monopolize his white moonlight

It's not that Gu Yizhou doesn't know that Lin Beichen has a very chaotic private life, but he just feels that since he accepts him, he will completely accept everything about him, good and bad, past and present.

But at this moment he realized that he was wrong, very wrong.

He is not as magnanimous as he imagined, or in other words, it is impossible to be magnanimous if he likes this kind of thing.He didn't say anything, but in his heart he cared more about Lin Beichen's rotten peach blossoms than anyone else.

Lin Beichen himself knew this very well, so he was very careful in those few days, not even daring to show his temper in front of Gu Yizhou.

He was annoyed that he had lost his head during that time, let alone what happened in his previous life, how could he still make such a stupid mistake in this life, not to mention Gu Yizhou, he couldn't even forgive himself.

He didn't dare to hug Gu Yizhou easily again, he was afraid that Gu Yizhou would think he was unworthy and would reject him.

However, Gu Yizhou was as usual, neither letting him sleep on the sofa nor deliberately ignoring him.With him like this, Lin Beichen felt even more confused.

After a few more days like this, Lin Beichen finally realized later that his brother was waiting for himself to explain and promise, he was really stupid.Thinking of this, Lin Beichen hurriedly bought a large bouquet of roses from a flower shop, and went to pick up Gu Yizhou early that day. When Gu Yizhou saw the flowers, he silently accepted them without saying anything.

When he got home, Lin Beichen cooked a large table of dishes. He hesitated to speak while eating, and swallowed the words several times until the two of them took a bath and lay on the bed. Then he lowered his voice and said to Gu Yizhou: "Brother ,Are you angry?"

Gu Yizhou replied calmly: "No."

"I only like you alone. Except for you, I have never been so serious about other people."

Gu Yizhou turned his back to him, and was silent for a while: "How many people have you told this to?"

Lin Beichen was stunned: "Except that you never said it to anyone else, the sweet talk was only said to you, I can swear it, brother."

"Not Ye Ziwen, nor Zhou Jing?"

"No!" Lin Beichen stretched out his hand nervously, trying to hug Gu Yizhou, but he gave up after a long pause.

"Brother, nothing happened between Ye Ziwen and me. Even if you don't come over that day, nothing will happen. Others...I admit that I'm an asshole, but, I..."

"I hate myself so much, but even if I am like this, I still don't want to let you go. What should I do, brother?"

Gu Yizhou felt his emotional fluctuations, and was dumb for a moment.

"I'm obsessed, I'm wishful thinking, I'm a fool, but I... I can't stop my desire for you, I... like you."

Lin Beichen's hand was hanging on Gu Yizhou's back, and he didn't dare to let it go. He didn't know how Gu Yizhou was feeling at the moment, whether he was angry with him, resented him, hated him, or refused to talk to him.

After a long time, Gu Yizhou slowly turned over. He could hear the man's clear heartbeat. He stretched out his fingers to touch Lin Beichen's eyebrows, and chuckled softly: "I believe in you."

Lin Beichen froze: "Brother, what did you say?"

"I believe in you, no matter how unworthy you are, I have given you the once-in-a-lifetime sincerity, and only you are worthy."

No matter how awkward and angry he was, Gu Yizhou never doubted Lin Beichen's sincerity towards him.

He put Lin Beichen's hand on his heart, and was surprised to find that the heartbeat frequency of the two people was almost the same.

"Brother, I love you." Lin Beichen moved his face close to him, nose to nose, intimate and gentle.

"Yeah." Gu Yizhou closed his eyes, feeling Lin Beichen's fiery breath.

"I think about what you said."

"What?" Gu Yizhou asked.

"If you want me to reconcile with Lin Haofeng, it's not impossible. I want to go back to Master Lin, because my brother is so good, I have to be evenly matched with him, so that I can be worthy of the best him in the world"

"Do you really think so?" Gu Yizhou's eyes were shining like stars.

"Your hope is my sincerity." Lin Beichen kissed his lips, "I have an older brother who wants to live a good life. I can't be willful. I promise you to start over."

——I love you, past and present, whether I am Qin Mo or Lin Beichen.

I love you and will be who you want me to be, even if I'm not.

I am willing to always wear a false mask and love you with his face. I will learn to be what you think he should be.

But I know, you love me too.I know, you just want me to be happy, how can I bear not to be happy.

When I look at you, I will forget all the hatred and resentment. My eyes are full of you. Forget it, forget it. I just want to be with you now.

I'm going to start over, just because I love you.

At the beginning of June, He Zhiru had an ESD operation, and Lin Beichen went to the hospital to see her.

