Shuoyun Feidu

The man was taken aback for a moment, then he seemed to feel a little bit of rare embarrassment, he gritted his teeth and said, "...nonsense." Beitang Rongdu's mouth moved slightly, as if he wanted to laugh, but the man continued word by word Said: "... I don't ask you what you think, but I just tell you one thing: If you want to leave this seat deliberately, even if this seat kills all the people in the world and wipes out thousands of mountains and rivers, I will definitely call you There is nowhere to hide, not to avoid this seat."

After hearing this, Beitang Rongdu didn't know what to say for a while, his heart seemed to be overwhelmed with a touch of emotion, after all, he wasn't really indifferent, so he paused, after all, he turned around and looked up. Looking at the face of Beitang Zunyue, I saw that the sky was thin and the sun was thin, warm as in May. In the room, there was a burst of sweet fragrance. The color of gold, the long phoenix eyes are half covered by the dense black eyelashes, like a crow's feathers, even the sharp and ruthless eyes in the past seem to have been covered, leaving only a thin soft taste, in the heart For a moment, I couldn't help but feel a little inexplicable touch, although the face was still faint, but the heart had already started to wander——

Yes, his father was not a kind and gentle man. This man was murderous, vicious, ruthless, and iron-blooded. It was through the blood of countless people that he became what he is today. Bit by bit, it was uncovered in front of his eyes mercilessly, gradually influencing him into such a person, but so what?After all, this is a man who is connected with his blood and will never leave him. Now that this man has something he can't wait for, in a sense, it can even be said to be pitiful, and as a son, maybe this is a way he can The way to repay a man for his upbringing...——

And he, Beitang Rongdu, has never been a really self-willed and ignorant young man. Facing Beitang Zun's stronger and more domineering affection, even if he is physically and mentally exhausted in the future, he has nowhere to go, and there is no way to retreat... …

At this time, the room is filled with a warm fragrance as calm as water, with light smoke curling up, and the not warm sunlight seeping through sparsely, but it seems to be a luster as smooth as silk in a trance, which makes people calm down for no reason, Beitang Rong Du finally sighed in his heart, quite touched, a clear light gradually gathered in Lan Youyou's eyes, looked at Beitang Zunyue in front of him, suddenly nodded vigorously, then stretched out his hand to gently hug the man, and put his face Pressing against the other side's skirt embroidered with delicate patterns, she whispered: "...Don't worry, I will never leave you, never, and not going anywhere."——

In fact, between you and me, father and son, love and love may not be too important. What I want most in my heart may be just such a peaceful and peaceful relationship, just facing each other...

Such a sentence is sincere, there is no deceit or perfunctory meaning in it, it is a rare frankness, and it also eases the seemingly non-existent gap between the two people. But he didn't say anything in the end, he just lowered his head and looked for Beitang Rongdu's lips. Beitang Rongdu didn't evade or refuse this time, but raised his face slightly, sighed from the bottom of his heart, and quietly narrowed his eyes slightly. Eyes, to cater to the thin lips of Beitang Zun who is getting closer.When he raised his face, he happened to meet Beitang Zunyue's long and cold eyes. Both of them paused slightly, and even their breathing seemed to be stagnant, as if their hearts were being gently plucked by someone. After a few clicks, the faces moved closer little by little, feeling each other's warm breath. The next moment, the four soft and thin lips were slowly stuck together, and there was a faint gap between the lips and teeth of the two people. Hot and intimate, although not very familiar, but today, at this moment, it seems to have a natural fit.

In the warm and fragrant room, Beitang Rongdu wrapped his hands around Beitang Zunyue's waist, and slowly responded to each other's kiss. At this moment, the two of them knew and were familiar with each other, and this kind of warmth might be enough for both of them. Always maintain the relationship between each other, relying on each other and gradually passing through the many trivial or treacherous days in the future...——

I don’t know if people’s body and mind are connected together. I’m obviously at a loss in my heart, and I can’t really accept it, but my lips are just smiling and sticking to each other’s lips, as if they are fused together, and they are happy with each other...

