summer like smoke

In the summer of the Gregorian New Year, the family will hold a banquet, but in the Spring Festival, they follow the tradition and only spend it with real family members.On New Year's Eve, when the family gathered together for the New Year's Eve dinner, Zhao Rulin at the dinner table glanced at Lin Yan's stomach calmly, then turned to ask his son, "When is the due date?"

Xia Zhaoshi carefully picked Lin Yan's fish bones, put a piece of delicious and fat fish into his bowl, and replied, "Next week."

Zhao Rulin nodded: "Are you all ready?"

Xia Zhaoshi gave a faint "hmm".

Lin Yan lowered his head and concentrated on eating fish, lamenting in his heart that the communication between the mother and child was too unfamiliar and rigid, but the next second he heard Zhao Rulin ask him in a deep voice: "Oh, yes, I heard you have an appointment tomorrow. Friends, come to play cards at home?"

"Uh..." Lin Yan didn't pay attention, and choked up a little.If it wasn't because Xia Zhaoshi had picked out the fishbone for him long ago, he would have been stuck, "Well... no." With the fish meat in his mouth, his cheeks were cutely bulging, and his voice was muffled.

Xia Zhaoshi and Zhao Rulin were stunned at the same time.No way?When did Lin Yan become so obedient, so obedient, and so filial?

"Well, it's not playing cards." Lin Yan tried his best to swallow the fish in his mouth quickly, raised his head and corrected seriously, "it's playing mahjong."

"..."

At that moment, Xia Zhaoshi wanted to spit food regardless of his image.And Zhao Rulin's demeanor of a queen that has been consistent for decades couldn't be restrained for a while, and she looked very embarrassed. After a long time, she turned her head to tell her son in a concealed way: "Look more carefully, be careful."

Xia Zhaoshi responded with a smile.

Lin Yan originally planned to set off fireworks with Xia Zhaoshi that night, but Xia Zhaoshi dared to let Lin Yan set off fireworks with his current body. In 50 years, [-] years span, [-] opportunities to set off fireworks.” This promise for the rest of my life persuaded my dear one who was stubborn and surly, but now became even more stubborn and surly due to pregnancy.

However, Lin Yan persisted in the New Year's Eve.When the zero o'clock bell struck, Lin Yan tried his best to suppress the lawless and surging sleepiness in his mind, and raised his head to give Xia Zhaoshi a long, deep and lingering wet kiss. Collar, trying to keep it clear, Nuo Nuo threw down a sentence, "Every New Year's Eve will be like this every year from now on", the voice gradually lowered, the eyelids slowly lowered, suddenly there was a flash of light in the eyes, and they quickly opened them again and hurriedly added Three words, "Follow me".After Xia Zhaoshi nodded in agreement with a full face of doting, he was finally relieved, and just like last time, he closed his eyes and fell asleep at ease, "unconscious".

Xia Zhaoshi was left alone, looking very soberly at the quiet and sweet beautiful sleeping face of his baby, his heart was itchy and soft, and his heart was even hotter, but he wanted to eat but couldn't!I can only look forward to the sky and sigh, and feel depressed alone.Stretching out his hand and gently touching Lin Yan's big belly, Xia Zhaoshi said silently in his heart, little ancestor, I beg you to be your father, come out quickly!

──Xia Zhaoshi swears, at this time, although he said so, he thought it was right to think so, but he really didn't intend to let alone expect that this little ancestor would be so obedient (listen to him), the first I couldn't wait for the second day, and it broke out without warning!

The next day, the first day of the Lunar New Year, Lin Yan just woke up and finished his so-called "breakfast". The four old friends he invited, Ling Wang, Li Yinan, Qi Yi, and Wang Yuanshan, visited Qi one after another. .

Qi Yi and Wang Yuanshan have always been in contact with Lin Yan, and since Li Yinan made it clear last time, the relationship is not bad.As for Ling Wang, no matter how much Lin Yan hated Qiao Xiaowei, although he didn't fully appreciate how Ling Wang treated him, he was not indifferent.What's more, Ling Wang is still Lin Yan's nominal guardian. The last time Lin Yan underwent a bone marrow transplant for leukemia, it was signed by Ling Wang, the only "family member".

