Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu left Zheyunju as if fleeing, for a while he didn't know where he should go, he felt a little lost, after walking for a while, he felt his heart was in a mess, so he simply went to the stable and ordered someone to bring out a horse that he usually loved. Qinghai Cong came, got on his horse, flicked his whip, and galloped out of Wushebao like flying.

Beitang Rongdu ran all the way for dozens of miles, and then gradually slowed down the horses under his seat, letting the horses walk at a leisurely pace. The cold wind was blowing his way, which made him more or less awake and calmed down a little. But where can I completely calm down for a while?At this moment, he didn't want to go back to the castle, let alone face Beitang Zunyue, and even didn't want to see his beloved daughter. He just wanted to be alone and quiet for a while.

He walked confidently like this, the trees were withered along the way, the cold wind was howling, Beitang Rongdu walked for a while, and suddenly saw a group of people walking towards him in the distance, Beitang Rongdu stared at him for a while, His eyesight was quite clear, and he saw that the knights on the horses were all wearing thick fur hats, holding knives and blades, well-behaved, and dignified, guarding a sable hat and Chinese fur. People, if you get closer, you can find that this group of people has high noses and deep eyes, which are different from the Central Plains people, but they are actually a group of barbarians.

Because the ancestors of the Beitang family used to rely on external forces to build a unified force, they married foreign women one after another, so that the descendants were not completely of Central Plains blood. The great-great-grandfather of Beitang Rongdu even had one She is Zhezhe's royal princess, so she doesn't dislike these foreigners. Besides, there is no imperial power in the Central Plains anymore, and it is very common for foreigners to do business here. Besides, Beitang Rongdu no longer has to attract people. Yuan, if you are successful in magic, the world is so big, you can go there, so when Beitang Rongdu saw such a group of barbarians fighting with swords and horses, he just acted like he didn't see them, and went his own way.

The two sides are gradually approaching. The group of people saw this kind of weather, and it was the Central Plains New Year's Day, but someone came here alone on horseback in the suburbs. Recently, they couldn't help but look fixed and stagnant.

The man in the sable hat and Huaqiu in the team was sitting on a steed horse, a little brilliant blond hair was exposed in the sable hat to keep out the cold, blue eyes and thin lips, handsome appearance, about 24 or [-] years old, looking at Beitang Rongdu, who immediately looked silent, saw his long black satin-like hair, his lips were full of dandelions, and his brilliance was peerless. With just one glance, it seemed that the whole world suddenly lit up, and he turned his head to the side. A person next to him who looked like a confidant of the guards said: "In the past, I only heard that there were such outstanding figures as Murong Chong and Zhou Xiaoshi in the history of the Central Plains, but I don't know how they compare with this young man?" He couldn't stop admiring the astonishment, and said: "...I'm afraid it's not as good as it is."

Now the world is mixed, and foreigners have gradually been influenced by the Central Plains. Most of their actions and conversations are not too different from those of the Central Plains. They are also proficient in Chinese. When these two people talked, they used quite pure Chinese. , as long as he is willing, the sound of flying flowers and falling leaves within a certain distance will not escape his ears. Although he is not very close to the team of people at this time, he still clearly heard these words.Right now, Beitang Rongdu is in a turmoil, and suddenly he hears someone compare him to a famous child prostitute in history, how can he have a good face, he has been in power for a long time in his life, killing and killing, but Changshi raised his eyebrows, stopped his horse, and said coldly: "...you utter nonsense! I slap ten slaps on my face, and I will spare your lives."

As soon as this remark came out, the group of people froze for a moment, and then all of them looked stern. The Huaqiu youth didn't expect that Beitang Rongdu would make such a remark. The muscles on his face twitched slightly, and then he regained his heroic lines. Beitang The horse that Rong Du rides is a top-notch horse, and he is dressed in a luxurious and extraordinary way. Just now, he was in a state of confusion, coupled with his young age and too beautiful appearance, he could not help but look weak and charming. When he was upright, there was no trace of a beautiful expression, and his words and actions were full of sharpness, which was clearly the unique appearance of a person who had been in a superior position for a long time. The young man in Huaqiu was also a person with sharp eyesight. Seeing this, he knew that Beitang Rongdu It must be everyone's children, and Beitang Rongdu is extremely beautiful, and there are few people who can get angry with him, so he didn't want to make troubles, so he nodded and said: "I made a slip of the tongue."

Beitang Rongdu looked at the young man coldly. After all, he was not a surly person who killed people for no reason.

