Shen Gong Ji

In the early morning of the next day, a thick layer of fog landed in the Zihuan Garden, and the vast smoke swallowed up all the scenery five paces away, and even the shadows of the trees outside the building blurred into strange shapes. .This mist seems to swallow even the sound between the heaven and the earth, no birdsong can be heard, everything is quiet, so quiet that it seems that the whole world has died.

I lay on the bed with the quilt in my arms, watching the mist lingering outside the window.I was hoping to hear something, but wasn't sure what I wanted to hear.

Suddenly, a bell rang in the distance, and it came from the Great Wilderness Temple.Now it is Mao time, it is the time when the monks do their morning classes, it is the time when the little emperor goes to the morning court, and it is also the time when Xiang Li is bestowed with death.

I felt trembling all over my body, my hands and feet were cold for a while, and my heart was twitching.

This strange feeling like about to have a heart attack only lasted for a moment, and then gradually returned to normal.I called Du Ruo to come in and help me find clothes and make a quilt as usual. I ate a lot of yogurt and pastry date cakes for breakfast.I can't go out today, because as I expected, the little emperor will come tonight.If he finds out that I went out on the day of Xiangli's death, he will feel that I don't feel the same sadness as he does about Xiangli's death.

I want him to feel that I am very sad, because Xiang Li is my "friend".What's more, I'm probably the only one in the palace who grieves with him.

The fog lingered for a while and then dissipated.The hazy and vast Zihuan Garden, like a fairyland in a dream, gradually faded its veil, and the sunlight turned into a few huge beams of light, pouring from the cracks in the clouds to the top of the treetops and the water sparkling with broken silver, as if it was a ladder leading to the paradise.I don't know if there is a pure soul slowly climbing up these stairs and leaving with endless regrets.

I was stunned, as if something in my heart had died.

From today on, can I really go back to the original world as if nothing happened?I have already carried a life on my shoulders, and I am no longer who I used to be.

Do you regret it?does it worth?I asked myself this way, but I couldn't find the answer in a daze.

That night, a palace attendant came to summon me to Weiyang Palace to attend my bed.

I put on a white dress without any modification, I just smoked some water lily fragrance in my sleeves, and then followed the palace servant who led the way out.In the dark blue night, the palace lantern in the hand of the guide palace attendant was emitting red light, erratic in the cool air.After a month, the little emperor finally summoned me, but I was not happy at all.

The me tonight is just the carrier of his sadness, and Xiang Li's substitute.

Weiyang Palace's tall, monster-like figure emerged from the night, but the long row of red palace lanterns hanging under the eaves could not render any noisy colors, but restrained to shadows.I carried the hem of my gown and walked along the long steps to the huge palace gate.Apart from the strict imperial guards, there were only two palace servants guarding there, one on the left and one on the right.When he saw me, he opened the door for me.

The sound of the piano is lonely, and there is a heartbreaking vibrato in every last sound.Inextricably entangled between the beams decorated with painted gold threads, gradually entangled, it is suffocating to hear.

I found that there was no one serving in the hall except Yin Gongshi, who was standing in the outer hall, and nodded slightly when he saw me.

I saluted him back and turned to the drawn red satin curtain.The sound of the piano comes from here, tense and sparse at times, with a changeable and cool tone, which seems to be telling the infinite grief of the piano player.

When things came to an end, I felt a little timid.

Taking a deep breath, I lifted the curtain and walked in.In the steaming light red light, he was wearing a water-red single gown, with long swings, waist-length hair scattered behind him like running water, his snow-white face seemed a little blurred, but the childish eyebrows and eyes seemed to have matured, and the corners of his eyes The lingering charm has become more and more colorful.It's just that there seems to be something gloomy on the drooping eyelashes at this moment, and he lowered his eyes slightly, as if he didn't hear me coming in.

I stood there silently watching him.It's only been a month, but he seems to have grown up a lot. Although he just sat there, the outline of his bones became stronger and taller, and his figure seemed to be taller, but his beauty became more and more mature, like a newly blooming poppy Generally, it is a deadly poison.

His pair of beautiful fingers suitable for playing the piano brushed the surface of the jinse silver silk, moving and kneading complexly, and the red sleeves rose and fell with his movements, scattering into the sky.I couldn't bear to make a sound, and looked at him greedily.It was too difficult and heavy to watch, an innocent life weighed on it, even though my bones seemed to be broken, I still looked at it greedily.