But now, Lin Yan already has other family members.With myself, real family.

Li Yinan had already seen Lin Yan's pregnant belly.I haven't seen him for more than half a month, but the size of Lin Yan's stomach has not changed much, the difference is not obvious, but the position has changed a lot, and it is sinking heavily.And this really made Lin Yan miserable. Since she was pregnant, she had rejected the figure-of-a-brace posture for so long. After all, she couldn't continue to stick to it.He could only be raised by Xia Zhaoshi with a dark face all day, and went to the yard every day like a chubby penguin, walking back and forth a few times, which was called prenatal exercise.

Except for Li Yinan, the remaining three people only knew about Lin Yan's pregnancy, but they had never seen Lin Yan who was pregnant.So this time they met, no matter how much preparation they had made in their hearts to resist the shock, they were still inevitably shocked when they actually saw each other.

It is needless to say how complicated his mood is.After all, they all had a deep crush on Lin Yan.And now, what has become of that infatuation, is it unforgettable or disappears?Is it the madness of "can't get it", or the despondency of "forget it"?

──Only, they themselves understand.

Xia Zhaoshi carefully helped Lin Yan to the mahjong table and sat down (Lin Yan resolutely refused to support his back and horoscope in front of outsiders!).In the first round, Ling Wang didn't make it first, and he was frightened when he stood aside and watched, and the old mother in his bones couldn't help but make mistakes, and asked worriedly: "Yan, Yanyan, you look like this... are you really okay?"

Lin Yan hadn't touched mahjong for a long time, and he was in a very excited mood. When he heard Ling Wang's cold words, he immediately waved his hands unhappily, and said impatiently: "Okay, don't spoil my interest." After finishing speaking, he patted his belly, I thought to myself, little princess, be good to me.

The three of them knew the end of playing mahjong with Lin Yan for a long time.It was nothing more than taking this as an opportunity to come and see Lin Yan.

And he's doing fine.

They are gratified but sentimental about this, and perhaps they are still unwilling, but indeed, they have no regrets.

Lin Yan couldn't keep one position for too long, but when he was rubbing mahjong, he would often forget his physical condition with his back sore and swollen from sitting, and his big belly drooping down.So Xia Zhaoshi suffered a lot, and would come from the study to rub Lin Yan's waist at regular intervals, and whispered into his ear to ask him... Hey, do you want to pee...

Until four o'clock in the afternoon, when Lin Yan touched Qi Yi and threw out the cards, for the first time, he suddenly felt something was wrong with his stomach.Hmm... It's not painful either, but it's swollen, slumped, and my waist is sore.Of course, the most important thing is that unbearable... feeling of fullness in the bladder.

But Xia Zhaoshi was not there at this time.

It's really bad luck, when he is not needed, he comes here so hard, but when he is really needed, in the end...he is not here!

Lin Yan gritted his teeth and endured it for a while, trying not to show any traces, without even frowning, the speed of playing cards was getting faster and faster.With one hand on the table, he quickly played cards like the wind, while the other hand hid under the table and kneaded his stomach and waist quietly.After a few minutes like this, Lin Yan couldn't hold it anymore. After thinking about it, for the first time, before the end of the round, he tremblingly supported the edge of the table, ready to stand up and leave.

As soon as he moved, the four people on the sidelines immediately couldn't hold it anymore, and all of them lost their eyeballs in shock. After reacting for a few seconds, they hurriedly stood up to help him.

"Hey! What are you doing? We'll get you whatever you want!"

"..."

To be honest, Lin Yan felt quite embarrassed.Although he used to enjoy this much-anticipated treatment, it was because he was not such a bloated and ugly bucket figure at that time...

Taking a deep breath, Lin Yan frowned and gave the three of them a white look, and said coolly, "I'm going to drain the water, can you help me?"

"Uh……"

The three of them looked at each other, knowing that this was really not good (the husband is still at home, how embarrassing it is), but they were really worried.