The two stood like this for a long time, Beitang Zunyue put his arms around Beitang Rongdu's waist, slowly stroking the fine patterns on the boy's clothes, the room was so warm that it made people sweat, the two of them Quietly embracing each other, as if tied together by some invisible shackles, unable to move, strong arms wrapped around each other, like twin twisted vines, blooming deformed and bright flowers.

This time, Beitang Zunyue unexpectedly did not ask for a kiss as fiercely as in the past, but just tasted it briefly, and then let go of Beitang Rongdu's lips, but Beitang Rongdu smiled a few times , lying on Beitang Zunyue's shoulders with a smile, the hair on the sideburns brushed his cheeks like running water, and flowed over the top of his heart. The lips are dry, hot and soft, giving one a sense of unspoken and strange warmth... Beitang Rongdu subconsciously wanted to wrap Beitang Zunyue into his arms, but found that the other party was too tall to do so , Only then did he realize that this person was not the men and women he loved so much, so he laughed at himself, and instead grabbed the cloth on the man's arms with both hands, he said: "... what I said last time made you angry Really? But at least I'm telling the truth, and you shouldn't blame me."

Beitang Zun Yue heard the words, his originally gentle face froze, as if he was suddenly a little annoyed, his eyes fixed on Beitang Rongdu, his face changed color instantly, his pupils were rightly facing the young man's blue eyes, suddenly Suddenly, he lowered his head and bit the young man's lips. Beitang Rongdu was caught off guard and snorted softly in pain, his brows furrowed. Just as he was about to push him away, Beitang Zunyue loosened his teeth and used His fingers slowly stroked Beitang Rongdu's eyebrows, then his fingertips slid down and stopped at the end of his eyes, he lowered his voice, chuckled lightly in a strange tone, and said, "You know, Sometimes, I really want to just dig out these eyes and put them in a box, and carry them with me, so that they can no longer look at others, but only at me..."

When Beitang Rongdu heard this, he seemed to want to say something, but just as his lips moved, Beitang Zunyue touched his lips with a slender finger, stopping his words. Leisurely said: "Don't talk, listen to me..."

As Beitang Zunyue spoke, the faint trace of tenderness in his tone slowly disappeared, and the corners of his mouth changed into a self-deprecating smile. As if someone was muttering a spell to confuse people's hearts, the finger gradually moved down, slid across the bridge of the nose, and stopped on Beitang Rongdu's lips, gently caressing: "...the birth here is so beautiful, this place You have thought about it thousands of times, what it will look like when you call out my name from here, or moan and cry, but it always likes to say things that I don't like to hear..." Beitang Zun Lowering his head, he lightly licked away the little bit of blood oozing from the corner of the young man's lips, and asked softly and slowly in a tone that could even be called gentle as water: "...Du'er, can't you be more obedient?" Is this seat not as good as Shen Hanyan or anyone else? If they have something, this seat has it. If they don’t, this seat also has it. What are you dissatisfied with? There is this seat by your side, isn’t it? not enough?"

As the man spoke, he smoothed out the jet-black hair beside Beitang Rongdu's ears. A face that was already close at hand moved slightly closer to the young man, and his fiery breath blew on Beitang Rongdu's snow-white cheeks. He was so handsome that he felt a sense of oppression that he couldn't explain clearly. He looked at Beitang Rongdu, and in a tone that could be called gentle, he repeated the last sentence slowly, and asked: "... Isn't that enough?"

These words seem to have some kind of magical power, such a deceptive tone and tone, people listened to it, and felt a little confused, Beitang Rongdu's heart skipped a beat, his complexion became a little uncertain, and he finally let go after a long while Holding the hand of the man's sleeve, he turned slightly sideways, and said: "...that's different, it's not the same thing, how can we compare it with each other." The more Beitang Zun heard the words, the gentle smile on his lips was just like that. Stiff, did not say anything immediately, but slowly narrowed the cold golden phoenix eyes, raised the resolute jaw slightly, pursed the thin lips into a tightly closed appearance, and pressed the hands together Beitang Rongdu slowly tightened his grip on the shoulders, looked at the young man in front of him, suddenly murmured in a low voice, and asked slowly: "... Tell me, how can I compare to others?"

