Shuoyun Feidu

I heard that the night I was born was the coldest day in the long winter of that year, and the dripping water turned into ice. After my mother screamed continuously in the delivery room for most of the night, my father and three brothers who were waiting outside saw a white fox with their own eyes. After passing by the door, there was the loud cry of a baby. At the same time, cracks began to appear on the tortoise shell that was being roasted on the fire. Trembling, without saying a word.

-- an ominous omen.

It’s really ominous, my mother lost her life because of me, and my birth took away her vitality. My father didn’t like me because of this. He thought that I killed my mother, so since I was born, he has been ignoring me Don't ask, except that there has never been a shortage of food and clothing, in my memory, I have never seen his smile even once, and even outsiders don't know that he has a young son.

--Even a name was never given to me.

Later, as I grew up, my father hated me more and more, just because every time he saw me, it always reminded him of why my mother died, so he would occasionally pick up the whip and beat me hard. Hitting me is considered venting. Whenever this time, I will try my best to shrink my whole body and be beaten without saying a word, because I have known since I was four years old that if I resist or cry, my father will It will only hit harder.

--I hate my father, I hate everyone... This is obviously never my fault, why, should I bear it?

The peach blossoms outside the door bloomed and withered, and the person in the mirror gradually grew taller. Since I was 12 years old, my father no longer allowed me to go out, and I also know why—I looked at the mirror with a sneer The person inside, with black hair, long eyebrows, and clear eyes, is a beauty regardless of gender, which makes the peach blossom outside the door eclipsed, but so what, I gently stroked the knife in my hand, this This little thing helped me kill 27 people in total. No one could have imagined that a child at the age of ten would know how to use it to cut the throats of many malicious people in order to protect himself.

In fact, my favorite thing is to disobey my father's orders, so I often sneak out, so when I was 14 years old, I met a man, who was sitting in the small river I used to go to Beside, there is a qin across my lap, the seven strings are lingering, and the fingers are like beautiful jade. With every movement and pluck, there are faint and scattered sounds of the qin. I am hiding behind a big tree not far away, and I don’t know if I am Listening to the gurgling water, or seeing him leisurely, at that time, I just suddenly had a strange idea in my mind: If this person is a girl, how good it would be if I marry him as my wife .

Later, I would come here every day, he never noticed me, just strummed his piano calmly, but when I went there for the sixth time to see him, he found me, but he didn’t show any signs He looked very surprised, just nodded to me with a smile, and said: "...My name is Bo Yikao." However, my expression suddenly changed, I turned around and left quickly - I didn't even have a name.

I went there anyway the next day, but he didn't come, and hasn't been seen since, and I don't know anything about him except that I got his name before.

--Oh, Boyi Kao.

From then on, I slowly learned to play the piano. When I was 15 years old, I saw that person for the first time. At that time, I casually plucked the strings by the river as usual, and suddenly someone behind me said: "... what? People?" I looked back, and saw a man riding a horse, wearing a ferocious pitch-black war robe, with hard animal-headed wristbands on his sleeves, his long pitch-black hair was tied up randomly, and his whole body exuded danger. His eyebrows are like knives, and his eyes are burning. Just one glance can make people's hearts jump. I have never seen such a brave and fierce man. The aggressive aura made me subconsciously shudder, and touched my chest. But the man just rode over leisurely, stopped in front of me, looked down at me, his eyes were like a beast staring at his prey: "...what's your name?" I have always hated This question, but I instinctively knew that I couldn't disobey this man, so I shook my head and said, "I don't have a name." Just call it... Daji."

……Daji?This is the meaning of describing a woman's beauty. I knew that he had made some mistakes like everyone else, so I sneered and tapped my chest twice with my right fist. He was obviously a bit unexpected. His eyes stayed on my flat chest for a moment, and he raised his eyebrows and said, "...so it's a boy." I suddenly hated his eyes, the kind of wolf-like eyes that clearly express the desire to seize all the time.

--I suddenly missed Bo Yikao's gentle eyes like water.

"Come back with me." He stretched out his hand to me from his horseback, smiling complacently, I frowned and raised my arm, and a cold light flashed across quickly. He didn't seem to expect that I would do this, and stretched towards me The outstretched hand was cut open by a sharp knife, he was slightly taken aback, then looked at his hand that started to bleed, then put it on his lips and slowly licked away the blood with his tongue, and said with a soft smile: "... ... so courageous." I turned around and ran away, fearing that he would catch up, so I just plunged into the river, my water skills are very good, and I don't believe he can catch me at the bottom of the water.

Sure enough, he didn't go into the water. I held my breath and swam farther and farther below the surface of the water, but suddenly I heard his cold voice from afar: "We will meet again, I am... Di Xin."

Di Xin?The... king of the Shang Dynasty?

--I suddenly felt that the river seemed a little cold.