But soon they don't have to worry about this problem.Because just when Lin Yan took advantage of their entanglement and waved them away and walked forward tremblingly, there was a subtle soft sound in the air.Lin Yan's body trembled imperceptibly, and immediately there was a faint indescribable smell from his lower body, as well as the pool of transparent water stains on the cashmere blanket that gradually expanded and fainted.

All five of them were taken aback.Lin Yan was horrified at the moment, thinking that he had lost control of his incontinence! (Sweat...) The other four people didn't understand the situation at all (probably thought that Lin Yan had lost control of his incontinence).

So when Xia Zhaoshi walked into the room, the first thing that caught his eye was the shocking scene of his four love rivals surrounding his sweetheart, staring at each other, "watching like a tiger".

He walked over quickly, and was about to ask "what happened?", when he lowered his head and saw the water stains on the ground, he finally figured out the situation, and immediately changed his face: "Your water broke!?" Four words, Almost exhausted all his strength and roared out in despair and disregarding his image.And after shouting, he couldn't care about so much anymore, he just hugged Lin Yan horizontally, his movements were vigorous and cautious, and he walked quickly and steadily to the delivery room that had been prepared to be remodeled at home.

In Xia Zhaoshi's arms is peace of mind.Full of familiar smells, an irreplaceable sense of security, and the peace of mind of being finally saved.The feeling of backache and sagging abdomen seems to be slightly relieved.Lin Yan exhaled, tilted his head and wondered: "Huh? Broken water? What's that?" Xia Zhaoshi stopped suddenly when he heard the words, and there was almost no tragedy in which one staggered and fell, resulting in one dead body and two dead.

A few seconds later, I heard Lin Yan say with relief: "Oh...don't worry, as long as it's not incontinence, it's fine. Huh... I'm scared to death. If I really become incontinent in front of them, then I don't want to live."

"..."

For a moment, Xia Zhaoshi really didn't know whether he was going to die of anxiety or anger.Suddenly, she regretted that she spoiled Lin Yan so much when she was pregnant.She spoiled him so much that because she knew that Lin Yan didn't like reading, she thoughtfully read all the guidebooks about pregnancy for him and memorized them word for word!It turned out that he didn't even know what broken water was!What a big mistake!Big failure!

After carefully placing Lin Yan on the delivery room, Xia Zhaoshi quickly called the doctor who had already been booked, and a series of babbled English words rushed over like a bombardment, and the other party had to rush over within a quarter of an hour.Then he threw the phone away with a slap, and looked helplessly at the wayward lover on the delivery bed who seemed to have not yet begun labor pains, and whose expression was so curious and innocent that he almost wanted to cry: Now popular science... I don’t know, is it too late?

56 Fanwaishengzi (6)

Lin Yan was half-supported and half-hugged by Xia Zhaoshi and went to the bathroom to solve the physical problems that had been tormenting him for a long time. He changed his clothes and took off his pants, and then lay back on the bed and listened to Xia Zhaoshi's late repair. "Prenatal Science Popularization".Halfway through the hearing, Lin Yan interrupted impatiently wondering, "Huh? Since the water has broken, it means giving birth... Then, why don't I feel pain?"

"..."

At that moment, Xia Zhaoshi was mad like a million mud horses galloping past, and really wanted to say to him, an irresponsible child who didn't take childbirth seriously at all, "Don't worry... later It hurts because of you!"

However, even though he said so, when Lin Yan really started to hurt, and the pain became more and more painful, his face was pale and sweaty, and he couldn't say anything except "Li Yinan, get out of here". In other words, Xia Zhaoshi was the first one who couldn't stand the difficult time when he could only hug his stomach and toss and turn on the bed, and it didn't feel right no matter how hard he lay down—even more so than his dear and dear one who was clearly in pain and was most afraid of pain. no more.

And the four people outside the house couldn't see Lin Yan's situation at the moment, which was even worse than Xia Zhaoshi's anxiety.Xia Zhaoshi suddenly remembered that they were still outside, and when he came out to chase them away, he saw them all standing outside the house with their necks stretched out and looking in anxiously, and immediately turned black, all kinds of upset: Damn!What is it called?what is this! ?Isn't the emperor in a hurry to kill the eunuch? ? ?They are not the real fathers of the piece of meat in Lin Yan's belly!What kind of trouble is going to be here now, each showing a nervous look as if his wife is about to have a baby! SHIT!

