summer like smoke

And Lin Yan took advantage of this time to take a tissue first to at least clean his face.Although there was a small amount of bleeding in the mouth and back acupoints, maybe it was because Xia Zhaoshi was thankful that he was wearing gloves because he hated him being dirty?So the problems caused are not too big, otherwise he might have to explain himself here tonight.

When Xia Zhaoshi finally took a slow shower, he opened the door and walked out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe and towel (Lin Yan guessed viciously whether Xia Zhaoshi had rubbed off a layer of skin all over his body), and saw Yes, this is the one who has already taken off the dirty red and white down jacket on the outside, and only reveals the dark black hand-knitted cashmere sweater and the pure white shirt with a slightly turned-up collar inside, leaning on the back with his legs crossed, Lazily hooking up his shoes, lying crookedly on the sofa and yawning, Lin Yan was bored and switched TV channels.Black hair, snow skin, strong blood red lips, slender and white neck, exquisite and beautiful collarbone, slender lines of the whole body, and no matter what posture is taken, it is sexy and enchanting with its own charm──the embarrassment just now has long since disappeared I don't see, what Xia Zhaoshi can see is another stunning young man who is as enchanting as he first saw.

Yes, boy.If it wasn't because Xia Zhaoshi had already known from the data before he had met Lin Yan himself that Lin Yan was actually a year older than him, then Xia Zhaoshi would really think that Lin Yan was actually a year older than him. Well, the man standing in front of him at this moment is actually just a high school boy with an alluring face.

In the distance, Xia Zhaoshi narrowed his eyes slightly, and looked at Lin Yan in front of him carefully. Although his face remained calm, he couldn't help admitting in his heart: Well, his aesthetics is indeed normal.Even if Lin Yan is a worthless, ignorant and incompetent idiot, as long as he has this face, he is doomed, at least half of his life will be well-fed, prosperous and rich.

And when Xia Zhaoshi was staring at Lin Yan in front of him, Lin Yan had already turned his eyes from the extremely boring TV screen to him.Wearing a long and spacious black bathrobe, the wet short black hair is still dripping, the skin on half of the chest that is slightly exposed is as smooth and white as ivory, Xia Zhaoshi's beautiful and strong muscle lines are also looming, and Xia Zhaoshi lacks the usual look when he wears a suit. It is gentle and elegant like a gentleman and gentle and noble like a gentleman, but it is dangerous like a killer hunter and wild and bloodthirsty like a midnight demon.

... To put it bluntly, for Lin Yan, in fact, there is an upgraded version of Li Weizhe's feeling.

After a daze, he quickly came back to his senses (just kidding, the same night, especially on Christmas Eve, which should have been safe! He didn’t want to be stabbed by Xia Zhaoshi’s finger for the second time), Lin Yan pretended to be exaggerated and walked far away from Xia Zhaoshi. He let out a melodious and melodious whistle, and while carefully admiring the picture of the handsome man getting out of the bath in front of him, he couldn't help but nodded and praised: "Tsk, you have a really good figure, Xia Zhaoshi. But there is a problem... I have been thinking about it since just now." I've always been curious. You said you like Jiang Zhen, then... But, Jiang Zhen and Li Weizhe are of the same type. No matter how you look at it, they are the kind who only love others but not get raped by others. Even if it is you ..." As he spoke, he turned his head and propped his chin with one hand, tilted his head, looked at Xia Zhaoshi with a playful expression, and teased, "Or, you have loved Jiang Zhen so much that you are even willing to be the next one for him." Is it? Huh?"

"I, in, next, next to me?" Xia Zhaoshi was noncommittal at first, and asked Lin Yan back word by word with a smile like this, then lit a cigarette casually, and walked slowly to the front that occupied the entire wall. By the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, lean up and lean sideways gracefully.The flickering orange cigarette butt in his mouth and the thousands of lights flickering in the night outside the window complement each other, and the light and shadow are scattered, making Xia Zhaoshi's handsome and flawless side face more and more clear.Because Xia Zhaoshi always has such a rigorous and dignified elite appearance in front of people, his current lazy posture is extraordinarily charming and sexy.After a long time, I saw him spit out a lingering smoke ring, and at the same time he smiled softly, and threw out four words that sound casual and understatement, but the meaning is irresistible and decisive: "Heh ……That's impossible."

In fact, Lin Yan also felt that it was impossible.Because just thinking about that kind of scene makes people feel scalp numb and feel chilly... No, in fact, it is impossible to imagine it at all.Although from Lin Yan's point of view, he should have really wanted to see Xia Zhaoshi being abused, and the harder the abuse, the better; If Jing imagined that picture, then he could only be extremely surprised to find that for this kind of thing, he would actually have a kind of innate rejection and resistance, and an absolutely unacceptable disgust.

