The smile of the reborn king

When he went out, the little black brother was carrying a mountaineering bag on his shoulders, and a few knots of red sandalwood branches were tied to the side of the mountaineering bag—he hadn’t fulfilled his promise to carve a wooden pendant for Lu Yu, and he wore a shoulder bag around his neck. Holding a small stainless steel warm water bottle with one hand, and holding Lu Yu who is relaxed in his trouser pocket with the other hand, he walks calmly and steadily, with his feet on the ground.

Lu Yu, on the other hand, wore a hat, looked around, walked around, and leaned over to chat and laugh in his ear from time to time.

If you ignore the couple atmosphere between them, the two look more like single parents taking their children on a trip than when they came here.

Brother Xiaohei enjoyed Lu Yu's dependence on him very much, and at the same time became more alert to his surroundings. After leading Lu Yu down the mountain, when he passed the entrance of the scenic spot cinema at the foot of Lushan Mountain, he suddenly shrank his eyes and said in a low voice: "Lu Yu, you look."

Lu Yu also saw the poster.

Both of them are people who can see all directions and listen to all directions. It is hard not to notice the poster of "The Mausoleum of the Great Emperor", because there is only one person on the poster, which is the silhouette of the young emperor played by Lu Yu. He is wrapped in bandages. Playing the piano alone, his handsome and ruthless profile reflected an indescribable and inexplicable melancholy and arrogance under the rising sun.

There have long been tourists standing under the poster and looking intently. There are men and women, and most of them are women. After all, Lu Yu is shirtless. Although it is on the side and his chest is wrapped with bandages, he can still vaguely see the flatness of his chest muscles. There are also boys The broad shoulders, not to mention the strong and straight back profile...

The white bandage, the bright red blood, the honey-colored skin, the stern expression... full of youthful and precocious juvenile sexiness.

"I didn't have this poster before. Besides, isn't "The Mausoleum of the Great Emperor" going to compete for many awards at the Cannes Film Festival? It's only the beginning of February, why is it released so early?"

Lu Yu smiled softly.

Brother Xiao Hei frowned, and said in a deep voice, "You shouldn't take off your clothes when filming." Then he looked at the time on the poster and turned his head, "Tomorrow the premiere will be in City X."

Knowing what he was worried about, Lu Yu shook his head and said, "I didn't plan to watch it, let it go to the premiere by itself. Besides, tomorrow is my mother's death day, so I want to stay in City A to accompany my mother."

The little black brother was seen through by him, and he was not embarrassed. He hummed, held his hand firmly and firmly, stopped a taxi, and returned to the hotel room they had booked before.

No one recognized Lu Yu on the road. First, the poster was just a side profile, and it was an ancient costume with makeup, and not everyone had seen it; second, Lu Yu covered half of his face with a down jacket and hood, and there was a little black brother Blocking the passing crowd, it is really difficult to recognize him unless you get close to him.

Little Blackie packed up his things, and led Lu Yu into the car he drove from City X - it was easy for him to change the license plate of the car - and he drove to City A at a leisurely pace.

Mother Lu's death is on February [-]rd in the Gregorian calendar, which is New Year's Eve this year and New Year's Eve that year.

"When my mother passed away, Lu Xianggeng stayed by the bedside. She walked quite peacefully, and she was not a person who was stubborn and unwilling. It was just that... she was very worried about me. When she left, she was speechless. He still held my hand and refused to let go.”

Lu Yu leaned on the passenger seat, and said softly with a slightly erratic voice.

He was originally very calm, and after so many years, his heart has long been honed and matured, but sitting in this car, sitting next to the quiet and warm little black brother, talking about the past when he was really young, For some reason, he suddenly got wet eyes.

He closed his eyes, feeling a little stuffy in his chest, a little inexplicably aggrieved that almost wanted to choke.

——Why are you so fragile?When did I, Lu Yu, feel wronged?It's almost as if I wronged others!

He frowned, suddenly his shoulders felt warm, and he turned his head to look. The little black brother was looking at him with searching eyes. His bright black eyes were pure and pure under his thick eyebrows, as if he was saying: "There is still me." , no matter where you go, I will always be with you.

With warmth in his heart, Lu Yu waved away his arm: "Concentrate on driving! With you, I feel sentimental."

"Oh." Brother Xiao Hei raised his eyebrows secretly, took this as a compliment, and stopped driving obediently.

***

It was already the early morning of February [-]rd when we arrived in City A. Lu Yu did not live in the empty home he had abandoned. Although it was his mother's legacy there, there was no need to live in it to remember it.

There was a gatekeeper in the cemetery, and it was too early in the morning, so they checked into the hotel.

Lu Yu was sleepy and didn't take off his clothes. He fell on the bed and said, "Don't take off your clothes, come here and let me hold you. We won't do it today."

