Shuoyun Feidu

When Beitang Rongdu thought up to this point, he was taken aback for a moment. It wasn't the first time he saw Beitang Zunyue, so why did he suddenly pay attention to his appearance?My heart suddenly became alert for a moment, and I took another look at Beitang Zunyue, only to see the other party's brocade robe and black hair, with a plump face, and suddenly remembered that winter day many years ago, when I was born with this man, I suddenly met him for the first time. Once we met...Beitang Rongdu suddenly had mixed feelings in his heart, and he had some inexplicable feelings, so he lowered his head calmly to drink tea to cover up, but he didn't know that not long after he bowed his head, Beitang Zun From the corner of his eyes, he glanced over faintly, and there was a faint flash of tenderness in the eyes of the phoenix. Although it was only for a short moment, perhaps only when he cared about a person very much, would he make a man so gentle as a wave eyes...

For a while, only Beitang Zunyue's lazy voice of instruction was heard in the room, while Beitang Rongdu sat quietly drinking tea at the bottom, not in the mood to listen to what Beitang Zunyue was saying to the others, but Just as Beitang Rongdu was sitting on his own, someone outside suddenly preached: "...Report to the castle master, Bihai Pavilion sent someone to ask the young castle master to come back quickly." At the beginning, Beitang Zun Yue frowned slightly, and said: "What's the matter?" Next, Beitang Rongdu put down the teacup in his hand, and ordered outside: "Call someone in."

A moment later, a young maid from the Bihai Pavilion entered the room with a faint look of uneasiness on her face. Seeing this, Beitang Rongdu asked, "What do you want me to go back for?" What the young master said, just now Miss Li suddenly had an unbearable abdominal pain, and now she has called Wen Po and the doctor to go, she only said that it was a difficult labor and it was very dangerous, so the young master ordered the servants to come and invite the young master to go back." Beitang Rongdu couldn't help but Standing up at once, he said: "Huh?!" Then he said to Beitang Zunyue: "Father, since this is the case, then I have to go back first." Beitang Zunyue looked a little anxious when he saw him. He was obviously anxious, knowing that this was Beitang Rongdu's first flesh and blood, and Beitang Rongdu cared a lot about this unborn child on weekdays, so naturally he would not keep him now, so he raised it Hand, to signal him to go back, Beitang Rongdu saw this, and quickly walked out of Zheyunju.

Beitang Rongdu went all the way back to Bihai Pavilion, and when he walked to the courtyard where Li Nong'er usually lived, he saw a lot of people inside, and the maids coming and going were all walking quickly, holding hot water in their hands, or holding cups of water. The towel, the woman's groans that she tried her best to restrain were coming from the inner hall, and she felt more and more unbearable pain. Shen Hanyan was dressed in a purple robe and stood in the outer hall with his hands behind his back. Stepping forward, Beitang Rongdu said: "Why, what happened."

Shen Hanyan frowned and said: "I heard that the fetal position is not right. I saw it was a bit dangerous, so I asked someone to call the doctors together. Although a woman should not have a doctor present when she gives birth, but let's do it right now. I can't care about these anymore." Beitang Rongdu nodded: "You did the right thing." Suddenly, the woman inside screamed, each sound more painful, and a basin of clear water was brought in, and when it was brought out, It turned into pots of blood, and about a quarter of an hour later, the screams gradually subsided, and after a while, a young girl in Tsing Yi rushed out from the room, knelt down in front of Beitang Rongdu in a panic, He kowtowed and said, "My lord...Miss Li asked her servants to beg you to come in. She has something to say to you face to face..."

Beitang Rongdu didn't think much after hearing this, and walked into the inner hall directly. As soon as he stepped in, there was a strong smell of blood rushing towards his face, and he saw a mess inside, and a large group of maidservants hurriedly brought water to change. Towel, Mrs. Wen's hands were covered with blood, and she was eagerly talking to the parturient at the bedside. Several elderly doctors were either checking the pulse or looking at the coating of their tongues, their brows were tightly frowned, and one of them They shouted in repeated voices: "Quickly cut the ginseng slices and give them to the puerpera!" Everyone was taken aback when they saw Beitang Rongdu come in. Beitang Rongdu didn't say much, just asked: "Why? How is it?"

