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From that day on, Gu Yizhou didn't see Lin Beichen again for almost a week.

A week was not long at first, maybe because Lin Beichen came here too often, in contrast, everyone thought it was abnormal, even Gu Yizhou himself was not used to it.

Speaking of it, he should be happy if no one bothers him, but the sense of loneliness deep in Dr. Gu's heart is getting deeper and deeper day by day.

Lin Beichen would occasionally call him, but would hang up after a few words, but the messages would be sent every day, such as good morning and good night, telling him to eat on time, adding clothes in the cold weather, etc. On the one hand, Gu Yizhou felt that Lin Beichen He is more verbose than Ms. Xiao, and is very angry at his attitude of treating himself like a child. On the other hand, he feels that it is not bad for someone to care about him so much.

In addition, he found that Lin Beichen's good morning was really early, and good night was really late. Gu Yizhou knew that he must be very busy during this time, so he took care not to disturb him.

It's not long before Luo Rui and Mu Chengxi come here, everyone seems to have something they want to do and to do.Sometimes after Gu Yizhou stops his busy work, his heart will feel empty for a while, like a ball that has been tense has been deflated in an instant, leaving only a daze.

Dr. Gu didn't know what was wrong with him, but a bystander saw everything through.

When he went to make rounds that morning, Mu Chengxi tilted his head and asked him, "Doctor Gu, I haven't seen Lin Beichen recently. Are you arguing?"

Gu Yizhou was taken aback after hearing this, and slowly replied: "No."

"That's weird. He wants to stick to you 24 hours a day. It's hard to see him not coming once for so long."

"He must be very busy recently." Gu Yizhou blurted out, and only after he finished speaking did he realize the disappointment and complaint expressed in his words.

That's right, what he doesn't want to admit is the truth, because Lin Beichen is not around, and he feels lonely.

He changed the subject and asked Mu Chengxi: "You don't have a good appetite recently, do you still feel unwell?"

Mu Chengxi replied: "No, it's much better, but I just don't want to eat it."

"not in a good mood?"

"No." Mu Chengxi replied: "How can I be in a bad mood? For a person like me, being happy is a day of being unhappy, so why waste time being unhappy."

Gu Yizhou didn't expose him. He knew that Mu Chengxi and Ji Yang were having a fight recently. Mu Chengxi usually looked cheerful, but only in front of Ji Yang would he be unscrupulously weak and afraid. In this world, it seems that only Ji Yang can affect him. all emotions.Just like, only Lin Beichen has the ability to make him angry.

Gu Yizhou gave him a few instructions, opened the door and was about to leave, but before he took a few steps, he saw Ji Yang rushing over, he nodded after seeing Gu Yizhou, and walked sideways into the ward.

When Gu Yizhou went downstairs, he heard Mu Chengxi's voice: "Why don't you go find Miss Xiaoqin and come here?" He didn't hear the words after that.

Ji Yang slowly sat beside Mu Chengxi, rubbed his hair, and said softly, "What am I going to find her for?"

Mu Chengxi lowered his head and hesitated for a while: "Because she is your girlfriend."

"Then what are you to me?" Ji Yang smiled.

"I, I..." Mu Chengxi gritted his teeth, faltered for a long time, and finally replied: "I'm Xiaosan."

"I'm brother Ji Yang's mistress!" He raised his voice again, shouting aggrieved and unwilling.

Ji Yang burst out laughing, looking at Mu Chengxi's expression softened.

Embarrassed by his laughter, Mu Chengxi became angry from embarrassment: "Stop laughing, you can go, I don't want to see you."

Ji Yang calmed down and asked him: "Then who do you want to see, Mu Chengxi, have you become so courageous now, I am not enough?"

As he spoke, he pulled Mu Chengxi into his arms, stroked his soft earlobe with his fingers, and said seriously: "Xiaoxi, don't think about it, Yu Qin and I have already made it clear that it is my fault, what has it to do with you?" relation."

