The smile of the reborn king

Brother Xiao Hei didn't stare at Lu Yu as usual, he only looked at the corner of the stairs in front of him, and his thick voice was so calm that it was almost deep, as if saying: It doesn't matter how you answer, just tell me.

However, Lu Yu's heart trembled slightly when he heard it, and his stuffy chest felt a little sore for a moment. He was in the middle of the situation, and he felt the truth, but at the same time, he seemed to be distracted and thought: Why am I so sentimental, isn't it? The mentality I want, I have to be calm and rational... I am no longer the arrogant paranoid I used to be, and I want to be free and easy after being reborn...

However, blindly pursuing a free and easy life that does not touch the body, blindly pursuing the casualness that does not worry about everything, and guarding one's heart coldly from beginning to end, is this behavior itself not a kind of paranoia?

Once bitten, twice shy.

He thought in a daze, and the more he thought about it, the more confused and confused he became.

Then he closed his eyes suddenly, crushed all his messy thoughts, opened them again, and grabbed Little Heige's hand with his backhand, without turning his head, he only asked softly, "You? What do you want? , where do you want to go?"

Hearing this, Little Hei's heart tightened, he raised his hand, held his hand tightly with his big hand, turned his head to look at him with bright eyes, moved his lips, and said in a low voice: "I don't understand."

Lu Yu could hear a hint of caution in his words, how could he have the ghastly and courageous confrontation with the four bodyguards just now?The pain in his heart actually became heavier. For no reason, he was silent for a moment, smiled at himself vaguely, and answered the question slowly: "If only I had met you back then, I was just getting retribution."

——At the beginning again?What retribution?

Brother Xiao Hei frowned suddenly, thinking of the conversation he had with Zheng Yi about dreams before, the feeling of an outsider who couldn't understand and couldn't get in his mouth came to his heart, the fog in his mind became thicker, and he wanted to ask again, But looking at his cold and self-deprecating expression, he felt inexplicably distressed, so he lowered his eyes again, and kept silent, only clenched his hands more moderately.

But even if he doesn't ask, there are some things that must be said, and it must be said clearly, so that it can be settled, so what's the point of such entangled fooling around?

Lu Yu naturally understood the truth.

After getting into the car and leaving the hospital for a while, he suddenly whispered, "What I told you at the quarry last time is true."

The little black brother drove silently, frowning and thinking: What did you say?What was said at that time...

Then there was a shock, remembering that Lu Yu chuckled in his ear at that time, and said, "I am a vengeful ghost, reborn into this body, Zheng Yi, do you know? He is my lover in my previous life, and he got married. , betrayed me"...

He shrank his eyes, feeling extremely absurd, but besides that, what else did Lu Yu say at that time?

He turned his head suddenly, and asked in surprise and doubt: "What did you say last time?"

Lu Yu looked forward, with the corners of his mouth slightly hooked, and said calmly: "Didn't you remember it? It's just what you think. I'm a reborn ghost, understand? Pay attention to driving, why don't you say it before, now I'm It is also a mortal body, and if it dies this time, it may not be able to come back to life."

Then he turned his head and smiled indifferently, "You won't be afraid, will you?"

Little Heige's body muscles tensed, his tough and honest face was no longer calm as before, his heart was tugging, he forced himself to turn around, parked the car on the side of the road, and then continued to stare at him like cold stars, as if he was distinguishing something , secretly clenched his fists, and asked again slowly: "Lu Yu, are you joking? Are you not human?"

He asked slowly and seriously, his tough face was so serious that it was almost solemn.

Lu Yu smiled when he heard "ha", and the depression in his heart instantly felt like he was being compared. He raised his fist and gave him a hammer, saying: "Don't scold me, you are not human!"

The little black brother sat still and was beaten by him, his strong body was stable and stable, he didn't even shake it, and he still stared at him with steadfast eyes, seeing him smiling and angry as usual, he remembered the relationship between the two before The sleeping body was intimate, and he couldn't help but relax his chest. He blinked Sen Liang's eyes vigorously, and realized that he was in the habit of robbing graves just now.

"I'm sorry, I just listened to what you said about dreams before, and I was guessing about this aspect. You suddenly said it too mysteriously, and I didn't realize it." He smiled slightly, stretched out his hand as if to remedy, and tentatively grabbed Lu Yu. hands.

The corner of Lu Yu's mouth was slightly hooked, and he let him hold his hand, just smiled lowly: "You are really handsome when you smile, and it is very tempting to me."

Hearing this, Little Hei looked at him with brighter eyes, his tough and stylish face was a little gentle, and the corners of his mouth twitched again.