The hand on the man's shoulder was hot, and it made people feel the heavy force on it, almost giving people the illusion of suffocation. Beitang Rongdu turned his face slightly, and said: "...No, where are you? all good."

Just as he was talking, he suddenly heard a loud and clear cry of a baby, the two men, one big and one small, instinctively turned their heads and followed the sound, but it was Beitang Jiaqi who woke up.Seeing this, Beitang Rongdu hurried over, picked up the crying Beitang Jiaqi from the couch, and coaxed in a low voice: "My dear girl, why are you awake?"

Beitang Jiaqi is really too young, Beitang Rongdu has only been away for a while, and she no longer recognizes her father without seeing her, and even seems a little shy. Seeing Beitang Rongdu looking at her with a smile, he suddenly flattened his mouth, and even cried out loudly, just kept crying, when Beitang Rongdu was helpless, someone beside him picked up Beitang Jiaqi, They clapped and coaxed them familiarly.

The baby was young and could only recognize familiar people instinctively. At this time, Beitang Zunyue, who came to see her every day, held her in his arms. After shaking her for a while, she gradually stopped crying, and only opened her eyes slightly curiously. Round and clear eyes, slowly tapping the tender red mouth, babbling indistinctly in the mouth, the whole person is carved with jade, like a jade doll, with picturesque eyebrows, very cute and cute, Beitang Rong Du saw her description, such a lovely expression, and he liked it from the bottom of his heart, and he felt a little love and pity, and he already smiled all over his face, as if he couldn't see enough, he leaned closer and lightly reprimanded: "You little thing, I haven't seen you for a few days, how come you don't even recognize your own father?" As he spoke, he glanced at Beitang Zunyue, and said slowly: "Lu'er is a bit self-conscious...she seems very I like you father."

Originally, the atmosphere between the two was not harmonious, so they took a short break because of the child, and when it came to an end, Beitang Jiaqi was in good spirits, babbling a few times, rolling his eyes bluntly, Beitang Zun Yue looked at the baby in his hands, and after a while, he suddenly said: "...she is not like when you were a child." Beitang Rongdu held his daughter's fat little hand, and gently touched the soft fetal hair on the top of her head , said: "When I was a child, it may not be the same as when you were a child."

The two didn't say anything for a while, then Beitang Jiaqi burst into tears again, but this time they couldn't be coaxed well, finally the two thought it was probably because the child was hungry, so they asked someone to come in and take the baby away. Beitang Jiaqi took her away and handed it over to the wet nurse to nurse.

After the baby was taken away, there were only two people left in the room. Beitang Rongdu had nothing to say for a while, so he took off his crown, let his hair loose, and took off his outer clothes, wearing only the moon white inside. Shirt, standing next to the fresh-smelling white plum plant, fiddled with the petals on it with his hands. For some reason, he felt a little uneasy in his heart, as if a root had taken root in his heart, and he wanted to ease the atmosphere. But after all, she didn't know what to say. After a moment of silence, she found something to say: "...Are you still angry?"

Beitang Zun's face was like a little frost, his thin lips were slightly closed, and when the spices in the room were burned, there was a lingering white smoke, it seemed that people couldn't fully see his expression, but the appearance on his face seemed to be invisible What kind of anger or joy, just so faint, listened to Beitang Rongdu's words, did not answer, looked out the window, remained silent, after a long while, as if slightly impatient, said in a deep voice: "...my seat Why are you angry?"

Beitang Rongdu was stunned for a moment when he said something like a child's anger, and then he couldn't help laughing a little bit. He quickly covered his face, paused, and finally walked to Beitang Zunyue's side, and tugged at the man. Sleeve, said: "I once said that I would never seriously be angry with you, so now you are going to be angry with me." The more Beitang Zun heard the words, he seemed to be moved, and he snorted slightly. Beitang Rongdu saw that if he wanted to move, he sighed softly, and continued politely and harmoniously: "You are obviously such an old man, why do you still lose your temper with your son? You used to only say that you love me. Could it be that now, you But you really don't want to let me do it." After Beitang Rongdu said, he suddenly remembered that Beitang Zunyue wanted to call him by his name before, and couldn't help but move in his heart. When he looked over again, he saw the man's clothes. The robe is densely woven with gold threads to create dragon patterns, the color dazzles the eyes, and after a lot of thinking, he has made up his mind: how to please this man, how to match his preferences, he really knows nothing better ...Thinking of this, she narrowed her eyes slightly, making her voice softer and softer, her heart was filled with countless words of weakness, but in the end she didn't say a single word, she just said: "...I have already compensated you Be careful, Erlang, do you still want to annoy me?"

