summer like smoke

Lying quietly in the box was a severed finger of a human bone.Black and yellow, thick, fat, ugly, and at the bottom of the incomparably wrinkled fingers, there is also a rustic gold ring that is full of nouveau riche temperament. It is a man's big finger.The circles of greasy and terrible fat were almost completely squeezed and compressed by the force of the ring until it was completely deformed, hanging loosely outside the ring, so disgusting that it almost made people vomit.If it wasn't because Lin Yan was very clear about the details, it would be really hard to imagine that Xia Zhaoshi, who is obsessed with cleanliness, would actually give himself such a so-called meeting gift.

Lin Yan recognized it accurately with just one glance, so whose big finger is it?

──Huang Daji.

Xia Zhaoshi stood aside and did not look into the box.Although it was true that he gave this thing to Lin Yan, it was still too dirty and disgusting for him.Putting his left hand in his pocket and putting down his wine glass with his right hand, he slightly bent his index finger, and Xia Zhaoshi tapped the hard granite table slowly and rhythmically, his eyes and brows faintly concealed something warm like spring With a warm and jade-like smile, but actually a creepy deep smile, he said with a smile, "How about this gift... Do you still like it?"

Lin Yan raised his eyebrows and pointed at the stick-shaped dead thing in the box, deliberately "tsk-tsk" twice in an unclear tone, then snapped the lid shut, and turned to look at Xia Zhaoshi, his eyes sparkled with excitement and excitement. Indistinguishable colors of smoke and fire: "I like it, of course I like it, and I like it very much──" A look of disgust and impatience gradually appeared on his face as he spoke, "Anyway, that ugly and fat old guy has already annoyed me It’s been a long time. Even though he’s already so useless, he still refuses to give up on me. I’ve long wanted to ask someone to teach him a lesson.”

Lin Yan put down the box, the wine glass slowly slid across the smooth and clean table, and lightly touched Xia Zhaoshi's glass.The low-pitched chuckle echoed faintly in the ambiguous air around, as if there was a misty fragrance like tuberose: "You really understand me, I will definitely cherish such a precious gift. Thank you , Xia Zhaoshi."

Xia Zhaoshi frowned without warmth and glanced at Lin Yan, without saying a word.It even seemed to be watching the movement, and intentionally or unintentionally moved to the side farther away from Lin Yan and the cup he had touched, and moved his body slightly in a subtle way that was difficult to distinguish with the naked eye.

"You..." Lin Yan touched a nail in embarrassment, but he quickly shrugged his shoulders indifferently, tilted his head and thought for a while, and finally curled his lips and said in compromise, "Okay, although I seem to There is no need to explain it to you, and even if I explain it to you, you may not think how clean I am... But Xia Zhaoshi, you know, since the top ten in [Beloved] all have their own customers Power, so even if it's not for the chastity of Lao Shizi but for my aesthetics, I also feel that it is necessary for me to clarify with you, in fact, that old guy Huang Daji and I have never had sex at all."

Spend an astonishingly huge amount of money to hire MB's client, but he never slept with that MB, especially that MB is the peerless beauty Lin Yan, who is not a fairy but is better than a fairy. In the nightclub circle of the city, it can be called a blockbuster of top secrets. Although Xia Zhaoshi was still as silent as before, he turned his head to suppress the indifference on his face, and looked at the front of him with a half-smile, with a rare expression. Lin Yan, who was serious and unsmiling, seemed to think that a person like Lin Yan, who had been fucked by hundreds of people and ridiculed by thousands of people, was known to the world for a long time. , but now he actually explained to himself with special care that he had never had a physical relationship with a drop in the ocean among his countless client bed partners for so many years──this kind of thing made Xia Zhaoshi Once again, his heart was out of his own control, producing a subtle pleasure that could not be ignored and was indescribable.

He feels very good.Although, he didn't know the reason.

Lin Yan smiled and leaned over to flirt with him: "Hey, Xia Zhaoshi, do you want to know why? To tell you the truth, it's because that old guy Huang Daji gave me a lot of hush money, which made me willing to keep it for him. A big and shocking secret for a long time~~ I guess if it wasn’t because he really loved me so badly, I’m afraid I would have been murdered and silenced by him that night.”

In fact, all the words have been said here, and the reason is already self-evident and obvious.As smart as Xia Zhaoshi, it is impossible not to guess, but he suddenly couldn't help but want to joke with Lin Yan, frustrating this guy's narcissism about his powerful and beautiful appearance.So Xia Zhaoshi raised his eyebrows and smiled lightly: "Why? Heh, could it be that the old guy is also like me, because he thinks you are dirty, so he can't be hard on you?"

