Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and said with a smile: "Lost it? Unfortunately, I looked pretty at first, and I wanted to come with you." Beitang Zunyue stroked his forehead hair and said: "What's the point? If you want it, just ask someone to make another one." Beitang Rongdu turned his head and smiled, and said, "That's different, no matter how similar it is, it's still not the original one. gone."

The two talked for a while, and gradually, the rain outside the window seemed to be heavier than before. The more Beitang Zun looked at the time, he saw that it was already evening, and the sky was getting gloomy, so he got up and turned the rest of the lights on. The palace lantern was lit, and he asked casually: "It's already You hour, are you hungry?" Beitang Rongdu was leaning on the cushion behind him, quietly looking at the figure of Beitang Zunyue, with a trace of peace densely intertwined in his heart. The sense of peace seems to feel that it is not bad even if it is like this forever. Perhaps, it is because he is a full ten years younger than the other party, and they are born to be drawn by a line called 'father and son', so they It is possible to ask for something presumptuously from time to time, whether it is pampering, doting, or compromising, and his father will always satisfy these demands, giving him such and such privileges, making his status in the eyes of everyone More and more respect, and this kind of stable happiness, the sincerity that the other party reveals from time to time, people really don't want them to be gradually forgotten or lost somewhere... I was in a trance, but was asked by Beitang Zunyue , just realized his lack of focus, so Beitang Rongdu rubbed his stomach and said with a smile: "You say that, I do seem to be a little hungry." Beitang Zunyue looked out the window. Yu Mu said: "This is God's favor. If that's the case, I'm not in a hurry to leave, let's have dinner with you." Beitang Rongdu smiled unconsciously when he heard this, and raised his hand to ignore it. He straightened the scarf on his head, and said: "... If you want to eat here, just say it, what excuses are you looking for?" As he spoke, he called people in and ordered the meal to be served.

Not long after, two servants came in carrying a low table and put it on the couch, followed by five or six young maids, who brought food utensils and arranged them on the table one by one. After wiping his hands with a silk cloth, he said: "Go down, you don't need to serve here." After hearing this, everyone bowed slightly and retreated silently.

At this time, the sky was dark outside, Beitang Zun Yue came over and sat down, glanced at the dishes on the table, and saw that there were not many dishes, there were about seven or eight dishes, although each one was very delicate, most of them were from Beitang. Tang Rongdu likes to eat on weekdays, but there is not much meat, it is nothing more than needle ear fungus, shredded bamboo shoots, Hericium erinaceus and the like, and two bowls of rouge rice porridge, one of which is crispy steamed lotus whitebait, A bowl of emerald crab roe tofu is already full of oil and water, so I couldn't help but frowned, and said: "Although it is suitable to eat light food when you are sick, you don't have to be so vegetarian. Eat more nourishing things to heal your wounds." How much faster can these slaves serve you like this?"

Beitang Rongdu had just held the chopsticks in his hand at this time, and he was slightly taken aback when he heard the words. Beitang Zunyue's delicate heart, plain and simple concern was probably only enjoyed by him alone. His father treated him, It is indeed a rare patience and caring... Beitang Rongdu's face was expressionless, but he felt mixed and corrected for a while, and then smiled and said: "What does it have to do with them? It's all about me." Ask someone to get some light dishes to eat."

As Beitang Rongdu said, he covered his long sleeves a little, with a look of helplessness on his face, and said: "Why did I miss this food, but you don't know, father, the ones prescribed by the Tai Hospital The medicine was really unbearable, and I drank five or six bowls of it every day. The taste was so disgusting that I lost my appetite. When I saw a meal with a lot of oil and water, I almost didn't want to eat a mouthful immediately. It’s better to fix some plain dishes, and it’s also sweeter to eat.”

Beitang Zun Yue smiled, took the chopsticks with his own hands, picked up some tender bamboo shoots that are very refreshing in summer, put them into Beitang Rongdu's bowl, and said: "Good medicine tastes bitter and is good for the disease, just bear with it a little bit." " Beitang Rongdu scooped up a bowl of steaming soup and drank it slowly, took another two mouthfuls of rice, and then said to himself: "...No way, I have been bothered by medicine since I was a child, and I am afraid that this problem will last my whole life. I can’t change it.” After saying that, he took a small vegetarian fried dumpling and gave it to Beitang Zunyue, and said with a smile: “It’s not rude to come here... Once this is cold, it won’t taste good, you have a taste Try it, the water shield stuffing, it tastes really good."

