Shuoyun Feidu

After the Huaqing gang was over, Beitang Rongdu returned to his palace, and dealt with business in the room. When he was having dinner in the evening, he remembered that when he went to Qionghua Palace last night, Beitang Jiaqi had already fallen asleep, so he never saw her. So I planned to go to Shen Hanyan to have dinner tonight, and to see my daughter by the way, but I never thought that when he entered Qionghua Palace, I only heard the palace people say that Shen Hanyan was not in good spirits today, so he had already fallen asleep. Beitang Rongdu had no choice but to not disturb him, so he ordered someone to take care of him, and then sent the imperial doctor to take a closer look, and he went back to his bedroom. After that, Shen Hanyan stayed in his palace for several days Bedridden, the imperial doctor couldn't see anything, so he had to tell him to rest, so Shen Hanyan said that he was not well, and no one wanted to see him, not only avoiding the daily greetings of the second concubine Song Xie and Meng Chunyuan's visits from time to time Well, even Beitang Rongdu is not very good at disturbing him.

That day, Beitang Rongdu went down to court, and after changing his clothes, he went to Qionghua Palace. At that time, several palace people were feeding the birds on the shelf in the porch. When they saw Beitang Rongdu coming over, they were busy. Li, one of the high-ranking palace servants knew that he came to visit Shen Hanyan, so he said cautiously: "The young master is tired of seeing people now, and I am afraid that he will not be able to entertain the prince himself for a while..." Beitang Rongdu did not say anything. He didn't care, just said: "It's okay, I'm just here to take a look at him, just sit and go." As he spoke, he entered inside, and saw Shen Hanyan wearing a homely shirt, half lying and half sitting on the couch , flipping through a book absent-mindedly, one of the two palace servants next to him was holding a small golden hammer, and was beating walnuts one by one, while the other was blowing the walnuts clean with his hands and feet, and putting them on a small jade plate, Shen Han Make cigarettes for snacks, and it just so happens that Beitang's wedding day is also here, holding a few dolls and playing with them, and having a good time, suddenly looking up and seeing Beitang Rongdu, as soon as his eyes meet, he immediately smiles sweetly, with a soft voice Ling Huan said: "Daddy!" He ran towards him and tugged at the hem of his father's clothes affectionately like a twisted candy, obviously because Beitang Rongdu is coming in a few days, the child is young but still ignorant I know I miss him.

Beitang Rongdu saw that his daughter was lively and cute, and unconsciously he also felt like licking the calf. He hugged Beitang Jiaqi in his arms, and kissed them twice with a smile. Turning slightly, he said, "...how did you come here?"

Beitang Rongdu walked to the bed with his daughter in his arms, and said, "I'm here to see you." Then, he put Beitang Jiaqi on the bed, sat down beside Shen Hanyan, and stretched out his hand to grab a piece of walnut After eating, he looked at the young man's face carefully, and said, "Your complexion doesn't seem bad, why did you suddenly get sick?" The secret of Beitang Rongdu, I was worried and depressed about it, I didn't know how to face this person for a while, so I just called him sick and didn't see anyone, just to avoid Beitang Rongdu temporarily, I didn't think about today After all, Beitang Rongdu still came, so there was nothing to say for a while, he was silent, paused, and said for a long time: "I have been lazy these days, and my spirit is a little sluggish... I don't know why It's the same thing." Beitang Rongdu tucked the tulle green brocade silk blanket covering his legs for him, and said with a little resentment: "Those imperial doctors also eat dry food, and they can't even see the symptoms of a disease. But what's the use of them! But having said that, you are not very strong as a child, and you are indeed much weaker than me." While he was speaking, Beitang Jiaqi quietly nestled against Shen Hanyan's body On the other side, she listened to what the adults were talking half-understood, and she was not noisy, and she looked very well-behaved. While gently stroking her little head, Shen Hanyan said calmly: "It's nothing serious, just rest for two days. .”

Beitang Rongdu couldn't help laughing and sighing when he heard the words: "You, you have always been careful and thoughtful since you were a child. With such a temperament, how can you not get sick easily... I know you are lazy, so I won't bother you too much today. But you can't be bored all the time, you should talk to people more. You usually have a good relationship with Mu Qingping. Although she is a bit savage from time to time, she has a bright and cheerful disposition. You can chat with her occasionally. You are also good, anyway, since she is a relative, she is used to coming here, and there are not so many men and women who avoid taboos." Shen Hanyan's heart was full of twists and turns, but most of them couldn't say it, and only looked calmly: "Yeah I know." Beitang Rongdu took his hand and talked for a while, seeing that it was almost noon, and he still had some business to do today, so he said: "You take a rest, I'm off to work, just let me know if you have something to do. Somebody go tell me." Shen Hanyan pulled himself together, agreed for a while, and watched him get up and go out.

