summer like smoke

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For a moment, Lin Yan felt as if he was frozen by the sight of the heavy snow and wind, but it seemed that he was not as cold as before.

And he knew very well that Li Weizhe didn't show mercy to him right now, it was himself who became resistant to the cold.

There was a name floated in his heart slowly and faintly, but in a short while, it involved a warm current of spring water that could melt everything.The gurgling is beautiful, but it is like a galloping horse and iron hooves, the smoke and dust are billowing, and the ears are deafening.The temperature was just right, and it made Lin Yan's heart throbbing and itchy, as well as worrying and aching.

He is afraid, he is terrified, he is a bird that is frightened by the wind, he is a bird that is frightened by a snake, he is bitten by a snake once, and he is afraid of the well rope for ten years... But once the thought of shrinking comes together, those words are in his ears The sudden sound reminded him all the time: the party who pays first may lose, but the party who does not pay will definitely not win.

Absolutely, will not win.

It's a gamble.He would die if he lost, but this time, he desperately wanted to win.

Thinking of this, Lin Yan suddenly tilted his head and gave Li Weizhe a friendly smile, slowly raised his right hand, and made a goodbye gesture to him.

goodbye.Goodbye, Li Weizhe.

They met here many years ago; and here many years later, he was alone, doing him a farewell many years late.

At that moment, the air was frozen in the setting sun and the sun was setting, and the clouds in the sky were gilded, and the afterglow glowed for thousands of miles.There is a young man with picturesque eyebrows and a smile like a flower, time seems to have stagnated forever, and the tenderness is still in his best years.

He has no, not beautiful years.

Now it was Li Weizhe's turn to be slightly astonished, frowning with an unpredictable expression, he nodded at Lin Yan almost imperceptibly, then turned around and disappeared at the end of the corner with Zhuang Jingyu in his arms.

gone.Lin Yan suddenly felt a huge and unspeakable relief in his heart.It was empty and unfettered freedom.Something is dying at this moment, and something is being born with difficulty at this moment and crying at dawn.

It felt like dying ten thousand times, and now I finally found a reason to live again.Resurrected from the dead, reborn from Nirvana.The blood that was once tormented and bathed has turned into the nectar of fine nectar and jade dew.The brewing process is of course painful, but at this moment, Twilight is gentle and the breeze is blowing, and there is only a heart full of anticipation that cannot be restrained.

Sing like no one is listening; dance like no one is watching; cry like you never cried; love like you've never loved.

To love, like, never loved.No hurt, no panic, just beauty, only hope.

All or nothing, none or all.If you don't use it, you have to use it, then you must use it with all your strength.Lin Yan's disdain for others is because he has the same disdain for himself.Cut off the back road and block the retreat, even if you turn around and rein in the horse, the other side is still a cliff with broken bones.

Xia Zhaoshi, you don't want to, let me die again... the ten thousandth, zero time.

He really will die.

It was supposed to be time to return, but after Lin Yan thought about it, he turned around and went to the classroom back then—now that he had made up his mind, it was right to make a memorial ceremony.

The students had already left, but they didn't expect that the classroom door was actually ajar.Lin Yan stretched out his hand to push the door, and as soon as he entered, his eyes jumped, and he saw an unexpected person, but when he thought about it carefully, he was quite expected, Xiao Lan.

Standing on the edge of one of the seats in the last row of the classroom, he was slender and shadowed.He couldn't see his facial features clearly, and lowered his head slightly, rubbing the desk under his palm with one hand.That movement was so gentle that Lin Yanrou felt goosebumps all over his body.

Lin Yan and Xiao Lan are not very familiar, they barely know each other.Xiao Lan was too cold, and he always refused to come to ordinary banquets and dinners, even the emperor and I couldn't invite him to this big Buddha.But after all, there is Ling Wang in the intersection of each other, that's why Lin Yan has heard a little about Xiao Lan's self-inflicted crimes back then.

When the door rang, Xiao Lan raised his head and glanced sharply like a torch. When he saw that it was Lin Yan, he paused for a few seconds, then quickly lowered his head again, with no emotion on his face, and continued to fall into his unreachable situation. Memories and the past, do not intend to bother.