Seeing him walking straight away, the young man couldn't help but smiled, and said: "This kind of stunning young man is much more beautiful than the most beautiful woman in Huzhi, but his temper is not very good." The middle-aged man beside him But for some reason, as if he suddenly remembered something, he shook his head and smiled wryly: "His temper is already good. If it were his father back then, and he heard such words, I'm afraid we all don't have to go back." Holding the reins in his hand, the young man was slightly surprised and said: "Oh? Do you know who this young man is?" The middle-aged man sighed: "He has a beautiful appearance, a strange color in his eyes, and a domineering temperament... Except for the Beitang family , Who else? This young man should be Mr. Tu Rong, speaking of which, a noble daughter of our Huzhi once was also his ancestor."

There was a strange look in the young man's eyes, and he said: "Unsheltered Fort...so that's how it is." He pulled the rein and said with a smile: "This trip to the Central Plains, meeting such people, this trip is worthwhile." After finishing speaking, he turned his head and looked at the distant figure of Beitang Rongdu, and said: "I know that the beauty of the country is not the same as the world... let's go."

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Beitang Rongdu wandered outside for half a day, and his mood gradually calmed down. Thinking that he had a physical relationship with his biological father, his heart couldn't stop being cold and hot. He really didn't know what to do. The reason why people who value etiquette and law resist Beitang Zunyue's affection is not just because they are father and son. Well, I suddenly found out that it was his father later on. I thought that coming to Beitang Rongdu would not cause any major fluctuations, and I could accept it. I would not stick to blood, but the two had known each other for many years, and the relationship between father and son was deeply rooted. , Not only are they connected by flesh and blood, but even psychologically, Beitang Rongdu really regards Beitang Zunyue as the closest person, so it is really difficult to accept the sudden conversion of each other into lovers, so for Beitang Zunyue He just ignored the previous gesture of affection.

But now that he made a mistake after drinking and made a big mistake, if it was someone else, Beitang Rongdu would just laugh it off, anyway, it was just a night of absurdity, it was nothing to him, but he could hug anyone, but he happened to touch this The person he can't touch the most in the world, as long as Beitang Rongdu thinks of this, he really doesn't have the face to meet his father.

But up to now, I have done what I have done, and I can’t treat it as nothing. After the initial panic, as a man, let alone a child, there is no reason to be timid and avoid things. Whether it is life or death, no matter what With his head shrunk, he still couldn't avoid such a knife from the left and right, and he couldn't avoid Beitang Zun for the rest of his life... Thinking of this, Beitang Rongdu could only smile wryly, turned his horse's head, and headed towards Unsheltered Fort Direction, rode back.

Beitang Rongdu went all the way back to Wushe Fort, it was almost noon, he hesitated for a while, but finally walked towards Zheyunju.

The cold wind blew the scattered hair at the temples into chaos, and Beitang Rongdu felt slightly flustered and weak, like a child who had done something wrong, he walked forward silently, only feeling a little sweaty in the palms of his hands, looking down and seeing The boots with lambskin exposed under the hem of the clothes stepped on the flat ground. It was only a short distance, but it seemed like a long, long time. His legs were faintly sore and heavy. Beitang Rongdu picked up the steps step by step. On the other hand, he walked very slowly, stepping on the steps step by step, not knowing what was waiting for him, he went inside, and along the way, there were maids who saw him coming, and they were all blessed, along the way, one after another fell to the ground The red shark curtain was pulled up with a golden hook, and it was so long and deep that Rongdu in the Beitang could only hear the soft sound of the hairpin rings on the woman's head shaking and colliding, and the faint sound of firecrackers coming from a distance.

At the end of the right corridor in the inner room, there is a vermilion threshold. Behind the threshold, there are flat and hard gold-painted floor tiles. Beitang Rongdu stretched his feet to step in, and then walked inside, turned around the moon flower arch, and lifted the embroidered curtain , into the inside, immediately a smell of food drilled into the nose, looked up, and saw Beitang Zunyue leaning on a big pile of flower python pillow behind him, with a dining table in front of him, sitting On the heated kang, while eating, a group of maids on the ground were serving towels and refilling the soup, without a word being heard, Beitang Rongdu entered inside, only said: "...you all go down."

The girls saw that his expression was wrong, and Beitang Zunyue didn't say anything, so they didn't dare to disobey, and they all retreated out quietly. For a while, only father and son were left in the room.

Beitang Rongdu lowered his eyes, walked forward silently, suddenly lowered his knees, straightened up and knelt down, the more Beitang Zun saw this, he was a little moved at first, and then seeing his quiet and uncomfortable expression, he couldn't help feeling a little bit I can't bear to deceive my good son to such an extent, but when I think about it, I don't know when I will be able to wait until the day when the two of them will see the sun, and I will continue to suppress my full of emotions. Unknowingly, his heart became cold again, his eyes swept towards the young man, a layer of tiredness gradually appeared on his face, and he said lightly: "...Why, put on this posture upside down."

