Shot while lying down
Chapter 35 Full Version
All burst out at once.
But now, it was just a prelude to an explosion.
Lin Birong lowered her head and smiled, and said: "At the beginning, I threatened Gu Pan by proving your innocence to the police and asked him to send you abroad, and he agreed. He can think about you like that, but now I threaten you with similar reasons. But you acted so selfishly, Jian Su, you disappointed me very much."
Jian Su nodded: "I knew that you must have used some method to force Gu Pan to send me here. I don't understand why you didn't just let him break up with me, but just said you wanted me to go abroad?"
Lin Birong's tone seemed to be somewhat proud: "Because I don't want Gu Pan to think that I forced you to break up. Only when you leave him temporarily can I attack you and make you take the initiative to break up with him."
Sure enough, she is a strong woman who has been struggling in the bloody business district for so many years, but she is calculating every step of the way but still wants to keep her body clean.
"Let me take the initiative to break up with him?" Jian Su's voice fluttered because of shock, "Why are you so confident?"
"Then you are also very confident and think that Gu Pan loves you very much?"
Jian Su let out a breath slowly, and said firmly, "Yes."
After sitting for a while, Lin Birong stood up again, and she took a few steps closer to Jian Su: "How about this, let's make a bet."
Jian Su didn't answer easily, but just looked at her, waiting for her to speak.
"Do you dare to try not to contact him, disappear from his life for a while, and then during this time, let me try to see if he really wants you."
"Why should I agree to make such an unnecessary bet with you?" Jian Su felt that the fire in his heart was blocked in his throat, and he wanted to curse.
Lin Birong smiled: "If I win, I believe you will break up with him without me saying it, but if I lose, I will never hinder you again, and I will do my best to support Gu Pan's career. What do you think? "
"I don't think so."
Lin Birong put her hand on Jian Su's shoulder, and Jian Su gritted his teeth. Out of politeness, he didn't open her hand.
"Haven't you heard that a marriage without the blessing of your parents is bound to be an unhappy marriage, besides, you just have the heart to watch Gu Pan caught in a dilemma between you and me? Try it, Jane Su, there is nothing to be afraid of Yes, I'll let you see results in a very short time."
The evening passed quickly, the sky gradually sank, the lights in the residential area were lit up one by one, the number of pedestrians on the street gradually decreased, and everyone had to go home for dinner.
"I will not contact him, nor will I take the initiative to appear in front of him. If he finds me before your experiment, you will lose."
A satisfied smile appeared on Lin Birong's face: "Deal."
"Aunt Lin," he didn't call her "Madam" as she ordered, "I want to remind you that this bet, whether I win or lose in the end, will not lose more than you in the end."
Lin Birong took out a check and put it on the table: "We can wait and see, you spend the money first..."
"No need," Jian Su put her hand on the check and pushed it back, "I just want to ask one last question."
"You ask."
Jian Su looked into Lin Birong's eyes: "Is your former husband, Gu Pan's father, called Gu Chuan?"
good catch!
Lin Birong's eyes were full of panic, anger, and dazed emotions. She almost couldn't stand up, and could only stabilize her figure by holding on to the table.
"No..." Her voice trembled, "Gu Pan doesn't have a father, it's not him, you... are you..."
Jian Su said, "I've seen him."
"It's not up to you, an outsider, to take care of our family's affairs! One day, I will make you never appear in front of Gu Pan!" Lin Birong lost her composure in front of Jian Su for the first time. Hair, then turned and walked out the door.
Jian Su stood at the door and shouted: "Lin Bilian is very sick!"
Lin Birong's footsteps froze for a moment, but only for a moment, the sound of high heels continued to echo in the corridor until it disappeared.
The night of that day was like a dividing point. He obviously didn't sleep much the night before, but today he unexpectedly suffered from insomnia.
The night is always long, Jian Su scattered all the things at home on the bed, staring blankly.When I was young, I heard a saying that the time allocated by God is actually unequal. God steals part of the time when you are taking exams, commuting to work, and doing homework, and makes up for it when you are sleeping, going to work, and taking the train. , that's why sometimes time flies, and sometimes time flies.
This kind of statement, after all, is for children, Jian Su suddenly thought of this in such a dark night when he had nothing to do and could only think wildly, and lowered his head and smiled.
I don't know how much time God will give me next, I hope it won't be hard to bear.
He hoped so.
From the next day, Gu Pan lost contact with Jian Su.
Everything came without warning. Gu Pan didn't notice anything when the call failed at first, but when he called again the next day, his expression changed when he heard the news that "the number has been cancelled".
Unwillingly, he called over and over again, and all he got was the same cold reply. He did not know how many times he had called. Gu Pan's hand was tightly gripping the phone, and his knuckles were bluish white.
On the third day, I rejected all the announcements and flew to England.
I had obtained the address of Jian Su's rented house before, but according to the landlord's aunt, he had already checked out, and she didn't know where he went.The second place Gu Pan went to was the clinic of Dr. Wei who gave Jian Su psychological counseling. Dr. Wei went to have lunch when he went there. Gu Pan's cold face scared the doctor's assistant who wanted to sign his name. Dare to stay in the office.
Dr. Wei didn't show up until working hours in the afternoon. He regretfully told Gu Pan that he didn't know Jian Su's whereabouts. He stopped doing treatment at his place half a month ago.But he said that he knew the address of the flower shop where Jian Su used to work, maybe the boss and staff there knew.
Gu Pan ran to the flower shop again according to the address he gave. When Xiao Yu saw Gu Pan, he covered his mouth with all his strength to suppress the scream.
"Oh my God, he's even more handsome than on TV! You said Jian Su? It's really him! At first I just thought he had the same name and surname... He disappeared? I... I don't know where he went... really really ...What, can you sign my name on my chest? Please...here here..."
Gu Pan looked around in the store, and found a "weight loss plan" on the wall, which was only implemented for a week. It was written by Jian Su.
He tore off the piece of paper, folded it a few times and put it in his pocket, opened the door and walked out of the flower shop.
Where have you been, why didn't you contact me, Jane Sue?
At the same time, Jian Su was walking on a familiar street wearing sunglasses, surrounded by friendly Asian faces and beautiful Chinese.He walked to a bus stop and stopped. On the huge advertising stop sign, there was a poster of Gu Pan's concert.On a hot summer day, the cold black and white tones in the picture, and the cold light slanting towards it, inexplicably bring a sense of dryness and heat.
Standing at the intersection of the city center of the first-tier cities in the country, everyone’s footsteps are in a hurry. When passing by, there is a gust of wind. Occasionally, tourists walk leisurely, holding the camera and pressing the shutter around.
Only Jian Su stopped, put her hands in her trouser pockets, and stared at the poster for a long time.
Gu Pan, you can find me, I gave you a hint.
☆, Gu Pan's Gorgeous Challenge part2
Jane Su disappeared.
Gu Pan wanted to report the crime, but the moment he picked up the phone, he remembered someone.
Lin Birong said on the phone: "I have nothing to help you, I can only tell you that he has returned to China."
"Did you tell him something?" Gu Pan asked hissingly.
Lin Birong was sitting in the galloping car, looking at the passing scenery through the window film, and said without any concealment, "Yes, I went to him and asked him to leave you."
