Shuoyun Feidu

Seeing that Shen Hanyan's mood seemed to have calmed down, Beitang Rongdu pinched his ears and said with a smile, "It's the New Year's Eve, crying like a child." Shen Hanyan smiled, got up and went to wash He raised his face, smiled calmly, and said: "Just laugh at me." Beitang Rongdu looked at him with a smile on his face, but suddenly remembered something, restrained his smile, and asked: "Father just now... Come and see me." Shen Hanyan wiped his face with a towel, and said, "Isn't it? I must have known that you were drunk, so I came to see how you are doing." As she spoke, she felt a little emotional: "Sure enough, in In the eyes of parents, no matter how old you are, you are still a child, you have to worry about it."

Beitang Rongdu was a little silent, he couldn't help but wryly smiled, thinking to himself, how do you know what's going on, that person came to see me, so it's not just because of the simple love between father and son?However, although I thought so in my heart, I couldn't reveal a word to others. After thinking about it, I suddenly said: "Han Yan, you said, if you have hatred for someone, if you have hatred, you can often continue to hate like that for ten or a hundred years, but If you like someone, can you continue to like someone for ten years, a hundred years, or a lifetime, and never change?"

Hearing this, Shen Hanyan was a little puzzled for a while, not knowing why Beitang Rongdu suddenly asked this question, but he still thought about it seriously, and then replied: "I don't know this well either. , but sometimes, even if two people spend their whole lives together, there is nothing to do, but sometimes, even just a glance, can suddenly develop love." Beitang Rongdu said lightly after hearing this. , and asked casually: "Han Yan, since you said you liked me, how did you like me?" Shen Hanyan glanced at him, and said calmly: "That's probably... what I'm waiting for is you , there will be no one else but you."

There will be no one else but you... Beitang Rongdu chewed this sentence carefully, then thought about another thing in his heart, and suddenly asked: "Then what if... can't wait? What if that Humans, forever...will never, don't you want to?" Shen Hanyan said without thinking, "Then wait until the day comes."

Beitang Rongdu was silent, forced a smile, and said: "Oh, that's it..." He got up and put on his boots, put on his coat, and said to Shen Hanyan: "At this time, there must be some juggling or something. Go and have a look." Shen Hanyan touched his slightly feverish face with concern, and said, "Don't sleep for a while?" Beitang Rongdu shook his head and straightened his hair a little: "It's hot in the room. It's really boring, but if you stay for a long time, I'm afraid you'll get dizzy even more, why don't you go out and watch a play to wake up your mind." Shen Hanyan said: "That's right."

It happened that a stage was being set up outside for a play, Beitang Rongdu found a seat, drank tea and watched for a while, but he didn't see Beitang Zunyue, Beitang Rongdu rested his head on his hands, half-closed his eyes , I just felt the noise around me, and I felt drunk for a while, my eyelids became tired, and I started to doze off before I knew it. Shen Hanyan, who was next to me, was seeing something exciting, but suddenly felt a heaviness in his shoulders, and turned his head to look. Seeing that Beitang Rongdu was already dozing off against his shoulder, Shen Hanyan couldn't help crying and laughing when he saw this. After a while, the sedan chair was ready, and Shen Hanyan gently picked up Beitang Rongdu by the waist, put it in the sedan chair, and went back to Bihai Pavilion.

... Beitang Rongdu vaguely felt that he seemed to be being embraced by someone, and that person's hand was stroking his body unscrupulously, and his movements became more and more intimate, and he slowly took off his clothes. Taking off one by one, Beitang Rongdu has never been subjected to this kind of sex in his life, and he can't help but wake up suddenly, furious in his heart, opened his eyes and shouted sharply: "... who?!" At the same time, he raised his palm and patted it.

The man laughed softly and stopped his hand. At the same time, the surroundings seemed to be slightly bright. There were soft red curtains, embroidered quilts, and pairs of jade pillows, which were endlessly ambiguous. Beitang Rongdu was surprised to find that The person's face is so familiar, with straight eyebrows, deep-set pupils, smooth and greasy skin, the soft dim candlelight shone on the face, and it even seemed to have a thin layer of jade-colored shimmer on the flawless skin, but it was not Bei Tang Zunyue, or which one?Beitang Rongdu looked at him in astonishment, and said, "...Father?"

But Beitang Zunyue didn't answer, just smiled lazily, and stroked Beitang Rongdu's face with his fingers ambiguously. Beitang Rongdu felt vigilant in his heart, frowned and pushed the man's hand away, but Beitang Zunyue But suddenly he pressed him on the bed and pressed him up. Beitang Rongdu was shocked, and wanted to jump up. At the same time, he punched Beitang Zunyue in the face.