A doctor in his 50s or [-]s considered his words, and then carefully replied: "If you want to answer the son, the fetal position is not right, it is... a little tricky..." Beitang Rongdu said coldly: "I don't care about this, I just want to give it a try. Do what you should do for me." As soon as he finished speaking, he heard someone on the bed groan hoarsely: "...Master..."

Beitang Rongdu walked to the bed, and at a glance saw Li Nong'er, who was slender and weak, lying on the bed amidst the piles of colorful quilts. His whole body was like a withered flower, half of his face was covered by his hair, and his face was as pale as a flower. Paper, without a trace of blood, hair soaked with sweat, black hair messy, covered with a blanket, under the blanket there is a round raised area, which is a towering abdomen, which is constantly rising and falling. Beitang Rongdu saw that the woman was weak Feeling pitiful, she lowered her voice, leaned over to comfort her and said, "...it's okay, just bear with it for a while, I heard that a woman's first birth always has to suffer."

Li Nong'er was sweating on his forehead in pain, wet between the skin, panting with difficulty, his breathing was a little chaotic, and a hoarse voice spit out from his dry lips intermittently: "Master... Please, call them To save a concubine's child...to protect the child, to want the child..."

Beitang Rongdu nodded, and said: "Don't worry, this is my flesh and blood, so of course nothing will happen to the child." While speaking, the ginseng slices had been cut and brought up, and put into Li Nong'er's mouth, Beitang Rong Du turned around and said to the crowd: "I'm so good to take care of you, adults and children are fine." As soon as he finished speaking, he heard Li Nong'er struggling to breathe heavily, his hair was wet with cold sweat, his face was distorted in pain, almost Unable to speak, he gritted his teeth and said, "...no...if...the concubine wants to protect the child...I want the child..." Beitang Rongdu turned around and looked, his eyes stopped on Li Nonger's face, Said: "...Don't worry."

Time passed bit by bit, Beitang Rongdu and Shen Hanyan sat in the outer hall, waiting for the news, Beitang Rongdu listened to the groans and cries coming from inside, and sighed unconsciously: "Han Yan , Fortunately, you are a man, so you don't have to bear children for me, otherwise, if you are the one who gives birth to the child, how can I sit still?" Shen Hanyan was slightly startled, and then there was a softness in his eyes, Holding Beitang Rongdu's hand, he said softly: "Fool..."

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly, I heard a loud baby crying from the inner room. The sound was like a warm sun that had just opened, and it instantly illuminated Beitang Rongdu's face. Beitang Rongdu His eyes were filled with the joy of being a father for the first time, he stood up, and after a while, he saw a servant girl walking out quickly, with a happy face, bowed down, and said: "...Congratulations, young master, for getting a white and fat girl. Miss!" Beitang Rong Du was overjoyed at first hearing this, grabbed Shen Han Yan's hand next to him, and said with a happy smile: "Han Yan, did you hear that we have a daughter... Father!"

Shen Hanyan also laughed, and said: "Just hearing the crying sound so loud, the child must be quite strong." Beitang Rongdu rubbed his hands with a smile, and said: "I don't know if it looks like it or not. I?"

Just as I was talking, I suddenly heard a chaotic sound from inside, and then someone rushed out, with blood on their hands, and said in a panic: "...Young Master! Tell me, Miss Li...is very popular!" Beitang Rong Du was taken aback when he heard the words, and then entered the inner room.

The thick smell of blood filled the room, and the quilt on the bed was completely soaked in blood. Li Nong'er's breath was as thin as a gossamer, and the blood in her body couldn't stop, gurgling out, her face was ashen, and her eyes had lost their luster. , as if very tired, no matter the doctor or the steady woman next to her, they all knew that she was completely incompetent. I don't blame them, so I didn't say much, just walked to the bed.

The cry of the baby was very loud. When Li Nong'er heard the sound, there was a bit of unwilling struggle in his eyes. He tried his best to raise his hand slightly, and said in a whisper: "My child...give me... hug... hug..." Beitang Rongdu said to the maid next to her who was holding a baby unicorn on a blue background, "...give her the baby."