"That's why you forced me to send him abroad, isn't it!"
Lin Birong's face with exquisite makeup was not touched by her son's excitement: "I said he is not good enough for you, please don't contact you again, and then he agreed, that's it. Gu Pan, it seems that you like him." A bad guy."
Gu Pan snorted and said, "Do you think I will believe it?"
"Whether you believe it or not, the fact is already like this," Lin Birong said, "Gu Pan, he left you."
"Do you believe that I can find him, do you believe it?" Gu Pan asked hoarsely.
There was no answer, and on the other end, Lin Birong hung up the phone.
Gu Pan felt like he was going crazy.
He didn't believe that Jian Su would leave him, and he didn't believe that he would have the heart not to contact him for such a long time, but more than half a month passed, and his mobile phone was turned on 24 hours a day. He searched all the people Jian Su knew, Sima He and Qiao Xiao also kept ordering songs and playing messages on the radio station, hoping that Jian Su could hear them.
but……
Days passed by, as if he had never appeared in this world, and there was no news of him.
One night, Gu Pan dreamed that Jian Su was dead, he woke up suddenly, and touched the corners of his eyes with trembling fingers, it was wet.
"give up."
In the bar, Gu Pan told Sima, Qiao Xiao and Li Xi.
Qiao Xiao's eyes widened: "What did you say? What did you give up?"
"I can't find it," Gu Pan raised his head and poured the wine in the glass down his throat, "If a person tries to avoid you, it will be useless for you to find it."
"So you want to break up with him?" Sima said calmly.
Gu Pan's eyes suddenly flashed a look of pain, but after a while, he looked down at the empty wine glass in his hand, raised his hand and said to the bartender, "One more glass."
"I'm asking you something." Sima asked coldly again.
"I..." A new cup was pushed onto the bar, Gu Pan took it over and drank nearly half of it in one gulp, "Maybe we... all have the same meaning..."
Sima stretched out his hand to Gu Pan: "Very well, this is exactly what I like to hear."
Everyone's expressions became very strange, Qiao Xiao slapped Sima on the back in surprise: "You are crazy, do you know what you are talking about?"
Gu Pan looked at Sima's hand reaching out to him: "What do you mean?"
"I didn't like you from the beginning. I hate that you intervene in Jian Su's life in this way. Do you know how much trouble you have caused him? If you didn't show up, if you didn't bring him into such a mess In the circle of life, Jian Su may still live foolishly and happily. There is no need to deal with such a powerful mother like you, and there is no need to spend so much effort to hide from you..."
Qiao Xiao pinched Sima's thigh with his hand under the table, gritted his teeth and said, "Stop talking..."
"Now that you say you want to break up with him, I'm very happy. Don't think that you can't find a boyfriend if he leaves. Here is a ready-made one. He couldn't see me when we lived together before. Now he's emotionally hurt. I It's just a good time to sneak in. Gu Pan, I don't think you mind?" Sima smiled.
Li Xi's expression could not be described as "shocked" at all. He looked at Sima: "What are you talking about? You...have you...have always liked...how could you be like this..."
Sima Li ignored Li Xi, but just stared at Gu Pan, holding his hands in a handshake gesture.
Gu Pan didn't speak, but everyone could see that his fingers were tightly pinching the wine glass with great force, as if he would crush the glass of wine in just one more second.
Li Xi's lower lip trembled, and Qiao Xiao was so frightened that he didn't dare to make a sound when he saw the situation.
"Don't talk?" Sima laughed.
Gu Pan turned his head to look at him, with such terrifying eyes that anyone would be terrified.
But Sima didn't, he still looked at him: "Reluctant? Not reconciled? Didn't you say you want to break up? Gu Pan, you clearly know that Jian Su has difficulties, but you can still say the word 'break up' so openly , do you know what a person like you is called in Tanmei Wen, it's called scumbag!"
There was a strange atmosphere slowly flowing among these four people, Sima looked at Gu Pan with hostility in his eyes, Li Xi's fingers were convulsed in pain, Qiao Xiao panicked and didn't know how to ease the atmosphere.
Suddenly, Gu Pan frowned, and when he raised his eyes, he seemed to remember something.
"What did you just say?" he asked.
Sima thought he was threatening him, so he said it again provocatively: "I ask you if you are reluctant, unwilling..."
"Not this! The one below!"
"Ah?" Sima was taken aback, and said hesitantly, "Scumbag?"
"Front!"
"...in Tanmei Wen..."
Gu Pan stood up, drank the remaining wine in the glass in one gulp, then shook hands with Gu Pan, a genuinely happy smile appeared on his face: "Thank you."
Sima was so confused by him that Monk Zhang Er couldn't figure it out: "Thank you...thank you for what?"
Gu Pan didn't answer, he strode out of the bar.
Qiao Xiao shouted behind him: "No, you really agree with the two of them being together! It can't be like this, this, this... you will be struck by lightning!"
Li Xi shouted to Sima: "I also object!"
Sima picked his ear with his little finger: "It's really noisy..."
Gu Pan opened the computer page and searched: Spring Breeze Scissors.
When the column appeared, Gu Pan took a deep breath and clicked in.There are two completed articles of more than 20 words in the column. The opening time of the articles is quite early, and there are very few clicks and favorites. However, the data of this article that is being updated now is indeed quite impressive. Unfortunately, it seems that it has been stuck for too long. The comments left by readers are full of depression.
The last chapter was updated on the day Jian Su left the UK, and since that day, he has not responded to any comments left by readers.
Checked the ip, which is also the address of the city where he is located.
The address of his current location cannot be found, it seems that this method... also failed...
but……
Gu Pan's fingers curled up on the computer keyboard.
If Jian Su will come back to this article to take a look, if he will...
This is the only way to reach him.
That night, Jian Su turned on the computer and habitually checked the clicks and favorites of his articles. He hadn't updated them for a long time, and readers of the articles lined up to request updates.
"Accidentally fell into the pit, in resentment, when will you come back to update, Little Scissors?"
"It's so unkind..."
"Update quickly..."
Swiping the wheel on the mouse with his fingers, he looked down at the comments one by one. He couldn't help laughing out at the cute comments of some readers.
Suddenly, his hand stopped.
The line of small characters on the computer interface seemed like an electric current passed through Jian Su's body from head to toe, making him unable to move.
A reader named "French Bread" left a message:
"It is irresponsible to disappear without a word."
A few readers downstairs who don't know the truth leave a message under this comment:
"+1"
"+2"
"+10086"
Baguette?
Could it be him?
Jian Su stared blankly at the reader's name, looked, looked...
He thumped the table and laughed loudly. If there were outsiders around at this time, they would definitely find Jian Su's sudden burst of laughter very inexplicable, but he kept laughing until tears were about to overflow.
He stretched out his hands and wiped the tears on his face indiscriminately, tried hard to resist the itchy feeling in his throat, and said to himself: "It's not good to choose something, choose this name."
"Sima, tell me, do you really like that Jian Su?" It was late at night, and the three of them were walking home. Li Xi was speechless all the way until he was about to reach the downstairs of the shared house, when he suddenly turned around. , Pursing his lips, asked.
Qiao Xiao was sandwiched between the two of them, looked left and right, and finally pointed to the sky, shouting: "I'll go up and open the door first!"
