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It was only later that Gu Yizhou understood where Lin Beichen's paranoia towards him came from.

How can there be a younger brother who looks at people with the kind of eyes that can drown people, how can someone have such a strong possessive desire for his elder brother, and only listen to his words when delivering food to him. This has long been beyond normal emotions.

He only knew that Lin Beichen liked men, but he didn't think that the man he liked could also be himself.

They are so familiar, from Lin Beichen when he was very young to now, he has been on and off for a long time, and he didn't know that Lin Beichen had such thoughts for him.

He had never thought about it, nor would he think about it, but the facts were right in front of him, and he could no longer pretend to accept Lin Beichen's kindness to him as if nothing had happened.

Even if Lin Beichen didn't pierce the window paper, he couldn't face him as if nothing happened.He can't respond to such feelings, and ending early is the best choice.

Gu Yizhou ate breakfast that morning with a normal expression, Lin Beichen insisted on taking him to the hospital, but he didn't refuse.

His mind was in turmoil, he wanted to say something but couldn't say anything, and finally gave up.

When he went to check the room in the morning, Mu Chengxi saw that something was wrong with him, let alone Luo Rui who was so observant of subtle people.

At the regular meeting, Academician Lu called his name no less than three times, but Gu Yizhou didn't hear him. (￣o￣).Beep hG beep DJ Lai reading

This situation continued until Lin Beichen came over.Seeing him, Gu Yizhou finally came to his senses, and immediately realized what he should do.

That's right, it's not the way to go on like this, if you break it, you will break it, I'm afraid it will become more entangled in the future if you don't be more straightforward now.

Lin Beichen didn't notice his abnormality, and opened the lunch box as usual, with a bright smile on his face.

"Brother, how do you feel? Does your head hurt?"

Gu Yizhou raised his head, met his smiling eyes, and staggered away in a panic.He couldn't face Lin Beichen, he didn't understand how this man managed nothing happened.

"What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?" Seeing that something was wrong with him, Lin Beichen asked with concern.

Gu Yizhou fought with heaven and man for a while, and finally calmed down, and said, "Lin Beichen..."

Lin Beichen raised his face and looked at him suspiciously.

"Don't come here again."

"Why?" Lin Beichen was surprised, "Didn't you say that I'm okay, why did you drive me away again?"

"It's not just food delivery." Gu Yizhou paused, as if he had made a lot of determination, his breathing became heavy, and he added: "We still don't want to see each other in the future."

Lin Beichen's face sank: "What did you say?" Then he pulled out an unattractive smile, "Brother, did I make you unhappy again? You promised me not to drink yesterday. You broke your promise, my wife I get angry at you when I'm angry."

Before Gu Yizhou could answer, he hurriedly discussed with a pleading tone: "Brother, don't be angry, I won't mess around next time, let me see if my wrist still hurts? Show me, I was wrong .”

The defensive line in Gu Yizhou's heart collapsed a little bit, he turned his face away, he couldn't bear to look at Lin Beichen's face again, if he took another look, what he was determined to say would never be able to say it again.

He took a deep breath: "I'm not angry, I just think we shouldn't be like this."

"How are we doing?"

"We—" Gu Yizhou hesitated for a while, "Lin Beichen, I have never told you, but I have already treated you as a younger brother in my heart... In this life, I can only be a younger brother, I say that Can you understand?"

After Gu Yizhou finished speaking, he felt that the stone stuck in his heart finally fell to the ground.That's fine, instead of acting stupid, it's Gu Yizhou's character to be more straightforward and not let him have vain fantasies.

Lin Beichen's pitiful expression just now was suddenly dark, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was indescribably terrifying.

Gu Yizhou couldn't help but gripped the table tightly, sensing some danger.

"It can only be my brother?" Lin Beichen stretched out his hand and firmly grasped his wrist, showing an evil smile: "You just want to be my brother, right, but what if I don't want to?"

"Who wants to be your younger brother, huh? Didn't I tell you that I never regarded you as an older brother."

——I never regarded you as an elder brother. I used to want to sleep with you, but now I like you and want to be with you. No matter what, I will never be an elder brother.

