Gu Pei reborn

The author has something to say: Well, this extra episode is the product of my lack of inspiration. I wanted to take a break, but thinking of my promise, I had no choice but to hold on. This extra episode will be released tomorrow. That’s right, it’s actually I'm updating it, and May Day is a holiday, so if you don't take a break, reconsider the plot, then come back from the holiday, and continue!

Hope you understand!It hurts to write this every day after class and after dinner!

Gu Wei knew from an early age that his mother took him and his two elder brothers differently. Although he was the youngest, his mother never favored him. On the contrary, most of the time, she seemed to have a grudge against him.As for his father, although he was not harsh on himself, he didn't care much about things.

When I was very young, I went up to the mountains with my brothers to graze cattle. The cattle ate other people’s food, and the owner came to the door. My mother always dragged me to the neighbors, beat and scolded myself in front of the neighbors, saying that I was a "Debt", "dead bastard".He was very wronged, it was obvious that his brother was herding the cows, and he was just going up the mountain with his brothers to play, why was he the one who was beaten?He cried out, but the crying only brought about more severe beatings from his mother, until the neighbor couldn't bear to say "forget it", and the mother stopped cursing.

When I was studying, I stayed at the school in the village. When I came home on weekends, I climbed the courtyard dam with my brothers, but my mother didn’t seem to see me. She just took the schoolbags of my brothers graciously, and then greeted them and took them with me. Going to the room behind the stove, he knew that his mother was going to give his brothers delicious food again. At this time, there was very little meat, and he could only eat it once or twice a month, but his mother somehow kept some. When I go home from vacation, I will give some to my brothers. Gu Wei also ate two bites. It was given to him when the elder brother saw him drooling at his meat. The scene when I bite the meat by myself.The second time the eldest brother gave it to him, he was discovered by his mother. He remembered that his mother slapped off the flesh in his hand, and then spanked the elder brother's ass. He was also beaten, with a firewood stick from the stove. Yes, at that time, my mother's face was terrified. At the beginning, he even forgot to cry. Later, it hurt so much that he started to cry and rolled around in the stove, but the mother didn't stop, he I even felt that my mother wanted to beat me to death, but fortunately my father stopped me later.

My mother doesn't seem to see her good. She obviously got good grades when she was studying, but her mother never praises herself. On the contrary, every time she hears that she is in the top few exams, her face turns dark and ugly, but if my brothers pass the exam , but she would hug them and enjoy the couple, laughing and saying, "As expected of my son!"

At that time, Gu Wei hated him very much. He wanted to ask, "Aren't I your son?" But later, he knew that he was indeed not her son.He said it while listening to neighbors chatting with his mother.

She calls herself a "little bastard".

She said that her mother was her younger sister, and that younger sister had disgraced her, and if it wasn't for her father's sake, she wouldn't care about herself at all.

She said that she hated it more and more now, with a gloomy face all day long, as if someone owed herself.

She said that she needs to use more and more things, and she doesn't usually help the house, but she still wants to use them well.

Gu Wei still remembers that he was unexpectedly calm when he heard this. At that moment, his heart suddenly stopped hurting. His mother's words hurt people, but for him, it was a good medicine. Knowing all this Afterwards, all his grievances, incomprehensions, and resentment disappeared at once, and that night, for the first time, he was able to fall asleep in the sound of his parents and brothers laughing.That night, two people with blurred faces appeared in his dream. She called them Mom and Dad. They were both very gentle. Mom even stroked his head, which was so warm that Gu Wei never wanted to wake up.Later, he seemed to hear someone calling himself. He didn't want to pay attention to it, but his mother smiled at him gently, pointing to the direction of the voice, and when he turned around, his parents were no longer there. He cried, and then he felt that the voice was getting noisy, and he roared out, but there was only a hoarse little voice.Then he realized that he was sick.When he opened his eyes, he saw his mother, no, it was his aunt looking at him angrily.At that time, Gu Wei suddenly laughed.

Later, he became more and more silent, and he could not speak without talking to them. Every night he expected to dream of his parents, but they never dreamed again.

Then one summer, he and his eldest brother went to see the water in the rice field. When he came back, he was greedy for the cold and washed his face by the weir pond, but accidentally slipped down. He couldn’t swim. At first he struggled a few times. But later, he didn't have any strength anymore. In a daze, he seemed to see the smiling faces of his parents again. He grinned, but took a sip of water. He struggled subconsciously, but suddenly felt that someone was Pulling his arm, he struggled dazedly with that force, and then he surfaced, the owner of the arm was the elder brother, and he was looking at himself worriedly at the moment.

The mother broke out completely because of this incident. She beat her eldest brother first, and then drove herself away.He didn't beg, and ignored the pleas of his father and two older brothers. He tidily packed two sets of clothes, didn't ask his mother for anything, and set foot on the road to leave home.

On the day of leaving, the elder brother caught up with him, and he took a stack of change from his pocket to give to himself—my mother always liked the elder brother, and often gave him money behind her and the second elder brother’s back—he refused, and at that time he hated the elder brother, I hate him for saving himself and cutting off his way to meet his parents.At that time, I not only refused, but also beat my elder brother severely.Then he left the place with the excitement after beating someone up.

It was only when he walked to the street that he realized how unwise it was for him not to take his brother's money.He wants to eat but has no money, and he has no money to take a car.But he has no way out, he told himself, and then he walked on the road to the town. He had been to the town twice before, and he could still remember the way. back.

Later, he was really hungry, and he just lay down on the corner of the street to rest, watching the sun go down gradually, he felt that his life seemed to be over.It was a bit cold at night, he opened his bag, and was about to get a pair out to wear, but he saw that there were two stacks of money in the bag, one stack was bills, one yuan and two yuan change, which was similar to what his elder brother would give him in the morning , a stack of five yuan and ten yuan, that's... father gave me, right?

Holding the bag tightly, Gu Wei finally couldn't hold back the tears.

Using the money to buy a ticket to the city, the moment he got off the bus, Gu Wei was stunned to see the busy city and the city that was completely different from the countryside.His legs ached from standing at the station, so he stared at his head and walked aimlessly.At that time, the upsurge of migrant workers had just begun, and there were actually quite a few half-grown boys like him, but they were all in groups, laughing.Gu Wei hugged the bag in his hand tightly, and then thought about mixing with those people.Later, someone came to pick up this group of people, and Gu Wei followed him away, and then went into the construction site to beg for a meal.

When he got his salary for the first time, his eyes couldn't help getting wet. At night, he counted his salary over and over again, feeling unspeakably sad while excited.He took out the money given by his father and elder brother. Gu Wei had almost used up the money. He looked at it, and then added the newly received salary into it. Seeing the money that had become much thicker, he smiled and then his emotions changed again. When he was down, he didn't forget to beat his elder brother up before he left.Now think about it, if there is no money, he will become a beggar, right?He suddenly felt that he was lucky. He didn't have any big bumps along the way, and he found a job smoothly after he came here. So does this mean that this lively city is his home?He couldn't help thinking about it before going to bed.