The two sat facing each other and began to eat, chatting occasionally. After Beitang Rongdu took a few mouthfuls of food, he drank half a cup of hot soup, and inadvertently raised his head to look at Beitang Zunyue Shi who was opposite him. , but saw that the man just moved a few dishes that were closer to him, tasted the taste a little, and didn't eat much, so he temporarily stopped the chopsticks and asked: "What's the matter, isn't it to your liking? Otherwise, I'll ask someone to make some more." Beitang Zunyue slowly drank two mouthfuls of porridge, looked at the young man, and said: "...That's not true, it's just that this king used some snacks before coming here , I’m not hungry right now, I’ll just use some with you.” Beitang Rongdu said ‘oh’ and didn’t speak, but Beitang Zunyue had already picked up a ball and handed it to him. Beitang Rongdu is early I'm used to such innocuous little intimacy between the two, so I didn't think it was strange, I just opened my mouth to accept it, and then lowered my head again to eat the porridge slowly, while Beitang Zunyue picked some at will. After the vegetables were used up, it was more to watch him eat. The sound of the rain outside the hall was peaceful.

For a while, the father and son had finished their dinner, and the palace servants came in to clean up the dishes, removed the table, and helped them to wash their hands and mouths, and served tea. I leaned my head forward and looked out, and saw that the rain outside the window had not yet stopped, and the big raindrops hit the broad-leaved plantains under the white marble steps, crackling, sparking a little bit of cool water, and I turned my head to look at Beitang. Zun Yue, with a faint smile on his face, said in his mouth: "This rain really keeps people away, let you stay here for a while."

Because it was raining, there was a hint of coolness in the hall, Beitang Zun Yue smiled lowly, walked over and reached out to pinch Beitang Rongdu's nose, and chuckled disapprovingly: "...why, Even if the rain stops at this time, don't you still want to drive me away?" As he said, he bent down and picked up Beitang Rongdu Heng, walked to the big bed not far away, and then put him down , and took off his coat with his own hands.

Beitang Rongdu sat leaning against the head of the bed, pulled a thin blanket over his lap, raised his hand to untie the square scarf on his head, let his hair loose, and said with a smile: "That's what you said, who dares to drive you away The more the Master Beitang saw that his black hair was like lacquer, and the light could be seen, he couldn't help lowering his head and biting Beitang Rongdu's snow-white right earlobe, while playing with the smooth temple hair, he whispered: "...you With such courage, what else do you not dare to do?" Beitang Rongdu felt his ears itch, he quickly shrank his neck, and complained: "You know that my right ear is easy to itch...for such a big person Why do you always have trouble with your son." As he spoke, he wanted to avoid it, but Beitang Zunyue held down his hand with extreme tenderness, and licked his ear with the tip of his tongue, Beitang Rongdu couldn't bear it. Unable to stop, he let out a 'chi' laugh, pushed the man's shoulder with his left hand, panting slightly: "Father, please forgive me, I was wrong, I was wrong... Ha... I dare not say you again... Itches... I was really wrong..."

The two played and quarreled for a while, and after a long while, Beitang Zunyue let go of the boy in his arms, half lying and half leaning beside him, and saw Beitang Rongdu's hair on his temples was slightly disheveled, he was still panting, half of him Lazily sank into a pile of soft pillows, covered his ears with one hand, closed his eyes and said: "You are obviously bullying the patient...you are bullying the small with the big, taking advantage of others' danger." Picking up a lock of hair from Beitang Rongdu, I held it between my fingers. The strands of hair were so smooth that they slipped out of my fingers silently one by one, and even left behind a scent of fragrance, called Reluctant to let go, Beitang Venerable smiled lightly, hugged Beitang Rongdu into his arms, and his light breath brushed between the young man's ears, blowing a few strands of hair on his temples, and said: "Anyway, you also turn over But hell...you just listen to my king in everything, who will bully you?" Beitang Rongdu turned away, and said with a 'puchi' smile: "I listen to you in everything...I'm not a three-year-old child gone."

