Gu Pei reborn

Chen Yan was very happy to see Gu Pei coming, but when he found that Gu Pei had been absent-minded with a sullen face and he only got a perfunctory answer from him when he asked, he felt uncomfortable for a while, but woke up in the middle of the night and found that Gu Pei was still wide open. When his eyes were in a daze, the deep worry pressed this discomfort to the bottom of his heart.

"What's wrong?" His waking up startled Gu Pei. Gu Pei withdrew his thoughts and turned his head to look in Chen Yan's direction, because he hadn't turned on the light yet, so he couldn't see Chen Yan's expression.

"It's okay." Chen Yan shook his head, the exhaustion in Gu Pei's tone made him give up the idea of ​​asking.He lay quietly on the bed, listening to the sound of breathing infinitely magnified by the night, his heart seemed to be empty.

At dawn the next day, Gu Pei woke up. In fact, he didn't sleep last night. What happened to Dong Jing had a big impact on him, and he always had a feeling of unreality.Rejecting Chen Yan's following, Gu Pei returned to his home, stood in front of the door, and found that there was no movement in the house, so he took back the key and climbed to the roof.It was late autumn, and there were only a few withered and yellow vegetables left on the roof. The pigeons on the opposite roof had not yet been released from the pigeon box, and they were "cooing" anxiously in the box. Even if Gu Pei looked at the other A large piece of green plants on the top of a building also feels irritable.After standing for an unknown amount of time, he moved his stiff limbs and went downstairs until there was a lot of noise in the street.

Dong Jing didn't seem to have slept well either, and there was a bit of black around her red and swollen eyes. Although her hair was combed neatly, she didn't show her energy, and instead gave people a feeling of being strong.

"Let's go eat first." Gu Pei said in a dry voice.

"Yeah." Dong Jing seemed to have come back to her senses now, rolled her eyes, looked at Gu Pei and nodded.

After dinner with Dong Jing, Gu Pei went to the bank to withdraw some money, and then took Dong Jing directly to the hospital. Dong Jing walked slowly, with her head down, as if she had returned to her timid appearance before leaving the hospital. There was only one street, but she turned around suddenly, Gu Pei immediately grabbed her, didn't speak, just looked into her eyes.

"I...I..." Dong Jing trembled her lips, her eyes were moist, and she was about to cry, but suddenly found that passers-by were paying attention to her, so she had to take a deep breath, forcing back the tears she was about to shed.

"Let's go." Gu Pei spit out these two words slowly, it was the first time he realized that he was so cold-blooded.

At the entrance of the hospital, there were people coming and going, looking at the white building, Gu Pei felt that death seemed very close to people.Dong Jing's face was already pale, and the red cross made her eyes hurt. She trembled subconsciously, then looked at the silent Gu Pei, and seeing that he didn't respond, she had to pull the corners of her mouth and said, "I miss myself go in."

"...Yeah." Gu Pei looked at her for a while, then nodded, took out 1000 yuan and handed it to her, then turned and walked to the sidewalk seat, burying his face in his hands.He seemed to hear someone talking about himself and Dong Jing in a disgusted tone. Even though the child in Dong Jing's belly had nothing to do with him, he still felt a little embarrassed.

The uninterrupted sound of footsteps came to his ears, and gradually entangled and intertwined in his mind, making Gu Pei feel a little dizzy.It wasn't until a harsh car horn sounded that he pulled back his thoughts and looked back.It seemed that it had been a long time. He looked at the hospital, hesitated for a while, and went in anyway. When he arrived at the consultation desk, Gu Pei couldn't help being in a daze. He didn't start to ask about Dong Jing's situation until the beautiful nurse asked him if he could help. But the nurse told him that there had never been such a patient in the hospital.

There is no such patient.

Gu Pei tugged at the corners of his mouth dryly, feeling that his heart, which had been squeezed tightly since yesterday, suddenly burst, and the congestion seemed to fill his entire chest cavity, and he felt a little difficult to breathe.

Although he already felt that something was wrong during the conversation with Dong Jing, he was willing to be wrong, but the result was so sad and disappointing.It's just disappointment, but he can't simply blame Dong Jing, because if he had cared more about her two years ago, if he had held her back that time, all this probably wouldn't have happened.I lost 1000 yuan, and Dong Jing lost her fresh life.

