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Ye Ziwen believes that Luo Rui really likes him.

In order for Luo's father to admit their love, Luo Rui returned to the company, came out for him in public, held him in his palm, treated him well, loved and protected him.

Luo Rui is so good that people dare not look directly at him, Ye Ziwen doesn't know what he can do to win his favor.Sometimes, when Luo Rui held him in his arms, he would listen carefully to the man's heartbeat and trace his facial features over and over with his fingers, feeling a strong sense of unreality in his heart.

He felt that all of this was just a bubble that could burst at any time, so he carefully considered gains and losses, for fear that the sugar in his hand would melt away.

He is inferior and timid, and has been like this since he was a child. He never dared to have too much expectations for life and others.

He has an older brother who is two years older than him. He is excellent and smart. He has been the pride of his parents since he was a child, and he, at the moment he was born, was only worthy of being his subordinate.Even if my elder brother wants the stars and moons in the sky, his family will pick them for him, but whatever he proposes is just whimsical.

Ye Ziwen is not smart, nor likable, since he was a child, he has always picked up things used by his brother. When his parents mentioned his brother, they couldn't help but praise him, but when his doting eyes moved to him, he felt like would turn into cold disregard.

He also mentioned what he wanted and what he wanted to do, but he didn't get any response, only their indifference and ridicule.

Gradually, Ye Ziwen no longer likes to talk, what to say, who to listen to, and no longer make any demands, anyway, no one will help him fulfill them.

When he was a little older, he knew that he still had merits. He was obedient and sensible, and because of this, his parents sometimes felt guilty for caring about him a little bit. A little, or get into trouble.

When he was in high school, he worked hard to get into the school where his brother used to go, and his brother also went to other places to go to college, so his father paid him more attention.

He met his first love, and if someone treats him well, he doesn't care about anything, but it's a pity that person is just trying to be fresh and fun.

He is heartless, Ye Ziwen thought at the time, but later, he finally understood that he was not heartless, his heart was given to the shining senior.Qin Mo likes Gu Yizhou, which he only realized when he met Lin Beichen later, the two of them look at Gu Yizhou in the same way.

Gu Yizhou may not even be aware of this.

To be honest, he was very envious of his senior. In front of people like them, he didn't even have the courage to raise his head and speak.

However, he later met Luo Rui.

He was flattered that Luo Rui cared so much for him, but he didn't dare to squander such beautiful feelings recklessly, he was still humble and cautious.

He always thought that if he was more obedient and obedient, his love for himself would be longer.

However, he was wrong, how could an ordinary person like himself deserve such a grand love.

What Han Shujin said was right, he was just his substitute, how could someone as good as Luo Rui fall in love with him, and how could someone like him deserve his love.

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Gu Yizhou learned from Ye Ziwen that he and Luo Rui had broken up. To be honest, he was surprised, no, very surprised.

But in the end he kept the gentleman silent, Ye Ziwen knew that Luo Rui would contact Gu Yizhou, so he asked him to bring a sentence.

Gu Yizhou didn't want to be the messenger who beat mandarin ducks, but seeing Ye Ziwen so sad, it was hard to refuse.

After Ye Ziwen walked by, Luo Rui called immediately.

On the other end of the phone, his voice was very excited: "Doctor Gu, has Wenwen left? How is he, where has he gone? Are you very angry, he doesn't want to see me anymore, right?"

Gu Yizhou, who was being questioned by Lianzhu Pao, was momentarily at a loss for words. He didn't know which question he should answer first, so he had to comfort him first and said: "He has nothing to do, it's just—let me bring you a sentence."

"What?" Luo Rui's voice trembled.

"He wants to break up with you."

Luo Rui's heart sank violently, and he was stunned inconceivably. He couldn't believe that his little lover was willing to say such a thing, how could he and how could he.

He began to regret it, he was in a daze, he thought that this man would be fine as long as he coaxed him.