For a while, the two fought close to each other, and in the end Beitang Rongdu was still restrained by Beitang Zunyue. The man twisted his arm behind his back with one hand, and pressed him firmly on the couch, while with the other hand he roughly He stripped off the young man's clothes, then reached into his trousers, and grabbed the most vulnerable part of Beitang Rongdu's body.

Beitang Rongdu struggled desperately, he yelled and scolded loudly, but Beitang Zunyue just ignored him and ignored him, he just suppressed him, took off his pants from behind, and separated them tightly. He closed his legs, and then pushed in fiercely, and drove in. Beitang Rongdu screamed and almost lost his breath, but the person behind him refused to let him go, and he didn't even have time to catch his breath. Yes, he tapped his acupoints, making him unable to resist, and then firmly grasped the boy's waist, and began to strike vigorously.

Beitang Rongdu felt as if he was about to die, he could feel the blood slowly flowing down his legs, he hit the acupuncture points with all his might, cursed loudly, but only got the man behind him to invade more violently, The body is tossed upside down into thousands of poses, played wantonly.Gradually, Beitang Rongdu's voice became smaller and smaller, and he no longer had much strength to continue hitting the acupoints. His whole body was covered in cold sweat, and he half-opened his eyes with difficulty, begging for mercy in a hoarse voice: "...Dad...it hurts, It hurts... you spared me..." The man just smiled lightly and exhaled hot breath in his ear, called his name, and continued to forcibly plunder him inside his body, Beitang Rongdu's consciousness gradually blurred, only I heard the man next to my ear sighing in a low voice: "Du'er...Rong Du...Rong Du..."

...Beitang Rongdu sat up suddenly, his whole body was dripping with sweat, the hair on his forehead was sticking to his skin wetly, and his chest heaved rapidly.He was panting slightly, with cold sweat all over his head and body, he only felt his throat was tight and dry, and he didn't know whether it was shock or fear, his body was limp, and he had almost no strength.

"It turns out...it was a nightmare..." Beitang Rongdu was in a trance for a moment, as if he was not in the human world. He didn't let out a sigh of relief until he was quiet for a while, and finally calmed down his emotions. He decided After being sure, he suddenly realized that the close-fitting little clothes were already wet with sweat, clinging to the skin, sticky and uncomfortable.

The surrounding scenery was all too familiar, it was his bedroom, the sun had set at this time, and the room was dark, Beitang Rongdu lifted the blanket wrapped around his body, and called someone outside to bring water in for a bath.

After bathing and changing clothes for a while, Beitang Rongdu asked someone to bring Beitang Jiaqi over, and a moment later, a maid walked into the room with Beitang Jiaqi in a scarlet silk jacket, Beitang Rongdu He stretched out his hand to hug the powdery daughter, with a gentle look between his brows, kissed her tender little face, temporarily put aside the shadow caused by the nightmare in his heart, and took I put on a golden silk eight-treasures sea pearl necklace that I used when I was a child. Seeing that it was getting late and the banquet was about to start, I wrapped Beitang Jiaqi in a small cloak for babies, and boarded the sedan chair together. Go to Longyue Temple.

Along the way, colored lights are hung everywhere, people's voices and laughter are noisy, silk and bamboo are lingering around the ears, playing and singing, a piece of singing and dancing is peaceful, showing the luxury of luxury. When you enter the main hall, you will be greeted with flowers, powdery and fragrant. , a group of beautiful women sat in a circle, with beautiful dresses, dusty socks, hair full of pearls and emeralds, and high buns like clouds. The room was full of gorgeous splendor. Among them, Mrs. Outside, they are all concubines who are favored by Beitang Zunyue.

Shen Hanyan was already in the seat, and when he saw Beitang Rongdu up here, he couldn't help but smile slightly on his face, but Beitang Rongdu looked at Beitang Zunyue above him, his mood was a little complicated for a while, holding the baby in his arms Beitang Jiaqi stepped forward and said: "...my son overslept just now, so he came late."

Beitang Zunyue naturally didn't pay attention to such trivial matters, but saw that Beitang Rongdu's face seemed a little pale, and the brows were also slightly curled up, so he said, "...why does he look a little bad?" Beitang Rongdu forced a smile, not revealing There was no flaw: "It's probably because the wine hasn't woken up yet." As he spoke, he sat down.