He lowered his head dejectedly, the sun was too glaring, making his eyes astringent.Returning home in a daze, Gu Pei found that Chen Yan was standing at the door of his house, looking at him at this moment. In the dark corridor, Gu Pei couldn't see Chen Yan's expression clearly, only felt that his eyes were dazzling, and he didn't speak. , Gu Pei opened the door, but when he entered, he found that Chen Yan had no intention of coming in. Gu Pei turned around and saw the complicated expression on Chen Yan's face, which seemed to be mixed with disappointment, anger and sadness.

Chen Yan stood at the door, behind the wall blackened by soot, and in front of the bright room with open windows. He stood at the junction of light and darkness, staring at Gu Pei, he seemed to want to see through Gu Pei's heart, but Gu Pei just kept silent.

Countless tiny dusts are flying in the light, spinning leisurely but uninterruptedly, as if they want to draw people into the world they create.

"I saw you go to the hospital." Chen Yan said slowly.

"...Hmm." Gu Pei looked up at him for a long time, then replied softly.

"They said that woman went for an abortion." Chen Yan continued, trying to make his tone sound calm, but when he said this, he still had a slight trill.

Hearing Chen Yan's question, Gu Pei's hands trembled subconsciously, then looked at Chen Yan who was staring at him stubbornly, his lips moved, and finally he only said "you are still young, you shouldn't care about these things".

Chen Yan's pupils shrank immediately, and the expression on his face suddenly became ugly, and then he turned and left quickly when his tears were about to fall.

His elder brother Gu Pei actually got a woman pregnant?Chen Yan suddenly felt betrayed, he quickly shuttled through the crowd, his heart seemed to be on fire, and he urgently needed to vent!I bumped into many people along the way. When Chen Yan stopped, he found that he had arrived at the place where he met Gu Pei for the first time. There was a big basketball court. The sound of laughter and basketball rubbing echoed in the mountains. Gu Pei walked to the rock. There, I saw Gu Pei for the first time. He was as thin as me, wearing the same clothes that didn't fit me, but those eyes were not like the ones I had seen before. There seemed to be many things in them that I couldn't What he understood, except for the surprise he showed when he saw himself, the eyes he looked at him did not have any color of disgust and disgust, and he really wanted to get close to him, but just thinking about it, his body touched his body. Trash bag, the corner of his mouth froze, he was just a trash picker, how could he play with him?What did you think at that time?Give him a hard look, even if it makes him disgusted, but also hope that he will remember himself.It's just that they met again later, and even became friends... Thinking of this, Chen Yan couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, and put his hand on the still hot rock, but the moment he touched the rock, the events of yesterday and today couldn't help it. The ground came to mind, his heart throbbed, and his mind was filled with the perfunctory impatience of Gu Pei yesterday.Does this prove that my original idea is correct?

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Gu Pei didn't chase Chen Yan away, he was really tired, he needed a good rest by himself.And this rest has been sleeping until the next afternoon.To fill his growling stomach, Gu Pei looked at his watch and it was already five o'clock in the afternoon. He had to leave for school immediately, and there was evening self-study at seven o'clock.

He arrived at school relatively late, and the noise in the campus finally made his head clearer.After adjusting his facial expression, Gu Pei tidied up his clothes and just entered the classroom, but Lin Shaojun who appeared out of nowhere suddenly grabbed his neck: "This morning, our boys and Class [-] had a quarrel on the court, and the wave was beaten. We decided to take revenge, just now they went to the seventh class to challenge, and they are going to kill them on the court, do you want to participate?"

Gu Pei skillfully broke free from his arm, and frowned at him: "You are the monitor."

Lin Shaojun didn't seem to understand Gu Pei's meaning, and withdrew his arms with a smile: "Because you are the class monitor, you can't let people in our class be bullied!" He looked around the classroom and immediately attracted everyone's attention. Applause.

