monopolize his white moonlight

A week later, Luo Rui still couldn't resist his father's coercion and temptation, and agreed to return to Beijing. After so many years of escaping, it was time to face it.

He wanted to take Ye Ziwen away, which was the result of an exchange between him and Luo's father.Luo's father was very angry at first, but later he slowly compromised. The father and son had been at odds with each other for so many years because of Luo Rui's sexuality. He knew that the more he opposed, the more counterproductive he would be. After weighing the pros and cons, he finally agreed. up.

To be honest, Luo Rui was surprised. After all, he had a deep relationship with Han Shujin back then, and there was no result when the trouble happened like that. Now, it is a matter of course that he and Ye Ziwen are not arguing without arguing.

Luo Rui deeply felt that his love with Ye Ziwen was destined.

Ye Ziwen has never left Nantong. He knows nothing about the world outside of Nantong. He is not good at communication. He is too timid and can't adapt to the new environment. Every time he talks about this topic, Ye Ziwen will always diverge intentionally or unintentionally. .Luo Rui knew not to act too hastily. For this kind-hearted and sensible little lover, it takes a lot of patience to make him take the initiative to make any decisions.

In mid-October, Luo's father left Nantong first, and Luo Rui sent him to the airport that day.

It was cloudy and rainy that day, and the two father and son kept silent all the way. It was not until Luo's father boarded the plane that Luo Rui promised Ye Ziwen that he would return to Beijing with him after he made a decision.

The matter finally came to an end, Luo Rui heaved a sigh of relief, took out his phone to check the time, but was startled by a series of missed calls on it, Ye Ziwen called him more than 20 times.

He immediately panicked, and hurriedly turned back to Ye Ziwen, afraid that something would happen to Ye Ziwen, otherwise he would not have done this with his character.

Luo Rui's heart skipped a beat, and after a while, the phone was connected. He said nervously, "Hey, Wenwen, what's wrong with you? The phone was muted just now..."

Ye Ziwen was silent for a while.

Luo Rui: "Wenwen, talk, where are you? I'll go find you now, don't scare me."

Hearing what he said, Ye Ziwen finally came to his senses, and replied in a low voice with a crying voice: "Brother Luo, I, I went to the hospital to look for you, they said you went to the airport... I thought you left."

After finishing speaking, he choked up completely: "I thought you didn't want me anymore..."

Luo Rui felt distressed, not knowing what his little lover was thinking, how he was willing to leave him alone, so he coaxed: "Little fool, why would I not want you, stop crying, tell me where you are?"

"Airport, I...I'm importing here."

Luo Rui looked up at the gloomy sky, and ran forward quickly without stopping for a moment, attracting the attention of passers-by.

After running for about 10 minutes, he stopped, panting heavily, and saw a thin figure standing alone at the entrance, with red eye circles and nervous expression, he waved to the figure, and the corners of his mouth gradually up.

Ye Ziwen trotted to his side, lowered his head in embarrassment, like a child who made a mistake waiting for the admonition from the adults.

Luo Rui couldn't bear to admonish him, so he rubbed his hair helplessly and dotingly, and said softly: "Wenwen, come back to Beijing with me, I promise you, I will protect you well."

Ye Ziwen was dazed for a while, and finally nodded.

He likes Luo Rui, as long as there is Luo Rui, he can do it anywhere.

-

One weekend afternoon, Gu Yizhou contacted Xu Lan, and after a simple greeting, he went straight to the topic and asked her to meet.

An hour later, Xu Lan was wearing a simple knitted cardigan, stirring the coffee gently with a spoon in an elegant manner, and thought carefully: "Xiaozhou, you know that we have the responsibility to keep the patient's information strictly confidential, it's too private. There is no way to tell you."

Gu Yizhou nodded.

She added: "But the Mr. Lin you mentioned is normal. He doesn't have any car accident trauma, depression or irritability as you mentioned. Strictly speaking, he is only an auxiliary therapist?"

Gu Yizhou's downcast eyes showed some doubts: "Aunt Xu, what do you mean?"

"The real patient is a vegetable, a young man who is said to be Mr. Lin's cousin or something, but he didn't specify."

Xu Lan paused for a moment, seemingly hesitant, and finally said after deliberation: "Mr. Lin asked me to perform hypnotherapy on the patient and him, and use their memory resonance to stimulate the patient's brain nerves."

"Why did he do this, did he want to wake up Qin... the patient?"

"Well, I'm actually not very clear about it. I guessed the same as you at first, but later I thought it was not the case. In short, we haven't seen each other for nearly seven years, so I don't know the specific situation. Can't tell you."

seven years?Gu Yizhou estimated the time in his heart, isn't this period the same as his senior year?It was in his senior year that Lin Beichen terminated his psychotherapy for Qin Mo's unknown reason.