Evacuate quickly.
Sima folded his arms and turned to face him, his tone was cold: "Is it interesting to ask?"
The light from the street lamp at the corner cast powerlessly on the two of them, dragging their figures for a very, very long time.
"Maybe it's not interesting, but I want to know," he said.
Sima sneered, seemingly disdainful: "If I say yes, you will break up with me just like Gu Pan, right?"
Li Xi seemed to think about it seriously, and then replied: "No, it's your business that you like him, it's my business that I like you, I treat you... the spring silkworms will die until the silkworms die, and the wax torch will turn to ashes Tears start to dry..."
"Enough!" Sima howled, holding his head, and started again, started again!Tang Poetry and Song Ci that he blurted out!And this sentence is a universal sentence that Sima wrote in the composition praising the teacher when he was a child. Later, this sentence was banned by his teacher, claiming that he did not want to see it in the composition again, because he thought it was very unlucky, bah, far away up...
"I'm using the aggressive method, teacher, Teacher Li! Can't you see it?" Sima asked Li Xi, spreading his hands.
"I can't see it," Li Xi said, as if he didn't believe it. In addition, he had suspected that Sima and Jian Su had an affair a long time ago. "Your acting skills can win a little gold medal."
"Then how do you believe it, eh?"
Li Xi's eyes slowly lowered and he didn't speak.
"Alas~" Sima sighed, and then hooked his fingers towards Li Xi.
Li Xi didn't know why, so he hesitated for a while before walking over.
Sima waited impatiently, grabbed Li Xi's collar with both hands abruptly, then stood on tiptoe and moved his face closer.
Four lips stick together.
The little flying insect flew towards the street lamp unsteadily, and circled back and forth around the lamp.
Li Xi felt a fire burning from the bottom of his feet to the top of his head.
"Ah~" When they parted, there was another sigh, Sima shook his head, turned around and walked upstairs, muttering, "It's tiring to be in a relationship."
I don't know if it's him or someone else.
After Li Xi heard this, his whole body froze. After a while, Sima almost came to the corner of the stairs before he woke up, and asked in a trembling voice: "You mean...you mean..."
Sima leaned out from the corner: "Idiot!"
He means... he means...
Are we already in love!
☆, dusty past
Gu Pan would leave a message under Jian Su's article every day, occasionally commenting on his article, and occasionally asking him to come back quickly to update the article. One day Jian Su opened "Evaluations I Received" and found that he had added a long article. The review was also written by "French Bread".Another reader left a comment:
"Bread children's shoes and scissors, this is true love!"
After reading a long review from the beginning to the end, Jian Su felt astonished. He had never discovered that Gu Pan had such a good writing style.At this time, he looked back at his own text...
On the contrary... Anyway, it was originally written in Xiaobaiwen!
he thought bitterly.
In June, Lin Birong went to L City to inspect the branch office. The weather in L City was very abnormal that day.Dark clouds piled up densely from a distance, blocking a large area of sunlight, and the sky was as dark as night, like a solar eclipse, making people feel extremely uncomfortable.It was so dark for about 6 minutes, the sky boomed, and the thunder exploded. This sound was like an omen, and then "crash--", heavy rain came, and the sky regained some clarity.
It was probably just the most common thunderstorm in summer in this southern city. The most violent one lasted less than 10 minutes. The clouds slowly dispersed and the sky shone down again. Faucet.
An hour later, the cicadas sounded again, and even the water on the ground was almost dry.
When the real night came, Lin Birong sat on the sofa in a luxury hotel and read today's newspaper. The newspaper had a city panorama that looked like night today as the headline on the front page.
A bird flew over and landed on the window sill outside the room.
Lin Birong's cell phone rang.
"Hey?"
After listening to the person on the other end of the phone, Lin Birong suddenly stood up from the sofa, trembling uncontrollably.She took a deep breath and forced herself to calm down:
"What did you say?"
That night, Lin Birong got on the plane to England.
The plane took off, and in the first-class cabin, the flight attendants walked by row by row to check whether each passenger had turned off their mobile phones or fastened their seat belts. Lin Birong rested her forehead with her hands and leaned her elbows on the window, looking extremely tired.
"Ma'am, are you feeling unwell?" A flight attendant asked worriedly.
Lin Birong didn't speak, but just waved her hand, meaning to let the stewardess leave.
The stewardess thought for a while, then nodded: "If you feel unwell, please let us know." After speaking, she continued to walk towards the back seat.
"What did you say?"
"Bi Rong, Bi Lian wants to see you. She's probably dying, maybe...can't last for a few hours...you answer her phone and listen to her say a few words."
On the other end of the phone was Gu Chuan's voice. She had sworn never to see or hear anything about this man again. Just like this time, she was still itchy with hatred, and her head almost exploded with hatred. On, so the next second, she hung up the phone.
She stood there, the bird outside the window fluttered away, the air after a thunderstorm is the most refreshing and pleasant smell, Lin Birong seemed to be out of breath, and took several full breaths before calming down a little Some.
She pressed a few keys on the phone and put it to her ear.
"Get me a plane ticket..."
On the other side, it was around 3 p.m. in the UK. Gu Chuan was standing outside the ward. The red light on his mobile phone was showing that the call had been hung up. , he smiled and said to her: "She is rushing over, too late to answer the phone..."
Lin Birong's eyes slowly opened, her pale lips drew a shallow arc, and the words she spoke were all breathless.
"She... hung up the phone... she refused to answer... right? Oh, she said that she will never forgive me until she dies, and she will never..."
Gu Chuan sat on the edge of her bed, stretched out his hand and held Lin Bilian's hand forcefully, his voice choked:
"She said she would come, Bilian, if you hold on a little longer, you will see her, I didn't lie to you!"
Lin Bilian stared blankly at the ceiling, with no expression on her face: "I'm so tired... I don't want to keep going... I want to sleep... Sleepy..."
"Don't sleep! Don't close your eyes!" Gu Chuan squeezed her hand hard, "Just a little while, Bi Rong will be here soon, soon! You haven't seen each other for so many years, don't you have anything to say?" ? She told me she forgave you, don't you want to hear her say it? Do you remember the first time I saw you two? "
Lin Bilian blinked, and that blink was extremely slow, which shocked Gu Chuan, only to see her eyelids raised again, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
"Remember...it's not romantic at all...I...I didn't dare to look up at you..."
Gu Chuan started to talk, he talked to her for a long time, Lin Birong listened quietly, Gu Chuan would stop sometimes, and would not continue until he heard Lin Bilian's short answer.
It was getting dark and night was coming. The incandescent lights in the hospital corridors were lit up, and the nurses were pushing the carts. The sound of the wheels scraping the ground was particularly noisy in this quiet night.
"Tattoo..."
The high-heeled shoes made a high-frequency sound when they stepped on the ground.
"You secretly wore Birong's clothes to attend the party. At that time, I thought you were her. You were so beautiful that night, like an angel..."
"boom!"
The door was pushed open.
Lin Birong's hand was still in the posture of pushing the door open. She stood panting at the door, her hair was scattered in a hurry. She just stood at the door with the light behind her back, looking at the two people in the ward, with the expression on her face can not see clearly.
Gu Chuan stood up slowly: "Bi Rong..."