The little black brother said "um", got into the bed and was hugged by him, and stretched out his arms to hug him tenderly, feeling that two people, loving each other, loving each other, spending this life together, what could be more attractive than this human?He thought: How did my little black brother ever expect to meet such a person who loves me?

So he hugged Lu Yu even tighter.

Then Lu Yu frowned, and dismissed his rare feelings with one word, and heard him say in a rough voice: "Let go, are you stupid? Covered with a quilt, wearing clothes, and hugging so tightly, you can even get prickly heat in winter." .” What a rough and reckless guy who “doesn’t understand style”.

The little black brother let go, and the corners of his mouth pulled up a little bit, secretly said: Yes, anyway, you are the reason.

……

The next morning.

Lu Yu didn't eat. After bathing and washing, he changed into brand new clean white clothes inside and out. It's not too solemn, but very serious and meticulous.

Seeing him like this, Xiao Hei also learned and behaved. He put on the dark clothes he had prepared, went out to the car, and said, "Drink some clear soup before you go, so that you can moisten your stomach in the morning."

Lu Yu put on his seat belt and hummed: "Go buy it, we two will eat in front of mother's grave. Also, bring a bouquet of calla lilies to mother, she likes that flower, you go buy it, a larger bunch, it's a gift. "

"Okay." Brother Xiao Hei followed his word and was meticulous.

Driving to the outside of the cemetery, when the two walked in, Little Hei looked around vigilantly, while Lu Yu was aloof, unaware of stalking and watching, and there was such a considerate "bodyguard" like Little Hei by his side Accompany you, so you don't get distracted.

But when he came to the tomb, he couldn't help being stunned: Why is Lu Xianggeng so early this time?

There is also a bunch of fresh white calla lilies in front of the tomb, and a conspicuous note...

He frowned, first took a large handful of calla lilies from the little black brother, respectfully put them on his mother, and said in a low voice, "Mom, I'm coming to see you." But when he said this, no matter how many vicissitudes he had gone through, he couldn't escape the grief of being an orphan and missing his mother, so he burst into tears.

Some feelings, time will stretch it for a long time, it seems to have been indifferent, but when you get close, you find that it has been stopping there, just waiting for you to get close, and then when you get close, it burns like a flame When you hit it, it burns until you cry out in pain.

How could little black brother see him cry?The bottom of my heart twitched, and I stretched out my big hand to wipe his tears. The fingers that were so slick with flying knives were a little clumsy when wiping his lover's tears, but the thick and masculine voice softened, and said in a low voice: "Don't cry, You are older than me in terms of age, I call you brother?"

This is not flirting, but purely to tease Lu Yu's heart.

Lu Yu felt relieved when he heard his words, took out a tissue to wipe away the tears on his face, turned his head and smiled lightly: "I didn't cry, I just couldn't hold it back." Then he looked at the note, frowned and sighed, "Lu Xianggeng still Don't give up? Is there any advantage for me that he should take advantage of?"

He leaned over and picked up the piece of paper that was pressed down by the pebbles, and upon seeing it, his expression changed slightly.

Little Hei frowned, and quickly asked in a low voice, "Who kept it?"

Lu Yu stared blankly at the note, read it again, and seemed to see 33-year-old Zheng Yi kneeling in front of him with a serious attitude, looking at him with eyes full of attachment, smiling at him calmly, and said: Ayu, let's Playing the game of "command and obey", I have always been a good soldier who listens to you!

A trace of complicated trance flashed across his face, and he came to his senses only after hearing the calm voice of Little Heige. He passed the note over without hesitation, took a deep breath, and whispered calmly: "It's Zheng Yi, he remembered."

When Xiao Hei heard the word "Zheng Yi", his thick eyebrows frowned even more, his eyes were filled with disgust and hatred, he looked down at the note, his heart skipped a beat, and he turned to look at Lu Yu.

Lu Yu had already forced himself to be calm, curled the corners of his mouth, and smiled slightly: "The one who said these words is the Zheng Yi I loved in my previous life." When he spoke, his eyes were very clear, and what was reflected was the shadow of Little Hei, Then he said, "I'm a bit of a stubborn person, sometimes I'm so arrogant, sometimes I'm so paranoid that people can be disdainful, but that's just me."

He said, stretching out his hand to hold the little black brother's big hand, his voice was deep and serious, "Now, I have paid off the debt between me and Zheng Yi, and he doesn't owe me anything. I am clean and alone, just I died once, abandoned my previous life, broke up with Zheng Yi, fell in love with you simply, and was lucky enough to fall in love with you, that's all. You don't think I'm messing around, do you?"

Brother Xiao Hei stared at him for a while, seeing that he spoke seriously, he really felt at ease.When did he worry about gains and losses?This is the first time he has experienced love, the deeper he loves, the more he is reluctant to part with it, the more afraid he is and cannot be threatened. He raised the corners of his mouth and said in a low voice: "My little black brother is not a man without abilities. Follow you closely, and won't let you have the chance to be careless."