However, it was said that Mu Qingping had never been with Shen Hanyan since she brought her heart to light last time, but one day Beitang Rongdu sent someone to send her a message about Shen Hanyan's illness. , Let her go to the Qing Palace when she has time. When Mu Qingping heard that Shen Hanyan was ill, she couldn't think of anything else. She hesitated in the room for a while, but she couldn't help it. After tidying up, he was about to leave to visit Shen Hanyan.

At this time, Mrs. Mu came to talk in her daughter's room, and saw Mu Qingping was being served by someone to put on her clothes. The light yellow embroidered magnolia flower outerwear wrapped her slender body, and she was wearing a long light lake green satin skirt. She wore a thin arm-wrapped gauze between her arms, dressed elegantly and charmingly, and had a delicate pink peony in her hair, which was very bright, and the two maids next to her were taking a box and wrapping it up with an old ginseng.Seeing this, Mrs. Mu asked, "Are you going out?" Mu Qingping saw her mother coming, and said, "Yesterday, someone from the Qing Palace said that Han Yan was ill these few days, so I was planning to go out." Go there and see him." Mrs. Mu knew that her daughter had a good relationship with Shen Hanyan, so she didn't say much, she just said: "You girl, you don't know how to be upset all day long, because of your marriage with your brother, I I've spent so much time with your father, your brother is a man, that's all, but you are a girl, and you are not too young now, but you are not at all..." Mu Qingping was upset at this time, Seeing my mother mentioning this again, I couldn't help but said impatiently: "Okay, my ears have callused all day long, mother, why don't you say this!"

For a while, Mu Qingping left the Mu Mansion and took a car to the Qing Palace. When she arrived at the Qionghua Palace where Shen Hanyan was located, Shen Hanyan was not in the palace. We saw each other in the garden.

At that time, the breeze was blowing, and the fragrance of flowers was long. Shen Hanyan was enjoying the coolness under a clump of lilacs, leaning on a cushion with golden branches and Lianyun brocade red bombs, facing outwards on the Shen Zimu spring couch, drinking tea alone. Even in his own palace, he was dressed very neatly, and even the simple man's bun on his head was combed in an orderly manner, as straight as a Zhilan Yushu. When he saw Mu Qingping coming, he paused for a moment, and then signaled Everyone else retreated, and then said in the same tone as before: "...you are here." Mu Qingping heard his ordinary words, for some reason, but suddenly felt wronged, unexpectedly her nose was also slightly Feeling sour, she angrily said word by word: "Could it be that I can't come." Shen Hanyan smiled gently, but didn't speak, Mu Qingping ignored him, and sat down on the stone bench next to him, Holding a rolled silk fan in his hand, he didn't make a sound, but after a while, seeing the consistent faint smile of the young man, his heart softened suddenly, and a piece of light yellow soft sleeve was half hanging down from the edge of the stone table. Go, however, soon came back to his senses, and said: "You...you are fine, why did you suddenly get sick."

Shen Hanyan was half leaning on the couch, her black hair was half tied up in a bun, and she was wearing only a light blue dress. Her eyes were quiet and calm, and she could only see a gentle and introverted jade. Hearing this, she smiled lightly. , straightened the already tidy skirts, and said: "Actually, it's not a big deal." Mu Qingping raised her head and looked at him, she didn't notice the golden diamond flower inlaid emerald armor on her little finger. Scratching the marble table lightly, biting his lip slightly, he said angrily, "Then tell me, how...is it something to do?" Shen Hanyan was startled, there was nothing suitable to say for a moment, Ping stared at him stupidly, and after a while, seeing that he didn't say a word, she couldn't help feeling cold, then turned her head to look away, and said in her mouth: "You...why do you only let people worry about you for nothing..." Shen Hearing this, Han Yan didn't seem to be at all. He didn't move at all for a moment, and after a while, he slowed down and said calmly, "I thought you were a very smart woman, and you probably don't remember... that day."

"What do you mean you can't remember!" Mu Qingping was stunned for a moment, and then her wonderful eyes stared slightly round like pearls, as if she couldn't believe it. Because of her excitement, the plain gauze peach blossom fan in her hand fell on the stone table. Knock, a few red gold flower-wrapped bracelets on the wrist collided with each other, there was a ding-dong sound, and before thinking for a moment, he blurted out, full of disappointment and grief: "At this stage, you still say such words! I I don’t know what you think, but what I’m doing and what I want, I know very clearly in my heart... I don’t remember what I said, ha, it’s really a light sentence, but I don’t It's so easy to know, you can do it if you can say it!" Mu Qingping said, her face was flushed, her chest heaved slightly, and her almond eyes were full of tears because of the hazy tears that didn't know when. Crystal moist, eyes filled with warmth and moisture, in a momentary trance, she only gritted her teeth and said: "You cruel and short-lived..." Just halfway through speaking, he suddenly thought that this was not cursing him, so he swallowed quickly , but still couldn't bear it, only felt itching in her eyes, as if something was about to come out, so she pulled a fragrant embroidered handkerchief from her sleeve, and pressed it on her eyes, after all, she is still a girl who has not left the court, A look of tiredness could not help showing on his face, and his eyes were full of distress, he lowered his head sadly, and said slowly: "I know, if I tell you this blindly, it will only make you look down on me...but So what, I don't care about that."