He hopes to be a lover, a boyfriend, someone who can live a lifetime.

Gu Yizhou was anxious and tried to withdraw his hand, but Lin Beichen's hand was very strong, and the more he pulled Lin Beichen, the tighter his grip became.

He was annoyed: "Lin Beichen, let go!"

"Don't let go, I finally caught you, how can you just let go?" Lin Beichen smiled, "Are you awake?"

"What?" Gu Yizhou's mind froze.

"In the morning, you were already awake, right?" Lin Beichen said seriously, "You know I kissed you, but you were already awake and pretended to be asleep. Tell me, brother, what were you thinking at that time?"

What was he thinking at that time, Gu Yizhou was suddenly speechless, yes, what was he thinking at that moment, shouldn't he get up immediately and push him away?

From the moment he kissed his forehead, he should have pushed him away, what happened then?Why let him continue...

Crazy, Gu Yizhou thought, maybe he was crazy at that time.

"Gu Yizhou, look, you have no feelings for me at all."

Lin Beichen put his hand on his heart, obsessed infinitely: "Did you feel it? My heart beats fast." Then he slowly put the overlapping hands of the two into Gu Yizhou's heart, "Brother, your The heartbeat is the same as mine."

Gu Yizhou was stunned, it turned out that his heart was beating so fast.

Lin Beichen let go of his hand, with an unresolved affection in his eyes, he took advantage of Gu Yizhou's absent-mindedness to pinch Gu Yizhou's chin, and moved his face closer to him inch by inch.

Gu Yizhou warned himself in his heart, to be sober, not to be bewitched by him, not to let him lead his thoughts away, not to look at... that face.

He pushed Lin Beichen with all his strength, and Lin Beichen staggered and hit the corner of the bench heavily, frowning in pain.

Gu Yizhou: "Are you... all right?"

Lin Beichen shook his head.

Gu Yizhou was in pain like being stabbed, after a moment of silence, he calmed down: "You go, don't come here again."

"elder brother--"

"I misunderstood you. I'm sorry. If you really have any thoughts about me, you'd better die early. You can only call my brother. I can't respond to other emotions. You may just be on a whim."

"I don't need your response," Lin Beichen said eagerly: "Brother, don't be burdened, I just want to treat you well, just accept it. Let me watch you, as long as I can see you I don't care anymore, I'm not on a whim."

Lin Beichen's obsession with him was far stronger than he thought, and he could no longer procrastinate and hesitate.

But he can't give the same kind of affection. Staying away from Lin Beichen is the only thing he can do at present.It is the best result for him or for Lin Beichen.

"I care, Lin Beichen, I won't accept you."

"Then who will you accept, Luo Rui? Or Peng Zeyu?"

"Not at all," Gu Yizhou thought for a while and then replied: "One day, it doesn't matter if it's them, but that person won't be you."

Lin Beichen chuckled, his heart twisted like a knife: "Gu Yizhou, you are so cruel, why?"

——Why can’t it be me.

Gu Yizhou didn't look at him, and didn't answer his words anymore, just walked past him calmly, without any hesitation.

When Lin Beichen reacted, he could only see the back of him leaving, decisive and ruthless.

He just looked at it like that, shouting in his heart, Gu Yizhou, turn around, turn around, I know you still have me in your heart...

But Gu Yizhou went further and further away, without any sympathy.

Lin Beichen smiled wryly, and it turned out that Gu Yizhou was not bad, but he was still so ruthless.In past and present lives, this person's heart is still the same cold.

He didn't catch up, and he wasn't in a hurry.

Even if Gu Yizhou's heart is an iceberg and snow, he has to warm it up and melt it. He has a lot of time and patience for Gu Yizhou. He has liked such a person all his life, and he will never give up no matter how hard it is to chase him.It doesn't matter if he doesn't have himself in his heart.

Lin Beichen has made the realization that water drops through stone, he is not satisfied, the desire in his heart has poured out like a flood at this moment, this is very good, he already knows his feelings for him, so there is nothing to worry about.