Finally, it took a lot of effort to drive them away successfully.The reluctance of those four before parting turned back frequently... Xia Zhaoshi simply didn't want to mention it again.Even right up to the door, the four of them still exhorted Xia Zhaoshi thousands of times at the same time, and when the child was born smoothly, they must give them a safe report and a sure letter.

"..."

With a handsome face that was getting darker and darker, Xia Zhaoshi reluctantly nodded in agreement.

(Of course Xia Zhaoshi is just perfunctory and perfunctory now. As for the baby being born smoothly and the "mother" and child are safe, Xia Zhaoshi is overjoyed and completely forgets about it and throws it into the sky...I won't tell What about you~)

After driving away his love rival Xia Zhaoshi, he quickly returned to the room.At this time, Lin Yan had just passed the second wave of pain, but the intensity was barely within the tolerable range, and the duration was not long, about 30 seconds, Lin Yan could still hold on.Although it is inevitable that there will be more or less discomfort, it is not difficult.

But Lin Yan knew in his heart that he was not far from suffering now.At that stage, there was no escape, and he was waiting for him not far away.So for Lin Yan who is afraid of pain, at this moment, the psychological panic is far more prominent than the physical pain.

At this time, Lin Yan thought that this kind of "unexperienced state" that he didn't understand, was afraid, but knew that he was destined to be unable to escape, was the most terrifying and grievous thing; until a few hours later, the overwhelming pain in his body came, Lin Yan, who was soaked in this boundless and never-ending sea of ​​pain, finally understood , How wrong he was at this time, how outrageous.

The doctor has arrived. He is an experienced foreigner in his fifties who wears gold-rimmed glasses, but he speaks fluent Mandarin Chinese (Xia Zhaoshi is so thoughtful that he thinks of everything carefully), besides He only brought a calm and reliable young man as a helper and assistant, although he looked young on the surface, but he was not timid and unambiguous in doing things.There should not be too many people, he doesn't want to be surrounded by many people watching his embarrassing appearance of giving birth with a big belly──this is what Lin Yan has always asked for.As for the hardware facilities necessary for production, Xia Zhaoshi had already prepared it for sure a long time ago.

The amniotic fluid broke but the delivery mouth was not fully opened. In order to prevent the amniotic fluid from draining too quickly, Lin Yan was forced to put a high and thick cushion on his buttocks.And this posture is not only ugly, but also very uncomfortable. Lin Yan's stomach hurts, but now it is extremely difficult to lie down.His face was pale and bloodless, he frowned from time to time, buried his face in the pillow, rubbed left and right, and when he couldn't hold it back, he uttered one or two small cat-like moans of pain.The panting sounds were undisguised (and I'm afraid they couldn't be concealed), getting louder and heavier each time.

Xia Zhaoshi was so distressed when he saw it, he sat on the edge of the bed and held Lin Yan's right hand tightly, kissing him tenderly for a while, giving him support and tenderness, and holding it firmly for a while to cheer him up and encourage him.Lin Yan had her eyes closed at first, especially when the contractions came and the pains came together, she closed her eyes even harder, her lips were also tightly pressed, and she even bit her teeth.At this time, Xia Zhaoshi would quickly tell Lin Yan according to the doctor's eyes: "Baby, be good, stop biting, open your mouth and breathe, take a deep breath, and don't hold your breath."

Lin Yan was already in sore pain, and her pregnant wife (oh no, she's giving birth now) had a bad temper, but now she heard that Xia Zhaoshi forbade him to do this or that, so she became even more agitated. Wronged, I wanted to withdraw my hand as soon as I opened my eyes.Xia Zhaoshi was not willing to let it go. After thinking for half a second, he immediately bent down and leaned closer to Lin Yan's pale, bloodshot lips, and easily pried open Lin Yan's tightly clenched teeth with the tip of his tongue.

