Shuoyun Feidu

When Mu Qinghan saw the few lines on the paper, it felt as if he was heartbroken for a while. After a long time, I don't know how long it took. Although his body was warm like spring, he couldn't bear his heart. The chill slowly climbed up one by one, and I felt that the fingertips were completely cold... Mu Qinghan squeezed the thin paper in his hand little by little, and there was a moment of emptiness in his heart, as if even himself It doesn't exist anymore. At this moment, he suddenly remembered the short time when he was with that person in the past. At that time, he thought that if two people were in love, they could stay together forever and grow old. However, however...

But even though the lovesickness and long-term love that he originally hoped for have been cut to pieces by thousands of knives, it still makes him let go, he can't wake up, and he will never be freed from eternal life. —

From then on, Mu Lang was a passerby... He couldn't even meet her once.

My heart is as cold as frost, even though the room is so warm, I can't feel it at all, I just feel that my heart is so cold that it's hard to say, Mu Qinghan's fingertips tightly squeezed the faintly fragrant paper, and slowly squeezed it He folded it up again, put it back into the envelope, and carefully carried it in his arms. For a moment, he even wanted to throw everything away and immediately rush into the palace to find that person. He would take her anywhere in the world, but The safety of everyone in the family forced him to suppress this urge... Mu Qinghan's eyes were silently filled with a layer of frost-like coldness, and there was a thick shadow between his brows, Beitang Rongdu Seeing this, she remained silent, just subconsciously stroking the pattern on the cuff with her hands, such dense lines, like every fragment in the old days, at such a moment of trance, suddenly reminded some of the past, and traced with the past. Till now, Beitang Rongdu realized that he was not as ruthless as he imagined. It turned out that he also liked Mu Qinghan once, and amidst the countless lies and deceptions back then, he was not as heartless as he thought. There is always a moment of excitement.

After a long while, Mu Qinghan looked at Beitang Rongdu with a calm expression, but there was no warmth in that calmness, and said: "... If there is nothing else, I will leave." Beitang Rongdu saw There were no obvious fluctuations on his face, but there was clearly something in those eyes—the eyes that silently expressed that no matter what, he would never give up or forget for a moment.

Beitang Rongdu's heart throbbed, but he couldn't do anything about it. The reason he wrote this letter was simply not to let Mu Qinghan continue to be in a hopeless state of mind, so he simply cut off all his hopes with his own hands, but this Among them, Beitang Rongdu still vaguely knew that he might be out of a little bit of intolerance, and wanted to give the other party a little comfort, so that he would not have no news for so long, even if it was just a few words... So Beitang Tang Rongdu could only maintain his usual nonchalant appearance, facing each other in silence, just nodded, and said, "...OK."

Not long after, there was no one else in the huge hall, Mu Qinghan had already left, Beitang Rongdu sat in the chair, rubbed his temples with his hands, then asked someone to bring in all the official documents to be processed today, and began to calm down Come to the director's office.

It was noon in a blink of an eye, and it wasn't until the inner prison guard on duty outside came in to report that Beitang Rongdu realized that it was getting late, so he simply cleaned up, and when he was about to order someone to pass on the meal, he remembered that Chen Hanyan was in the morning. I once told him that Mrs. Song seemed to be a little unwell. Although Beitang Rongdu still had such a lump in his heart, after all, he thought of the deep bond between himself and Beitang Zunyue, and he had already dealt with it. The matter was a little relieved, not to mention that no matter what, half of the child in Song's womb might be his, so Beitang Rongdu thought about it, and ordered to prepare a sedan chair and go to Lihong Palace where Song lived.

When I arrived at the place where the Song family lived, I saw that the palace was dignified, and some evergreen trees planted around were also energetic. Rongdu got off the sedan chair in Beitang, and no one let anyone tell him. He just went in by himself. Shi was leaning on a chaise longue with purple velvet embroidered cushions, her feet resting on a smoked cage on the ground to keep warm, and she was feeding some sunflower seeds to the birds. She is now nearly four months pregnant, wearing loose clothes Clothes, not showing bosom yet.

Seeing Beitang Rongdu coming here, Mrs. Song hurriedly stood up, went forward and saluted, "...I have seen you before." Seeing the ceremony, Beitang Rongdu stretched out his hand to help Mrs. Song, and said lightly: "...Since you are pregnant right now, you don't need to be so polite." Mrs. Song's face was full of satisfaction and happiness of being a mother soon. Hearing this, he said with a shy smile, "Why do you have time to come to my concubine today..." Beitang Rongdu sat down and said, "I heard from Han Yan that you seem to be feeling unwell, so I'll come and see you." Look." The Song family smiled, and said embarrassedly: "It's just a little uncomfortable. When I woke up this morning, I was already half healed...but please worry about me." Beitang Rongdu waved his hand, Said: "That's good... I just came over from business and haven't eaten yet, so I'll eat at your place right now." After hearing this, Mrs. Song hurriedly ordered someone to prepare the meal.

After the two finished their lunch, Song asked the palace servants to spread out the quilts and serve Beitang Rongdu to rest for a while, while she sat in front of the bed and talked with her carefully. Beitang Rongdu was indeed somewhat sleepy. After lying on the bed for a short time, he gradually fell asleep.

Beitang Rongdu woke up in a dream, only felt that he was laughing and chatting with Beitang Zunyue, very intimate, but seeing Beitang Zun Yuefeng handsome in a blur, moving people's hearts, Beitang Rongdu seemed to be for a while Confused, he stretched out his arms to hug the man's waist in a ignorant manner, hugged Beitang Zunyue in his arms, stroked his body and sucked his tongue, doing everything, gradually became more and more wanton, and pressed him under his body. He wanted to do that kind of adultery, but Beitang Zunyue just complied and never refused.