He didn't reject Lin Haofeng as much as he used to. Lin Haofeng also responded appropriately when talking to him, and his attitude was not cold or hot, which was much more relaxed than before. Gu Yizhou was very happy that there was such progress between them.

In the blink of an eye, it was his grandfather's memorial day. Gu Yizhou originally wanted to go with Lin Beichen, but Lin Beichen had something to do at school and couldn't get away.

Gu Yizhou wants to tell Grandpa Gu that he has someone he likes. He doesn't know if Grandpa Gu will jump out of the coffin wood in anger when he knows this, but he really doesn't want to hide it anymore. Sooner or later, he and Lin Beichen will tell As a family member, he has already made all the mental preparations for disapproval.

Just like someone, don't regret it, and don't look back.

That afternoon, Lin Haofeng called him and wanted to invite him to dinner. After Lin Beichen found out, he didn't object. He didn't show any obvious emotional changes until he came back from the appointment. Gu Yizhou was very relieved to see it.

Lin Beichen supported Gu Yizhou's waist, deliberately blowing hot air into his ear: "Brother, I'm sorry, I didn't have time to see grandpa today."

Gu Yizhou convinced him that he didn't treat himself as an outsider.

"However, how do you introduce me when you take me there, brother, boyfriend or lover?"

Dr. Gu replied calmly: "Bed partner."

"Ah, brother, if this is the case, I have to be a qualified bed partner, and I must take good care of my doctor Gu."

Gu Yizhou's face flushed, and he was too angry to say a word.

Lin Beichen said seriously: "You really don't care if someone knows about our relationship? Well, if it's not Grandpa Gu, but Auntie and the others know, what would you do?"

"If you want to get their approval, if they really can't accept it—"

Gu Yizhou felt Lin Beichen's nervousness, and chuckled: "That's okay."

After hearing this, Lin Beichen turned over excitedly and pushed Gu Yizhou under him. Gu Yizhou was slightly angry, but Lin Beichen coaxed with a smile: "Brother, thank you."

Outside the window, a gust of cool wind blew, accompanied by a low moan, piercing the starry night sky.

The next day, the sun was shining brightly, Lin Beichen made breakfast, and pestered Gu Yizhou for a while, before they went out.

At noon, Gu Yizhou received a large bouquet of fiery red roses. The card said: For my brother, Dr. Gu, signed: bed partner.

Immediately afterwards, he received a message from Young Master Lin: "Brother, I'm really sorry, I can't go to the hospital at noon today, so you can go out and have something to eat."

The corners of Gu Yizhou's mouth rose slightly, Lin Beichen's deceptive tricks became more and more nasty.

The weather was getting hotter and hotter, and it was a little cool in the evening. Gu Yizhou specially packed a fried prawn when he passed the snack street after get off work.

Lin Beichen didn't like eating shrimps before, maybe the two of them had been apart for too long, but Gu Yizhou slowly discovered that many of his habits had changed, and it was not quite the same as before.

When Gu Yizhou returned home and pushed open the door, the hall was not turned on, and the room was empty. He walked in gently, and just about to turn on the light, he heard a slight sound from the balcony.

Gu Yizhou turned around, before he could move, someone hugged him in the darkness: "Brother, why is it so early today?"

The faint smell of tobacco loomed in the air, Gu Yizhou's eyelashes drooped: "Are you... smoking?"

"Well." Lin Beichen took the takeaway box in his hand, "Don't worry, I didn't smoke much."

Lin Beichen knew that Gu Yizhou didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so he rarely smoked at home.

Gu Yizhou felt that something was wrong with him today, and asked worriedly: "What's wrong? The lights aren't even on."

Lin Beichen hugged him so tightly that Gu Yizhou couldn't breathe.

"What are you holding so tight for?"

"I'm afraid I'm dreaming. I wake up from the dream. What should I do if my brother is not here?"

Gu Yizhou didn't know what happened, felt that Lin Beichen was thinking wildly again, and wanted to push him away to turn on the light, but Lin Beichen didn't want to let go, so he had to move a little bit, and Lin Beichen kept hugging him from behind .

A few minutes later, the light came on with a "snap", and Lin Beichen was taken aback. Gu Yizhou turned his head and kissed the tip of his nose lightly, "It's not a dream, I'm here, I won't leave."

Lin Beichen's astonished eyes instantly became clear, and he smirked.

"Don't think about it." Gu Yizhou said.

Lin Beichen nodded obediently, clasped his fingers tightly with him, and silently thought: Gu Yizhou is still here, and Gu Yizhou will not leave.

On that day, no one would know that he went to Qin Fanghua's cemetery.