"..." Lin Yan was choked up for a moment, and after a long while, he pursed his lips and said exaggeratedly, "Hmph... You're right in the second part, that old guy is indeed the second child." Zhongyong can’t get hard, so the reason why I agreed to sign the contract with him at the beginning was because I thought it was fun, and I wanted to see if my beauty was strong enough to make a man with this disease come back without medicine. It's possible to get better... Well, it turned out that the old guy is still terminally ill and incurable," Lin Yan spread his hands, with a look of sympathy and pity that he gloated at others' misfortune, paused for a few seconds, and blinked Mimi's pretty face With crescent eyes, she smiled at Xia Zhaoshi and said seriously, "You said it was because he disliked me for being dirty? Tsk, how could it be possible, Xia Zhaoshi, the man in this world who would think I'm dirty, believe me, you are the only one in the world, this clean freak , a unique one."

"Oh, is it?" Xia Zhaoshi asked meaningfully, and after a moment of silence, he smiled gracefully, "This is very good. I am different, so you have to remember me."

Remember, you are mine; firmly remember, you, Lin Yan, belong to me, Xia Zhaoshi.

Xia Zhaoshi who said these words, his eyes were deep and burning, and the deep black seemed to be splashed down from the boundless high and far night sky. , the colorful pupils.

This Xia Zhaoshi really made him want to stop more and more.

Lin Yan was stunned for a long time before slowly recovering from the overwhelming intoxication and satisfaction, but there was something in his heart that he couldn't help but was gently scratched by a fluffy kitten's paw. After that kind of itching, it was unbearable and hot.After a little thought, Lin Yan finally couldn't stop itching and leaned forward to rub against the silent and stern man, pretending to be relaxed and negotiating with the other party: "Hey, Xia Zhaoshi, Look, I've been with you for so long, don't you really plan to...do it with me once? I admit that going to Li Yinan tonight broke the rules and broke the market, but I'm not afraid to tell you the truth, in fact, five years ago For six years, I have been doing things like this. Even if the guests know about it, they just turn a blind eye and close it. It doesn’t matter... Well, don’t look at me with such scary eyes! Of course I know you are different now , you won’t be sure. I, Lin Yan, am not that stupid. I know I can’t beat you, but I still want to offend you... But you have to think about me anyway, Xia Zhaoshi, it’s been such a long time , If you don’t vent, you will die, okay!... Don’t worry, I will never let you get AIDS. The guests who come to [Beloved], no matter how hard the background is, how deep the background is, or how old they are, but they are signing a contract with the public relations Before the contract, you must first undergo a physical examination and produce a health certificate. I don’t need to say more about this, you should know it yourself. And I also go to the hospital for regular checkups and maintenance every month. How about it, Xia Zhaoshi, do you now feel that I have become a little bit cleaner? Is it not as dirty as you thought before? Then... My proposal, do you want to seriously consider it? Lin Yan's eyes were full of anticipation, and he looked up at Xia Zhaoshi seriously.Xia Zhaoshi squinted his eyes and looked down. When his eyes lit up, he felt as if he could already see the big, fluffy, fluffy and soft fox tail behind Lin Yan, which was wagging happily towards him.

What a lovely temptation.

But in fact, although Lin Yan is qualified to say that he likes or even enjoys sex, he is not so hungrily and frantically obsessed.And at this moment, he was so obscenely seductive towards Xia Zhaoshi, giving up his dignity, and it was only because of the other party, because of Xia Zhaoshi's long-lost familiarity and aura that moved his heart.

The harder Xia Zhaoshi treated Lin Yan, the worse Lin Yan naturally hated Xia Zhaoshi. Surprisingly similar, perfectly overlapped, so that you can enjoy the feeling of being so fake and plausible, still living in the past, and never waking up.Being abused can bring him nostalgic dreams and the thrill of hope──

Sometimes, Lin Yan felt that he was actually a hopeless M.

Xia Zhaoshi looked at Lin Yan indifferently for a while, and suddenly he seemed not as gentlemanly as before, smiled at Lin Yan lightly, and said confidently and clearly: "I know that you will go to the hospital for regular examination and care every month. Because you are afraid of death."

Lin Yan trembled uncontrollably when he heard this.The pupils suddenly dilated and contracted, and gradually many complex emotions that no one could understand emerged in the pupils.Intense and forbearing, painful and depressing, extremely messy, but also extremely peaceful.

However, Xia Zhaoshi didn't seem to notice Lin Yan's trembling abnormally, let alone being tolerant or considerate, he still smiled to himself and continued, "I'm afraid that I'm like your mother who is beautiful and unlucky. At that time, he will die, and the fragrance will disappear."

…………

Lin Yan gradually moved away from Xia Zhaoshi's side, no more agitation, no more seduction, no more temptation, his face was cold and cold, his brows and eyes were ruthless, as if everything about the spring breeze, apricot blossoms, and peach blossoms just now was just a blur Heavy snow, silent dreams.

Everyone has his own bottom line.And Lin Yan's bottom line is here.