Everyone was drinking and chatting happily, the lights in the hall were brightly lit, singing and dancing were in full swing, all the beauties were like stars holding the moon, flattering Beitang's respect, while Beitang Rongdu was not very energetic, eating on his own Wine, while teasing Beitang Jiaqi, and talking to Shen Hanyan, at this moment, I heard Mrs. Song whispering softly: "The girl is still young, and it is inconvenient for the master to drink and talk with the young master. It is better to let the concubine take care of it." Do you want a girl?"

Beitang Rongdu glanced over, and saw Song's face full of envy, looking at Beitang Jiaqi in his arms, with a vague look of expectation in his eyes, Beitang Rongdu paused, whether to hand over the child after all I gave it to her, and said: "... I'm so happy to take care of it." Seeing this, Mrs. Song hurriedly took off the sharp armor with engraved gold and water chestnut flowers inlaid with emeralds, and then carefully took over Beitang Jiaqi, with a happy face, and Mrs. Xie next to her It was also joy, the two happily gathered together, looked at the baby, and teased it lightly, even ignoring the food and drink.

There was a melodious sound in the hall, and the red sleeves were fluttering. Beitang Zunyue's slender fingers lightly caressed the smooth jade cup in his palm, his eyes were a little careless, as if he was watching a song and dance, but he seemed to be completely absent-minded, and his eyes only flickered from time to time The profile of Beitang Rongdu, Beitang Rongdu is wearing a plain-colored costume, mainly sky blue and moon white, vaguely like the moonlight reflected in a pool of clear water, shimmering, compared to the full hall. The flowers are full of flowers, unique in the complexity and magnificence, it is even more cool and self-respecting, the expression on the face seems to be drifting away from the hustle and bustle of singing and dancing.Beitang Zunyue saw that the young man was still quite happy during the day, but at this moment, there seemed to be something wrong. Although he was watching the singing and dancing, while drinking and chatting with Shen Hanyan, his eyes faintly showed a faint look of interest, almost Feeling lonely, even smiling faintly, he didn't know what he was thinking, so he said: "...Du'er, what's wrong."

Until the beginning of the banquet, Beitang Rongdu was in a trance, and there was a faint sense of confusion. Beitang Zun called him more and more, but he just didn't hear it, as if he didn't hear it. Putting it on his lap, the other hand was holding on to the glass, drinking the wine lazily, the more Beitang Zun saw that he didn't answer, so he asked again: "... Du'er?" Only then did he seem to come to his senses, raised his head suddenly, looked back suddenly, the long tassel pendant hanging on his ear swayed with a cold light, gave a soft 'ah', and said in surprise: "...Dad is calling me Is it?"

The moment the young man raised his head, he saw a man in a Chinese robe with lacquered hair, and only one figure was reflected unscrupulously in his golden phoenix eyes... The more Beitang Zun saw his ignorant description, he couldn't help being angry and funny "I don't call you anymore, which one should I call you?" And said: "I don't seem to be interested in seeing you like this tonight."

[... Except you, there will be no one else... Then wait until the day you wait...]

Beitang Rongdu paused for a moment, concentrating for a while, although his mind was complicated, but there was already a faint smile in his eyes, as if there was a wave of light in it, intoxicated, endlessly, and he turned his head slightly , the ends of the thin tassels on the ears brushed over the neck, and I felt a burst of coldness, which penetrated into the bottom of my heart through the skin: "I slept in a daze for a long time in the afternoon, and I haven't been very awake until now. I'm just thinking about it. After a while, maybe That's it." The more Beitang Zun listened, there was a bit of rare warmth and concern in his tone, and said: "Since this is the case, there is no need to drink any more, and ask someone to bring tea."

Beitang Zunyue's eyes were gentle, Beitang Rongdu yearned for such warmth, but was faintly intimidated by such tenderness, as if he knew that the sweet candy contained poison, but only because he loved the delicious layer Tang Yi was reluctant to let go, so he still hesitated after all, and finally ate the candy.He thought of the sweaty brows and eyes of Beitang Zunyue in his dream, the expression of satisfaction on his face and the brutal invasion, that kind of situation for the first time in his life that he was powerless about his situation and completely controlled by others, which made Beitang Rongdu feel that he was It's like a piece of meat on a chopping board, allowing the other party to use the knife. He hates the feeling of this kind of feeling.

The entire Unsheltered Castle is full of laughter and laughter, and the lights are also decorated to illuminate the towering giant castle in the night. Even on the frozen water, there are lotus lanterns placed there, exuding orange softness. Light.Beitang Rong Du picked up the golden bottle in his hand, said with a smile: "Since we are having a good time tonight, how can we drink tea instead of wine? I think I seem to be more energetic now, so let's toast my father first." With that, he got up and poured the wine with his own hands, and served it in front of Beitang Zunyue.