There was a soft light in Lu Yu's eyes, and then he regained his composure. He withdrew his hand, looked up at the outside of the car, took a deep breath, and unknowingly relaxed a lot, and sighed slightly: "You really are my good medicine. .Talk to you and you can relax. It’s only been a few hours, and I’m starting to miss the peaceful little days before.”

Little Hei's smile subsided, his expression returned to his usual calmness, and he spoke an abstraction along with his words, and his voice was still masculine and low: "If you are sick, take medicine, and you will always get better. When the time comes, the medicine will be gone." Yes, is this what you mean?"

Lu Yu couldn't help laughing again, why is this person so funny, "Then you can't let me be terminally ill and use it as a medicine jar?"

Brother Xiao Hei pulled the corner of his mouth, and the remaining depression in his chest was swept away. His thick eyebrows and black eyes appeared honest under a pure smile. Then he thought of Zheng Yi, his eyes flashed darkly, he clenched his fist secretly, and asked, "What do you mean?" , are we still a couple? Then what is your attitude towards what Zheng Yi said...?"

When "Zheng Yi" was mentioned, Lu Yu's smile became lighter, and he put his hand on his strong thigh, and said with lowered eyes: "I am lucky to go back to the past. There are many factors, and I myself I don't understand what's going on, but I also understand that if I die again, I will definitely disappear, and there is no one like 'Lu Yu' in the world. How can I be haunted by him again?"

He laughed a little self-deprecatingly, "Zheng Yi and I, we are both suffering retribution. The past life was my paranoid choice. From my crush on him to my pursuit of him, it was all a result of my own creation. I died once and it's not over yet." In the past life, he didn't know how to cherish it. From using me to loving me, everything he did could not escape the origin of selfishness. It was only because I took a step back in sexual matters. Other than that, I'm making concessions."

He told his biggest secret in the car, and in front of Little Hei, he calmly said, "Until I gave up my life, completely, and there was nothing left. He also inexplicably inherited the feelings of his previous life from the dream, but he didn't know what happened between us, so he pestered me."

He recalled talking, startled for a moment, and then said, "So I said that we are all receiving retribution, I pay his debt, he pays my love, and when the two are settled, I can be free. He If I want to know the old dreams of my previous life, I will let him know: I died, it was a farewell to him, luckily I didn’t die completely, so I can only continue to break up with him for the second time.”

"I can't kill him, I can't control my heart, but it doesn't mean that I still want to love him. Next, I will get along with him temporarily, and wait for him to become the Zheng Yi I know well. I was dying in my previous life. Only then can we continue to make a complete break with him."

He closed his eyes, opened them again, turned to look at Brother Hei, and said calmly, "You, you can decide for yourself, you can go wherever you want, you don't need to ask me."

Brother Xiao Hei listened quietly, holding his breath, without saying a word, still feeling unbelievably absurd and dazed, but he listened carefully, and only after listening did he truly understand Lu Yu's attitude at this time. There is also a vague illusion of rebirth.

Since Lu Yu is a real person, he didn't care about rebirth or not, he just grabbed Lu Yu's hand immediately, his tall and straight figure was sitting still, his black eyes were shining, and his voice was deep. Ask: "I won't go. I just want to know, what kind of relationship do you get along with him temporarily?"

Lu Yu looked at him with clear eyes, and had a clear understanding of his thoughts, but he didn't know whether his heart was sour or happy, sour. After past lives until now, he could no longer summon up the strength to love with all his strength. Joy, so steady and sincere The man, obviously also has gradually developed love for him, how can people not want to cherish it?

He took a deep breath, turned his head away from him, covered the fluctuations in his eyes, and said lightly: "If you don't leave me for a day, when I get along with him, I will try to avoid intimacy. However, you must also see clearly This person, I have lived with Zheng Yi for ten years, and I have not learned anything else, but my selfish heart has been completely influenced by him. It is true that I am tempted by you, but I have not really 'loved' you. In the future, I probably won't love anyone that much again, I only love myself."

As he said that, his expression became calmer, looking at the distant front outside the car, he said calmly and directly, "I am with you to take advantage of your stability and occupy your stability. Look clearly, I won't need you in the future. Just like what you said 'the illness is cured', there may not be any ending between me and you. You can see who I am, and don't be fooled by my appearance and the so-called 'graciousness'. People, no matter At any time, you must take care of yourself first, and then mention other things. This is my advice."

Little Hei's heart tightened when he heard that, but seeing him who was laughing and indifferent just now, his chest became unreasonably soft for some reason, and he wanted to immediately stretch out his arms to hug him tightly, but he resisted the unexplained impulse, The voice became more and more relaxed, and he asked in a low voice: "Then what should I do?"

Then I thought of my previous attitude, and I didn't care about embarrassment and shame, and immediately said, "I don't want to be so awkward and disgusting when I go to bed with you, but I don't know why, I obviously don't feel disgusted, but I can't accept it for a while. , in the future, when you come, you will..."