How did Beitang Rongdu know that he had been bullied by his father, he looked up at the man's face, his heart suddenly became confused, his chest suddenly became cold, and then panicked, he clenched his fists unconsciously, and said in a deep voice "Rongdu...Rongdu made a big mistake yesterday, I beg my father to punish me." Beitang Zunyue looked unpredictable, put down the chopsticks in his hand, and said with a half-smile on his face, "...if you weren't Beitang Rongdu , and can’t survive now.”

Beitang Rongdu was speechless, just hung his head in silence, and after a while, he said in a low voice: "Whatever you want, just beat and scold your son." With a gloomy look, he said: "Why did I beat you and scold you? I just ask you, what are you going to do?" Beitang Rongdu was at a loss for a moment, and then smiled bitterly: "My son doesn't know...just let my father deal with it. .”

Beitang Venerable looked at him more and more, and after a while, he sighed suddenly: "...Du'er, come here." In front of Zunyue, Beitang Zunyue raised his chin with his hands, stared into the blue eyes of the young man, and said slowly: "...I have experienced countless times of life and death in my life, and I have killed countless people, even My brother is no exception, he is ruthless and ruthless, he behaves without reason all his life, he has never had anyone who is really close to him, that's why he has everything he has today."

He paused, and his deep voice clearly sounded word for word in the quiet room: "...but you are different, you are the only child in this seat, and you were carefully raised by this seat, you..."

The man paused for a moment, then said in a self-deprecating tone, "...it's me, my beloved."

Beitang Rongdu clenched his hands tightly, and he almost stopped breathing. He understood Beitang Zunyue's meaning. For a moment, his mind seemed to be agitated, and he suddenly felt that maybe he was not what he imagined. With such firmness, some things might not be that important... The man in front of him is the one he loves deeply, there is love between father and son, there is also love similar to that of brother, the love of close friend, maybe, there can be one more love. Love between lovers?However, it was not easy to accept this idea. Beitang Rongdu felt like a mess in his heart, and he smelled a familiar fragrance in his nose. It was not strong, but it was everywhere. It was Beitang Zun. The more the incense was on his body, he raised his head and looked at the man. His lips seemed to move a few times, but he didn't make a sound. The more Beitang Zun saw this, a faint light flashed in his eyes: ah , Has this stubborn child of his started to waver?After learning that you have done something unforgivable, you become vulnerable, your heart softens, and you shake? ——

Silly boy, this seat is your father, how could he not understand you?How could I not know what method to use to impress you?

So Beitang Zunyue's expression became softer and more natural. At this moment, he suddenly realized that what he said was not completely acting: "...I woke up this morning and only realized what happened last night. I wanted to kill you with one palm." , but how can you do it?!" He held the young man's chin, his eyes were piercing, and there was an invisible tenderness in it: "Only you... Du'er, only you, I have never been able to bear it." ..."—

Nine points of truth, one point of false words, mixed together, often make people believe it is true...

Beitang Rongdu's fingertips trembled slightly. He didn't know if he was shaken, but he knew that he could no longer refuse as before - he no longer had the right to be so righteous and completely innocent. .

He lowered his eyes, not daring to look into Beitang Zunyue's eyes again. Yes, when did a man like his father, such an extremely arrogant and fierce man, suffer such a big loss?If it was another person lying on the bed at that time, he can be sure that the brave guy would have a miserable end ten thousand times more terrible than death-but that person was him, so his father forgave him. If it was just a father to his son, this kind of thing is still unforgivably serious, but his father still expressed forgiveness... This is just because, this man, not only only as a son—

Only between lovers, they will not be too concerned about accidental physical offenses...

Thinking of this, Beitang Rongdu didn't have the time to think about anything else, his mind was full of the pool of blood he saw in the morning, so he murmured softly: "Father...are you seriously injured? I...I ..."—

This affection is too heavy, should I want it or not?Maybe he has no choice. This man treats him so well, but can he let go of him?

Just in such a trance, all the ups and downs, all the joys and sorrows, have come to my heart...

The more Beitang Zun heard the words, his heart froze, he thought to himself, why do you care about these useless trivial matters, and express your attitude quickly, it is serious, but even though you think so in your heart, you still have to play tricks on the surface, So he just kept silent and leaned on the pile of flower python pillows behind him quietly. Seeing this, Beitang Rongdu only thought that he was seriously injured, and felt even more regretful in his heart. Going out, he hesitated to touch Beitang Zunyue's waist: "I... let me see..."

