are you in a daze, come in."

Lin Beichen smiled silently, and followed behind him step by step.

It's like a dream, so unreal.

Over the past few days, when he really wanted to see Gu Yizhou, he ran downstairs to him. At that time, he thought that he could only hide in the dark and peek at him secretly. He never thought that there would be a day when Gu Yizhou would open the door for him in person.

He was so happy.

He stretched out his hands and hugged Gu Yizhou's shadow cast on the floor.

--I miss you.

Lin Beichen said in his heart.

When he reached Gu Yizhou's room, he stopped in astonishment.

Gu Yizhou's room was lit with warm yellow lights, a glass of boiled water was placed in front of the computer desk, and a clean towel was placed on the chair.

Standing outside the door, he saw Gu Yizhou walking to the chair, picking up the towel, and continuing to wipe his hair calmly, that delicate face was extremely gentle and beautiful under the light.

Lin Beichen had the illusion of going back to the past.

When he was still Qin Mo, the first time he saw Gu Yizhou seemed to be like this.

That day, when he came back from Qin Fanghua's cemetery, it rained heavily.He walked alone from dusk to night, from sunset to heavy rain. He didn't know how long he walked. The road and the night had no end. He was exhausted, didn't know where to go, and was at a loss.

In such a big city, there is no place to rest, and none of the lights of thousands of houses is reserved for him.

He is like a lone boat drifting on the vast ocean, without direction, without a goal, and without a place to dock.

He didn't feel much kindness towards him in this world, and he didn't care how much this malice devoured people's hearts. He just felt that there was no interest in life, and life seemed to be like this.

It can only be like this.

But he met Gu Yizhou.

He will never forget the first time he saw Gu Yizhou.

Gu Yizhou opened the door for him, and a light was turned on in the room. He saw that he was drenched all over, and there was unbearable and caring on his face. It was very subtle, and it took him a long time to see it. Later, Gu Yizhou handed him a cup of hot water. water.

He suddenly had the illusion that someone was waiting for him to go home.

It was then, it was then that he fell in love with Gu Yizhou.

There is no why.

Maybe Gu Yizhou looked very gentle under the light that day, maybe the fingertips I accidentally touched when he took the water in his hand were soft, maybe his eyes covered with water vapor after taking a shower are so pretty, or maybe... ...just because he is Gu Yizhou.

Later, when he pursued him so closely, he thought it was just for sex, or just a whim... Now thinking about it, no, not at all.

He liked Gu Yizhou from the first time he saw him.

He walked in the dark for so long, and someone was willing to open a door for him, leave a lamp, hand him a glass of water, and say a few gentle words.

Gu Yizhou may not have thought about it that much, but in his own opinion, it has been raining in the desert for a long time, and it is also a lonely boat berthed at the shore.

He is willing to drown in this almost invisible tenderness.

It doesn't matter if he is Qin Mo or Lin Beichen.

[The author has something to say: Qin Zhazha finally understands his own mind, send out sugar, eat with confidence~]