Even so, Mu Chengxi is still very guilty. No matter what Yu Qin said, he has been with Ji Yang for so many years. No matter how much he likes Ji Yang, he can't interfere like this. How could he not think about it.

Ji Yang seemed to have guessed his thoughts, and said gently: "How can there be a priority in emotional matters? If you have to say something that comes first, Mu Chengxi, you came first."

——You came to me first, and I met you first.

After hearing this, Mu Chengxi immediately retorted: "What's the matter, I'll come first, and it's not me who was with you first."

"You come first, that is, you are with me first."

Ji Yang was talking to him, but Mu Chengxi was so angry that he simply ignored him.

After a long while, Ji Yang seemed to be recalling the past, and said, "Do you still remember when I was playing with my Transformers when I was a child and I pushed it down?"

Mu Chengxi nodded in his arms.

Ji Yang said again: "You were obviously very scared at that time, but you bit your lip, held back tears in your eyes, and stubbornly told me that it was okay, Mu Chengxi, do you know? At that time—"

"From that moment on, I thought, in the future, I should treat this boy well, protect him, and never let him suffer any more."

Mu Chengxi suddenly raised his head and looked at Ji Yang in surprise.

Ji Yang spoiled with a smile, and continued guiltily: "But, I broke my promise, I made you sad, I didn't protect you well, and let you suffer so much, Xiaoxi, how can I bear it, I..."

Ji Yang's voice sounded very painful. In the end, he tried his best to endure it. In order not to let his emotions affect Mu Chengxi, he finally calmed down, kissed his forehead lightly, and said emotionally: "Promise me, don't think so much, let's be together."

Mu Chengxi's tears fell down. He didn't know that Ji Yang was in such pain. He had never considered things from Ji Yang's perspective. He only knew that he was unhappy. Where was Ji Yang?He saw that he was suffering from illness, and the pain was no less than him.

Ji Yang kissed his eyes, and coaxed him gently: "Why are you crying again, do you love to cry so much?"

"I don't love it, I don't love it." Mu Chengxi hugged Ji Yang tightly and acted like a baby: "I'm not afraid of anything when I'm with you. It's too late to be happy. Why cry."

Ji Yang took him into his arms, as if he was afraid that he would disappear, with surprisingly strong hands.

He was afraid, and he started to be afraid very early, afraid that one day, when he opened his eyes, he would never find this little follower he had protected for more than 20 years. He regretted not knowing his feelings for him earlier, so You can treat him earlier, treat him better, pamper him well, and take care of him carefully.Have more time to love him.

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Gu Yizhou got off the elevator, looked up at the full moon hanging in the sky, it was bright and bright.

He couldn't help but think of what happened that night. At this time, there seemed to be a deep and hoarse voice bewitching him, luring him into a bottomless abyss.

Lin Beichen pressed him against the window that day, clasped his fingers tightly, and said to him angrily: Brother, you are crying.

—Brother, your tears are sweet.

Gu Yizhou's ears felt hot for a while, he shook his head, trying to get rid of these memories from his brain, he didn't want to remember, it was too humiliating.

Just as he was distracted, he covered his eyes with one hand and hugged him tightly into his arms.

Gu Yizhou is too familiar with the temperature of these hands.

The man covered his eyes with one hand, and covered his waistline with the other, and the sound of scorching breathing could be clearly heard.

Gu Yizhou was hugged by him like this, without any resistance, the man buried his head in his neck, murmured in a low voice: "Brother... I miss you so much.", and then moved the hand covering his eyes to his lips Gu Yizhou's body froze, and his breath became disordered.

"What about you, do you miss me?"

Gu Yizhou replied coldly: "I don't want to."

Lin Beichen withdrew his hand in pain: "It's so sad, I don't miss me after so long."

"I think about you every moment and every second."

Gu Yizhou's heart beat fast, and finally, he broke free from Lin Beichen's shackles, and was about to get angry at him, but stopped the moment he saw him.