Not long after he came out, Han Shujin applied for a job in his company. After Luo Rui found out, he was caught in a dilemma. First, he would be dismissed immediately, and second, he was worried about Ye Ziwen's feelings, fearing that he would be unhappy.

But Ye Ziwen didn't respond at all, and tolerantly agreed to Han Shujin's existence, but it's just not the way to go on like this, and indeed problems arose after a long time.

Luo Rui inevitably came into contact with Han Shujin, and the vigorous old relationship between the two was brought to the surface and spread, coupled with some unclear misunderstandings, Luo Rui and Ye Ziwen were separated from each other during that time.One of them didn't ask, one didn't say anything, one knew it was a misunderstanding but didn't explain it, and the other didn't know it was a misunderstanding and thought they were really just a substitute.

As Han Shujin said, I just look like him when I smile, that's all.

When conflicts accumulate to a certain extent, they will naturally erupt.One day, Luo Rui and Han Shujin went out to negotiate a contract, and they got drunk and slept on the same bed.

Ye Ziwen didn't know about it at first, but there is no impenetrable wall in the world. Afterwards, this matter spread a lot.But Luo Rui didn't explain it, he thought Ye Ziwen didn't know and didn't believe it, but how could Ye Ziwen be so stupid as to know nothing about something that everyone in the company knew.

He just pretended to be indifferent, and he thought, since he is so sensible, Luo Rui must have the slightest liking for him.

Ye Ziwen didn't know that in this world, liking is the only selfish thing that cannot be tolerated or tolerated.He didn't say anything, but endured it in his heart, but his behavior had already betrayed him.

When he was with Luo Rui, he kept silent most of the time. He was no longer shy when kissing him, but more often avoided. When Luo Rui hugged him, Ye Ziwen would fall into a long period of sluggishness.

After a month of this, both of them finally exhausted all their strength and broke out in full force.

"You never tell me what you are thinking, you always say nothing, we have been together for so long, you have told me something from the bottom of your heart, I don't know when you are happy and when you are not happy ...You always look like you can do anything and don't care about anything."

"Do you think this is sensible, you--" Luo Rui looked at Ye Ziwen with a painful expression, distressed and angry, and finally spit out the last sentence slowly: "You don't love me, hehe, after all, you Just don't love."

Ye Ziwen raised his head, his eyes were red, tears were streaming down uncontrollably, and the jealousy and unwillingness that had been suppressed in his heart all rushed out of his brain.

With a crying voice, he said what he always wanted to say in his heart: "Luo Rui, do you love me? Isn't I just a substitute in your eyes?"

"Han Shujin's substitute, do you think I'm so stupid that I don't know anything?"

Luo Rui's eyes were bloodshot, he pinched his chin angrily, and laughed hoarsely: "Ye Ziwen, you think so...you are really good, I have treated you like this, you fucking...you fucking Don't you know in your heart, what else should I do to you..."

Luo Rui squeezed his chin so hard that his knuckles turned white, "I see, you just can't forget your senior, because Lin Beichen is his younger brother, and they look alike, so you are willing to be friends with him... Tell me, how deep is your love for others... so deep that it is so difficult for me to even listen to your truth, so difficult..."

Ye Ziwen's face was pale, he was panting heavily, his heart was cold.

"Ye Ziwen, you are a stand-in." Luo Rui finally threw his hand away, and Ye Ziwen was pushed to the ground by the impact of his hand. He looked at Luo Rui, his eyes swollen like peaches.

Luo Rui was angry, Luo Rui didn't love him anymore, and at that moment all thoughts were lost.

Ye Ziwen burst into tears, his voice hoarse and distressed.

Luo Rui was upset when he heard that, and walked out of the room with sloppy steps, blocking Ye Ziwen's intermittent crying from the door.He paused for a while, then finally left.

That night, he never returned.

With a wry smile on Ye Ziwen's face, he simply packed his luggage, knowing that he did not deserve to be cherished after all.