When Beitang Zunyue heard the last sentence, he seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and before he had time to think about it, his body had already turned around unconsciously, as if he hadn't heard what Beitang Rongdu had just said clearly, and used a kind of Looking at the young man in front of him with extremely complicated eyes, there was some uncertainty in his eyes, and it seemed that there was some surprise buried deep in his eyes. He looked carefully at Beitang Rongdu's eyes, and after a while, he slowly asked Said: "You just called me... what?"

So Beitang Rongdu knew that his guess was right, this method was indeed effective, and thousands of words of apology were not as effective as those two words, so he took advantage of the situation and raised his head to meet Beitang. In Zunyue's eyes, in those golden phoenix eyes, there is a strange bright light... Beitang Rongdu calmed down, and smiled with his hands behind his back: "I called you just now, Erlang...you are second, so I call you like that , Is it inappropriate? Or, if you don’t like it, then I won’t call it anymore.” Beitang Zunyue looked uncertain, and there was a strange joy mixed with some inexplicable feeling in his heart. With a cry, he stretched out his hand and pressed Beitang Rongdu's shoulder vigorously, and said softly: "...Du'er, call again."

Beitang Rongdu half turned his face away, as if a smile was about to stop at the corner of his mouth, just about to say something, suddenly his heart skipped a beat, but he said in his mouth: "Well, that can't be done."

Although he was rejected, Beitang Zunyue didn't show displeasure at all. He suddenly hugged Beitang Rongdu tightly around his waist and lifted him into the air, as if he was holding a treasure. There was endless joy in the voice, and the tone was rare and soft like the spring sun in March, and said: "Erlang? No one has ever called that before... I like to hear you call it that way." Beitang Rongdu held his hand obediently. Putting it on Beitang Zunyue's shoulders, the long black eyelashes concealed the relaxation in his eyes, and just smiled: "It's just that this is a mouthful...I'm not used to it." Beitang Zunyue carried him to the bedside, and put He placed it on it, stroked the young man's delicate eyebrows with his hands, and sighed softly: "Du'er, if you have been obedient like this, how can I be willing to let you look at your face..." Beitang Zun's slender fingers slowly It slid onto Beitang Rongdu's lips, twirled on the bitten wound just now, then lowered his head, and gently licked off the blood on it with the tip of his tongue: "... still hurts?"

There was thin white smoke from the censer, like strands of silk, Beitang Rongdu slightly tilted his head, glanced at Beitang Zunyue, lay sideways on the bed, squinted his eyes and said with a faint smile, "You just know? Then why did you bite me just now?" Beitang Zun Yue leaned over and pulled the quilt to cover Beitang Rongdu, seeing that Beitang Rongdu was silent, he hugged the boy and turned over, hugging him comfortably Lying comfortably on the bed, with his black hair loosely spread, he gave a snickering laugh, hugged Beitang Rongdu in his arms, and said kindly: "Then let you bite me back, how about it?" Beitang Rongdu took He casually picked up the man's black hair scattered on the pillow with his fingers, played with it, and smiled sullenly: "I'm not a dog, why bite you?" Beitang Zun Yue pinched his cheek and cursed with a smile Said: "Bastard, are you pointing at Sang and scolding Huai?"

The two laughed for a while, Beitang Zunyue lightly rubbed the tip of the boy's chin with his thumb, with a soft look in his eyes, as if he was talking to himself: "Erlang...Erlang..." After a pause, He said to Beitang Rongdu: "Be more obedient in the future, don't be so stubborn, I will never be willing to touch your finger again... You said just now that you will never leave this seat, and you will not go anywhere, this seat will also agree to you , always with you, I will protect you for the rest of my life."