Lin Yan leaned against the door with her arms crossed, squinting her eyes and looked up and down at the beautiful man in the distance, who was as indifferent as snow and as bright as a moon. Suddenly, she raised her eyebrows and smiled provocatively: "You know, Xiao Lan, the most beautiful man in my life?" What I admire is someone like Chu Hui."

This kind of person uses his own life as the price to let his lover remember him for a lifetime, and at the same time torture his enemy for a lifetime—just like his mother.

He is ruthless and decisive, not letting others go and not letting himself go, destroying others and destroying himself.

It's a pity that Xiao Lan has to work harder than others, because Chu Hui's lover and enemy are both, and he is alone.

As soon as Xiao Lan heard Chu Hui's name, she immediately raised her head, her speed was like an enraged ferocious beast, her eyes were burning but extremely!Extremely heavy, he looked at Lin Yan coldly for a moment, then smiled lightly, suppressed his anger and said lightly: "It seems that I have to stay away from Ling Wang for a while."

Lin Yan didn't care about Ling Wang's life and death, shrugged, and said to Xiao Lan with a smile: "You don't need to trouble yourself so much. Don't worry, Ling Wang and I will no longer have contact."

Xiao Lan's mind turned oh, and she understood clearly, word by word, slowly probing: "Are you planning to spend the rest of your life with Xia Zhaoshi?" There was a hint of a smile in his tone, a look of contempt, And contemptuous as if waiting to see a joke.

Ever since he made a decision just now, when Lin Yan thinks of Xia Zhao now, his heart can't help but thump and swell, as if he has a cute deer in his mouth, and it seems to be flooded with a spring tide. In short, he is so happy and sweet I really can't wait to fly into Xia Zhaoshi's broad, thick, and delicious-smelling chest in the next second... and then rub his calf bones.

Such an infinitely beautiful and extremely joyful mood, but suddenly met with Xiao Lan's destructive, sarcasm words, just like blood poured on an iceberg, which makes people uncomfortable.Lin Yan first threw out five words with a sullen face: "What's none of your business?" Then he quickly glanced at the clean space in front of his eyes, especially because of the setting sun outside the window, he looked more and more lonely. On the cold desk with a breath of air, he twitched his lips with vengeance and snorted coldly, "Don't worry, no matter how miserable I am, in the end, it will not be worse than your end."

After saying that, he turned around and left.With calm eyes and a beautiful face, he cursed and walked away angrily.

In the empty, quiet and dimly lit classroom, Xiao Lan was left alone.After a long while, I saw a slight smile slowly rising from the corner of his cool and thin mouth, and he muttered to himself in a low voice: "I haven't finished my words, why did I leave. What I'm worried about is obviously, Will Xia Zhaoshi end up in such a bleak end like me," he said, caressing the desk under his palm more and more gently, his movements cautiously, as if he was stroking his beloved treasure in his life, "Xiao Hui, what do you think? ? Do you think there will be someone in this world who is as miserable as you? Will there be someone who will end up as miserable as me. "

The yin and yang are separated, and there is no time for remorse──I can't find a more severe punishment and more painful retribution than this.

Because Lin Yan was depressed, he drove back all the way as if venting his anger, planning to call Xia Zhaoshi as soon as he got back.Unexpectedly, when he returned to his room, he was told that Xia Zhaoshi had left him a message. Jim told Lin Yan a location in an extremely formal and businesslike tone, and the time turned out to be seven o'clock tomorrow night.

Lin Yan was stunned for a moment and immediately realized that it was Xia Zhaoshi who was coming back... If he wanted to come back, he freed up his hands to fix the fat man.

He was suddenly more frightened than that pig: his use of Xia Zhaoshi was over.But Xia Zhaoshi, when you're done using me...then you still, seriously, what you promised me back then.

【You are mine】── I still, is it yours?

【You cover me】──You still want me.

Irritated all night and insomnia for most of the night, when it was almost dawn, Lin Yan suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up from the bed. In the dark room, he clenched his fists tightly and clenched his teeth, swearing in his heart, I No matter what Xia Zhaoshi thinks, but this time, anyway, Lin Yan is desperate!Also have a win.

It doesn't matter whether you want me to cover me or not, whether I belong to you---you, yes, mine!