The maid carefully carried the baby in front of Li Nong'er according to her words. Li Nong'er struggled to hug the child, her temple hair was soaked with sweat, and fixed her eyes on her daughter's immature face. Where did the strength come from, Huo Di grabbed the sleeve of Rongdu in the Beitang next to him, opened his eyes wide, and panted with difficulty: "Master, master... I beg you... child... you love... cherish her Some..." As he said, he tried his best to pass the crying baby into Beitang Rongdu's arms. Beitang Rongdu took the baby, nodded and said, "She is my daughter, so I will cherish it naturally." Li Hearing this, Nong'er seemed to let go of her worries, her eyes gradually dimmed, and suddenly she dropped her hand and let it rest softly on the edge of the bed...

Beitang Rongdu looked down at the daughter in his arms. The child was crying loudly with his pink mouth open, his skin was soft and red, and there was soft hair on his head. He kissed the child's tender face. , took another look at Li Nong'er who was no longer breathing, sighed slightly, and ordered: "...It's best to collect her, and bury her."

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The thin golden sunlight in the afternoon shines on the room, creating a sense of tranquility.

Beitang Rong Du woke up slowly, only to feel that the room was very quiet. He stretched out his hand to lift the soft red curtain of Begonia a little bit, looked out of the bed, and saw Shen Hanyan sitting beside the cradle in the distance, gently pushing it with his hand. Looking at the cradle, with a faint smile on his face, he looks very soft and peaceful. The light blue homely clothes on his body set off his snow-white complexion and reflect the soft sunlight, like a willow in March, not ostentatious, but full of warmth and peace.

Beitang Rongdu got out of bed and took off his shoes, walked over to look at the child in the cradle, with a smile on his face, and stretched out his hand to hug him: "My sweetheart, come to daddy..." Shen Hanyan who was beside him patted it away with one hand. He took Beitang Rongdu's hands outstretched, and reprimanded softly: "Don't move, she just woke up and is still a little confused, don't scare the child." Shrunk back, said: "Oh, just woke up..." Shen Hanyan slowly pushed the cradle gently, smiled and said: "Isn't that right, when I woke up, I didn't cry or make a fuss, it was very quiet ...is a worry-free girl."

At that time Beitang Rongdu had just taken a nap, wearing only a pair of trousers and a shirt, standing beside the cradle, looking down at the daughter in the cradle, the child was eight days old now, and looked fat and white , with a tender face as if water could be squeezed out, delicate eyes, wearing a small dress of a fairy deer treading clouds, watery crystal yellow eyes staring at Beitang Rongdu, blinking and blinking, small fists slowing down Tun waved it a few times, with a naive look, very lively and cute.Beitang Rongdu picked up an exquisite small rattle from the side, teased his daughter, and said with a smile: "Good girl, give Daddy a laugh."

The baby stared at the rattle curiously, his eyeballs rolled around, and instinctively wanted to grab it with his hands, but he ignored Beitang Rongdu at all. Shen Hanyan couldn't help laughing, and said with a smile: "Such a small one My child, if I can understand what you are talking about, it would be weird." Beitang Rongdu teased his daughter with a rattle in one hand, and stretched out the other hand, caressing the child's delicate face gently, I don't know if it's because of my preconceived ideas, but the more I look at it, the more I feel that the child's eyebrows and eyes are quite similar to himself, so he said: "Han Yan, look, does this child look like me?" Shen Hanyan slightly With a smile, he straightened the little clothes on the baby, and said: "The forehead and chin do seem to resemble you, but I think this child looks more like Madam."

Beitang Rongdu was stunned for a moment, and then he looked carefully at the child in the cradle, and saw that pair of golden eyes were kind and pure. Looking closely at the outline of the facial features, it was indeed somewhat similar to Beitang Jia, Beitang Rongdu Smiling and nodding, she said, "Ah, really, she is really similar to her grandmother... Tsk tsk, when my daughter grows up, she must be a great beauty." Shen Hanyan couldn't help laughing, and said, "Do you think It's too far away."

The two chatted and laughed for a while, and Shen Hanyan saw that the child was neither crying nor fussing, and was very honest, as if he didn't need someone to take care of him for the time being, so he said to Beitang Rongdu: "Beitang, look at the child first. , I'll go take a bath." Beitang Rongdu teased his daughter with a rattle, and smiled without raising his head: "You go, I'll just play with her." Shen Hanyan nodded and went out by himself.

Beitang Rongdu had already taken off his clothes and untied his hair before taking a nap. After getting up, he was only wearing a close-fitting underwear and his hair was a little messy. He played with the child for a while and saw that the child was not crying, so he When I am free, I go to dress and comb my hair.