Beitang Zunyue toasted his glass and drank it. With the spirit of wine, he saw that Beitang Rongdu's clothes were beautiful and clean. The indescribable thoughts bloomed, making the whole person look like a scorpion cloud. Such a cool and elegant color, worn on the young man, made people feel that even the heart seemed to soften unconsciously... Bei Tang Zunyue suddenly stretched out his hand, grabbed Beitang Rongdu's wrist, pulled Beitang Rongdu to his side and sat down, refilled the wine, then laughed and raised the wine glass, in the green liquid in the bottle, There are lights and shadows floating up and down: "So, you and my father and son will not get drunk today."

The man grabbed his wrist, just like the scene in a dream, Beitang Rongdu almost subconsciously wanted to get rid of it, but he finally restrained himself in time, his eyes fluttered, his expression was ambiguous, as if he couldn't catch it Like clouds and mist, his eyes were confusing, but he just narrowed his eyes and smiled slightly: "...OK."

In the hall, the aroma of wine was intoxicating, and the women were full of laughter. The exquisite wine bottles were never empty and would always be filled with good wine in time. Beitang Rongdu sat beside Beitang Zunyue, talking and laughing, soft lips Always soaked in the wine juice, as moist as flower petals wet by dew, just drink one cup from one cup to the other... If a person has something on his mind, he is always more likely to get drunk than usual, so the banquet is halfway through , Beitang Rongdu was already half drunk, he stood up staggeringly, a few strands of long hair were scattered on his snow-white cheeks, people couldn't take his eyes off, his footsteps were slightly chaotic, after a bright smile, He stroked his long hair with one hand, and held up the pure gold wine glass with the other hand, and drank the wine in the glass with his head up. Then he hiccupped and looked at Beitang with narrowed eyes. Zun Yue couldn't stop laughing, and said: "...Since it's the New Year... son... Caiyi Yu... dear... uh... dear..." As he spoke, he staggered out of the hall .

At that time, the moon was just rising, and the moonlight was falling smoothly from the sky, like mercury pouring down on the ground. The moonlight was all over the outside, and the night was as cold as water. Beitang Rongdu broke off a long branch from a plum tree outside the hall. After returning to the main hall, he held the branch in his right hand, weighed it with a smile, made a gesture of rising, and then laughed long, "...play...music!"

With the sound of the pipa, Beitang Rongdu danced his sword in full swing. Following his figure, the sleeves of his robe rolled up, and the white flowers on the plum branches were shaken down, like a fragrant snow, and the blue silk under the crown of sandalwood beads. Flying all over, Yu stands lightly as a crane, if it will fly but not fly... Beitang Rongdu was drunk, and some messy things suddenly flooded into his mind, and his eyes were too busy, only vaguely. Thinking of a long, long time ago, someone took off the mask on his face for the first time, thin lips, sculpted eyebrows, and phoenix eyes. Then seeing him staring blankly, he chuckled lightly and teased: "...do you look stupid?"——

Just like that, I suddenly discovered that some people, some things, even after a lifetime, they can never be completely forgotten in my heart, can't be forgotten, can't be forgotten...

Beitang Rongdu's phoenix eyes are intoxicated, and his gait is swaying. Every time he dances, the petals on the branches will fall on the heavily woven flower sleeves. , Can't help being mesmerized, Beitang Zun watched from afar, and suddenly an impulse arose in his heart, he wanted to use some kind of box to put the young man up and lock it tightly, so that no one else could see the beauty except him. Color... When he was thinking about it, he saw Beitang Rongdu throwing the plum branch in his hand into the air, laughing a few times, and having performed a set of sword dance, he staggered back, all the way through his sleeves. Falling snow-white petals.Beitang Rongdu returned to the seat, his eyes were misty, he plopped and sat beside Beitang Zunyue, Beitang Zunyue caught him firmly, put his left hand around the boy's waist, softened his tone, and smiled softly Said: "...why, drunk?"

Beitang Rongdu tilted his head, his cheeks were stained with drunkenness, his lips were as red as flower petals stained with clothes, he smiled dazedly, half grasping and half pulling the corner of the man's clothes with one hand, and said with a smile: " No...no... wait a minute, I'll go see them... set off firecrackers..." He picked up the glass full of wine and poured it into his mouth, Bei Tangzun laughed more and more, and took his place with one hand Wipe the remaining wine from the corners of your mouth.