Lin Bilian trembled all over, her lower lip trembled, and then turned her head to stare at the person at the door with all her strength.
"Sister..." As soon as the words fell, tears rolled down the bridge of the nose.
Lin Birong closed her eyes and walked towards the hospital bed step by step. Lin Bilian stretched out her hand to her. She was weak and had no strength at all, but now she felt full of strength.
"You go out, I'll talk to her alone for a while." Lin Birong didn't look at him.
Gu Chuan knew that she was talking about him, so he nodded and went out.
"I thought he was lying to me. I didn't expect that you would really come..." Lin Bilian said.
Lin Birong sat down on the chair that Gu Chuan had been sitting in, put her bag on her knees, and did not touch Lin Bilian's extended hand: "Yes, I'm here."
"Sister, back then..."
"Don't mention what happened back then. Let me take a look at your body. Have you been taking good medicine for the past few years? Remember the doctor said before that if you take good care of yourself, you should be able to live to the age of a normal person." Lin Birong said Eyes lowered, asked.
Lin Bilian shook her head slowly: "I don't feel well in my heart...of course the disease won't get better..."
Lin Birong was silent for a while, avoiding her words: "I will stay here to take care of you for a few days."
"It's not necessary," Lin Bilian smiled, "I know my body well, sister, after more than ten years, I finally see you again, I want to ask you...I only have one question to ask you..."
She reached out her hand suddenly, grabbed Lin Birong's hand, and held it in her palm.
"Do you still hate me?" she asked, eyes widening.
Lin Birong looked up at the ceiling, blinked her eyes, then lowered her head, smiled wryly, and asked, "You ask me if I hate you... Bilian...why do you have to ask such a stupid question..."
Lin Bilian gasped for breath and looked at her.
"I regard you as my dearest sister. Even my current daughter is not as loving as I was to you back then. Bilian, Bilian, but what did you do to me?" She actually laughed out loud, " You married another man. First, because you were barren, you begged me to give you Gu Pan as your son. That is my own son! But you cried and begged me, I love you, and I couldn’t see you crying, so I agreed. .In the end, Gu Pan was caught by me in less than a month. What were you doing at that time? You were in my room, on my husband's bed..."
Lin Birong's eyes gradually became moist, but no tears fell down.
Lin Bilian listened in a daze, as if in a daze as if she was listening to other people's affairs.
"You said that you and Gu Chuan are true love. You want to be together. I don't agree. Our parents disagree. Gu Chuan said he would take you away, and even Gu Pan. I dragged Gu Pan away. Can't let him be taken away by you, on the other hand, your ex-husband came to my house and blamed my anger on me, saying that I couldn't tie my husband, and finally stuffed my third baby in the bathtub You know, I can feel my child’s resentment every night, whether I hate it or not, whether I hate it or not!”
"I managed to snatch Gu Pan back, but the other child left. At that time, I always subconsciously regarded him as your child, and I would blame him for the child's death. At the same time, he The longer I grew, the more I looked like Gu Chuan. I vented all my hatred on him, but I didn't want him to be taken away by anyone, so I left me just like his father did back then! Do you know that my whole life, You have ruined my children! Lin Bilian, I said, I will never forgive you until I die!"
Lin Bilian's lips were trembling, tears were pouring down like rain, her hands were still holding on to Lin Birong's hand, their hands were cold, cold into the bones.
"Sister...I know you...hate me...this way I...I can go away at ease...If you say...forgive me...I know...that must be...it must be false..."
An abnormal flush appeared on Lin Bilian's cheeks, and her breathing began to speed up obviously.
"Sister...sister...I was wrong...our next life...don't...don't be sisters..."
Lin Birong clenched her other hand tightly, her nails digging into her palm.
"Sister... I'm sorry..."
Lin Birong gritted her teeth, and looked down at Lin Bilian. They hadn't seen each other for more than ten years. They were all old, and they couldn't even hide their gray hair.Lin Bilian spent so many years in self-blame, Lin Birong relied on hatred to pass the day like a drug addict, and it seemed that only such extreme emotions could become the bond between them.
"Beep-"
The harsh sound of the machine sounded in the ward.
"Go to sleep..." Lin Birong stretched out her hand and gently stroked Lin Bilian's cheek, "My sister is here with you, don't be afraid..."
Just like when she was a child, Lin Bilian was lying on the bed with the quilt pulled up to her eyes: "Sister, I'm a little scared."
"Don't be afraid, sister is here with you, what are you afraid of?"
"Bilian... Bilian..."
Tears fell down in big drops.
"Billian!!!"
The cry was like the thunder in the daytime, and the tears burst into tears. At that moment, she was no longer Lin Birong, she was just a sister who lost her sister.
☆, end chapter
Jian Su didn't want to admit at all that she chose the city where Gu Pan would hold her first concert absolutely out of selfishness. The lights in City S are more dense than the lights in the city where I used to live. Looking out from the room I was in, there was a vast expanse of light, like golden gravel under a sparkling river, it was too beautiful to behold.
The next day he went out to buy things in a nearby supermarket, while thinking "Qiao Xiao will scold him if he knows", while picking up instant noodles from the shelf, he accidentally knocked off the bucket of instant noodles stacked next to him .He quickly squatted down to clean up, and at this time a man also came to help him pick up the things. "Thank you." Jian Su said, pulling down the sunglasses on his nose a little, and finally saw, isn't this Ding Hang?
"I'm sorry..." Ding Hang also raised his eyes at this time, and was stunned.
Jian Su hurriedly pushed up the sunglasses to cover her face, put the instant noodles back on the shelf, turned around and pushed the cart, and wanted to leave.
"Jane Su!" Ding Hang shouted, chasing after her.
Oh, I recognized it...
Jian Su curled her lips, turned her head and sighed, and lazily responded: "Hey..."
Half an hour later, the two sat face to face in a coffee shop.
"Why are you here?" Ding Hang asked first.
Jian Su kept drawing circles in the coffee cup with the stir stick, and dealt with it vaguely: "Well... come to relax, how about you?"
Ding Hang looked at Jian Su with his head down, and smiled: "I'm here with Lingling for shopping."
"Oh, yes, Miss Qianjin."
Ding Hang asked: "The company, why did you resign?"
Jian Su lowered her head and took a sip of her coffee, tsk tsk tsk, it's really bitter.
"That's the thing, don't you basically know everything?" Jian Su swallowed the coffee in her mouth, seemingly speaking casually.
Ding Hang frowned: "Isn't it proven innocent, why haven't you come back?"
Jian Su looked out of the window, at this moment, Gu Pan's song started to play in the coffee shop. It was a very gentle song, which was especially suitable for listening in such a summer day:
"I don't think you're out of the loop yet
That song is not over yet
I want you to come to me silently
That song will not be played a second time..."
Jian Su blinked her eyes, looked down at her cup: "Don't ask this, okay, I... don't really want to mention it."
Ding Hang understood, nodded and stopped talking about it. The coffee in his cup hadn't even taken a sip yet. The clover painted on the white foam was so cute, Ding Hang seemed a little reluctant to destroy it.
"I read in the newspaper that you and Gu Pan..." wanted to ask, but unfortunately it was an unpleasant topic again, "Did you break up?"