Xia Zhaoshi seemed to have expected Lin Yan's reaction long ago, and now that the prediction came true, he raised his eyebrows slightly with satisfaction and joy, lowered his head and sneered and said casually: "Whether I will fuck you in the future is my business." , I don’t need your suggestions. But Lin Yan, if you really want me to think you are a little cleaner...then you don’t have to wait until later, you just need to take a shower and change your clothes right now, that’s all. "

Lin Yan looked at Xia Zhaoshi coldly for a few seconds with a blank face, and when he turned around and strode away to the bathroom, he didn't even show a fake smile, even if it was just a fake smile, as usual. Show it to Xia Zhaoshi.

If Lin Yan really has a bottom line, then his bottom line must be here, right here.It cannot be trampled on, let alone slandered.

Taking out towels and bathrobes from the cabinet, including the brand new underwear that Xia Zhaoshi had kindly asked someone to prepare for him, Lin Yan walked to the door of the bathroom, stopped in his tracks, did not turn around, and was silent for a long, long time before making a sound. Said softly: "Xia Zhaoshi, just now I was self-righteous, I was too much in charge, I...was wrong," a typo still made Lin Yan, who had long been accustomed to being arrogant and self-willed, choke unaccustomedly, "I apologize to you, and I promise that this kind of thing will never happen again in the future. So can you also promise me that from now on, no matter how you want to humiliate and torture me, it doesn't matter, but please forever, Forever, don't make fun of her... about this matter," Lin Yan closed his eyes gently, his long eyelashes silhouetted like a butterfly's wings trembling slightly, just like the words he was uttering word by word, as light as a bird in the night The vast snowflakes landed quietly, without a sound: "Promise me... can you?"

Xia Zhaoshi smiled uncontrollably: "Are you...begging me?"

The slender figure flickered for a moment, shaky and about to fly.Seen from a distance, there is a kind of fragility and reluctance that the fallen leaves are drowning in the hunting wind in late autumn, but they still don't want to leave the branches.

"...Yes, that's right." After a long time, Lin Yan took a deep breath, and tightly clenched the soft thing in his palm with both hands.With his eyes closed, as if the world was pitch black and no one could see him, he showed weakness and compromised at this moment, "I'm begging you."

Lin Yan's confession of begging for mercy made Xia Zhaoshi uncontrollably excited. He really couldn't help but want to keep teasing and teasing this ever-changing, seemingly complicated, yet simpler and purer girl than he imagined. Much poorer man: "Oh, so---" He paused subtly, then raised the end of his voice jokingly and provocatively, "Then what if I don't agree?"

Lin Yan endured silently for a few seconds, then turned around slowly, opened his eyes, and the bright world only reflected Xia Zhaoshi's tall and slender perfect figure standing against the light not far away, and his face at the moment. A sinister expression with a thorn in the softness hidden in the smile.Looking at each other for a while, Lin Yan suddenly gave a pale smile, and although his voice was still as light as before, like Luoxue, faint and unpleasant, but every word was extremely clear and even almost sonorous: "You, can, can, try, try. "

Very familiar words, different people; very familiar occasions, different scenes; very familiar tone, different voices.

Lost for a moment, Xia Zhaoshi's face sank like water and his brows froze: "May I try? Lin Yan, do you know who you are talking to now and what you are talking about."

Lin Yan lowered his eyes and smiled, with disdain and pain gradually appearing in his eyes, his thin and frail shoulders trembled slightly like fallen leaves in the wind: "Of course I know, I'm talking to you, Xia Zhaoshi. As for What I'm talking about...Xia Zhaoshi, you heard clearly, this time, I'm not begging you, I'm just stating the facts to you, and it's up to you to believe it or not."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and opened the door without any hesitation, and walked into the bathroom.

Xia Zhaoshi stood there for a long time and stared deeply at Lin Yan inside the door. He slowly took off his clothes one by one. Although it looked vague but still beautiful and fine, the initial anger dissipated leisurely like a fleeting shadow. , the ice at the corners of the eyes and brows gradually melted, and finally melted into a meaningful and intriguing handsome smile.

In the bathroom, Lin Yan stood barefoot in the shower, raised his head to welcome the rolling tide of thousands of water droplets above, surrounded by high-temperature steaming mist, but for a long time, he didn't move or do anything, just gently stroking Holding his wet and greasy slender left wrist, closing his eyes and concentrating on it, quietly feeling the trickling blood that has been flowing slowly for many years under the soft and tender skin, and then imagining that they burst and overflowed The beautiful scene outside the body, drop by drop, strand by strand, blossom by blossom, finally converges into large expanses that spread silently, like fireworks blooming, better than blood-colored flowers blooming.

Just like the scene in the distant memory, a magnificent woman who is unparalleled in the world, with a peaceful expression and gentle eyebrows, folded her hands on her abdomen, her legs tightly together, lying on her back in the utmost nobility and elegance The next one was born in full bloom by the boundless and endless thick blood, dyeing the depths of the stamens of the blooming red roses, it was breathtakingly beautiful and thrillingly beautiful.The Sleeping Beauty who sleeps forever, her life stays forever, she will never decay.

That was Lin Yan, the deepest, deepest nightmare.