Shuoyun Feidu

Early the next morning, Beitang Rongdu woke up leisurely. When he opened his eyes, Shen Hanyan beside him was still asleep in the bed facing him, breathing very evenly. Beitang Rongdu didn't disturb him, but he quietly He dropped his shoes to the ground silently, put on his clothes and returned to his palace.

After Beitang Rongdu went back, he saw that Cuiping had already been waiting there. He was not dressed in the usual gorgeous clothes, but simply wore a bun, buried a few flowers inlaid with silver beads in his hair, and was wearing a moon-white suit. Luo Yi, without makeup on his face, saw him coming back, went up to meet him and said softly: "Today is the anniversary of Miss's death, everything is ready, son, let's go to the bathing suit first." Beitang Rongdu nodded, He couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "It's been ten years in a blink of an eye, so fast... I'm already grown up." The prince has grown up so much now, and I don't know how to be happy." Beitang Rongdu smiled, and didn't say anything more, only asked Cuiping to serve him in his bathing clothes, burned incense, and then had some breakfast , and then left the bedroom, there was no one to follow, only one person walked towards the west.

The place Beitang Rongdu was going to seemed to be a little remote, but it wasn't that far away. In less than a quarter of an hour, a palace that was located not far from the lake appeared in front of him. There was no one around. In the side halls and side pavilions, there were only lush flowers and trees, and Rong Du of the Beitang stared at it, his expression seemed to change slightly, and then he walked straight over.

The door of the vermilion lacquer-carved hall, which was ten feet high, was slowly pushed open by a slender hand, and the cool morning wind immediately rushed in, and the faint light outside also fell to the ground softly. Layers upon layers of translucent silk gauze drapes are blown like water waves, and the sky is vague. There are a few traces of crystal luster in the faint sunlight. Hundreds of flowers are embroidered with silk threads of various colors on it. It is very exquisite. Apart from that, the rest of the various furnishings in the hall are all rare treasures, many of which are priceless, and even Rong Duji's bedroom in Beitang may not have such luxury.

At this time, there seemed to be something more in Beitang Rongdu's eyes. It looked as calm as in the past, but it seemed to contain some complicated emotions. It was coated with a layer of light gold, and at the same time, the past events began to emerge one by one in his mind... In fact, Beitang Rongdu is very clear, perhaps as long as many years pass, many things will disappear with the passage of time. Gradually blurred, will no longer remember so clearly, and even many past events will be forgotten one by one, although the process may be very slow, but it is unstoppable after all, but some things in the memory However, he knew that he would never forget it—even for a heartless and indifferent person like him.

There was no one in the hall, and it looked very empty and quiet. Although there were no people living here, there were still dedicated palace servants who came here every day to clean it carefully. On the wall, there are still wind chimes hanging between the beams. As soon as the breeze passes, they immediately shake and ring non-stop. Beitang Rongdu stepped over the threshold and finally walked in slowly. Thick red velvet was sprinkled on the golden carpet, soft and silent, only the hem of the clothes shook slightly...Beitang Rongdu passed through layers of floor-to-ceiling silk tents, walked quietly inside, and waited for a full frame to be turned around. When a huge jade screen carved from green and transparent jade shines on it, one can see an exquisite white jade bed covered by a bead curtain, and a person is lying quietly on it.

Squatting on the ground is a large gold-plated tripod with nine phoenixes flying into the sky, and there is a curl of light white smoke coming out of it. Added more to the tripod, then opened the hanging South China Sea bead curtain with one hand, walked in, and saw a stunning beauty lying on the jade bed, with fresh rouge on the snow-white forehead depicting the pattern of twigs and begonias. The pattern is extremely beautiful, dressed in luxurious and complicated clothes, with a serene expression, a Dingyan bead in her mouth has preserved this body intact, and her pale face due to blood loss has been subtly modified by powder, making her look like As if he was in a deep sleep, peaceful and quiet, no different from a living person, Beitang Rongdu stopped for a while, and stood in front of the bed, his eyes were as soft as the spring breeze thawing in March, he stood peacefully for a long time, and then carefully Gently holding up a snow-white jade hand of that stunning beauty, she whispered: "...Mother, today is the tenth anniversary of your death, so I came to see you early in the morning."