Lin Yan was paralyzed and had no strength, and without any resistance, Xia Zhaoshi succeeded in his tricks and captured the city.

Of course, Xia Zhaoshi didn't dare to kiss for too long, and when he was separated, he pecked Lin Yan's silver-studded lips lightly and without lust, and said softly while patting his stomach: "Hey, don't bite!" , be obedient," and tilted his head to kiss his face, "Come on."

Lin Yan felt that he was going to die of pain. Xia Zhaoshi's tenderness like rain made him want to cry. He couldn't help but act like a baby, sniffled his nose and whimpered, shaking his chin like a kitten, trying to ask for another kiss. , but just at the same time that I don't know how many waves of labor pains reappeared, the love words that had just rushed into my throat were instantly distorted into a broken and suppressed moan.

"Uh... ah..."

Lin Yan's complexion changed, unbearable pain slowly surfaced in his eyes, and gradually diffused, and he was about to arch his body and hold his breath again, Xia Zhaoshi hurriedly lowered his head again, and his soft thin lips swept across Lin Yan's wet eyelids trembling slightly because of the pain, sucked off the glistening beads of sweat on them inch by inch, and gently reminded his ears anxiously but still patiently: "Relax, relax. , Be good, come on, don't hold back, take a deep breath. Yes, just like this, take a deep breath."

"Uh... um, um... huh huh huh"

Lin Yan was really obedient, and immediately relaxed his body, dragging his hard and huge drooping belly, like a desperate fish trapped in dryness, breathing heavily and painfully.Xia Zhaoshi cheered and encouraged Lin Yan, and at the same time helped Lin Yan wipe away his sweat.

The water broke at around four o'clock in the afternoon, and then the labor pains, the seemingly endless waiting in the dark, and the increasingly intensified torment and struggle, for this husband and wife who are about to be promoted to fathers, undoubtedly, they have already passed away. The infinite anticipation for the little baby was exhausted, and only one thought remained: little ancestor... Please come out quickly!

At 06:30, the doctor came again to check the opening of the cervix.Finally, after checking this time, he smiled and nodded to Xia Zhaoshi, indicating that the second stage of labor could finally start, that is, the real "birth".

Both of them breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.But soon they knew how naive they were, because this was only the first step in the long march.

Following the suggestion, Xia Zhaoshi fed Lin Yan a few pieces of chocolate with high calorie content to supplement the physical strength he needed next.However, because Lin Yan didn't like eating this kind of Western-style sweets, and now his stomach hurts and slumps, and his whole body is hot and sticky, so after only a few bites, he shook his head resolutely, turned his face away, and rubbed his stomach. With a hoarse voice, he whispered weakly: "Eat, I can't eat anymore...It's so high...Um..."

The labor process was gradually on the right track, the baby was going down, and the shameful feeling of swelling at the delivery port made Lin Yan both embarrassed and uncomfortable.

Xia Zhaoshi had no choice but to use the most old-fashioned and vulgar feeding method that was often shown on TV—first he took a bite of chocolate, and then bent down into Lin Yan's mouth full of resistance.

At seven o'clock, taking out the cushion and half sitting on the bed, Xia Zhaoshi hugged Lin Yan tightly from behind.The real production, from this moment, officially begins.

As a helper, the assistant young man skillfully kneaded and massaged Lin Yan's hard and hot belly like a big iron ball, with almost no gaps between labor pains, while the old doctor stood at the end of the bed, holding Lin Yan's two The long snow-white legs were stretched wide, staring intently at the amniotic fluid gurgling out in front of her, which was fully opened to the width of ten fingers, and guided calmly in proficient Chinese: "Come on, child, first!" Take a deep breath, a big mouthful, and then slowly spit it out, and the lower body also pushes out forcefully following this rhythm."

"Uh...uh...huh-ah!"

Lin Yan obediently exerted force on the bottom, but the head on the top did not obey Xia Zhaoshi's arms and bent desperately behind him.He didn't want to bite a towel or something in his mouth, that would be too ugly, so he bit Xia Zhaoshi's clothes on his chest as if venting his anger.Xia Zhaoshi didn't mind the bite so much that his saliva was sticky.