Lu Yu also laughed, pulled out the note, and put it back to its original place: "When I die, I die. What else is there?"

I straightened up and said, "Let's go to the north. I want to go to school, live a peaceful life, and study antique and beautiful jade. This is the life I yearned for in my previous life, and I am working hard after rebirth. Now, I can finally start with someone ..."

***

Sometimes Zheng Yi can't tell whether he is in a dream or living in reality; sometimes he can't tell whether he is 20 years old or 33 years old; sometimes, he will suddenly cover his head I thought: Where is Ayu?Why haven't I seen him for a long time?

Then, with a pain in my heart, I remembered that Lu Yu was dead, and the remote-control stun fog bomb he had personally placed...

He had anticipated Lu Yu's intention to break up and made arrangements in advance to keep Lu Yu. No matter how angry Lu Yu was with him afterwards, no matter whether Lu Yu said afterwards, "Don't use me as an excuse to make things up for me." Advocate", he always wants to keep Lu Yu, otherwise Lu Yu will go away, and he will really not be able to find him back!

However, he was stopped by someone sent by Zheng Laolong, and then the remote control was lost, and before he could react in time, Lu Yu was shot dead.So fast, so fast that it seemed premeditated.

Lu Yu didn't have any precautions against him, how could he know that there was a trap set by his lover in the house he lived in?

Fate played a big joke on them.

When Zheng Yi finally arrived, what he saw was his cold lover sitting against the wall in a pool of blood. He couldn't believe it, how could he die?How could Lu Yu die?

In his impression, the person who always protects him gracefully and firmly through life and death has absolutely nothing to do with death, so he sometimes ignores the past, and in the next struggle , Counting Lu Yu's strength among them, they are lovers, shouldn't lovers support each other?

He felt that it was only natural that Lu Yu helped him break through, as if he was oppressed by Lu Yu.

However, at that moment, he suddenly realized that Lu Yu would also die, and Lu Yu would also turn into a cold corpse...

He staggered and rushed over in a daze. After a while, he realized that the tears had already flowed down. He hugged Lu Yu carefully and called his name over and over in a low voice, but Lu Yu would never respond to him again. He regretted the pain, He cried hysterically, but the person he lost, who he didn't know was so precious, would never come back.

He remembered the movie he had seen with Lu Yu, and there was a line in it: ... If you fall in love with someone, even if you love only three points, but once he dies because of you, then your heart will be Not only love, but also guilt, remorse and nostalgia, so three points of love, three points of guilt, three points of remorse, three points of nostalgia, add up to twelve points of weight, it will make people feel overwhelmed...

Only three points of love can make people feel overwhelmed with pain. What if you suddenly find that you have very much love in your heart?

With a weight of forty cents, how can he live alone?

He's like a choked fish, he has no way out, he's crazy to take revenge on everyone, he's as ruthless as a devil from hell!

But no matter how hard he tried, it was impossible for the dead to come back to life.

Then he was stupid alone, he hugged his head, he scratched his head and cried and laughed, he got drunk, he fantasized about going to sleep, and when he woke up, he would find that it was just a nightmare, Lu Yu was not dead yet, Still hugging him on the bed...

But what he ushered in was just waking up again and again, and blows again and again.

He wants to go back to the past, even in his dreams.But that is just fantasy at best, people live in this most realistic world, everyone wants to go back to the past, but who can go back to the past?Time cannot be turned back, fate is always gone forever, otherwise there will be no such word as regret in the world.

There is a saying that is too true: the dead cannot be resurrected.

……

Then, when he thought he would follow Lu Yu, he suddenly found that he had really returned to the past when he woke up. It was ridiculous, but pleasantly surprised!

He found that he seemed to be integrated with his 20-year-old self, and his temperament was somewhat contradictory; or he was still the 20-year-old self, but with more memories from his previous life?

Before he had time to figure this out, he suddenly discovered that Lu Yu was also the Lu Yu who had returned to the past, but Lu Yu no longer wanted to love him, and it seemed that Lu Yu had been killed by him again...

It's too funny, isn't it? He froze for a moment, then laughed so hard that he nearly fainted, he really wanted to shout to the sky: You're the one who is ruthless.

But he had a glimmer of hope after all. He didn't see Lu Yu die with his own eyes, so Lu Yu might still be alive. He knew what kind of ability Lu Yu had. It wasn't that Lu Yu had never been seriously injured or poisoned before. Yu was with him, so many tribulations, didn't they all come through smoothly?

He slapped himself twice, but with this glimmer of hope as his backbone, he stood up firmly, walked out of the bedroom, looked at this most familiar world indifferently and insightfully, and then asked in the most gentle way: A Yu , are you still alive?Tell me, I just want to know if you're still there.

There is one sentence he didn't write, or he didn't tell the truth: Ayu, if you are still here, I, Zheng Yi, will never let you go in this life. The feeling of losing once is enough for me .