Mo Yan Appreciation

I can't figure it out, why did you come to France? "

Why?Zhongxu really couldn't put it into words, "Where are you, I'll go find you, let's talk about these things in person, okay?"

Eric sighed, and then said, "I'm near your house, let me come to you."

Zhongxu really has a lot of helplessness. He has made it very clear to Li Moyan before that it is absolutely impossible for the two of them, and there is a lot of gaps between him and Eric. It is hard to say whether he can explain it clearly, even if he can explain it clearly. , How to continue in the future is even more of a problem.

Zhong Xu was worrying about himself, when he heard the doorbell, he thought it was Eric, and hurried to open the door, but when he opened the door, it was not Eric, but Li Moyan standing in front of him.

The other party didn't come naked, and he was carrying a briefcase and dragging a large suitcase, which meant that he wanted to come to stay. For such a stalker and unrecognizable person, Zhong Xu was relatively speechless. .

Zhong Xu hesitated for a while, but the other party had dragged his luggage into the room, Zhong Xu really couldn't laugh or cry, his face twitched, Li Moyan saw it, and hurriedly explained: "I don't mean to keep pestering you, but I have already You are ready to stay here permanently, even if you want to reject me, you still have to give me a buffer, right? At least wait until I finish all the business here."

buffer?Zhongxu almost burst out laughing when he heard such a bad excuse, the sky is big and the earth is big, where can't you go, you have to come to my place to stay?Besides, Eric is coming soon, seeing you here, wouldn't it be a further misunderstanding, Zhong Xu thought to himself, naturally Li Moyan couldn't be left behind.

Zhong Xu was about to send Li Moyan away. He raised his head and was about to speak, but he saw a person standing at the elevator not far away. It could not be Eric.The other party stood there straight, looking at him and Li Moyan with cold eyes. He didn't know how long it had been. In short, the expression on his face was very unfriendly, but he didn't have the slightest intention to come forward to argue with Zhongxu or question him. Instead, he turned around. Go back to the elevator.

Zhong Xu would not let the other party go away like this, just wanted to chase after him to explain, but unfortunately the other party was one step ahead of him and had already closed the elevator door again.

Zhong Xu gradually looked at the descending elevator, knowing that it was too late, presumably by now, no matter how he explained, the other party would no longer believe him.

Li Moyan, who was standing by the side, naturally also saw this scene. Facing Zhongxu who returned home full of helplessness and depression, Li Moyan expressed his most sincere apology, "Zhongxu, please believe me, I didn't mean it. I definitely didn't mean to dismantle you on purpose."

Zhongxu waved his hand, not wanting him to continue talking. Now that things are up to now, it doesn't matter whether it is intentional or unintentional. The harm to Eric has become a fact.

Li Moyan suddenly looked stern, as if he wanted to leave, "I'd better stay in a hotel."

Zhongxu cast a sideways glance at Li Moyan, seemed to sigh, and closed the door in front of him, saying, "Since you're here, stay here."

Zhongxu’s house in France is located on an old street close to the city center. These houses are generally small in size, but at any rate, the transportation is relatively convenient. There are mostly residential buildings around them, and the night is relatively quiet, but there are many bars a few streets away. The place to relax and play can be said to be suitable for both movement and stillness, which basically meets Zhongxu's current needs. He has lived there for a few years and is quite happy.

There is a guest room, but it has not been tidied up. Zhongxu was already a little tired at this time, and he was too lazy to bother, so he said to Li Moyan: "You sleep on the bed, I will sleep on the sofa."

Li Moyan naturally refused, but he didn't argue with the other party anymore. This matter was already a bit embarrassing, and it was very different from what he originally thought. He was just lingering on his last breath and wanted to finally win some opportunities for himself. , I never thought it would have the opposite effect.

Zhongxu took out a thin quilt from the room, shook it out and spread it on the sofa, took out another blanket, and put it in a corner of the sofa, as if he wanted to wash up and go to bed.

Li Moyan originally wanted to have a conversation before going to bed, but seeing the other party's tired look, Li Moyan couldn't bear it, and finally gave up talking.

Li Moyan followed Zhongxu's request, washed first, and then lay down on the sofa directly, using a somewhat sunken cushion as a pillow, and a blanket prepared by Zhongxu in advance as a bedding, a simple fabric sofa. It's been a few years, and it's no longer soft, and the conditions are no more than one-tenth of that of a five-star hotel, but this is his own fault, and he can't blame others.

Li Moyan was crying secretly, but when he heard the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, he expected that Zhong Xu would come out soon, so he quickly closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Zhongxu stood in the living room for a while, but he did not wake up Li Moyan who was pretending to be asleep, and went straight to the room to sleep.