Jian Su also saw the speculation in the newspaper, not only
But now, it was just a prelude to an explosion.
Lin Birong lowered her head and smiled, and said: "At the beginning, I threatened Gu Pan by proving your innocence to the police and asked him to send you abroad, and he agreed. He can think about you like that, but now I threaten you with similar reasons. But you acted so selfishly, Jian Su, you disappointed me very much."
Jian Su nodded: "I knew that you must have used some method to force Gu Pan to send me here. I don't understand why you didn't just let him break up with me, but just said you wanted me to go abroad?"
Lin Birong's tone seemed to be somewhat proud: "Because I don't want Gu Pan to think that I forced you to break up. Only when you leave him temporarily can I attack you and make you take the initiative to break up with him."
Sure enough, she is a strong woman who has been struggling in the bloody business district for so many years, but she is calculating every step of the way but still wants to keep her body clean.
"Let me take the initiative to break up with him?" Jian Su's voice fluttered because of shock, "Why are you so confident?"
"Then you are also very confident and think that Gu Pan loves you very much?"
Jian Su let out a breath slowly, and said firmly, "Yes."
After sitting for a while, Lin Birong stood up again, and she took a few steps closer to Jian Su: "How about this, let's make a bet."
Jian Su didn't answer easily, but just looked at her, waiting for her to speak.
"Do you dare to try not to contact him, disappear from his life for a while, and then during this time, let me try to see if he really wants you."
"Why should I agree to make such an unnecessary bet with you?" Jian Su felt that the fire in his heart was blocked in his throat, and he wanted to curse.
Lin Birong smiled: "If I win, I believe you will break up with him without me saying it, but if I lose, I will never hinder you again, and I will do my best to support Gu Pan's career. What do you think? "
"I don't think so."
Lin Birong put her hand on Jian Su's shoulder, and Jian Su gritted his teeth. Out of politeness, he didn't open her hand.
"Haven't you heard that a marriage without the blessing of your parents is bound to be an unhappy marriage, besides, you just have the heart to watch Gu Pan caught in a dilemma between you and me? Try it, Jane Su, there is nothing to be afraid of Yes, I'll let you see results in a very short time."
The evening passed quickly, the sky gradually sank, the lights in the residential area were lit up one by one, the number of pedestrians on the street gradually decreased, and everyone had to go home for dinner.
"I will not contact him, nor will I take the initiative to appear in front of him. If he finds me before your experiment, you will lose."
A satisfied smile appeared on Lin Birong's face: "Deal."
"Aunt Lin," he didn't call her "Madam" as she ordered, "I want to remind you that this bet, whether I win or lose in the end, will not lose more than you in the end."
Lin Birong took out a check and put it on the table: "We can wait and see, you spend the money first..."
"No need," Jian Su put her hand on the check and pushed it back, "I just want to ask one last question."
"You ask."
Jian Su looked into Lin Birong's eyes: "Is your former husband, Gu Pan's father, called Gu Chuan?"
good catch!
Lin Birong's eyes were full of panic, anger, and dazed emotions. She almost couldn't stand up, and could only stabilize her figure by holding on to the table.
"No..." Her voice trembled, "Gu Pan doesn't have a father, it's not him, you... are you..."
Jian Su said, "I've seen him."
"It's not up to you, an outsider, to take care of our family's affairs! One day, I will make you never appear in front of Gu Pan!" Lin Birong lost her composure in front of Jian Su for the first time. Hair, then turned and walked out the door.
Jian Su stood at the door and shouted: "Lin Bilian is very sick!"
Lin Birong's footsteps froze for a moment, but only for a moment, the sound of high heels continued to echo in the corridor until it disappeared.
The night of that day was like a dividing point. He obviously didn't sleep much the night before, but today he unexpectedly suffered from insomnia.
The night is always long, Jian Su scattered all the things at home on the bed, staring blankly.When I was young, I heard a saying that the time allocated by God is actually unequal. God steals part of the time when you are taking exams, commuting to work, and doing homework, and makes up for it when you are sleeping, going to work, and taking the train. , that's why sometimes time flies, and sometimes time flies.
This kind of statement, after all, is for children, Jian Su suddenly thought of this in such a dark night when he had nothing to do and could only think wildly, and lowered his head and smiled.
I don't know how much time God will give me next, I hope it won't be hard to bear.
He hoped so.
From the next day, Gu Pan lost contact with Jian Su.
Everything came without warning. Gu Pan didn't notice anything when the call failed at first, but when he called again the next day, his expression changed when he heard the news that "the number has been cancelled".
Unwillingly, he called over and over again, and all he got was the same cold reply. He did not know how many times he had called. Gu Pan's hand was tightly gripping the phone, and his knuckles were bluish white.
On the third day, I rejected all the announcements and flew to England.
I had obtained the address of Jian Su's rented house before, but according to the landlord's aunt, he had already checked out, and she didn't know where he went.The second place Gu Pan went to was the clinic of Dr. Wei who gave Jian Su psychological counseling. Dr. Wei went to have lunch when he went there. Gu Pan's cold face scared the doctor's assistant who wanted to sign his name. Dare to stay in the office.
Dr. Wei didn't show up until working hours in the afternoon. He regretfully told Gu Pan that he didn't know Jian Su's whereabouts. He stopped doing treatment at his place half a month ago.But he said that he knew the address of the flower shop where Jian Su used to work, maybe the boss and staff there knew.
Gu Pan ran to the flower shop again according to the address he gave. When Xiao Yu saw Gu Pan, he covered his mouth with all his strength to suppress the scream.
"Oh my God, he's even more handsome than on TV! You said Jian Su? It's really him! At first I just thought he had the same name and surname... He disappeared? I... I don't know where he went... really really ...What, can you sign my name on my chest? Please...here here..."
Gu Pan looked around in the store, and found a "weight loss plan" on the wall, which was only implemented for a week. It was written by Jian Su.
He tore off the piece of paper, folded it a few times and put it in his pocket, opened the door and walked out of the flower shop.
Where have you been, why didn't you contact me, Jane Sue?
At the same time, Jian Su was walking on a familiar street wearing sunglasses, surrounded by friendly Asian faces and beautiful Chinese.He walked to a bus stop and stopped. On the huge advertising stop sign, there was a poster of Gu Pan's concert.On a hot summer day, the cold black and white tones in the picture, and the cold light slanting towards it, inexplicably bring a sense of dryness and heat.
Standing at the intersection of the city center of the first-tier cities in the country, everyone’s footsteps are in a hurry. When passing by, there is a gust of wind. Occasionally, tourists walk leisurely, holding the camera and pressing the shutter around.
Only Jian Su stopped, put her hands in her trouser pockets, and stared at the poster for a long time.
Gu Pan, you can find me, I gave you a hint.
☆, Gu Pan's Gorgeous Challenge part2
Jane Su disappeared.
Gu Pan wanted to report the crime, but the moment he picked up the phone, he remembered someone.
Lin Birong said on the phone: "I have nothing to help you, I can only tell you that he has returned to China."
"Did you tell him something?" Gu Pan asked hissingly.
Lin Birong was sitting in the galloping car, looking at the passing scenery through the window film, and said without any concealment, "Yes, I went to him and asked him to leave you."
"That's why you forced me to send him abroad, isn't it!"
