Mo Yan Appreciation

See, I found a secluded place to sit for a while, to calm myself down.

Zhong Xu closed his eyes and took a deep breath to relieve the boredom in his heart.

Why didn't he know that he would definitely encounter this kind of situation when he came back, so that the longer he walked, the more he couldn't muster up the courage to come back. He made up his mind not to contact his family, but he couldn't let go of the concern in his heart no matter what, so in the After learning the news of Sheng Nan's marriage, he finally couldn't bear to come back.

At that time, when he learned that Yan Zhenming and the third sister actually knew his intentions all the time, they just couldn't bear to expose him and kept covering it up for him. Yan Zhenming also kept accommodating him because he was afraid of his suicide, and he no longer had the courage to face them.And he knew very well that with Yan Zhenming's personality, he would never let things happen in school. He didn't want these things to cause further problems, so he had to leave.

He left so resolutely because he didn't want to be a burden to others anymore. He left so resolutely because there were too many things he was nostalgic for. He left to give himself a chance to start over.

In the past few years, he finally tried to do something he should have done a long time ago—self-reliance. While gaining inner peace, he also found some new hope.

Zhongxu recalled his life, was it not a life of willful behavior?He only cared about fulfilling his own feelings, but did not consider his family. Just imagine how he could gain a foothold in this society with his lazy personality without the support of his family?If it wasn't his family, who could tolerate him like this?

Zhong Xu was immersed in his memories, when he suddenly heard a noise, fearing that his family members were coming to him, he hurriedly wiped the corners of his eyes and stood up, unexpectedly looking carefully, it was Li Moyan who came.

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Zhong Xu was in a daze there, when he heard a voice behind him, he thought it was someone from his family looking for him, but when he looked back, it was Li Moyan whom he hadn't seen for many years.

Why did the other party come here?Zhong Xu was stunned for a moment, and then realized that the other party and Sheng Nan were good brothers, and it was not surprising that he would appear at Sheng Nan's wedding.Now that he has decided to come back, he will inevitably meet these "old friends". Zhongxu has basically let go of the past, and now that time has passed, there is really no need to bring it up again.

Zhongxu took the initiative to nod to Li Moyan as a greeting.

Li Moyan didn't respond to Zhongxu, but stood there blankly, as if he didn't realize that Zhongxu was greeting him at all, he was looking at Zhongxu with a deep, focused and meaningful gaze, that There is scrutiny and pity in the eyes, and more of a deep nostalgia, as if longing for a long time.

Zhongxu was a little embarrassed by the other party, and subconsciously glanced at the other party. He hadn't seen him for five years. To put it bluntly, the once young and sunny boy was gone forever. At first glance, he was a little afraid recognize each other.

Li Moyan was stunned for a while, and then said without thinking: "I'm here to find Sheng Nan." After speaking, he walked forward and sat down next to Zhong Xu, and didn't speak anymore, but obviously he didn't want to leave either. the meaning of.

Zhongxu didn't expect to see Li Moyan again in this situation. Although he didn't care much about the past, he never thought about how to face each other again, but the other party had already sat down. Out of politeness, he also I had to sit down.

Li Moyan sat there with his legs spread apart, but he kept bowing his waist and lowering his head, looking at the ground in front of him, and resting his hands on his thighs, as if he was thinking about something, or in a fugue .After a while, he smiled to himself, turned to look at Zhong Xu next to him, frowned unconsciously, and said, "You're getting old!"

Zhongxu also smiled, and replied: "I am old."

He used to be the most disobedient person, but now he has to admit it. He turned his head and glanced at the people next to him, and felt even more ashamed.The face of a young man is not as soft and pleasing as when he was a teenager, but more firm and resolute. It is the most charming time in a man's life, unlike him!

Li Moyan stretched out his hand suddenly, as if he wanted to touch Zhongxu's head, but Zhongxu subconsciously hid back, and he was left there.

Li Moyan was not annoyed or forced, but was pointed at one of Zhongxu's temples and said, "You seem to have gray hair?" The tone was light, although it was a question, there was no sign of surprise , without any contempt.

Zhongxu was a little helpless, but still smiled, "I'm going to be 40 soon, and I should have gray hair."

Li Moyan pursed the corners of his mouth and didn't speak any more, Zhong Xu didn't know what to say, the scene couldn't help being a little awkward.

The "resentment and hatred" between the two cannot be described in one word, and the stories in it can be written in a book. When they met again after many years, they thought it would be "swords and swords", but who expected it to be "mutual care"?

