Mo Yan Appreciation

Mother's hand, she smiled from ear to ear, "Mom, thanks to you, I have another son."

Li Moyan flattered the old man, but he did not neglect Eric, he smiled and said to him: "Eric, eating is one of our Chinese cultures, this is our famous Suzhou dish, squirrel mandarin fish, you can try it too. "

When Eric heard the word squirrel, he immediately turned pale with fright, and quickly hid away, "Squirrel? You actually eat squirrel! Such a cute little animal, how can you Chinese have the heart to eat it!"

As soon as these words came out, both Mrs. Zhong and Miss Zhongsan had to stop their chopsticks, and their faces were embarrassing.

Zhongxu also had a hard time on the face, so he had to explain to him, "It's not a squirrel, it's a mandarin fish. It's just made to look like a squirrel, so it got its name."

After hearing this, Eric was relieved and apologized, but the atmosphere at the dinner table was extremely embarrassing. Even Li Moyan, who had been chattering endlessly, stopped talking. Without his adjustment, the atmosphere became even more deserted. .

Zhong Xu knew that this was Li Moyan's trick, but he did it so decently and so quietly, Zhong Xu couldn't complain, he could only endure it.

The meal was not a pleasant one.

After the meal, Zhongxu found an opportunity to explain Miss Zhongsan’s meaning to Eric, hoping that he would stay at Zhong’s house, but Eric waved his hands again and again, “Alex, I like you very much and respect your family, but I don’t think there is any difference between me and them. I don't think I will get used to living with them, I hope you can understand. And, Alex, I hope we can go back to France as soon as possible, family is precious, but we have our own life there, I think They should also understand."

Zhong Xu didn't speak, but his heart was already half cold. He hadn't been home for five years, and he had only been home for a few days, and the other party had already started urging him to go back.

He has also met Eric's parents. People of the two generations naturally have different ideas, but even if the words are occasionally dirty, Zhong Xu has never expressed dissatisfaction directly.Zhongxu's Chinese characteristics are obvious, even if he has any dissatisfaction, he will not say it, unlike Eric.

What's more, Zhong Xu's third brother-in-law and Sheng Nan's wife probably didn't really want to live in the old house, but they all chose to stay here to accompany the old lady instead of sending the old lady to a nursing home, respecting the old and loving the young , is the most basic moral bottom line of the Chinese, and the difference between the two cultures has already appeared here.

These words, Zhongxu only thought in his heart, but he didn't really express them. He still smiled on his face, and then he called the driver and sent Eric to the hotel.

(10 fresh coins) Mo Yan Appreciation (Devil's Year of Attack vs Tragedy Uncle Shou) 67

Zhongxu sent Eric away, and just as he was about to go home, he saw Li Moyan standing behind him. Zhongxu thought, coincidentally, he was also thinking of talking to this person.

Everyone in the Zhong family loves Li Moyan. Zhongxu feels that this is not a good phenomenon. In his eyes, Li Moyan has always been a dangerous signal, whether it is five years ago or five years later, no matter whether he is sincere , or out of falsehood.Zhongxu knew that it was not a solution for him to escape like this, so it is better to have a good talk and solve the problem at once.

When the two arrived at a secluded place in the back garden, Zhong Xu didn't intend to beat around the bush anymore, and told Li Moyan directly: "You said you were sincere, I believe you."

Li Moyan looked at him with a smile, "I'm very happy that you can believe my sincerity, but you still won't accept me, right?"

Zhongxu didn't reply, but the answer was obvious.Zhongxu always understood in his heart that even if Li Moyan is sincere to him now, is it because he is sincere that he has to abandon Eric who has lived with him for several years, can he be with him?Zhongxu finds it funny, the other party is mature in age, but in fact he is still a child in thinking!

Li Moyan didn't look sad, he said: "I can think of a hundred reasons why you refuse to be with me, I lied to me, my credit was discounted, I am not mature enough, there may be problems in communication, we There is too much age difference, there are differences in our values, the reasons for the two families, the strange eyes of the outside world, and so on."

Li Moyan's words are true, these are the reasons that prevent them from being together, and Zhong Xu also agrees that it is these potential reasons that make it impossible for him to give up Eric and be with him.

"I can accept all these reasons, but the only thing I don't want is that after you reject me, you go against your own will and stay with someone you don't really like, or who doesn't really treat you well .”