Lin Birong's face with exquisite makeup was not touched by her son's excitement: "I said he is not good enough for you, please don't contact you again, and then he agreed, that's it. Gu Pan, it seems that you like him." A bad guy."
Gu Pan snorted and said, "Do you think I will believe it?"
"Whether you believe it or not, the fact is already like this," Lin Birong said, "Gu Pan, he left you."
"Do you believe that I can find him, do you believe it?" Gu Pan asked hoarsely.
There was no answer, and on the other end, Lin Birong hung up the phone.
Gu Pan felt like he was going crazy.
He didn't believe that Jian Su would leave him, and he didn't believe that he would have the heart not to contact him for such a long time, but more than half a month passed, and his mobile phone was turned on 24 hours a day. He searched all the people Jian Su knew, Sima He and Qiao Xiao also kept ordering songs and playing messages on the radio station, hoping that Jian Su could hear them.
but……
Days passed by, as if he had never appeared in this world, and there was no news of him.
One night, Gu Pan dreamed that Jian Su was dead, he woke up suddenly, and touched the corners of his eyes with trembling fingers, it was wet.
"give up."
In the bar, Gu Pan told Sima, Qiao Xiao and Li Xi.
Qiao Xiao's eyes widened: "What did you say? What did you give up?"
"I can't find it," Gu Pan raised his head and poured the wine in the glass down his throat, "If a person tries to avoid you, it will be useless for you to find it."
"So you want to break up with him?" Sima said calmly.
Gu Pan's eyes suddenly flashed a look of pain, but after a while, he looked down at the empty wine glass in his hand, raised his hand and said to the bartender, "One more glass."
"I'm asking you something." Sima asked coldly again.
"I..." A new cup was pushed onto the bar, Gu Pan took it over and drank nearly half of it in one gulp, "Maybe we... all have the same meaning..."
Sima stretched out his hand to Gu Pan: "Very well, this is exactly what I like to hear."
Everyone's expressions became very strange, Qiao Xiao slapped Sima on the back in surprise: "You are crazy, do you know what you are talking about?"
Gu Pan looked at Sima's hand reaching out to him: "What do you mean?"
"I didn't like you from the beginning. I hate that you intervene in Jian Su's life in this way. Do you know how much trouble you have caused him? If you didn't show up, if you didn't bring him into such a mess In the circle of life, Jian Su may still live foolishly and happily. There is no need to deal with such a powerful mother like you, and there is no need to spend so much effort to hide from you..."
Qiao Xiao pinched Sima's thigh with his hand under the table, gritted his teeth and said, "Stop talking..."
"Now that you say you want to break up with him, I'm very happy. Don't think that you can't find a boyfriend if he leaves. Here is a ready-made one. He couldn't see me when we lived together before. Now he's emotionally hurt. I It's just a good time to sneak in. Gu Pan, I don't think you mind?" Sima smiled.
Li Xi's expression could not be described as "shocked" at all. He looked at Sima: "What are you talking about? You...have you...have always liked...how could you be like this..."
Sima Li ignored Li Xi, but just stared at Gu Pan, holding his hands in a handshake gesture.
Gu Pan didn't speak, but everyone could see that his fingers were tightly pinching the wine glass with great force, as if he would crush the glass of wine in just one more second.
Li Xi's lower lip trembled, and Qiao Xiao was so frightened that he didn't dare to make a sound when he saw the situation.
"Don't talk?" Sima laughed.
Gu Pan turned his head to look at him, with such terrifying eyes that anyone would be terrified.
But Sima didn't, he still looked at him: "Reluctant? Not reconciled? Didn't you say you want to break up? Gu Pan, you clearly know that Jian Su has difficulties, but you can still say the word 'break up' so openly , do you know what a person like you is called in Tanmei Wen, it's called scumbag!"
There was a strange atmosphere slowly flowing among these four people, Sima looked at Gu Pan with hostility in his eyes, Li Xi's fingers were convulsed in pain, Qiao Xiao panicked and didn't know how to ease the atmosphere.
Suddenly, Gu Pan frowned, and when he raised his eyes, he seemed to remember something.
"What did you just say?" he asked.
Sima thought he was threatening him, so he said it again provocatively: "I ask you if you are reluctant, unwilling..."
"Not this! The one below!"
"Ah?" Sima was taken aback, and said hesitantly, "Scumbag?"
"Front!"
"...in Tanmei Wen..."
Gu Pan stood up, drank the remaining wine in the glass in one gulp, then shook hands with Gu Pan, a genuinely happy smile appeared on his face: "Thank you."
Sima was so confused by him that Monk Zhang Er couldn't figure it out: "Thank you...thank you for what?"
Gu Pan didn't answer, he strode out of the bar.
Qiao Xiao shouted behind him: "No, you really agree with the two of them being together! It can't be like this, this, this... you will be struck by lightning!"
Li Xi shouted to Sima: "I also object!"
Sima picked his ear with his little finger: "It's really noisy..."
Gu Pan opened the computer page and searched: Spring Breeze Scissors.
When the column appeared, Gu Pan took a deep breath and clicked in.There are two completed articles of more than 20 words in the column. The opening time of the articles is quite early, and there are very few clicks and favorites. However, the data of this article that is being updated now is indeed quite impressive. Unfortunately, it seems that it has been stuck for too long. The comments left by readers are full of depression.
The last chapter was updated on the day Jian Su left the UK, and since that day, he has not responded to any comments left by readers.
Checked the ip, which is also the address of the city where he is located.
The address of his current location cannot be found, it seems that this method... also failed...
but……
Gu Pan's fingers curled up on the computer keyboard.
If Jian Su will come back to this article to take a look, if he will...
This is the only way to reach him.
That night, Jian Su turned on the computer and habitually checked the clicks and favorites of his articles. He hadn't updated them for a long time, and readers of the articles lined up to request updates.
"Accidentally fell into the pit, in resentment, when will you come back to update, Little Scissors?"
"It's so unkind..."
"Update quickly..."
Swiping the wheel on the mouse with his fingers, he looked down at the comments one by one. He couldn't help laughing out at the cute comments of some readers.
Suddenly, his hand stopped.
The line of small characters on the computer interface seemed like an electric current passed through Jian Su's body from head to toe, making him unable to move.
A reader named "French Bread" left a message:
"It is irresponsible to disappear without a word."
A few readers downstairs who don't know the truth leave a message under this comment:
"+1"
"+2"
"+10086"
Baguette?
Could it be him?
Jian Su stared blankly at the reader's name, looked, looked...
He thumped the table and laughed loudly. If there were outsiders around at this time, they would definitely find Jian Su's sudden burst of laughter very inexplicable, but he kept laughing until tears were about to overflow.
He stretched out his hands and wiped the tears on his face indiscriminately, tried hard to resist the itchy feeling in his throat, and said to himself: "It's not good to choose something, choose this name."
"Sima, tell me, do you really like that Jian Su?" It was late at night, and the three of them were walking home. Li Xi was speechless all the way until he was about to reach the downstairs of the shared house, when he suddenly turned around. , Pursing his lips, asked.
Qiao Xiao was sandwiched between the two of them, looked left and right, and finally pointed to the sky, shouting: "I'll go up and open the door first!"