Gradually, the rain outside the window gradually became smaller and tended to stop. Eventually, it stopped. From time to time, the rain accumulated on the banana leaves could be heard pouring down, and the entire palace was washed by the rain. It was transparent, and there was a swamp of water on the ground.While the two were talking, Beitang Rongdu squinted his eyes and yawned. Beside him, Beitang Venerable Yue saw this, and lightly kissed the young man's forehead, saying, "... sleepy?"

Beitang Rongdu let himself lean on his father's chest halfway, feeling the warm and reassuring breath of the other person, and his whole body relaxed. Such a warm embrace, separated by thin clothes, made Beitang Rongdu feel Gaining the sincerity and steadfastness, he said with a smile: "I've slept in this afternoon, how can I get sleepy so easily..." Bei Tangzun put his arms around him halfway, and after a moment of silence, he suddenly asked with a low laugh: " Du'er, tell me, this king is in your eyes...is it okay?" Beitang Rongdu was a little puzzled when he heard it at first, but then he understood a little bit - people who are drowning in the sea of ​​love, regardless of gender, I'm afraid that when we are together, we often like to talk nonsense and do ridiculous things that are completely useless in the eyes of others. Even for people like Beitang Zunyue, it seems inevitable now, but compared with most people, Bi, he just occasionally asked one or two meaningless questions at this time, which is not bad... Thinking of this, Beitang Rongdu turned his head, as if he was seriously looking at Beitang Zunyue's face, and then used his hands After making comparisons on the bridge of the other's nose, chin and two cheekbones, he nodded his head and said with a smile: "Well, of course, this is a real handsome man, a great beauty..." Beitang Zun became more picky Raising his eyebrows, he bent his index finger and flicked Beitang Rongdu's forehead lightly, and scolded with a smile, "Bastard...that's all?"

Beitang Rongdu leaned the back of his head on the man's shoulder again, half-closed his eyes and said with a smile: "Then, let me think about it... Well, you are very skilled in martial arts, powerful and powerful, and you have a good figure... Tsk, You really are the girl in the girl's dream, compared to me, it's a little bit worse." Beitang Zunyue was dumbfounded for a while, and then he couldn't help laughing and said: "... who asked you this!" Beitang Rong Du smiled but said nothing, just picked up Beitang Zunyue's hand, and played with the five slender fingers on it. After a long while, he remembered something, and suddenly his smile faded away. Looking back, the past was like smoke. Turning around in an instant, she only said softly: "...Father, do you want to know why I am different from Han Yan...Why even if you don't like him, I have never alienated him?"

As soon as this remark came out, Beitang Zun Yue obviously paused, but he did not make a sound after all. Perhaps, deep in his heart, he really needed an explanation... Neither of them spoke for a while, until Beitang Rongdu came back again. It was only when he opened his mouth that the peace was finally broken: "That's right, he has a rare appearance, an outstanding character, and a personality that suits me very well. He is proficient in the six arts, and his martial arts are not bad. For all the reasons..."

Beitang Rongdu gently squeezed the man's finger, as if he was recalling, and said slowly: "The year I left the castle, there were still a few months before I turned eight years old... After I left the castle, I started to live in the rivers and lakes. Working hard, I was just a yellow-mouthed child at that time, who would really take me seriously, some people in the sub-rudder and sub-forums were secretly watching my jokes, and the orders I sometimes gave at the beginning, There are also some people who are obedient and obedient. Later, I began to try my best to show my abilities, so that they could all see my resolute methods with their own eyes, so that no one would dare to underestimate me. , everyone started to fear me, and I also did a lot of things outside for Unsheltered Castle..."

Beitang Rongdu sighed softly, and told the past one by one. He had experienced all the way, his expression was silent, and he couldn't see any waves. The calmness and composure in Tang Rongdu's tone suddenly made him wonder whether he should feel emotion or regret, or something else. Based on his experience, he can certainly understand what it would be like for a young boy to do this. It was not easy, but at that time, Beitang Rongdu had to rely entirely on itself... The drops of water dripping down from the eaves outside the window made people feel almost in a trance.