Such words sounded so sincere, Beitang Rongdu's heart moved slightly, he couldn't help sighing, he just felt that Beitang Zunyue's arms were very powerful, holding him tightly in his arms, between mouth, nose and breath, They were all full of the familiar aura of the man, so he smiled slightly and said softly, "Okay."

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The night was deep, and the cold moonlight fell on the ground thinly like frost. The curtains were drooping, the candles were dimly lit, and the room was silent. Dream.

Beitang Rongdu woke up suddenly and was confused for a moment before his vision gradually cleared up.

The gorgeous curtain in front of me hangs down quietly, enclosing a pair of mandarin ducks. Inside the Hong Luoxiang tent, there are double embroidered pillows, brocade quilts, and a gauze lamp is still on. It is dark outside, and the cold wind is howling outside the window, and it is still night.

The room is as warm as spring, even making people a little hot. Beitang Rongdu found himself surrounded by an arm, leaning in a solid embrace, covered with a brocade quilt, hugged and cuddled so tightly, even on his body Wearing only a light undershirt, it was still almost sweaty.

The man was still in a dream, his eyes were lightly closed, and he was fast asleep. Beitang Rongdu instinctively wanted to struggle a little bit, to relax a bit, but for some reason, he still didn't move after all. Perhaps it was because his heart was greedy for the side of the pillow. The warmth of this person...

Beitang Zunyue was still sleeping peacefully, but suddenly his arms moved slightly, hugging Beitang Rongdu's waist a little tighter, his thin lips seemed to move, and a low, raving voice was almost inaudible : "... Du'er..."

He was clearly in a dream, but his tone was so affectionate and sincere, the man's embrace was also warm, through his clothes, he could even feel the real sense of steadfastness in it, Beitang Rongdu's heart moved, and there seemed to be something in his mouth. Feeling sour, my whole heart was almost softened by this inadvertent gentleness - such a man, if he really treats him like this, he will never change his sincerity, even in his dreams, he still clings to him, never forgetting?Before he even thought about it, his body was already one step ahead of his brain, and he stretched out his hand to gently tuck the corners of Beitang Zunyue, and said softly: "...Dad?"

Beitang Zunyue still hasn't woken up, just sleeping peacefully, without any reaction, his snow-white inner garment is slightly loose at the lapel, revealing a little collarbone, and there is a faint smell of incense on his body, revealing bit by bit... Beitang Rongdu After watching him quietly for a long time, he finally closed his eyes again and gradually fell asleep.

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When he woke up again, it was already the fifth watch. Beitang Rongdu got out of bed, took off his shoes, and sat in front of the dressing table combing his hair and combing his hair. There was a slight sound, so I turned my head to look, and saw Beitang Zunyue leaning sideways on the head of the bed, looking at him with a half-smile on his face, Beitang Rongdu curled the corners of his mouth, and said: "...Dad is awake So early."

The young man raised his eyebrows, smiled at the corner of his lips, his black hair fell into a graceful arc, his snow-white clothes were loosely tied, and he seemed vaguely careless and lazy. Beitang Zunyue supported his chin with one hand, and directed his gaze to Beitang Rong Du seemed to be a little lost in thought, with three parts of a smile, three parts of a trance, four parts of doting, he just looked at the other party firmly, and said sincerely in his mouth: "As a human being, Yanyan is as independent as a lonely pine, and his drunkenness Yes, the puppet is like the general collapse of Jade Mountain..." Beitang Rongdu raised his hair and tied it neatly, and said with a smile: "What are you talking about so early in the morning?" Beitang Zunyue said with deep eyes Smiling, he said: "...why don't you call me this seat like yesterday." After speaking, he got out of bed and walked to Beitang Rongdu.

Beitang Rongdu saw the man's face in the mirror, and his own face was reflected in the mirror together, like twin flowers. When Beitang Rongdu saw this, he couldn't help but feel mixed feelings for a moment. Even though he had all kinds of plans in his mind, he didn't just blindly pretend to be a snake to Beitang Zunyue, and he was sloppy and perfunctory. For a while, he smiled and said nothing, and after a while, he smiled and said: "How can you force others to make things difficult for you."