He stopped his hand suddenly, and the charming and dangerous piano sound stopped abruptly.He raised his night-like eyes, and when he saw me, it was like a pool of stagnant water, but when he saw my white clothes, he quietly melted something.

I knelt down and saluted, "Your Majesty has seen His Majesty."

"Why don't you talk? How long have you been here?" His voice was a little erratic just like his piano sound.

"Your servant just came in."

"Get up." He said in a tired tone, as if he was overwhelmed.I saw him gently rubbing the center of his brows, but I didn't see much sadness.

I walked slowly to his side, knelt down beside his low couch, and gently held his hand.He opened his eyes and looked down at me halfway.At that moment, I saw the deep helplessness in his expression, but there was still no sadness.

Helpless what?Is it helpless that even the people you value can't save?Do you feel useless?very weak?Desperate?

This is the feeling you once gave me, do you feel it?

A complex emotion mixed with pity, pleasure, and self-blame rose in my heart. This emotion was so sudden and so strong that I felt my lips tremble when I said, "Your Majesty, that's not your fault."

He seemed to tremble slightly, and the slightly cold hand under my palm also flinched.

"I went to see him yesterday. He said he loves you, and he doesn't regret coming to the palace." I leaned my head on him and said in a low voice, "He didn't blame you. There's nothing you can do about it thing."

I can't see his expression, but I can feel the emotion in his body.

"One day, you'll get back what's yours. Then there's nothing to be afraid of," I continued.

He suddenly grabbed my shoulder with great force, and it hurt a little.But I didn't move, let him hug me tightly, making me lean against him.The faint medicinal scent is so familiar that it almost makes people intoxicated.

"I will never let you leave too." His voice was hoarse, and these words sounded very heavy, like an oath.

Never leave?With such a heavy shackle, why do I have a little happiness?

The lower jaw is gently lifted.I looked up at him, and he looked down at me.The four eyes met for a moment, and I fell deeply into the black trap.He leaned down and kissed my lips lightly.It was a very shallow but lingering kiss, the most touching kiss he gave me since entering the palace.It is as fragile as glass, full of heavy sadness, almost making people cry.

As he gently left my lips, I whispered, "I won't leave you."

He bent slightly, hugged me, and whispered in my ear, "I'm sorry Juntian...I'm sorry..."

I know that this sentence of sorry is not meant to me, but to Xiangli, but this clearly makes my heart hurt more and more.Will he see me again?Can he recognize that I'm not Xiangli again, am I completely different from Xiangli?

We didn't have |sex that night, he just put his arms around me and held me tight.I turned my back to him, and I didn't know if he had ever fallen asleep. My back was pressed against his chest tightly, and the hot temperature of my heart seemed to penetrate into my heart along my blood vessels.This intimacy like licking each other's wounds still fascinated me, and even when he got up and left the next morning, I felt empty and not complete anymore.

The next development of the whole thing is completely in accordance with my original idea.Since the secret letter was presented by Taiwei Lian to Huang Yafu, and further forced Xiangli to death, even the little emperor's love for Mr. Hui Lian Moshang completely collapsed.In the next month, the little emperor did not step into the Jianjia Hall again, and ignored Mr. Hui.Mr. Hui was naturally anxious, and thought of various ways, and even took the initiative to go to Weiyang Palace.This was the privilege given to him by the little emperor in the past, and only he could go to that palace without being summoned.But this time, he actually got rejected and waited outside the gate for an entire hour, but finally he had to go back in despair.

Everyone in Zihuanyuan knew that Mr. Hui had fallen out of favor.

Mr. Hui probably wants to break his head and doesn't know how he fell out of favor.He was completely an outsider in this matter, but he was innocently used as cannon fodder.

Meanwhile, I'm back in favor.The little emperor would come to Fuyao Hall every day, and he even put his phoenix clothes in my wardrobe in my closet.Every day he corrects official documents in the study room, and I draw next to him, sometimes grind ink and cut candles for him, sometimes serve him refreshments, tell jokes to make him happy when he is tired, and eat together when he is hungry .He seemed to transfer all the love he had given to Xiang Li to me, and in an instant I replaced Xiang Li as the most jealous object of everyone in the harem.

I stood by the railing, looking at the silver waterfall falling from the eaves, and the rainbow looming in the water vapor, I felt like I was in a dream.

However, the price paid for this beautiful dream is a bit too high.

As soon as my shoulders warmed up, it was the little emperor who put his coat on me.