Before Mu Qingping finished speaking, Shen Hanyan shook her head and said, "I never meant to underestimate you at all... But, a good memory is actually a kind of trouble. If you can put many things in I have forgotten it all, so I don’t have to worry about it anymore, you say, isn’t this very good.”

The cold wind caressed her cheeks, and Mu Qingping felt disappointed, turned around slightly, and stopped looking at him, but she couldn't hold back the two tears, and finally couldn't hold back the tears Come, it slipped quietly from the middle of the eye sockets, and immediately wiped it vigorously with a handkerchief a few times, only lowered his eyes, looked at the dense and exquisite embroidery patterns on the skirt, breathed slightly uneven, and sneered: "Yes, you That’s right, it’s very reasonable, but I’m so obsessed, it’s giving you headaches and boredom.” Shen Hanyan pressed his slender fingers on the teacup, his dark eyes were a bottomless deep pool, and the flowers behind him were covered by sunlight. The mottled shadows cast on the ground were just like his scattered and mixed emotions at the moment, and he only said slowly: "Qingping, you are a lady of the shepherd family. Not only is your family background excellent, but you are also young and beautiful. With a bright future, I can find a good husband from among all kinds of young talents, but I am not in the category of these "young talents", so your words are of no benefit to you or me. family, not a good thing...it's not worth it."

However, Mu Qingping only stared at the young man after hearing these words, and wept continuously, the tears soaked the handkerchief drop by drop, as if a pair of big hands were holding the heart, strangling it until the bottom of the heart ached, but her mouth was still stubborn Said: "What is it worth? Even if it is as you said, it must be worth it if I marry some great 'young talent' in the future? What a joke!... Speaking of the world's most powerful The King of Han should always be the man, but if I, Mu Qingping, don't like it, then even if the King of Han wants to marry me into the palace to be his queen, I would be 1 unwilling. If I don't feel that I really like it, then no matter Whoever I marry, I only feel that my life is unfortunate, but as long as I like it, it is precious, no matter whether the other party is beautiful or ugly, old or young, good or bad, I think it is really worth it!" She paused Suddenly, there was a hint of hope in his eyes: "Beitang Rongdu treated you well. I heard you mention it unintentionally before. He even told you once that if you want, he will not let you go... In this case, if I go to beg him with you, can he let us be together? I am willing to go far away with you, not to be a shepherd's lady, and I don't want to have any glory or wealth. "

For a young and beautiful woman like the other party, with such a temperament of daring to love and dare to hate, in fact, no matter who she is, she will not be unmoved, but Shen Hanyan is just silent, rubbing her fingers lightly on the smooth cup wall, and said calmly: "Qingping, you are still young, you are the lady of the Shepherd's family. You have never experienced hardships or setbacks when you were young, so you don't know that there are many things in this world that are not changed according to anyone's will. You can be willful in many things. But many of them are out of control... Besides, haven't you said before that you are unwilling to share your husband with others, and your husband must treat you wholeheartedly. How could it be your beloved? Why bother with being so relatively hurt right now."

Mu Qingping wiped away the tears with a handkerchief, bit her red lips and said, "I know I have a bad temper, I've always been arrogant and self-willed, and my temper is a headache, but as long as you don't like it, then I can get rid of it..." She raised her head to meet the young man's gaze with burning eyes, and said, "I like you, Shen Hanyan, not because of your handsome appearance. When it comes to appearance, Beitang Rongdu is actually better than you, but I don't like him." There is no love between a man and a woman at all... I like you only because when I am with you, I feel the happiest and most comfortable, and it is completely different from others." Mu Qingping said, but got up and walked towards Shen Hanyan In the past, the corners of the magnificent dress dragged across the ground, brushed the fallen flowers, one after another, as if each petal was a nostalgia for this person, she stood in front of the young man, staring at him, and suddenly the corner of her mouth Condensed into a vague and meaningless expression, he said slowly: "If possible, I really want to meet you before Beitang Rongdu. I will be better than him, a hundred times better, and I will always be with you wholeheartedly."

The breeze with the cool fragrance of flowers blew slowly, and the shadows of the flowers swayed wildly, making people dizzy. Shen Hanyan did not avoid her gaze, but only looked deeply, and said: "If there is no if...Qingping, it must be broken. Suffer from it." Mu Qingping looked straight at him, suddenly smiled, clenched her fists, and said: "I know, you are actually as cold-hearted as Beitang Rongdu, but I... just like it You." Shen Hanyan was about to say something, but Mu Qingping stopped him, and the red gold flower bracelets on her slender wrists shone with a cool luster in the sunlight, and she said word by word: "I know there are some It's true that things don't change according to anyone's will, but when I'm still young and can still make my own choices... I must work hard to walk towards you."