Seeing everyone's high spirits, Gu Pei only felt a headache. Shouldn't the people in this top class be nerds who gnaw on books all day long?When did it become so hot-blooded?Gu Pei looked at the only three slightly stronger boys in his class, and then thought about the group of tall boys in Class [-]. He felt that they were purely sent up to be beaten.

"Do you want to participate?" Lin Shaojun turned his head and continued to ask him.

"You won't forget that I only learned basketball this semester, right?" Gu Pei looked at Lin Shaojun helplessly.

"It's okay, it's okay!" Before Lin Shaojun could speak, the boys in the class said, "Including you, our class can just make up five people."

Gu Pei twitched the corner of his mouth fiercely, looked at the dozens of pairs of bright eyes in the class, and immediately turned around to leave. He suddenly felt that compared to Dong Jing, his classmates were more entangled.

The basketball game was not held in the end. The head teacher of Class [-] happened to be Gu Pei’s physics teacher in his class. Gu Pei happened to be the representative of the physics department. The next day, the physics teacher brought the boy from Class [-] to apologize, and then said that the two classes were classmates, and they should get along well, so the matter was exposed.

Although there were a few boys in Gu Pei's class who were wrinkling their faces and saying that Gu Pei lost their entertainment, but it was obvious that they were just talking for fun and didn't really mean to blame Gu Pei .Speaking of which, telling Gu Pei that day that he was allowed to play was just teasing him. They are not idiots, so how could they go head-to-head with those with well-developed limbs?Just seeing Lin Shaoju teasing Gu Pei, they were also happy to join in the fun, but Gu Pei actually took it seriously and actually went to find a physics teacher.In this way, the students in the class think that this classmate who usually doesn't talk much is actually quite cute.

From then on, even if Lin Shaojun was not around, the boys in the class were willing to take Gu Pei with them when they went out to play.But the end of the term was approaching, and the fast-paced study life forced Gu Pei to take back those negative emotions and concentrate on coping with the exam.

Going back to see Chen Yan, the last time the two broke up, they both tacitly did not mention it again, but the atmosphere between the two is not as warm as before. Although Gu Pei is a little uncomfortable, but thinking of Chen Yan He has grown up, and he let go after thinking about it. Besides, Dong Jing has become like that, and he doesn't want to say anything bad about her.

As for Gu Ma, it seems that she was recently forced by her grandmother to go on blind dates with all kinds of men. Although she complained that she was a little tired in front of Gu Pei, she seemed much more energetic than before.

As for Gu's father, he still goes to grandma's house whenever he has time, but the effect is not very satisfactory. Grandma's family is a little impatient with his constant "tangle".It's just that a week before the end of the semester, an unfamiliar number came to Gu Pei's pager. When she called after school, it turned out to be Chen Yan's class teacher!The teacher's tone was very angry, and he talked for about half an hour.The content is probably that Chen Yan has become more and more outrageous recently, falling in love, skipping classes, and the quiz a few days ago was extremely bad. He has been criticized many times in the past few days, but it has no effect. He even led a group of people to beat the school teacher's son to the hospital, just because the boy whistled in front of his girlfriend.Chen Yan's behavior has seriously violated the rules of middle school students, so he wants to ask the parents to go to the school to talk.It's just that Chen Yan lost his parents, so he called Gu Pei's contact information.

Gu Pei was silent, he was a little disappointed, but after being disappointed, he comforted himself that Chen Yan was just rebellious in adolescence, he just hit the teacher's son, Gu Pei had a headache, it seemed that it was time to consider Chen Yan's transfer to another school ah.

After asking for leave from the head teacher, Gu Pei returned to her alma mater. It was only half a year, but Gu Pei felt that this school was no longer the school in memory, and those young faces made people feel strange.

Walk along the familiar road to the teacher's office.The teachers were surprised to see Gu Pei, and asked him about his life in high school.Gu Pei's high school entrance examination results are among the best in the city, and they always use Gu Pei to motivate their students in class, and Gu Pei is really obedient during school, they really like this student, so seeing him again, they will inevitably Ask more.Some teachers are even planning to ask Gu Pei to share his learning experience with his juniors.However, there were also a few teachers who guessed Gu Pei's intentions. After all, when Chen Yan signed up, it was Gu Pei who did it. Gu Pei also took care of Chen Yan a lot when he was in junior high school. Many teachers guessed that Chen Yan and Gu Pei They are relatives, and Chen Yan was also very good in the past. When the teachers chatted, they would inevitably sigh that this family has good genes.This time Chen Yan changed from an excellent student to a poor student in just one month. They were actually surprised, especially this time he beat Teacher Chen’s son. This time in the hospital, things were not so easy to solve.