Evacuate quickly.
Sima folded his arms and turned to face him, his tone was cold: "Is it interesting to ask?"
The light from the street lamp at the corner cast powerlessly on the two of them, dragging their figures for a very, very long time.
"Maybe it's not interesting, but I want to know," he said.
Sima sneered, seemingly disdainful: "If I say yes, you will break up with me just like Gu Pan, right?"
Li Xi seemed to think about it seriously, and then replied: "No, it's your business that you like him, it's my business that I like you, I treat you... the spring silkworms will die until the silkworms die, and the wax torch will turn to ashes Tears start to dry..."
"Enough!" Sima howled, holding his head, and started again, started again!Tang Poetry and Song Ci that he blurted out!And this sentence is a universal sentence that Sima wrote in the composition praising the teacher when he was a child. Later, this sentence was banned by his teacher, claiming that he did not want to see it in the composition again, because he thought it was very unlucky, bah, far away up...
"I'm using the aggressive method, teacher, Teacher Li! Can't you see it?" Sima asked Li Xi, spreading his hands.
"I can't see it," Li Xi said, as if he didn't believe it. In addition, he had suspected that Sima and Jian Su had an affair a long time ago. "Your acting skills can win a little gold medal."
"Then how do you believe it, eh?"
Li Xi's eyes slowly lowered and he didn't speak.
"Alas~" Sima sighed, and then hooked his fingers towards Li Xi.
Li Xi didn't know why, so he hesitated for a while before walking over.
Sima waited impatiently, grabbed Li Xi's collar with both hands abruptly, then stood on tiptoe and moved his face closer.
Four lips stick together.
The little flying insect flew towards the street lamp unsteadily, and circled back and forth around the lamp.
Li Xi felt a fire burning from the bottom of his feet to the top of his head.
"Ah~" When they parted, there was another sigh, Sima shook his head, turned around and walked upstairs, muttering, "It's tiring to be in a relationship."
I don't know if it's him or someone else.
After Li Xi heard this, his whole body froze. After a while, Sima almost came to the corner of the stairs before he woke up, and asked in a trembling voice: "You mean...you mean..."
Sima leaned out from the corner: "Idiot!"
He means... he means...
Are we already in love!
☆, dusty past
Gu Pan would leave a message under Jian Su's article every day, occasionally commenting on his article, and occasionally asking him to come back quickly to update the article. One day Jian Su opened "Evaluations I Received" and found that he had added a long article. The review was also written by "French Bread".Another reader left a comment:
"Bread children's shoes and scissors, this is true love!"
After reading a long review from the beginning to the end, Jian Su felt astonished. He had never discovered that Gu Pan had such a good writing style.At this time, he looked back at his own text...
On the contrary... Anyway, it was originally written in Xiaobaiwen!
he thought bitterly.
In June, Lin Birong went to L City to inspect the branch office. The weather in L City was very abnormal that day.Dark clouds piled up densely from a distance, blocking a large area of sunlight, and the sky was as dark as night, like a solar eclipse, making people feel extremely uncomfortable.It was so dark for about 6 minutes, the sky boomed, and the thunder exploded. This sound was like an omen, and then "crash--", heavy rain came, and the sky regained some clarity.
It was probably just the most common thunderstorm in summer in this southern city. The most violent one lasted less than 10 minutes. The clouds slowly dispersed and the sky shone down again. Faucet.
An hour later, the cicadas sounded again, and even the water on the ground was almost dry.
When the real night came, Lin Birong sat on the sofa in a luxury hotel and read today's newspaper. The newspaper had a city panorama that looked like night today as the headline on the front page.
A bird flew over and landed on the window sill outside the room.
Lin Birong's cell phone rang.
"Hey?"
After listening to the person on the other end of the phone, Lin Birong suddenly stood up from the sofa, trembling uncontrollably.She took a deep breath and forced herself to calm down:
"What did you say?"
That night, Lin Birong got on the plane to England.
The plane took off, and in the first-class cabin, the flight attendants walked by row by row to check whether each passenger had turned off their mobile phones or fastened their seat belts. Lin Birong rested her forehead with her hands and leaned her elbows on the window, looking extremely tired.
"Ma'am, are you feeling unwell?" A flight attendant asked worriedly.
Lin Birong didn't speak, but just waved her hand, meaning to let the stewardess leave.
The stewardess thought for a while, then nodded: "If you feel unwell, please let us know." After speaking, she continued to walk towards the back seat.
"What did you say?"
"Bi Rong, Bi Lian wants to see you. She's probably dying, maybe...can't last for a few hours...you answer her phone and listen to her say a few words."
On the other end of the phone was Gu Chuan's voice. She had sworn never to see or hear anything about this man again. Just like this time, she was still itchy with hatred, and her head almost exploded with hatred. On, so the next second, she hung up the phone.
She stood there, the bird outside the window fluttered away, the air after a thunderstorm is the most refreshing and pleasant smell, Lin Birong seemed to be out of breath, and took several full breaths before calming down a little Some.
She pressed a few keys on the phone and put it to her ear.
"Get me a plane ticket..."
On the other side, it was around 3 p.m. in the UK. Gu Chuan was standing outside the ward. The red light on his mobile phone was showing that the call had been hung up. , he smiled and said to her: "She is rushing over, too late to answer the phone..."
Lin Birong's eyes slowly opened, her pale lips drew a shallow arc, and the words she spoke were all breathless.
"She... hung up the phone... she refused to answer... right? Oh, she said that she will never forgive me until she dies, and she will never..."
Gu Chuan sat on the edge of her bed, stretched out his hand and held Lin Bilian's hand forcefully, his voice choked:
"She said she would come, Bilian, if you hold on a little longer, you will see her, I didn't lie to you!"
Lin Bilian stared blankly at the ceiling, with no expression on her face: "I'm so tired... I don't want to keep going... I want to sleep... Sleepy..."
"Don't sleep! Don't close your eyes!" Gu Chuan squeezed her hand hard, "Just a little while, Bi Rong will be here soon, soon! You haven't seen each other for so many years, don't you have anything to say?" ? She told me she forgave you, don't you want to hear her say it? Do you remember the first time I saw you two? "
Lin Bilian blinked, and that blink was extremely slow, which shocked Gu Chuan, only to see her eyelids raised again, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
"Remember...it's not romantic at all...I...I didn't dare to look up at you..."
Gu Chuan started to talk, he talked to her for a long time, Lin Birong listened quietly, Gu Chuan would stop sometimes, and would not continue until he heard Lin Bilian's short answer.
It was getting dark and night was coming. The incandescent lights in the hospital corridors were lit up, and the nurses were pushing the carts. The sound of the wheels scraping the ground was particularly noisy in this quiet night.
"Tattoo..."
The high-heeled shoes made a high-frequency sound when they stepped on the ground.
"You secretly wore Birong's clothes to attend the party. At that time, I thought you were her. You were so beautiful that night, like an angel..."
"boom!"
The door was pushed open.
Lin Birong's hand was still in the posture of pushing the door open. She stood panting at the door, her hair was scattered in a hurry. She just stood at the door with the light behind her back, looking at the two people in the ward, with the expression on her face can not see clearly.
Gu Chuan stood up slowly: "Bi Rong..."