Zhong Xu's heart darkened, and he immediately asked: "What do you mean by that?" Zhong Xu didn't know what Li Moyan meant, but he still wanted to hear the other party's thoughts.

Li Moyan seemed very satisfied with Zhongxu's reaction. Instead of answering Zhongxu's question directly, he turned to ask him: "The reason why you talked to me was because of helplessness, right?"

Zhong Xu didn't answer, but the answer was obviously yes. He admitted the other party's sincerity, but he actually wanted to tell the other party, let's stop here, don't bother to prove anything!

Li Moyan smiled instead of being annoyed, and then asked Zhongxu: "You think I flatter grandma because of you, don't you?"

The other party laughed so recklessly, Zhong Xu was stunned for a moment, and didn't take the liberty to answer, thinking, if the other party said other reasons, it would prove that he was self-indulgent, and he didn't want to attract ridicule.

With Zhongxu's expression, Li Moyan knew that he was doubting his original intention again, so he smiled wryly, "I admit that part of the reason is because of you, but the main reason is that she reminds me of my own grandma. My own grandma had many grandchildren and I wasn't her favorite one, I think if I stood in front of her she would even call out my name. But Saint Nan's grandma was different, she was very nice to me , At the beginning, I really just intentionally flattered her to win your favor, but I didn't expect that she would treat me like her own grandson from then on, and she would think of me in everything Sheng Nan had. She treats me so well, shouldn't I do something to repay her?"

Zhongxu didn't expect Li Moyan's answer to be like this, and the other party's words were full of sincerity. In contrast, he did have the suspicion of judging the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, and thus dispelled his doubts.

Li Moyan went on to say: "Do you think I am targeting you and your French friend at the dinner table today?"

Zhongxu thought to himself, isn't it?But he replied tactfully, "We grew up in different countries and have lived separately for so many years. There should be cultural differences. He has his advantages, and we live very well in France."

Li Moyan smiled and asked him: "Is it because of your differences? I don't care whether I did it on purpose or not, but from a certain point of view, should you also thank me, because I let you know To the difference between you."

Zhongxu wanted to speak, but Li Moyan interrupted him, "But I don't think these are important, what matters is whether you care about these differences, if you don't care, then I bless you, but if you do, I hope you don't Force yourself. Ask yourself, how much do you like this lawless man, and how much does he like you? Do you really love him? "

Li Moyan left after finishing speaking, leaving Zhongxu alone, he was a little funny, thinking to himself: When did the other party become a lover, and the statement is so rigid?

After Li Moyan left, Zhong Xu kept thinking about his words. He knew that Eric was not a perfect lover. The two had certain differences in values ​​and lifestyles, but no one is perfect, and life always needs to be reconciled. I am not a perfect person. He has various shortcomings, such as lack of self-motivation, lack of hard work, lack of initiative, etc. While he tolerates the other party, the other party also tolerates him, which is fair.

He used to be obsessed with Yan Zhenming, but after all, there is only one Yan Zhenming. He knows that he will never find someone as perfect as Yan Zhenming, but he must live on, and compromise is inevitable, which is not shameful.

What's more, he and Eric live very harmoniously in France, where the life is very peaceful, and there is nothing wrong with living like this for a lifetime, and occasionally returning to China to visit family members.

Thinking this way, Zhong Xu gradually put Li Moyan's words aside.

Zhongxu thought so, so when Eric proposed to return to France again, Zhongxu agreed.

But this time, Zhongxu didn't just leave. He said goodbye to his relatives and friends, and promised to come back to visit them again soon. The only person he didn't say goodbye to was Li Moyan.

This time, Zhongxu no longer left with heartache and the original intention of escaping. He felt that this was already a great improvement. As for Li Moyan, he had also truly let go of it. , He is grateful for the other party's love for him and for his dedication to his family, but it is just letting go, just gratitude, not love.

Perhaps the story can end here.

(10 fresh coins) Mo Yan Appreciation (Devil's Year of Attack vs Tragedy Uncle Shou) 68

But the story does not end here, because after all, love is not about compromise.

Zhong Xu was already waiting at the airport, and then received a call from Zhong Shengnan. The other party's voice was full of panic: "It's not good, Li Moyan and Yan Zhenming are fighting."

"What?!" It must have been too unexpected, Zhongxu didn't hear clearly the first time, so he confirmed it again.