Lu Yu shook his head, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "There is no need to go to that level. Although I have desires to satisfy, I am not a sex maniac. Didn't I have no contact with anyone for a few months before, let's talk about this , it is even more impossible for me to force you to do anything."

After a pause, he said, "I've said all I need to say. Let's go, go home."

I thought: I have indeed learned from Zheng Yi, and the price is clearly marked here. Whoever wants me to fall in love with him, who wants me to paranoidly risk my life to love deeply like in my previous life, depends on how much he can pay for me. I will never be easy for anyone again...

Looking at the little black brother in a blink of an eye, I thought again: For my bronze wine bottle, you are willing to work hard, how much of it is gratitude, and how much is love?But just because of your heart, as long as you don't betray me, I will never betray you first.

The little black brother was driving the car, and suddenly asked: "In your previous life, was that scarface killed you?"

Lu Yu did not deny it.

Little Hei's eyes were bloodthirsty, murderous intent flashed in his eyes, and he stopped talking.

Lu Yu turned to look at him, and said seriously: "Don't touch him, he is just an executioner, the real mastermind behind the scenes, I always have to figure it out quietly to relieve my grievances. I have found a trustworthy helper, This time, wait for that person to help me find out the Internet rumors, and then I will hand over this matter one by one to him to investigate for me."

Brother Xiao Hei frowned, "Yeah" and said: "I listen to you." Turning his head to look at him, staring back at the front, he said in a deep voice, "From now on, as long as I don't die, no one can hurt you again. do not worry."

At noon, Lu Yu took a shower and changed clothes, cooked and ate, and was late again when he returned to school.

After sending him to school, the little black brother returned home and stayed behind. He worked hard in the gym to hone his strength and toughness. He worked harder than before. While practicing throwing knives in his own way, he was also thinking about Gun issue.

He used to work for the Zhao family in the north, so he had access to a lot of firearms. Even now, he still had a pistol and two packs of bullets in his canvas bag, but it was not enough.

——There is still some money in the passbook, which is enough to buy some firearms and simple reconnaissance equipment.

He thought a lot, and after a thorough analysis of all aspects, he had been exercising for more than an hour, then took a shower and wiped his body, and then walked back to the master bedroom with a towel on without any clothes on, took out the portable safe, and pressed the password.

Just as the safe door was opened a little, fine white quicksand suddenly flowed out along the small crack of the door.

He frowned, dodged backwards, stretched his arms and continued to open the door of the safe, and then he was taken aback. After a few months, the original drunk statue of Lu Zu turned out to be exactly as Lu Yu said. Corroded and weathered, turned into a pile of thin white dust.

The dark red passbook was originally wrapped in a plastic bag and pressed under the statue, but it was also submerged under this pile of white trash.

He got up and went to the bedside table, opened the drawer, and wanted to take a paper bag to wrap the white powder. Suddenly, he found a stack of paper bags and a flat wooden box under the manuscript paper. He recognized that it was Lu Yusheng's unfinished ink. Jade pendant.

Lu Yu used to hide in the small study room every time he carved, so that he would not be seen. At this time, after thinking for a while, the corners of his lips pulled up imperceptibly. He took out the wooden box and opened it carefully. Cloth, when the soft cloth is lifted, the semi-finished Mocui pendant is revealed.

The four ancient seal characters of "One World Peace" are inlaid in the middle of the ink green squarely, and the surrounding patterns have been drawn with exquisite imprints, and there is no time to carve them.

Brother Hei's eyes were soft unconsciously, thinking that every time Lu Yu hid in the small study and dedicated himself to engraving "peace" blessings for him, he couldn't help but feel warm in his heart, the smile on his lips deepened, and he carefully covered the soft cloth back. , picked up a neatly folded brown-yellow paper bag, turned around and gently swept the white powder into it with the manuscript paper.

Then the manuscript paper was suddenly blocked by something.

His heart jumped: Lu Yu really expected it, and Bao Zhongbao?

He moved more carefully and fully, and when the white spots around the thing in the middle gradually emptied and its image appeared, the little black brother was dumbfounded—a bronze wine bottle?

The exposed bronze wine bottle was full of cracks, but there was no sign of breaking, which was exactly in line with Lu Yu's description.

He suddenly remembered that he said to Lu Yu before, "I was afraid I would die. I wanted to drop it, but I was lucky enough to meet you and was saved by you. This thing has been kept." He also remembered Lu Yu once said: " It was originally my thing, but now I want to get it back", and then think about Lu Yu saying today, "It's just what you think, I'm a ghost with a rebirth"...

He was stunned on the spot: Is this the one that Lu Yu wanted?in the case of……