That year was also the time when he was in a car accident for the second time.

Gu Yizhou's brain was in a mess, and he felt that these two things must have some kind of necessary connection.

There were too many doubts in his heart. He didn't know what kind of memory resonance Lin Beichen and Qin Mo would have. He had the impression that these two people were not familiar at all, and it seemed that they hadn't spoken a few words.

Gu Yizhou's thoughts were turned into a pot of porridge. He pressed his temples, and his eyes were sore from the sunlight refracted in the transparent glass.

When Gu Yizhou returned home, Lin Beichen was busy in the kitchen. Seeing him come back, he raised his head and smiled warmly.

Gu Yizhou didn't speak, just sat on the sofa, Lin Beichen came out with a plate after a while, saw his brows furrowed, and asked worriedly: "Brother, why is your complexion so bad, are you uncomfortable?"

Gu Yizhou raised his neck to meet his caring eyes, and looked at his smile that was so gentle as to drown.

This man is handsome, exquisite and impeccable. When he looks at him, there is infinite affection in his eyes and a warm smile on his mouth.He served himself like an ancestor, used to his picky appetite, and tolerated his laziness.

He can see his panic when the weather is calm, he knows his enthusiasm hidden in the cold, the tips of his ears will turn red when he is shy, he knows that when two people are entangled to death, there will be water vapor in his eyes, he likes to sleep on his side, in his sleep He will breathe with his mouth slightly open.All of these, he kept in mind.

For so long, he has been like a transparent person in front of him, without any reservations. However, he has never really understood this man who loves him.

He didn't know what Lin Beichen had experienced in these years. He said so much, but never said anything about himself.In the past since he was nine years old, during the time when Gu Yizhou didn't participate, what Lin Beichen was doing, and how much he kept from himself.

Gu Yizhou knew nothing about this.

Gu Yizhou opened his mouth, his voice was soft and far away, as if reaching Lin Beichen's ears from the distant sky.

Gu Yizhou: "Who are you...?"

Like a thunder in the flat ground, Lin Beichen froze, and his hand holding the plate trembled slightly.

"Lin Beichen, I don't seem to know you anymore."

Lin Beichen twitched the corner of his mouth and looked at him blankly: "Brother, what's the matter, I am me, why don't you know me?"

Gu Yizhou didn't ask him why he knew Xu Lan. Compared to this, he was more angry about the car accident seven years ago. He never thought of asking him before, but now, he knows and knows that Lin Beichen has something to hide from him. .

"Seven years ago," Gu Yizhou's tone was as calm as possible: "You had another car accident, tell me what happened."

What makes you not cherish yourself so much, and makes you look at death like home.

Lin Beichen turned around and turned his back to Gu Yizhou. He put down the plate and stood there motionless.

Gu Yizhou stubbornly waited for his answer, vowing not to give up.

Lin Beichen didn't want to answer, and kept silent.

The two stalemate like this for a long time, Lin Beichen knew in his heart that he couldn't escape.

"Brother, does it matter what happened?" Lin Beichen finally sighed, "Aren't we happy together now?"

He couldn't tell Gu Yizhou that he was not Lin Beichen, and the crazy and absurd behavior he did was only because he was not Lin Beichen.

Just because he wants to be himself.

--Who are you?

——I am Qin Mo.

No, he won't say it.He used to want to say it very much, but now he dares not to think about it. He is afraid of losing Gu Yizhou, very afraid, very afraid.

"When it's over, it's over. Why don't you remember the bad things?" Lin Beichen walked up to him, hugged him gently, and almost begged: "Let me do it all over again, okay? Every word I said to you It’s true that I like it, and it’s true that I want to live with you.”

Is this not enough for me, I love you, I love you so much... I love you so much... Lin Beichen's hands became stronger, as if he wanted to rub him into his flesh and blood, he was afraid that Gu Yizhou would disappear as soon as he let go, it was just pure Grab him, hold him tight.

Gu Yizhou's heart was in unbearable pain like being pricked by a needle. At this moment, he was suddenly not so concerned about what Lin Beichen was hiding from him. He felt that Lin Beichen was in pain.

What is it and why is it so important?

How could he have the heart to uncover the scars that Lin Beichen wanted to forget.

Gu Yizhou's palm touched his back, and he stroked it gently and gently back and forth, touching Lin Beichen's side face with his lips, and murmured softly, "I know, I believe."

Lin Beichen smiled: "I may tell you one day."

But what he thought was, I hope there will never be a day when I tell you.