When the night was completely dark, the sound of firecrackers started to explode outside, and the flames soared into the sky, illuminating the sky. Tens of thousands of gold stars exploded together, sparks blooming, and everyone in the hall looked out. He covered Beitang Jiaqi's ears with his hands to prevent the sound of firecrackers from scaring her.Beitang Rongdu left the banquet and went out of the hall to watch. The night wind blew, and the coolness invaded his face that was burned by the wine. After a while, he returned to his seat. Seeing this, Shen Hanyan glanced at him for a while, and said in a low voice, "Beitang, you are already drunk." Said: "No...no...no..."

Until the night darkened, everyone had eaten dumplings, and Beitang Rongdu had already drunk all kinds of meat and vegetables, so he stumbled to the back for convenience. He relieved his hands and didn't let anyone follow him. He just walked around by himself. At this time, there were stars in the night sky Bright, the bright moon shines brightly, countless lamps and the sky full of stars reflect each other, there are bursts of music and songs everywhere, the lights are heavy, laughter and people's voices, and the strong aroma of wine in the wind are mixed together, making people intoxicated. The cold night wind lifted Beitang Rongdu's hair, and the hustle and bustle of the world around him seemed to be far away, and there was a dense blur in front of him. Beitang Rongdu was blown by the cold wind outside, and suddenly he was drunk, like a mountain overwhelming , the last remnant of consciousness was finally washed away.

After the banquet was over, Beitang Zunyue saw that Beitang Rongdu had not come back, so he thought he had gone back to Bihai Pavilion to sleep. He took the soft car back to Zheyunju, and when he passed a rockery, he saw a man inadvertently. The person was sitting leaning against a red plum tree, whether he was asleep or awake, it was Beitang Rongdu.The more Beitang Master saw this, he ordered people to stop, stepped down from the soft car, and said casually: "You don't have to wait here." The four porters heard this, carried the soft car, and gradually disappeared into the distance in the darkness of night.

Beitang Zunyue walked under the tree, and said: "...Du'er?" Beitang Rongdu was in a daze for some reason, but he heard this voice, and slowly raised his heavy eyelids, In the haze, I felt someone walking towards this side. He was already completely drunk at this time, and he was completely unconscious. He just struggled to stand up on the tree body, and walked towards that person stumbled stupefiedly. Stretching out his hand to randomly gather the hair blown by the wind, his drunken eyes stumbled, his feet stumbled, he was so drunk that he couldn't stand, suddenly he leaned over, and immediately fell forward, his arms hugged instinctively, and he staggered to the ground. , Immediately embraced the man in his arms.

Beitang Zunyue was suddenly embraced by the young man, he was slightly taken aback, and felt a little joy in his heart, he was about to see how drunk he was, but when he heard Beitang Rongdu giggling, his arms wrapped around him tightly With a strong waist, he picked him up and turned him around before putting him down. He muttered vaguely: "...Han Yan...why are you...heavier, a lot heavier..." Beitang Zunyue listened at first, His face froze immediately, and for a moment he didn't know whether he should be angry or helpless, but he suddenly realized that Beitang Rongdu was pulling his shoulders, raising his head and bringing his mouth up, but his height was not far behind him. Not being able to reach his lips, Beitang Zunyue seemed to hesitate for a moment, and then lowered his head. Beitang Rongdu touched his lips this time, and felt his two soft and hot lips being sucked by him, and he was instantly satisfied Lick and suck up.

Clusters of sparks exploded in the air, golden snakes danced wildly, two figures clinging together were shrouded in colorful flames, as intimate as two long vines intertwined, Beitang Zunyue took Beitang Rongdu Hug them up so that they are on a level with each other, so that they can kiss more conveniently. Use the cloak on your body to hold the boy in front of you, wrapping the two of them inside, like twin chrysalis, feeling the embraced body in your solid arms. With the slender body in his arms, his heart was filled with an unprecedented tranquility and satisfaction, which was enough to turn his hard-hearted heart into tenderness, willing to never wake up in this gentle village.The boy passionately kissed the man, exchanging wine-scented body fluid with each other, wrapped his hands around his father's neck, and playfully flirted with him with the tip of his tongue...

For a long time, Beitang Rongdu fell asleep lying on Beitang Zunyue's shoulder at some point, with a lot of fallen flowers in his hair. Beitang Zunyue hugged the nephrite jade in his arms, and he was reluctant to let go. Whispered: "You tormenting thing..."

I was born with a cold heart, a cold face, and a cold heart, but I also met you with a heartless and heartless heart. The two of us, how can we get along? Could it be that they were lovers in previous lives?

Let my thoughts turn and turn, let you be foolish all the way,

One side thinks ignorantly, the other side looks at the moon,

sigh busy,

Enemy, enemy, as you please,

How can I let it go?