This ups and downs was really enjoyable, the fiery body in his arms seemed to be limp, only the unstoppable groans could be heard, Beitang Rongdu galloped happily on his father, only Feeling that I was in a tight, warm and slippery place, I saw Beitang Venerable below me frowning, seeming to be in great pain, so I lowered my head and kissed the center of his brows, comforting him gently, until finally she burst out, Splashing a stream of hot liquid all over Beitang Zunyue's body, he suddenly felt unspeakably relieved.

Since the clouds gather and the rain clears away, as a man, he is always feeling empty when he is overwhelmed by the rush of excitement. Therefore, this charming dream in Beitang Rongdu gradually fades away, and it seems that there is a little bit of physical and mental distress. Satisfied, there is a bit of laziness after venting, but the mind has turned a little sober. After a while, I only feel that there seems to be a soft and smooth body clinging to me, so I slowly opened my eyes and waited to concentrate on it. When I went there, I saw Mrs. Song's clothes peeled off, only wearing a moon-white hibiscus bellyband, her black hair was scattered, her face was flushed, her eyes were blurred, her pink neck was still slightly sweaty, her breath was like blue, Beitang Rongdu Seeing him, he already understood that he was just making a joke in his dream, and couldn't help feeling a faint sense of disenchantment in his heart.

On the contrary, Mrs. Song was dragged into bed by Beitang Rongdu just now, and the two of them lingered for a while, during which they saw Beitang Rongdu being gentle and unspeakable, caring for her intentionally, compared to the usual time between the beds, I don't know much more So much caress and care, Song didn't know what was going on, she thought it was her husband who was half asleep and half awake, but also knew to pity her for being pregnant, treated her tenderly, feeling ashamed and happy at the same time, gently hugging Beitang Rongdu's arm , lying quietly next to the other party, how could she have imagined that Beitang Rongdu was all because the one who was lingering with him in the dream was Beitang Zunyue. Men are no better than women. Only then did Beitang Rongdu subconsciously move very gently, so as not to hurt Beitang Zunyue.

The heating in the room was suffocating. At this time, Beitang Rongdu's lingering excitement had disappeared, so he closed his eyes slightly, and said casually: "...how, you are pregnant, just now, did you feel a little uncomfortable?" Song Song Shi Fen blushed, and said in a low voice: "I have just been cherished by the master, there is nothing wrong with being a concubine..." As she spoke, she couldn't feel a lot of thoughts for a while. She knew her identity and didn't expect too much. It is very clear that Beitang Rongdu married her because of the situation, and there was no love in it. After marriage, although he did not treat her lightly, he was not considered to be fond of her, and he was far from being comparable to Shen Hanyan. Naturally, she was not without a little bit of loss and sadness...Suddenly, she once again envied Shen Hanyan.

Fortunately, at least she has a child now, no matter what, it is a consolation... Subconsciously, Song put her cheek on Beitang Rongdu's arm, which was her only support as a woman.

Hearing that Mrs. Song was fine, Beitang Rongdu let out a slight 'huh'. He lay quietly for a while, then sat up and was about to drive to Da Nei, to Beitang Zunyue's place, but just as he picked up his clothes, For some reason, he let go of his hand again, paused, and ordered someone to come in to wait for him to take a bath—maybe things have evolved to this day, and Beitang Rongdu is no longer the same as it was when forced by the situation and had to fight with Beitang. Tang Zunyue is a boy who is together now, and now in his subconscious mind, he may have begun not to want to appear in front of Beitang Zunyue with someone else's taste after being happy with other people...

After bathing for a while, Beitang Rongdu changed into clothes and left the Lihong Palace. Instead of sitting in a sedan chair, he took a carriage to the palace instead.

At this time, Beitang Zunyue was in charge of the imperial study, and when Beitang Rongdu was led by the little eunuch to walk in, he suddenly saw an official being dragged out by two imperial guards, one on the left and one on the right, and Beitang Rongdu Slightly surprised, he knew that Beitang Zunyue was discussing matters with the courtiers inside at the moment, so he didn't go in to disturb him, and just waited near the Moon Cave Gate a little further away.

After a while, there was a dull beating sound outside, as if the imperial staff was being used, and after about a cup of tea, the official was dragged back in again, with blood on his buttocks, and went to thank him.When Beitang Rongdu saw it, he asked the inner eunuch next to him: "...what's the matter?" When the inner eunuch asked him, he hurriedly replied: "The servant just listened to the words of the son in a daze. , It seems that because of some news from the south, several censors entered the palace today, and it seems that they don’t know which one to jointly impeach.” Beitang Rongdu heard it, thought for a while, and probably guessed what was the reason That's right, Beitang Zunyue secretly sent someone to the south to order that whenever the city was attacked, the troops could be raided and looted in order to boost morale and prevent the war from being affected by the severe cold and harsh weather after winter. , presumably it was this news that made Yushi join the palace to impeach the front-line generals. The official who received the imperial scepter just now probably got beaten because of his rivalry with Beitang Zun.

Beitang Rongdu thought about it, and walked towards the door. Naturally, the servant outside the door would not stop him, and let him go in directly. As soon as Beitang Rongdu entered the hall, he saw several officials kneeling on the ground, Beitang Zunyue put his hands behind his back, and said with a sneer: "A group of acid officials and rotten scholars! There is no one who survives a war, and you are talking about kindness to this king! As soon as you move your mouth, you will impeach the generals in the front line Well, since literati love to show off their tongues so much, why don't I send you to the south to see if you sage disciples can speak like a lotus flower, so that the other party will fall to the city? Mouth!"