Perhaps this is because, judging from the fact that Lin Yan has only met and contacted Xia Zhao twice, Xia Zhaoshi's image positioning in Lin Yan's mind is already a very powerful character.Therefore, even if it is only for personal reasons such as saving his face and self-esteem, Lin Yan really has no way to imagine that Xia Zhaoshi, who is so strong-no matter what it is for or for whom, but one day, he will also lie willingly on the ground. He opened his legs and let others run wild and do whatever he wanted with his body.

Just like he couldn't accept that one day, Li Weizhe would be willing to do that for Zhuang Jingyu.That was even more than the past when Li Weizhe chose Zhuang Jingyu instead of him, and it made Lin Yan feel like a thorn in his throat and a thorn in his back, which he couldn't let go of, nor could he forgive.

He raised his hand and pressed the remote control heavily, then snapped it away, turned off the noisy TV, Lin Yanwo hugged his knees in the recess of the sofa and hung his head, thinking quietly for a long, long time.With a serene expression and a beautiful posture, it is like a baby trapped in the deep ocean of the most primitive life, waiting to be born.

After a while, Lin Yan suddenly stood up and walked slowly a few steps away from Xia Zhaoshi. He also bent his knees and lowered his waist, leaning against the cold and hard window on the side, crossing his chest with his hands and staring at him. Xia Zhaoshi, who was in front of him, kindly analyzed for him his current seemingly arduous road to love, as well as the many embarrassing situations he might face in the future: "Tsk, look, you don't want to be raped by Jiang Zhen. Zhen doesn't want to be fucked by you either. Then you...are you going to use Xia Zhaoshi? Hmm...Although I think it's more than enough to succeed in dealing with Jiang Zhen with your insidious cunning, but after one success, do you think Jiang Zhen Will you be spared? I don't think Jiang Zhen is the kind of slut who can make love because of being done. And there is such a huge Jiang family behind him, even if he has the original relationship with the Xia family No matter how good it is, but after knowing this kind of thing, I am afraid that even if you do not hesitate to turn against your Xia family, it will tear you Xia Zhaoshi to pieces."

After analyzing thoughtfully, Lin Yan winked at Xia Zhaoshi very cutely, as if he was saying to him with a smug look: Hey, buddy, it seems that we two really share the same disease and pity each other, and we are destined to be on the front line of broken love Union.

As a result, Xia Zhaoshi listened, but just shifted his gaze down expressionlessly, glanced coldly between Lin Yan's legs, and then the corners of his mouth were slowly drawn upwards like in slow motion in a movie. There was a light and shallow arc of unknown meaning.It's just that the smile was sharp, mean, cruel and vicious, just like the words he spit out to Lin Yan in the next second: "Do you think everyone is you, Lin Yan? You can give your body to anyone, and you can open your body to anyone." Thighs, other than sex is sex in my mind, and I'm still a scumbag who only likes to be fucked by others, and I can't count how many times I have been fucked by many people."

"..." To be honest, Lin Yan is now used to hearing Xia Zhaoshi's sarcasm and insults, which he has no warning at all, and occasionally sprays at him when he is in a bad mood.It doesn't matter, he understands the so-called venting and venting anger.Since Xia Zhaoshi didn't want to fuck him, then he spent so much money on him, he must buy something that is really useful.

So Lin Yan shrugged indifferently, looked up at the sky, rolled his eyes, and spread his hands to signal Xia Zhaoshi: It's okay, you scold, you can scold as you like, you can scold as much as you want to vent your joy.I can live with it anyway, and don't care.Because you, Xia Zhaoshi, are not an important person to me, Lin Yan.

Xia Zhaoshi looked at Lin Yan coldly for a long while before turning his eyes away.Suddenly two fingers reached out to pinch the fire between his lower lips. His fingers were white and slender, his knuckles were clear and distinct, and his pink and white nails were trimmed too neatly. in the fingertips.And because I just took a bath, the steam was steaming, and every finger was washed with a little rosy, shiny and lustrous.This kind of excessive cleanliness coupled with the not-so-pure flames and smoke actually gave birth to a kind of magical power that people can't take their eyes off and their hearts beat wildly.

"...I didn't intend to have sex with him, I just wanted him to be mine all the time." After a long time, Xia Zhaoshi turned his head and looked at the vast night outside the window. Then, all the light from the entire universe fell into his pair of ink-stained, dark eyes that were so thick that they couldn't be melted away.Shining for a short moment, dancing to the end of the youth, dying, but still unable to escape, humbly returning to a more bleak and dead, destined ending, "──No one else should touch him. He is just me, Xia Zhaoshi, Only one person."