"Hey, bite it, it's okay." Xia Zhaoshi interlocked his hands with Lin Yan's ten fingers, licking Lin Yan's ears softly, and gently encouraged him.

nonsense!Of course you are fine!You come to try as painful as I am!I'd rather be bitten by you for the rest of my life than be in such pain again!

Huh... He was wrong... He was wrong... He really shouldn't have taken the initiative to propose such a stupid suggestion... Huh... What the hell was going on in his mind at that time!What a misstep and eternal hatred!Ugh...he's going to die of pain...

"Hey! Don't stop, don't stop! Hold your breath and don't stop! Use long force, or the fetus will shrink back," the doctor gave advice when he saw the problem, and patted Lin Yan encouragingly. With a shockingly sweaty belly, he raised his big fingers and smiled at him, "But you've done a good job, very good. In three hours at most, you will be able to see your little baby." .Okay. Rest now. Come back later."

"Woo..." Lin Yan's eyes darkened.

Three hours……

The doctor thought it was comforting, but to the ears of Lin Yan, who was confused and suffering, it was clearly a curse!

Woohoo...he's going to die...he's definitely going to die...after three more hours of this pain, he's [-]% sure to die!

He hates Xia Zhaoshi... woo... help!

The next three hours.

"Um... ah..."

"Good looking boy. Come on, use a little more force."

"Hey, do you hear me? With a little more force, our baby will come out in no time."

"Yes, yes, very good boy, you have mastered the technique, that's right, use long force, push outward, that's it."

"Ah...uh...uh...huh──"

"Go on, don't stop."

"Um... um..."

Lin Yan was about to cry.he thought.But in fact, before he himself knew it, his face was already full of tears, tears streaming down his face.His face was wrinkled, his facial features were ferocious and distorted, no longer beautiful or delicate; but during the occasional break, when he fell into Xia Zhaoshi's arms pale and haggard like a wounded cat, he would show a kind of incomparable It is always better than ten thousand kinds of beauty.

At those times, Xia Zhaoshi's heart was so complicated that it was indescribable and indescribable.He didn't know what else he could do, what else he could share, other than hugging tighter, tighter, to the struggling lover in his arms, who was working so hard for their child.

In the last ten minutes or so of the birth, Lin Yan didn't let out any more moans of pain, only breathing more and more heavily.

He has no strength.

You can't hear it, you can't see it, you can't feel it, you can only follow it mechanically.Take a deep breath, spit out, push hard... I didn't listen to the doctor's instructions anymore, but my body has long been used to retaining memories, and it keeps repeating mechanically there.

"what……"

At 37:[-], after more than half an hour of silence, Lin Yan let out another weak and suppressed moan.

clap──

"...Wow wow wow!"

There was a crisp slap on the buttocks, followed by the baby's high-pitched and loud cry, like the sound of nature, saving everything.

The placental filth that followed was nothing compared to this seven-pound little thing.Lin Yan barely supported his body and leaned over his head to take a look. Immediately, the corners of his mouth twitched and his face was filled with uncontrollable disappointment. He only muttered two words "so ugly", then he closed his eyes instantly, and poured softly into the mouth. into Xia Zhaoshi's arms.

Xia Zhaoshi couldn't laugh or cry.but……

Glancing at the little thing that casually glanced at the little thing's lower body, that thing, which they didn't expect to have, Xia Zhaoshi was really worried. When Lin Yan woke up, would he want to have it so badly? Break the little thing into its original shape and remake it...?

Or "Father was dissatisfied with giving birth to a son, but cruelly cut off the newborn's genitals with a knife"──This kind of news will become the headlines of major media tomorrow...?

Well, whatever.

Xia Zhaoshi's eyes were as focused and affectionate as the sea, he gazed tenderly at his lover's tortured pale sleeping face, and suddenly leaned forward to press a kiss lightly on his sweaty forehead.

He never said I love you to him.Neither of them ever said I love you to each other.

But at this moment, love not only exists, but also has continued.