After chatting with the teachers for a while, Gu Pei also started to talk about business. Chen Yan's class teacher was not there, so Gu Pei wanted to know about his situation from these teachers.It's just that I didn't expect the teachers to frown when I mentioned Chen Yan.

Gu Pei's heart tightened. From the looks of it, Chen Yan really went too far this time.Hearing the teachers say that he had organized a group of poor students to do some violations of discipline, Gu Pei's breath was stagnant. He knew about the younger brother, but he believed him and let him go. He didn't expect this to be the end. He couldn't help but think of Dong Jing again. It was his own laissez-faire that caused such a thing to happen. He suddenly felt that he had failed in life.

Soon the bell rang for the end of get out of class, and several teachers came into the office after a while, including Gu Pei's head teacher, who also knew Gu Pei, and after learning that Gu Pei came for Chen Yan's business, he So he sent a student outside the door to call Chen Yan and his little girlfriend over.

She is indeed a beautiful girl. The one with big eyes and long hair is very suitable for junior high school boys' requirements for the opposite sex. She really matches Chen Yan.

Seeing Gu Pei, Chen Yan subconsciously glanced at the girl next to him, and then looked at Gu Pei again. Seeing that he didn't speak, he pursed his lips, as if to be angry with Gu Pei on purpose. A glance at the head teacher.Seeing him like this, Gu Pei felt even more disappointed.

The homeroom teacher first told Gu Pei about Chen Yan's recent study status, talked about the puppy love, and then focused on the beating incident this time.And from the beginning to the end, Chen Yan didn't say a word of excuse, just tilted his head and looked at the wall of the office, as for the girl who was already sobbing softly.

Gu Pei just listened carefully. In the end, he promised to educate Chen Yan when he went back, and then took Gu Pei to apologize. In the end, he would be responsible for the medical expenses of that classmate.Hearing what Gu Pei said, Chen Yan finally turned his head to look at Gu Pei, and when he found the exhaustion on his face that could not be concealed, Chen Yan felt his throat a little itchy and his eyes a little astringent.

Gu Pei walked in front, and Chen Yan followed silently. Looking at Gu Pei's thin back, Chen Yan clenched his fists, but finally let go.

Back home, Gu Pei didn't immediately criticize Chen Yan, he just carefully looked at this boy who had been with him like a family member for more than two years.

He has changed a lot. If Gu Pei didn't know his details, then he would never have thought that this boy was just a trash picker.Although he didn't have the cowardly look that people at the bottom of society are used to, but Gu Pei was worried that he had forgotten the hard times, but when he saw the shameful expression in the boy's eyes, he felt a little better. I thought it might be because he fell in love, and people in love are a little silly.But he still sighed: "You let me down very much."

Then the two fell into silence. The boy seemed to want to say something, but in the end he just moved his lips and lowered his head.He really went too far this time.

"I know it's normal for boys of your age to have a crush on the opposite sex, but you shouldn't neglect your studies or even fight with others because of this." Gu Pei paused, but Chen Yan whispered, " sorry".Gu Pei paused, looked at Chen Yan carefully, and saw that he seemed to be sincerely apologizing, so he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Then follow me to the hospital tomorrow to see your classmate. Remember to apologize."

"..."

"Huh?" Gu Pei frowned and looked at Chen Yan, but he couldn't hear what he was saying.

"Can you not pay the medical expenses?" Chen Yan looked at Gu Pei cautiously.

"What do you think?" Seeing that the child was thinking about this question at the moment, Gu Pei suddenly felt that he was cute again, but he still had a serious face that made people unable to reveal his true emotions.When Chen Yan was asked such a rhetorical question, he immediately fell silent.

Seeing that a lot of money was missing from the passbook, Gu Pei sighed, this year he really had bad luck.