Lin Bilian trembled all over, her lower lip trembled, and then turned her head to stare at the person at the door with all her strength.
"Sister..." As soon as the words fell, tears rolled down the bridge of the nose.
Lin Birong closed her eyes and walked towards the hospital bed step by step. Lin Bilian stretched out her hand to her. She was weak and had no strength at all, but now she felt full of strength.
"You go out, I'll talk to her alone for a while." Lin Birong didn't look at him.
Gu Chuan knew that she was talking about him, so he nodded and went out.
"I thought he was lying to me. I didn't expect that you would really come..." Lin Bilian said.
Lin Birong sat down on the chair that Gu Chuan had been sitting in, put her bag on her knees, and did not touch Lin Bilian's extended hand: "Yes, I'm here."
"Sister, back then..."
"Don't mention what happened back then. Let me take a look at your body. Have you been taking good medicine for the past few years? Remember the doctor said before that if you take good care of yourself, you should be able to live to the age of a normal person." Lin Birong said Eyes lowered, asked.
Lin Bilian shook her head slowly: "I don't feel well in my heart...of course the disease won't get better..."
Lin Birong was silent for a while, avoiding her words: "I will stay here to take care of you for a few days."
"It's not necessary," Lin Bilian smiled, "I know my body well, sister, after more than ten years, I finally see you again, I want to ask you...I only have one question to ask you..."
She reached out her hand suddenly, grabbed Lin Birong's hand, and held it in her palm.
"Do you still hate me?" she asked, eyes widening.
Lin Birong looked up at the ceiling, blinked her eyes, then lowered her head, smiled wryly, and asked, "You ask me if I hate you... Bilian...why do you have to ask such a stupid question..."
Lin Bilian gasped for breath and looked at her.
"I regard you as my dearest sister. Even my current daughter is not as loving as I was to you back then. Bilian, Bilian, but what did you do to me?" She actually laughed out loud, " You married another man. First, because you were barren, you begged me to give you Gu Pan as your son. That is my own son! But you cried and begged me, I love you, and I couldn’t see you crying, so I agreed. .In the end, Gu Pan was caught by me in less than a month. What were you doing at that time? You were in my room, on my husband's bed..."
Lin Birong's eyes gradually became moist, but no tears fell down.
Lin Bilian listened in a daze, as if in a daze as if she was listening to other people's affairs.
"You said that you and Gu Chuan are true love. You want to be together. I don't agree. Our parents disagree. Gu Chuan said he would take you away, and even Gu Pan. I dragged Gu Pan away. Can't let him be taken away by you, on the other hand, your ex-husband came to my house and blamed my anger on me, saying that I couldn't tie my husband, and finally stuffed my third baby in the bathtub You know, I can feel my child’s resentment every night, whether I hate it or not, whether I hate it or not!”
"I managed to snatch Gu Pan back, but the other child left. At that time, I always subconsciously regarded him as your child, and I would blame him for the child's death. At the same time, he The longer I grew, the more I looked like Gu Chuan. I vented all my hatred on him, but I didn't want him to be taken away by anyone, so I left me just like his father did back then! Do you know that my whole life, You have ruined my children! Lin Bilian, I said, I will never forgive you until I die!"
Lin Bilian's lips were trembling, tears were pouring down like rain, her hands were still holding on to Lin Birong's hand, their hands were cold, cold into the bones.
"Sister...I know you...hate me...this way I...I can go away at ease...If you say...forgive me...I know...that must be...it must be false..."
An abnormal flush appeared on Lin Bilian's cheeks, and her breathing began to speed up obviously.
"Sister...sister...I was wrong...our next life...don't...don't be sisters..."
Lin Birong clenched her other hand tightly, her nails digging into her palm.
"Sister... I'm sorry..."
Lin Birong gritted her teeth, and looked down at Lin Bilian. They hadn't seen each other for more than ten years. They were all old, and they couldn't even hide their gray hair.Lin Bilian spent so many years in self-blame, Lin Birong relied on hatred to pass the day like a drug addict, and it seemed that only such extreme emotions could become the bond between them.
"Beep-"
The harsh sound of the machine sounded in the ward.
"Go to sleep..." Lin Birong stretched out her hand and gently stroked Lin Bilian's cheek, "My sister is here with you, don't be afraid..."
Just like when she was a child, Lin Bilian was lying on the bed with the quilt pulled up to her eyes: "Sister, I'm a little scared."
"Don't be afraid, sister is here with you, what are you afraid of?"
"Bilian... Bilian..."
Tears fell down in big drops.
"Billian!!!"
The cry was like the thunder in the daytime, and the tears burst into tears. At that moment, she was no longer Lin Birong, she was just a sister who lost her sister.
☆, end chapter
Jian Su didn't want to admit at all that she chose the city where Gu Pan would hold her first concert absolutely out of selfishness. The lights in City S are more dense than the lights in the city where I used to live. Looking out from the room I was in, there was a vast expanse of light, like golden gravel under a sparkling river, it was too beautiful to behold.
The next day he went out to buy things in a nearby supermarket, while thinking "Qiao Xiao will scold him if he knows", while picking up instant noodles from the shelf, he accidentally knocked off the bucket of instant noodles stacked next to him .He quickly squatted down to clean up, and at this time a man also came to help him pick up the things. "Thank you." Jian Su said, pulling down the sunglasses on his nose a little, and finally saw, isn't this Ding Hang?
"I'm sorry..." Ding Hang also raised his eyes at this time, and was stunned.
Jian Su hurriedly pushed up the sunglasses to cover her face, put the instant noodles back on the shelf, turned around and pushed the cart, and wanted to leave.
"Jane Su!" Ding Hang shouted, chasing after her.
Oh, I recognized it...
Jian Su curled her lips, turned her head and sighed, and lazily responded: "Hey..."
Half an hour later, the two sat face to face in a coffee shop.
"Why are you here?" Ding Hang asked first.
Jian Su kept drawing circles in the coffee cup with the stir stick, and dealt with it vaguely: "Well... come to relax, how about you?"
Ding Hang looked at Jian Su with his head down, and smiled: "I'm here with Lingling for shopping."
"Oh, yes, Miss Qianjin."
Ding Hang asked: "The company, why did you resign?"
Jian Su lowered her head and took a sip of her coffee, tsk tsk tsk, it's really bitter.
"That's the thing, don't you basically know everything?" Jian Su swallowed the coffee in her mouth, seemingly speaking casually.
Ding Hang frowned: "Isn't it proven innocent, why haven't you come back?"
Jian Su looked out of the window, at this moment, Gu Pan's song started to play in the coffee shop. It was a very gentle song, which was especially suitable for listening in such a summer day:
"I don't think you're out of the loop yet
That song is not over yet
I want you to come to me silently
That song will not be played a second time..."
Jian Su blinked her eyes, looked down at her cup: "Don't ask this, okay, I... don't really want to mention it."
Ding Hang understood, nodded and stopped talking about it. The coffee in his cup hadn't even taken a sip yet. The clover painted on the white foam was so cute, Ding Hang seemed a little reluctant to destroy it.
"I read in the newspaper that you and Gu Pan..." wanted to ask, but unfortunately it was an unpleasant topic again, "Did you break up?"
Jian Su also saw the speculation in the newspaper, not only
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