After Beitang Rongdu put on his robe, he sat in front of the dressing table by the window and combed his hair. He picked up a white jade hairpin from the jewelry box and inserted it between the smooth buns. Suddenly he heard a whispering voice and said with a slight smile: "Xiaoxuanchuang, I'm dressing..."

Beitang Rongdu was taken aback for a moment, and at the same time his heart moved, he felt uncomfortable, lowered his eyelids slightly, but soon turned his head, got up and smiled and said: "Oh, dad is here." I didn't pay attention to the love, intimacy and intimacy implied in the sentence that person just said casually——

The love between father and son for more than ten years is, after all, more persistent than that elusive and illusory love...

Beitang Zunyue stood at the far doorway, with a half-smile on his face, a faint and undisciplined look in his eyes, his eyes swept across the cradle in the house, paused, walked over and bent over to look at the baby in the cradle, and then He stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to caress the baby's tender face, when Beitang Rongdu saw this, he hurriedly said, "Hey, don't scare the baby." Then he walked over.

As soon as he walked to the cradle, the baby inside suddenly started crying with a 'wow', as if annoyed by Beitang Zunyue's abrupt behavior, Beitang Rongdu pushed the man's arm, frowned and said: " Hey, look at you, you made the baby cry." Beitang Zun Yue saw the baby crying, raised his eyebrows and said: "I remember that you didn't cry so much when you were young."

Beitang Rongdu was the only baby he had ever been in contact with in his life, and Beitang Rongdu was reincarnated at the time, with memories from the past. Compared with other babies, he was naturally much quieter and more honest, never letting others Don't worry, but ordinary babies can only act on instinct, of course they can't be as well-behaved as him, so Beitang Rongdu couldn't help rolling his eyes secretly when he heard the man say that, he was speechless for a while, but he didn't know how to respond. Unhappily said: "I was honest when I was young, but it doesn't mean that other children have to be like that. Don't most children love to cry and make trouble? You touch your granddaughter so suddenly, she doesn't know you well, of course she wants to cry It's gone." Saying that, she leaned over to pick up the child, patted and coaxed her, "Don't cry, baby, daddy hugs..."

Beitang Rongdu had never served a child before, and the way he held his daughter was not very good, it seemed that it made the baby feel uncomfortable, so although he was coaxing his daughter, the child in his arms seemed to cry even harder.When Beitang Rongdu was helpless, his arms suddenly lightened, and the baby was carried away. At the same time, Beitang Zunyue said: "...Why are you so stupid, you can't even coax the child?"

Beitang Rongdu looked in surprise, and saw Beitang Zunyue holding the baby girl very skillfully, pacing slowly on the ground. After walking for a long time, the baby's crying gradually became quieter, and finally there was nothing. Beitang Rongdu felt strange in his heart, and asked suspiciously: "Hey? Why... are you quite skilled in your technique? It looks like that." Beitang Zun Yue glanced at him with a half-smile, and said, "Why, Could it be that when you were young, didn’t this seat often hug you? How could it not be possible for such a small matter.” Beitang Rongdu nodded suddenly, and said with a smile: “That’s right, Dad is more experienced than me in this area. "

The two of you talked to each other, because there was an extra baby in between, so the atmosphere in the room seemed to be a bit more peaceful and harmonious. Beitang Rongdu leaned next to Beitang Zunyue, watching intently with a smile on his face. Looking at the baby in the man's arms, the corner of his mouth was full of smiles unconsciously, and there was a trace of love in his eyes, and he said: "Father, look, is this girl in our family fat and fat?" ? Small eyes, small nose, small mouth... Hey, now I'm a father too."

Beitang Zun looked at the baby girl in his arms more, this child is also his blood, is his granddaughter, and beside him, the young man is leaning on his right arm, with a gentle expression on his face and smiling, the three people in the room , are all connected by blood... Beitang Zunyue suddenly had an illusion in his heart: This is his child, and the boy beside him who he loves and hates and has no choice but to give birth to a baby for him Just now at the door, he saw the boy holding his hair in front of the mirror, and the baby in the cradle lying quietly, as if his wife and daughter were waiting for him to come back. It seemed that the past 31 years could not reach that moment The warmth and peace... The more Beitang Zun thought of this, he suddenly realized that this idea was a bit absurd, but suddenly he heard Beitang Rongdu next to him say: "... nothing else, but why is her eye color so different?" Not like me, but just like you."