On those slender soft fingers, there are exquisite red gold finger cots that are about an inch long, and the jewels and gemstones inlaid on them are shining. It has lost its effect, and it will no longer be able to add a bit of weathered color to her beautiful face, and will always maintain the appearance of the most prosperous time... Beitang Rongdu quietly looked at his mother, who was very similar to Beitangjia The long eyelashes on his long eyelashes are flowing with silky ink, his eyes were born to resemble his father Takashi Kitado, but at this moment, the gentle watery eyes are as sincere and sincere as Kitado Ka, as clear and innocent. There is no such sharp and ruthless appearance as Beitang Zunyue, but there is only a faint look of nostalgia... One side is quiet and bright, like a dream.

After a long while, Beitang Rongdu gently put Beitangjia's catkin back to its original position. With a faint smile on his face, he took out an ivory carving incense ball the size of a child's fist from his arms. , put it next to the white jade lotus pillow that Beitangjia was sleeping on, and said softly: "Mother, this is something your granddaughter Jiaqi likes to play with... You don't know, Jiaqi really looks like you, even her name, It's a pity that she is still too young, this place is not suitable for her, otherwise I will bring her here to show you, if you meet her face, keep it for a while and you will fall in love with it." Beitang Rongdu said He also laughed, but soon, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and his expression became serious. At this time, there was a tall table next to the jade bed where Beitangjia was lying. There are pens, inks, papers and inkstones neatly placed on it, including the incense burners in the hall, all of which were prepared by Cuiping himself early in the morning. Right now, Beitang Rongdu took three sticks of incense and lighted them, and picked them up from an emerald He picked up a handful of fresh flowers in the plate, and calmly sprinkled them on Beitangjia's dress, dyeing the clothes with fragrance. After finishing all this, Beitang Rongdu spread out the pen and paper, and slowly studied , even for a while, I raised my pen and dipped it in ink, but I didn't know what to write. I just lowered my eyes and bowed my head, lost in thought, but I didn't realize it. A drop of thick ink fell on the paper, splashing out smudges, Beitang Rongdu was slightly startled, and then looked intently, as if withdrawing his wandering thoughts, and immediately rolled up the stained paper with his hands, Put it aside, then spread out a piece of snow-white plain paper, and after a while, slowly write on it word by word——

No matter what kind of person, in his life, there are always some people who are different and special to him——

Today, with the rise of the Beitang clan, he is no longer the child of the past. He is under one person and above ten thousand people. Once he speaks, no one can resist him. He is unattainable. In the world, there are almost no people or things that he can't control. Only occasionally when he dreams back at midnight, he suddenly remembers that before he knew it, he had already stood in front of him in the previous life. At a height never imagined at the time, he almost reached the peak of power in the world and aspired to the top of the world. However, the person who died in front of him that year will always be the deepest regret in his heart, and he still remembers the dazzling scarlet blood at that time. Like a large piece of red lotus in full bloom, even if the stars and the moon turn around and the world changes, there will never be such a gentle and peaceful time as before.

Beitang Rongdu remained still and adjusted his mind, but he didn't finish it in one go, nor swiped the pen eloquently. He only held the pen and slowly wrote word by word on the paper. Like a flower, lying on the gorgeous white jade bed, her beautiful eyes are quiet and close together, this peaceful expression makes every movement of Beitang Rongdu light and soft, as if afraid of disturbing her sleep... For a long while, Beitang Rong Du had only written a few dozen words, he paused, then put down his pen, walked up to Beitangjia, picked up a crabapple from the emerald dish, and buried it in the other's temple—the man has gone to spare Hate, but worry about it... Beitang Rongdu suddenly smiled. He knew that no matter how well he preserved the body of the person in front of him, even if it remained unchanged for thousands of years, he still would never return. In the past, he gently tucked his temples for Beitangjia, and said slowly: "...Mother, look, now I have really grown up, and I have power, status, strength, everything, but, even if With one order, I can determine the lives of countless people, and when I am excited, I can make people listen to my orders and fill the sea with mulberry fields, but I still can't bring you back to life." He said He said, lowered his head, stroked the other person's cheek with his fingertips, his blue eyes were blurred, and said quietly: "Actually, I know that you have no choice, but sometimes, I still hate you deeply." If you're not brave, why can't you bear it... even if it's for me." At this point, Beitang Rongdu clenched his hands slightly, with a wry smile on his lips: "I just hope that I can always protect you and let you see Let me have unlimited scenery, power over the world, let you enjoy everything I can give you, let you have no sorrow on this face, only see joy... But, you don't give me this opportunity."——

In the change of time, fate arises and fate dies. There are always some people and things that people will remember and become obsessed with. At the same time, there are always some things that people will gradually forget and drift away with the wind. Distance is not the separation of yin and yang, but forgetting, so even "remembering" can be regarded as a kind of happiness, but it turns all the good things in the world into eternal regrets.