How could Beitang Zun Yue let the young man check, there is nothing wrong with him below the waist, not to mention that place, even between the skin of the buttocks and legs, there is no trace of biting, once he takes off his clothes, it will not be exposed, so He only pressed Beitang Rongdu's hand, gritted his teeth and snorted coldly: "...doesn't this embarrassment not enough for me?"

His performance and words are indeed in line with his usual temperament, so Beitang Rongdu didn't have any doubts at all, he just let go of his hand, bowed his head and kept silent, the more Beitang Zun saw him dejected The way he looked, the cold and hard heart that had long been drained of all pity and sympathy by everything in the world, suddenly became so soft. He remembered how he doted on this young man, and he was reluctant to let him be wronged and persecuted. The child, how he trusted him, loved him, and got close to him... At this moment, Beitang Zunyue suddenly realized that he was so unable to lose this person who was connected with him by flesh and blood. It is much more important than imagined, it is so deep and precious, and it is just like this, he became more and more determined in his original intention - he would never allow his Du'er not to belong to him -

Compared with it, what does lies and deceit matter?But it's just a necessary means to achieve the goal.

Therefore, Beitang Zunyue decided to be more gentle, and completely grasped the flustered little eagle in his hand. He stretched out his strong arms, carried Beitang Rongdu from the ground to the kang, and sat on his lap. Beitang Rongdu did not refuse, obediently buried his face in the man's shoulder, put his forehead against the man's shoulder, without saying a word, Beitang Zunyue slowly stroked the boy's back, then lowered his head tentatively Kissing each other's ears, as if to confirm something, Beitang Rongdu shrank subconsciously, but he didn't refuse or flatter, as if he let it go, treated them passively, and reached an unspoken relationship with each other. The strange tacit understanding of ... well, he caught him.

It's really despicable... Beitang Venerable thought nonchalantly, he smiled, and slowly squeezed his arms around Beitang Rongdu's waist bit by bit. He used the youth's trust in him to dig a hole that would never be restored. The other party jumped down, so the child felt guilty and blamed himself, so he grabbed him with one hand and never let go. He knew his son too well. What was it to this child to have a good night?His child is as ruthless and ruthless as he is, even if he takes the body of an innocent person by mistake, he will not feel any great guilt, but when this person is his Beitang Zunyue, he is the most important and closest person to the boy At this time, this kind of self-blame and guilt will be infinitely magnified, and it will no longer be calm, just like when the two are reversed, when the person who was designed is him, facing the son who was possessed by him after drunk, even if It is him, and he will still feel guilty, unable to jump out of this guilt-filled barrier.

Beitang Zunyue thought about it for a long time before he was brought back to his senses by a strange warm feeling in the socket of his shoulder. He stroked Beitang Rongdu's back and said softly: "...Du'er?"

Beitang Rongdu didn't answer, but still buried his face in the man's shoulder. Beitang Zun slowly lifted his face up, and saw that the young Ruyu's face was already wet, and he let the tears flow freely. It slipped down, drop by drop, from his eyes, and the area of ​​the shoulder where he was lying on his stomach just now was already wet a little... Beitang Zunyue was slightly shocked. For more than ten years, he had never seen Beitang Rongdu. Tears, he thought his child would not shed tears, just like him, enough cold-hearted and cold-faced, he couldn't imagine before that this child would have tears, and what it would be like to shed tears, and now At this moment, he saw that the water drops in those blue eyes filled the eyelashes, and they were about to fall. It was nothing more than heart-wrenching and exciting--it turns out that there is such a beautiful scene in the world.

A drop of water fell on the back of Beitang Zunyue's hand. It was warm but hot. When it hit the skin, there was a scorching heat splash. Beitang Zunyue raised his hand and stroked the boy's face. The skin is so smooth and delicate, with a little moisture.Beitang Zunyue slowly touched Beitang Rongdu's eyes with his fingers, stained with some water, then brought it to his lips, tasted it briefly, and then sighed softly: "Du'er, you shed tears for me. ..."

There was a sense of satisfaction in that sigh, Beitang Zunyue gently kissed away the boy's tears, and murmured: "...Du'er, why are you crying?" Beitang Rongdu said in a low voice: "I don't know..." Beitang Zunyue stared at the youthful Yuyan-like face, and slowly said: "Except for me, in this life, you are not allowed to cry for others..." Beitang Zunyue said, his expression was as gentle as water, caressing Rubbing Rongdu's temples in Beitang, he said lightly: "If I were Qing Emperor in his year, the retribution and peach blossoms would bloom together... I accept you, and one day I will give the whole world to you, so that the world will be peaceful. Sharing this magnificent river and mountain with you is a great cause."

As the man said, he held the boy tightly in his arms, his thin lips were slightly raised, and he seemed to be smiling faintly——

For today's matter, this seat will make up for you in another year...