After the lights in the living room were turned off, Li Moyan felt a little relieved. Although the situation did not develop in the direction he expected, on the contrary, it became worse and worse, but the future is long and there is always a way to ease it.

Although the comfort level of the "bed" is average, after all, the person I am thinking of is not far away, and there is less concern in my heart. In addition to running around for dozens of hours, I rushed to the party directly after getting off the plane, and I never had time to rest. For a while, Li Moyan couldn't stand it even with his iron body, and soon fell asleep.

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Although Li Moyan was tired and sleepy, but the size of the sofa was indeed a bit smaller, compared with his figure, the gap seemed even bigger.He was also born in a big family, and he had never been treated like this before. He just closed his eyes for a while, and fell off the sofa to the ground because of an unconscious overturn.

Anyway, he woke up, so he simply got up and went to the bathroom. When he passed by Zhongxu's room, he saw a faint light in the room leaking from the crack in the door. Lights to protect yourself?After all, he is also a person with a criminal record, no wonder the other party is on guard.

Li Moyan hesitated, then took two cans of beer from the refrigerator, and knocked on the door of the host's house.Yes, he is always a proactive person. When he met, he couldn't help but want to say hello. If the other party fell asleep or pretended not to hear, then forget it!

Li Moyan waited in the dark for a while, but no one responded. The aluminum beer can was held in the palm of his hand, which kept sending out the coolness, which made him a little discouraged. Then he heard a noise in the room, and hurriedly hid his hands behind his back , put on a smiling face.

Zhong Xu opened the door, with a calm expression on his face, he didn't look like he just woke up, but he hadn't slept all this time.

Zhong Xu asked, "Is there something wrong?"

"No, seeing that the lights in your room are always on, I wonder if you can't sleep like me?" Li Moyan replied boldly.

But Zhongxu was a little underwhelmed, "It's because the sofa is too small, I'll sleep on it!"

"No, no!" Li Moyan hurriedly refused, seeing that the other party had no intention of chasing the guest, he immediately showed the beer in his hand, "Can't sleep, maybe a drink would be better?"

Zhong Xu subconsciously glanced at the person in front of him, unexpectedly, he agreed readily, "Okay, come in!"

The two of them were sitting on the reclining chairs on the balcony of the bedroom, half leaning against the railing, drinking beer and talking.

Li Moyan said: "I will go back soon." There was unspeakable grievance in his words.He also knew that the other party had made up his mind, and all his efforts would be in vain, but it was hard to hide the sadness in his heart.

Zhongxu simply responded, without even looking at him, obviously he had no intention of keeping him.

Li Moyan twitched the corners of his mouth, inevitably a little lonely, but he still kept his smile on his face, "You will still go back often, right?"

He used to think things were simple, made a mistake?Just change it!If you like someone, chase after him!If the other party disagrees, just persevere!How to prove true love?Just take more time!However, the development of the situation has not been as he wished. He used to change his ways to fight for it, but he has probably given up on this meeting. He knows that Zhong Xu doesn't love him, but he just won't be with him. .

"Yeah." Zhong Xu replied to him.

Zhong Xu drank quickly, and drank a can of beer in a few short strokes. He played with the empty can in his hand, and sometimes lowered his head in thought.

Li Moyan drank slowly on purpose, but it didn't take long before the beer can bottomed out, maybe it was the night breeze, maybe it was the alcohol, maybe the content of the conversation was a bit hurtful, the previous tiredness, this time A lot of it has been eliminated, and my mind is extraordinarily clear.

Presumably tomorrow morning, he will have to pack his luggage and go back to the country. When he left, he was so confident that he thought everything was under his control. He always thought that whether it was going to the mountain of knives or the frying pan, there was always a solution to the problem. Unexpectedly, with a few words from Zhongxu, he was completely defeated, and now he is left in a mess when he goes back.

Yes, there are always some things that seem to have the answer in front of you, but in fact there is no solution at all.

In the future, I am afraid that there will not be many opportunities to sit and drink with Zhongxu. Even if there are, they will be separated from others in all likelihood. Li Moyan thought so, and felt that life is boring.

Li Moyan looked sideways at the person next to him: he is approaching forty, no matter how enchanting he is, he can no longer be described as beautiful, what's more, the other party is not enchanting at all, although he looks handsome, he is a bit more lazy than ordinary people Lazy, it looks a little more elegant and extravagant, but compared with the young, straightforward and handsome Li Moyan, it is really inferior, and it is not a good match.

Li Moyan thought to himself, how could he have to do it?The past mistakes, no matter the feelings, have passed, so why bother to come to this person again and again to run into trouble, it is just a matter of the world, there is so much to explain, and it is difficult to escape when encountering.

In the past few years of separation, Li Mo