Beitang Rongdu picked up the pen again and wrote slowly. It took him more than half an hour to write a sacrificial oration with hundreds of words.

"...Thinking about you, beautiful and gentle, gentle and tender, when I was young and old, but I was just caressing in my arms, talking and laughing, and the years were happy, and now the past is like yesterday, but the soul is so long. Passed away, the beautiful shadows are long gone, and it has been ten years since they passed away.

... Reminiscent of Xiaoxuan window in the past, who was dressing up, facing the mirror with slender hands and slender hands, with black eyebrows and long strokes, thinly applied fat, just happened to cross over to the side, because looking back, he smiled and asked, "Is it possible?" When I was young when I was young, I only laughed and said, "My mother is really special." Human beings, the only way to keep your fragrant body forever is to comfort me.

... I entrust you with the grace, wisdom and virtuousness of my life, but how can I be infatuated and wrongly pay, love and mistrust, I only know that God's will tricks people, but it's just mediocre, so that I will be framed by an adulterer, and my soul will be separated, separated from yin and yang, and alone Yu Du is sad and unforgettable, recalling the voice and appearance of the past, but the sentence "Ten years of life and death are boundless, unthinkable, unforgettable" may make Du Yu express one or two things in his heart. I wish I could replace my spouse with myself, I would like to be my lover, and we will be in love with each other, so that you will be happy and carefree in this body, and you will be happy and happy for the rest of your life.

Alas!The Sri Lankan has passed away, and it is hard to find her, but I have to spend my whole life lingering on her, what a pity!pity! ——Beitang Rongdu April Spring Day, in Yongfang Palace. "

After a while, he finally finished writing. Beitang Rongdu gently dried the ink on the paper, and he didn't make a sound for a long time. He carefully read the sacrificial oration he had just written. After reading it, he wanted to burn the paper and drink tea, but At this moment, he suddenly thought of Beitang Zunyue, and the lingering cloud and rain between the two of them before, and he couldn't help but pause. The sacrificial paper was actually a bit heavy... Beitang Rongdu was silent for a while, and suddenly He smiled bitterly on his face, he turned his head to look at Beitangjia, and said softly: "Mother, what you have been asking for all your life, but now I have it easily...Mother, do you know, because you What happened back then, so in fact, in my heart, it is true that I do not have a little bit of resentment against my father, so when he said that he wanted me to be by his side, not only to be my father, but also to be my man, even though I lived and died No, but when he pushed me hard, I had a thought: Well, doesn’t he want me? Then I will be with him as he wishes, and I will let him be with me Go and experience all the hardships you have experienced, the neglect you have received, and the hearts you have broken...I want him to pay you back."

Beitang Rongdu suddenly pulled his lips into a smile, and said lightly: "However, I still didn't really do that, not because I was soft-hearted, but because he really treated me very well, so good that there was no adulteration. , even a heartless person like me will never intentionally harm him, nor allow others to plot against him... I don't believe that in this world, there will be a true love that never changes, but I believe that my parents The bond between you and your children can last for a long time." He paused, his eyes unknowingly became erratic and difficult to understand: "...how can it be so easy to stay together for a lifetime and raise eyebrows in the same case? It’s hard to last forever, let alone my father and I who like to hate the old and be ruthless? Maybe we will gradually get tired of this relationship with each other in the future, but the flesh and blood relationship between me and him...is not capable of change.”—

He doesn't really believe in the kind of thing that once he suddenly falls in love with someone, no matter how ruthless and cruel his nature is, he will continue to love him forever, regardless of the changes in personnel and vicissitudes of life. However, there are some things in this world that he is willing to let himself believe, that they will not disappear, and there will not be too many changes...

As Beitang Rongdu said, he hesitated for a while, after all, he didn't burn the sacrificial text immediately to mourn, but only read it carefully twice, and then when he was about to burn it to pay homage to Beitang Jia, he accidentally found Beitang Jia's body. Although the dresses he wore were luxurious, but due to the passage of time, the texture of the material had changed slightly, not as good as before, presumably because the palace servants did not dare to touch Beitangjia's body without Beitang Rongdu's order, For her change of clothes, Beitang Rongdu saw her, and went out of the main hall to find Cuiping to change.

In Qionghua Palace, Shen Hanyan woke up suddenly and saw that Beitang Rongdu was no longer around, so he got up and ordered someone to come in to take care of freshening up. He knew in advance that today was the tenth anniversary of Beitangjia's death, so he didn't have to think about it. Beitang Rongdu must have gone to Yongfang Palace to pay homage, so he changed into plain clothes and didn't need anyone to accompany him, so he left the bedroom and decided to go to pay homage too.