Beitang Zun became more focused, glanced at the baby's golden pupils like his own, and said with a low smile: "Her grandfather is this seat, and his eyes are similar to this seat, so what's so strange?" Beitang Rongdu said angrily : "But I think, if a girl has blue eyes, she seems to look more beautiful..." While speaking, he could smell Su Hexiang faintly on the sleeves of Beitang Zunyue's clothes. Familiar with each other, for a moment my heart turned a thousand times, and I vaguely felt that I was still in the carefree time of my childhood, but in the end, it was still different... Beitang Rongdu held back his thoughts slightly, looked at Xiao The youngest daughter, with a bright and lively smile glowing in her eyes again, said casually: "Father, when you first had me, were you as happy as I am now?"

Beitang Zunyue seemed to think for a while before saying: "At that time, I didn't seem to be as excited as you." Beitang Rongdu didn't care, he just concentrated on teasing his daughter with his hands, Beitang Zunyue saw him Looking excited, he suddenly felt something to eat in his heart, but he saw that Beitang Rongdu suddenly seemed to think of something, walked to the warm kang in the distance, went to the kang and took out a wooden box from a drawer of a small table , took out a piece of paper from the box, turned to Beitang Zunyue and said: "Father, come and see."

The more Beitang Zun didn't know what he was going to do, so he put the baby back in the cradle, walked over to get on the heating bed, and said, "What?" Beitang Rongdu handed him the paper and stroked his hand He wriggled his fingers and said with a smile: "The child hasn't been named yet. These are a few names I thought of in my free time. Let's see, dad, which one is the best?"

Beitang Zunyue took the paper, saw that there were seven or eight names written on it, he read them one by one, then smiled unconsciously, raised his eyes and said: "It's all okay, you just choose one yourself." Beitang Rongdu rubbed his forehead with a smile, and said: "Father chooses, my name is my name, and now my granddaughter's name, father also chooses one... If you think it is not good, then you can choose it yourself Just one." As he spoke, he tugged Beitang Zunyue's sleeve, and said, "Why don't you think about it, and just take the nickname together."

The more Beitang Zun saw him like this, his thoughts suddenly moved, he almost didn't think about it, and said: "Then call it 'Jiaqi'." After a pause, he continued: "...the nickname is 'Luer'. Hearing that, Beitang Rongdu repeated himself twice: "Beitang Jiaqi...Beitang Jiaqi...Luer..." He clapped his hands suddenly and smiled, and said: "This name sounds nice when I say it, so I just Call it this." Then, he went down to the cradle not far away, saw the baby inside was babbling and waving his little arms, he couldn't help laughing and said: "Lu'er, from now on, you will be called Beitang Jiaqi. "

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In the evening, Shen Hanyan sat under the lamp, teasing Beitang Jiaqi in his arms, and said with a smile: "Jiaqi, Jiaqi... the name chosen by the castle owner is really good, it is the nickname 'Lu'er', also It's easy to remember and nice to listen to." Beitang Rongdu was leaning on the bed and idly flipping through a collection of poems, when he heard that, he said, "Isn't it? Wasn't my father also named me back then?"

As he was talking, he flipped the pages of the book, but accidentally came across an article called "Magpie Bridge Immortal". For some reason, Beitang Rongdu suddenly changed his expression slightly——

Slender clouds play tricks, flying stars spread hatred, and the Milky Way is far and dark.As soon as the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win but there are countless in the world. The tenderness is like water, and the good time is like a dream.

It was obviously something he was familiar with, but Beitang Rongdu's eyes suddenly turned strange. He thought about it for a while, and suddenly found an article "Watching the Moon and Huaiyuan" according to the bibliography: Bright Moon Rises Over the Sea At this time, the end of the world is together, the lover complains about the night, and lovesickness begins at night.When the candles are extinguished, the light is full of pity, and the clothes feel dewy, unbearable to give away, and the best days of sleep and dreams——

As soon as the golden wind and jade dew meet...the clothes feel dewy...the wedding is like a dream...the dream is still in bed...

My heart was suffocated for an instant, so it was so, so it was...