Just like before, he is the elder brother and Jiang Zhen is the younger brother.Jiang Zhen came to the United States at a young age, was in a foreign country, could not understand the language, knew nothing, so he always came to ask him and ask him for help, and he was also happy and enjoying that kind of taking care of Jiang Zhen and protecting Jiang Zhen. Zhen, if Jiang Zhen is bullied, he will help him take revenge; The feeling of being omnipotent, being trusted, admired, worshiped, or sought after by others.

In those years, they all lived like this.For many years, they have been like this, one big and one small, one strong and one weak, one front and one behind, there are always differences and differences between the two, but they are very used to each other and live in harmony and harmony without being overthrown.Xia Zhaoshi always deliberately slowed down his pace, walking in front tenderly and lovingly, and Jiang Zhen always followed suit, obediently following Xia Zhaoshi not far or near.Xia Zhaoshi's tall and slender figure blocked all the world in front of Jiang Zhen, and Xia Zhaoshi always felt that the world he wanted most was the one that was crumbling behind him every step of the way.

On such a long road and so much time, all Jiang Zhen saw was Xia Zhaoshi's back.Jiang Zhen could only see Xia Zhaoshi's back.He, Xia Zhaoshi, was the king in Jiang Zhen's world.

Be the king of a world.

God knows, that was Xia Zhaoshi's most enjoyable feeling and most desired glory in his entire life.He couldn't let go of this feeling, let alone this honor.And what kind of man is Xia Zhaoshi?The things he can't let go of, no matter they are taken by force or usurped, no matter they are tricks or conspiracies---but in short, what is his is his, and will always be his; what is not his must become his, and can only be become his.For others, no one can get it, and no one can snatch it.

There are many people in this world, even if Xia Zhaoshi doesn't want or care about them at all, he still can't stand them being tainted by others, such as Lin Yan; let alone Jiang Zhen, who is clearly Xia Zhaoshi, who is omnipotent in this world In half his life, he was the man who most wanted to conquer and was the first to conquer, and for the first time, he had the so-called pleasure of conquering.

So Xia Zhaoshi always thought about it for a long time in the future: If he is king, his empire only needs Jiang Zhen, this minister.

Originally, Xia Zhaoshi confidently thought that the life of the two of them would always be so uneventful, and they would go on and on, until Jiang Zhen returned to China and met Yan Jiaqi again.For a long period of time from now until a long time in the future, Xia Zhaoshi had no doubt that it was because of Yan Jiaqi that stupid pig that Jiang Zhen changed and chose to leave him.

Until everything developed to a precipice where there was no way to turn back or recover, one day, Jiang Zhen took one step at a time, just like when he followed Xia Zhaoshi obediently at the beginning, very slowly but extremely firmly surpassed Xia Zhaoshi's steps, walked In front of Xia Zhaoshi.Then he stopped, and unconsciously, his figure was as tall and slender as the opponent, strong and broad, and the thick and heavy shadow like a black cloud swept across in an instant, enveloping him oppressively.He no longer looked up full of admiration as before, but just stared blankly, telling Xia Zhaoshi word by word: "You are wrong with Xia Zhaoshi. You don't understand, I leave you, and I really want to be with Yan Jiaqi." It has nothing to do with it, it's just because I've grown up."

It's just because he, Jiang Zhen, has grown up.

There are many words that have not been said yet, but there is no need to say them at all. Everything is contained in the word "grow up".

【Your help, protection, care, waiting, love, tenderness... Thank you, I can only say thank you.But now I don't need those anymore, and neither do I, not yours. 】

What Jiang Zhen wants and needs most when he grows up is freedom.

Jiang Zhen has never been a weak person, so when he finally grows up, matures, grows up, and becomes strong, he will create an empire where he is the king.And in that indestructible country, the king's most precious person is Yan Jiaqi.

Maybe Xia Zhaoshi originally, could at least get a position called "cherish" from it.But what he wants most, or to be more precise, what he really values ​​is "only" and "only".If it wasn't like that, then Xia Zhaoshi wouldn't bother to fight for everything else, let alone be given.

Such Xia Zhaoshi, rather than saying that he is proud, might as well call him domineering.The strong desire to master everything and control everything made Xia Zhaoshi unable to extricate himself from going to extremes, making him hopelessly superior.So in the end, it was Xia Zhaoshi himself who used his creepy and unimaginable unscrupulous methods, vicious and ruthless, to dig a huge gap between him and Jiang Zhen that they could no longer bridge, and the two empires died of old age. No more communication, standing indifferently and powerfully at the two ends of the whole world, facing each other from a distance, fighting against each other.

For the rest of my life, I will say goodbye from now on, thousands of mountains and rivers, and there will be no future.