When Shen Hanyan walked all the way to Yongfang Palace, Beitang Rongdu had just left, but the two had never met face to face.

Shen Hanyan lifted his hem slightly, walked up the white marble steps step by step, came to the front of the hall door, then tapped twice on the tall vermilion lacquer carved door, and asked in a peaceful voice: "...Beitang, what are you doing?" Are you inside, I’m here to pay homage to Madam.” He waited for a while, but he didn’t hear any sound from inside, so he hesitated for a while, then slowly opened the door, and said at the same time: “Beitang?”

In fact, although Shen Hanyan knew that Beitangjia was removed from Beitang Rongdu's tomb and stored in Yongfang Palace, but because Beitang Rongdu didn't like other people disturbing Beitangjia, except for the palace people who cleaned and cleaned on weekdays and Except for the people who took care of the surrounding flowers and trees, no one approached, and even Shen Hanyan had never really gone in to see it, so when he opened the door of the palace, he saw the extremely luxurious layout inside, and he couldn't help being slightly surprised for a while. I know that Beitang Rongdu's affection for Beitangjia is so deep that others cannot match it.

Shen Hanyan stepped into the hall, and at the same time he heard the crisp sound of wind chimes on the beam. He looked around, but saw layers of curtains, where the wind passed, like waves, deep and quiet, and no one was seen. , Shen Hanyan couldn't help but walked inside for a while, searching aimlessly for a while, when he turned around a jade screen, his footsteps suddenly stopped, he saw Beitangjia behind the bead curtain, because of the soft light, The expression on that face is also calm and peaceful like a pool of autumn water, which is a long-lasting beauty that never fades away.Shen Hanyan hesitated for a moment, then walked over slowly, ready to put on a stick of incense, but before his fingers touched the long incense stick, his eyes were inadvertently attracted by the things on the small case next to him, and he saw that there were tiles on it. A piece of crabapple paper full of ink was pressed against a corner with an inkstone. Shen Hanyan removed the inkstone casually, knowing that it should be a sacrificial oration written by Beitang Rongdu, so he picked up the crabapple paper and stared at it. .

The surroundings seemed unusually empty, with misty white smoke lingering in the hall, and an unusual silence. Originally, when Shen Hanyan first read the content on the note, there was nothing there, but gradually, the young man's fingers began to feel slightly cold, As if in the cold winter, my whole body trembled almost imperceptibly, my expression changed drastically, and my heart beat like a drumbeat. In the end, even my whole body began to freeze there, my whole body was like an icehouse, my heart was beating violently, for a long time, only Seeing that Shen Hanyan's hand holding the sacrificial oration trembled slightly, his eyes were a bit dazed and dazed, but a wry smile slowly appeared on his lips—it turned out to be her, it turned out to be her, how could it be her...Beitang, How could you.

The handwriting on it is very familiar, but it is very heavy and meticulous, which is completely different from the past. It is obvious that the mood at that time was complicated and unspeakable, and the words used in the article are nothing more than simple and unpretentious. There are not many piles, but the words are full of sincerity and affection, and the thoughts are lingering——

"Ten years of life and death are boundless, unthinkable, unforgettable", the language is so emotional, but this should not be used by Beitang Rongdu, who is a son of man, when he wrote a sacrificial oration for his biological mother Beitangjia, needless to say The sentence in it "willing to be a lover, to form a loving relationship between the two" is obviously impossible to be purely to the mother's tone, not to mention that the whole article is full of sorrow, and it is easy to see the pain of love and sorrow The meaning is not so much that this sacrificial oration is written by the son for the mother, it is better to say that it is a mourning for the beloved!

Shen Hanyan's heart suddenly sank to the bottom of the valley, his fingertips swelled up bit by bit coldly, and he could hardly move. As if he was afraid that he might not see clearly, he repeated the words on the paper one by one. I read it again and again, but the handwriting was real, and there was nothing fake about it.Shen Hanyan's heartbeat became more and more rapid, and it seemed that something in his chest was about to explode, and he had to gasp... This was the first time in his life that he lost his composure, and he almost couldn't control himself.

I'm afraid no matter who you change, it's impossible to remain indifferent... Shen Hanyan's hand gradually loosened, and the sacrificial letter slipped down from his hand without a sound, and fell lightly to the ground. He picked up the paper, put it back on the case, put it back to the original place, pressed a corner with the inkstone, and it was restored to the same as before. After doing all this, he suddenly felt as if all the strength in his body had disappeared at once, and his limbs were all swollen. Skeletal limply, he couldn't show any strength. He didn't really care too much about whether Beitang Rongdu had someone else in his heart. What he really cared about was how could that person be Beitang Rongdu's biological mother, Beitang Jia !