"It's not summer yet, don't be greedy for the coolness." He wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder, "What are you thinking about?"

"I'm thinking I'm not dreaming, am I?"

He giggled, "Sweet dream or bad dream?"

"Since I saw you, it must be a nightmare."

He pretended to be angry and bit my neck all at once.Where is my very sensitive place, every time he does this, my whole body becomes weak, so I struggled and begged for mercy, "Isn't it okay to have a good dream! I was wrong, I was wrong, Your Majesty!"

His hands began to reach into my clothes dishonestly again, groping and playing with my chest wantonly.I was a little embarrassed, Qian Yi and Du Ruo were waiting not far behind... So I quickly grabbed his hand through the clothes, "It's broad daylight... Don't you still have paperwork to read?"

"I've been watching it for a long time, and I should relax." He replied lazily, with a strong nasal voice.

"Is this how you relax?"

"That's right." He spoke with a bit of evil charm, "Eating you is my best way to relax." As soon as he finished speaking, I suddenly felt a blur in front of my eyes, and my body suddenly lost gravity, which made me scream One sound.

Oh shit!This kid actually gave me a princess hug! !

When did he grow so much strength? ! !

"Put me down!!!" I couldn't care less about etiquette.This is too embarrassing!

He smiled badly, walked into my studio quickly, slammed the door shut, and threw me on the low couch.I was dazzled by the shock, and then I was pressed down by him, both hands were held down, and a leg was squeezed between my legs brutally.He was extraordinarily strong today, which made me a little scared, but inexplicably excited.

He ripped my belt roughly and even ripped my clothes.I trembled with his movements, but I was looking forward to it.He quickly tore my clothes until it was hard to cover my body, and then he also tore off his own clothes, and lowered his head to bite the one on my chest.I was so stimulated that I screamed, and then I felt his hand go all the way down my abdomen, quickly and irresistibly, with a bit of savage teasing.I arched my waist, moaning uncontrollably under his hands, a strong masochistic pleasure rushed to my mind, this stormy movement made me completely bow down under his strength.

Before he knew it, the little emperor's chest had become so broad and firm.The tough muscles are covered with a layer of milky white delicate skin, which looks as beautiful as a Greek statue.His eyes, which were as deep as midnight, also became deeper, and there was still a layer of azure blue like a starry sky floating in the darkness, and the diamond-shaped mouth became more and more rosy.He was so beautiful that I was thrilled and made my body and mind his slave.

Intense entanglement, fiery friction between bodies, and even crazy poses.I felt my chest being squeezed, and there was nothing to hide from him anymore.I was ashamed, but even more excited. This kind of passion made me a little creepy, but I couldn't hold it back.He filled me quickly and directly, and the two merged intimately, just like the chaotic merging of water and milk before the world's first heaven and earth were separated.I lost my will, the world around me was blurred, all my memories flew to the sky, my pain and happiness were infinitely magnified, and even the concept of "I" disappeared in an instant.

Every time I do this kind of thing with the little emperor, I always feel an incredible feeling.I never knew that this kind of extreme happiness can also exist between two men.I felt like my heart was being filled, and that big hole that was always filled with dissatisfaction was temporarily emptied.Forget everything, feel everything, this kind of extreme makes people tremble all over, and completely become a slave of the senses.This kind of emotion is undoubtedly dangerous, but it makes people unable to extricate themselves, and they can't help but want more, more.

At the same time, the joy that came was surging, like a tsunami roaring from the sky, sweeping away all reason.I yelped, feeling his heat | flow spreading deep inside me.At that moment, my mind was empty, and I couldn't remember anything.I seem to have only my senses left, trembling with every slight movement of him in my body.

In the familiar studio, I was filled with this exaggerated and shameful posture, but I got unprecedented happiness.He also seemed so excited that he collapsed on top of me exhausted.The sweat dripping from his body was cool, and the sound of panting came and went.

"Juntian, you always surprise me." He whispered in my ear, his breath penetrated into the ear canal like an embroidery needle, which made my whole heart itch.

I hugged him back and murmured his name in a low voice: Yanshu... Yanshu... These two words were repeated over and over again, like a spell.

He raised his upper body slightly, reached out and brushed away a trace of sweaty temple hair around my mouth.His eyes were gentle and warm, which made me dazzled.

He stared at me quietly with those black eyes, and after a long while, he said suddenly, "Jun Tian, ​​I feel that I have already fallen in love with you."