"... A few years, it seems like a lifetime, and during this period, Han Yan has always been by my side." Beitang Rongdu said softly, obviously feeling Beitang Zunyue's fingertips tremble almost imperceptibly, It seemed to be shocked: "From the time I was born to the time before I was six years old, I didn't have him at all, and from the time I was almost eight years old to the next six years, I almost didn't have you...Dad, it was all six years. Yes, he’s not here, behind you, you’re not here.” Beitang Rongdu said, lowering his eyes lightly, sighing leisurely: “During that period, he was always by my side, with me, everything I went through Things, no matter setbacks or other things, he is always with me... Dad, you know, for a man, the person who is always by his side during such a period of time is always different. "—

Yes, the past is gone, and the light and reflection are like tides. I still remember the calm and plain smile on the lips of the boy who was still a boy. The wound, or the spring breeze of "riding on a leaning bridge, full of red sleeves", the gentle and jade-like young man rode his horse and accompanied him behind him. Every bit and every drop was experienced by the two of them together. The man has witnessed most of his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys, whether it is the scenery behind others, or the shadows behind the glitz... He may be calm and selfish, and cold, and it is difficult to be truly attracted by anyone or anything. I was moved, but before I knew it, a heart was still quietly pushed through a gap, leaving behind a faint figure, allowing time to be between the two of them, leaving a gap that made each other unable to part with each other. s things……

Beitang Zunyue didn't speak this time. He embraced Beitang Rongdu's body and embraced the young man. He could clearly feel the warmth of the other person's body, but a moment of confusion flashed in his heart. He suddenly felt that the person in his arms A little far away from him, he has always been a conceited person, and he will never feel the slightest regret for certain things that have happened, but at this moment, he is finally touched—even if he doesn't ask, However, in the process of Beitang Rongdu's transition from a boy to a teenager, after all, he has lost the opportunity to make his mark on this place forever, and he has lost it forever on the day Beitang Rongdu left Wushebao. It's over, just like this, the feelings are no longer what they used to be. During that time, he was not by the other party's side, he didn't watch Beitang Rongdu show his edge and grow gradually, and he didn't share the love for a man with Beitang Rongdu. The time of life is very important, there is no time to accompany Beitang Rongdu to gradually transform... Good luck tricks people, but this is the case, the past has passed forever, and it is not until this moment that Beitang Zunyue truly Knowing what a precious thing he had missed before he knew it, he began to regret letting Beitang Rongdu be there alone. In just a few years, he created a period of eternal regret...——

But the other person has been fortunate enough to share many things with Beitang Rongdu during the growth period, and has experienced many things together. Therefore, the position that that person occupies in Beitang Rongdu's heart is probably no longer there. It will never fade away...

All kinds of things seem to be in a cocoon... Beitang Zunyue suddenly couldn't restrain the strong jealousy and unwillingness in his chest anymore. He knew that no matter what he did, unless he turned back time, he and the person in his arms would be destroyed. Some things in between will never be complete again, and the one who fills this gap will be another person...Whether you admit it or not, the facts are the facts, no matter how many things he has in the future. Even if it is to control the life and death of tens of thousands of people in the world, it is still in vain.

Thinking of this, Beitang Zunyue suddenly closed his arms, hugged Beitang Rongdu tightly, and held the opponent's hand. Although the strength was not strong, Beitang Rongdu still felt something keenly from it, so he turned his head away Look, you are facing a pair of narrow, long and deep phoenix eyes.

Beitang Zunyue's eyes at this moment were too deep and difficult to understand, which made Beitang Rongdu slightly moved. When he looked carefully again, there seemed to be something hidden in those eyes, which disappeared in a flash, almost lonely, making Beitang Rongdu almost Suspecting that he had misread it, that expression should not have appeared in his father's eyes... While he was in confusion, Beitang Zunyue's right hand, which was held in Beitang Rongdu's palm, had gradually strengthened, he clenched it tightly, and said in a low voice. Word by word: "...in front of this king, you are not allowed to think about others, not for anyone, not even for a moment." Beitang Rongdu listened to his overbearing words that could be regarded as arrogant, and he didn't know what to say. He had never seen such a Beitang Zunyue at this moment, and before he knew it, he had already held Beitang Zunyue's hand, staring at the pair of harmonious With eyes similar to his own, he felt that Beitang Zunyue's originally sharp eyebrows were smoothed a little in the light, adding a bit of warmth and anticipation for no reason, so he subconsciously nodded his head slightly. With a soft color, he said: "...OK."

Beitang Zun Yue heard the words, and then quietly hugged Beitang Rongdu in his arms again, the trace of indifference on his lips gradually blurred in the shadow of the light——

It's hard to get over it!