It turns out that Beitang Rongdu's feelings for Beitangjia are not just mother and child. No wonder, no wonder... Shen Hanyan only felt dryness in his throat, and his fingertips trembled slightly, even a little bit for a while. Unable to restrain himself, it was as if his whole body was slowly surrounded by some kind of cold air, and he hurriedly pressed his hand against the desk in front of him, as if trying to support his body—this shocking truth is simply shocking. He can't breathe, the world is unpredictable, but that's it, he doesn't hate Beitang Jia, but he absolutely doesn't want to let Beitang Rongdu get a little bit tainted by this unacceptable and disobedient thing... However, Shen Hanyan suddenly thought of something. Beitang Rongdu put the sacrificial oration here and never burned it. He must have left temporarily for something, and he should be back soon. And this huge secret that must not be announced, He must not let Beitang Rongdu know that he has found out...

Thinking of this, Shen Hanyan made up his mind and quickly scanned the surroundings until he was sure that there was no change compared to before, then he immediately left Yongfang Palace. It was only half a cup of tea after he left, and Beitang Rongdu He had already returned, followed by Cuiping who was holding the clothes in his hands. After the two entered the hall, Beitang Rongdu first directly burned the sacrificial oration as a memorial, and then ordered Cuiping to replace Beitangjia with a new one. Afterwards, she worshiped again, and finally stepped out of Yongfang Palace.

After Beitang Rongdu returned to his palace, he changed his clothes, and remembered that he had promised Beitang Zunyue yesterday that he would come again today, so he ordered someone to prepare the car and brought a box of snacks After waiting for things, he took the car out of the palace and slowly headed for Da Nei.

Since it had only rained yesterday, the air was very clear and refreshing. When Beitang Rongdu entered the Qianying Palace, he saw Beitang Zunyue loosely wearing a blue and white coat, with his strong chest half exposed. It seemed that he had just woken up, and he was leaning on the large nine-dragon couch with a lazy expression. When he saw Beitang Rongdu coming in, he narrowed his phoenix eyes slightly, and said with a light smile, "...you came quite early."

The rain that accumulated on the banana leaves outside the window poured onto the ground from time to time, making the sound of water. Beitang Rongdu put the food box in his hand aside and sat on the side of the bed. With a faint smile on his side, he said with a smile: "I don't care about you... Hey, have you eaten yet?" Beitang Zunyue didn't answer, his eyes just glanced at the food box brought by Beitang Rongdu However, he casually asked: "What did you take?" Seeing him asking, Beitang Rongdu opened the lid of the food box to reveal the food inside: "The cook in my palace is pretty good at making dim sum. , so I brought some over here to give you a taste." As he spoke, he took out food one by one from inside, but Beitang Zunyue looked at the exquisite food in front of him, but just rubbed his temples with his hands: "My lord I don't have much appetite..." Beitang Rongdu frowned when he heard the words, "Is that so...why, is it still uncomfortable? But you still have to eat." Beitang Zunyue looked lazily He said, "I don't have any appetite, why are you so wordy." Beitang Rongdu put a spoonful of rose steamed cheese into his mouth, touched his nose with his hand, and said, "Why do you seem like a little girl?" Just like a child, he still needs to be persuaded and begged for food..." As soon as the words came out, he felt a slip of the tongue, and couldn't help laughing. The more Beitang Zun heard him say this, he raised his eyebrows, and then said calmly: "What?... ...Okay, then you will do it yourself and serve the king to eat!" When Beitang Rongdu heard this, he was about to have a habitual fight with his father, but after thinking about it, he swallowed the rebuttal again. He smiled and said: "Okay, you are the master, I am the servant, I will do it all, you just open your mouth and let me take care of you, won't you?" A spoonful of thick cassava milk soup, said: "Here, open your mouth." Beitang Zun glanced at him more and more, with a half-smile on his face, but he opened his mouth slightly, caught the food handed in front of him, leisurely Enjoying Beitang Rongdu's service, Beitang Rongdu couldn't help but feel a little funny when he saw this, but the movements of his hands were a bit courteous.

After a while, Beitang Zun Yue used the snacks, and the two sat side by side. Beitang Rongdu wrapped his hands around the man's black hair and played with it between his fingers, saying: "Hey, lie down, I'll give you Change the medicine."