Zhongxu regretted that he just sat down again instead of leaving directly, and was thinking about how to say goodbye to the other party, when the phone rang, which relieved his anxiety.

Zhongxu turned around to answer the phone, and the person on the other end asked, "Is it convenient?"

It turned out to be Yan Zhenming calling, Zhong Xu's first reaction was how could the other party have his call, and then he laughed, there was something that the person couldn't find out, presumably the other party already knew that he was back.

Yan Zhenming must have expected that after he came back, there must be constant troubles, so he first asked the other party if it was convenient. The tacit understanding of so many years did not disappear with the long separation, Zhongxu smiled knowingly, "You say."

"Still in the old house? At this time, the wedding should be over."

Zhongxu knew that Yan Zhenming didn't come to the wedding, because of what happened in the school, he had a prejudice against Sheng Nan, and because of Zhongxu's face, he didn't pursue the responsibility, but this knot might not be solved for a while.

Zhong Xu replied yes, and the other party asked again: "Where will you stay at night?"

"hotel."

"Then you wait for me, I will pick you up."

The other party's last sentence was in an unquestionable tone. Zhong Xu felt warm in his heart when he heard it, and then he felt a little uncomfortable.

Zhongxu knew well that when he left at that time, the Li Moyan incident should be said to be just a trigger, but in the final analysis, Yan Zhenming was the main reason. After five years, he finally started a new life. Why didn't he know that Yan Zhenming was the last person he should see, but he had to.

Five years later, facing Yan Zhenming, he is still a little less rational, and he doesn't know how to say no to the other party.

Zhongxu hung up the phone, got up and said goodbye to Li Moyan, and then left first.

Li Moyan didn't seem to be able to react at first, and then hurriedly chased after him, pulled Zhong Xu, and asked anxiously: "When can I see you again? I have a lot to say to you!"

Zhongxu looked back at the other party, then shook his head, he expected what the other party would say, he was not interested in hearing the other party's apology, because he had already forgiven the other party.

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Yan Zhenming personally picked up Zhongxu from Zhong's old house, and then found a place to drink together. The two are indeed old friends for more than 20 years. Without saying a word, everything is in silence.

The two sat down in a semi-open box, and Zhong Xu only poured Yan Zhenming a small glass of wine, "You have to drive later, so drink less."

Yan Zhenming just smiled, had no objection, and continued to light his cigarette.

Zhongxu looked at Yan Zhenming, and couldn't help but feel emotional. He hasn't seen each other for so many years, but the other party hasn't aged at all. It has been so many years, and the years seem to have left no trace on this person's face.Unlike myself, when I was young, I lived without restraint and lost a lot of money, and my overall popularity was poor. In recent years, I have spent a lot of time outdoors, and my skin is dark and rough, and I look older.

Yan Zhenming lit his cigarette and cursed in a half-complaining manner: "You boy, you've been gone for so long!"

Zhongxu laughed: "What kind of boy is not a boy, now young people go out and call us uncle!"

Yan Zhenming raised his eyebrows, and replied lightly: "What's wrong with uncle, I used to dare not look up when others saw me, but now they take a detour, and there are fewer people who can only flatter and flatter, the air quality It’s much better and the roads are wider.”

Zhongxu just laughed when he heard that, and he admitted that Yan Zhenming did have this aura.

Yan Zhenming asked again: "How is the old lady?"

Zhong Xu let out a sigh of relief, "It's okay, after all, I'm old, I'm not deaf or blind, and I can walk on the ground, it's considered a blessing."

Yan Zhenming nodded in agreement, "It's hard to come back, stay a few more days, and accompany her!"

Zhong Xu moved his lips, but didn't reply, but looked a little lonely.

It has been so long, and he would have come back a long time ago, Zhong Xu is destined to not stay long, how could Yan Zhenming know, but he still couldn't help saying this, always hoping that the other party would change his mind and stay, the atmosphere was a little sad for a while.

Zhongxu knew very well in his heart that although he left without saying goodbye at that time, it was impossible to find him with Yan Zhenming's network. The reason why the other party didn't look for him was just to help him.I believe that the third sister of the Zhong family also has the same idea.

After going through that turmoil, everyone agreed surprisingly. As long as he is healthy and healthy, everyone is satisfied. As for where he went, what he did, and whether he went home often, these are all secondary.

Saying goodbye to Yan Zhenming, it was already late when Zhongxu returned to the hotel, he opened the door with his key card, but saw that the light in the room was still on, the TV was only on the screen and there was no sound, Eric was half lying on the bed reading a magazine, saw him When he came back, the other party raised his head and smiled at him.

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