Later, when the Shang Dynasty sent troops to attack the Su family, his father donated countless cattle, sheep, horses, and precious jade, intending to beg for peace. Knowing that the king of Shang was very beautiful, he also recruited nearly a hundred beauties and offered them together. But I didn't seem to be satisfied with this. I looked at my father's gray temples with cold eyes, and his wrinkled eyebrows and eyes, and suddenly there was a surge of joy in my heart--I hate everyone here, I like to see them like this A look of apprehension and fear.

But at this time, my father found me, and there seemed to be a ray of light in his anxious eyes. He walked over and looked at my face carefully. From his gaze, I understood something.

--I suddenly feel cold all over.

My father asked me to change into the best clothes, and I followed him through the camp of the soldiers Huantong, and came to the king of Shang. The man sat far above me, and I could feel his fiery eyes turning me from head to toe. He locked his feet tightly, grabbed them firmly, smiled casually in a flat tone, and stretched out his hand to me: "So you are here...Daji."

Di Xin returned triumphantly with his booty. To the outside world, I became the beautiful daughter of the Su family for begging for peace. Nobody really cares about me.

I took God's Xinhuamei car and came to the newly built capital at that time. At that time, the Shang Dynasty was full of national power and was very powerful. The talented people and craftsmen from all over the world made this place unprecedentedly lively and prosperous. I looked at the majesty and majesty in front of me. In the capital city, dark crowds prostrated themselves, heavy and ethereal singing sounded from all around, the huge and tall city walls carried over the sky and the earth, and came to welcome their triumphant return king, while Di Xin by my side folded his arms and inspected his capital, The smile on the corner of his mouth was rampant and high-spirited.

--Chaoge, Chaoge.

That night, he put me on the bed for the first time, examined my face carefully, and said with a smile: "... Daji, do you like this place?" , and even able to fight fierce beasts with bare hands. No one could compare his bravery at that time. Compared with him, I didn't even have the qualifications to show my teeth and claws, so I just turned my head slightly and said slowly: "I don't like it."

Instead of getting angry, he laughed and hugged me tightly. I struggled hard, but it was in vain. With a low smile, he firmly grasped my hand, just a few feet away from me, and his index finger slid across my eyebrows, making a chuckle , and began to unbutton each other’s clothes one by one, I frowned, suddenly felt sick, my fingertips trembled slightly, and wanted to stab him in the throat with a knife, but these were all just imagination, I couldn’t succeed , I don't want to die, I want to live well.

His strong body pressed down like a mountain, I suddenly groaned, the shrill voice pierced the quiet night, he held my waist tightly and did not let go, but unexpectedly did not immediately gallop, but faintly Sighing softly: "...be patient, it will be fine soon, huh?" I didn't answer, I put my hand on my forehead, and after a while, I said with difficulty: "Turn me over... ..."

For this trivial little request, he naturally satisfied me. I lay on the bed, while bearing the overwhelming violent impact behind me, while gritting my teeth and enduring it. He didn't know that I did this just because I didn't want to see him.

After an unknown amount of time, I could no longer support myself, but he hugged my waist and supported me firmly. I was sweating profusely. With the smell of blood, I began to curse, beg, threaten, and growl, but what I got in exchange was his heavier and heavier panting. At the moment before I passed out, I thought, could I just be killed by him like this?

But fortunately, I am obviously far away from death. I lay on the bed for a few days and often closed my eyes in a daze. The cold touch brought by his touch disgusted me so much, I heard him say: "... Daji, smile at me."

--I can't laugh, how can I laugh at this person.

His eyes looked down at me condescendingly, the pupils of his eyes were as black as two whirlpools, and after a long time, he suddenly laughed and said, "Little bastard, you really have a bad temper." He looked at me, seemed to curse something, then lifted the quilt and tore off my clothes, I just felt furious, I couldn't care less about the pain in my lower body, and fought him with all my strength, in the end, nothing In suspense, he was pressed tightly on the bed, opened his legs, and pushed in for the second time. I bit him like crazy, biting the strong bronze chest so bloody, but he just lowered his head slightly and focused on watching I, with a look of indifference, smiled in a low voice and said word by word: "Daji, even if you want to bite someone, you can only bite me...you are my man."

In the overwhelming pain, I ordered myself not to pass out. I thought, I hate everyone, and I want everyone to pay for me, no one is an exception.

Later he began to favor me exclusively, singing songs day and night in the palace, feasting day and night, setting up a "wine pond" for me in Weizhou, hanging meat on trees as a "meat forest", with as many as 3000 people drinking in each feast, which made men and women During the chase, the silk and bamboo orchestra filled the sky with music, strange beasts and birds were scattered all over the garden, and all kinds of rare treasures collected everywhere were sent to my palace in an endless stream, even because I accidentally mentioned it once. Because of this matter, I ordered people to build the Zhaixing Building, which is specially for me to look at my hometown from a distance, and I will love it for a while.

When I have nothing to do, I will lazily lean on the railing and watch the clouds change in the sky-I think he should have affection for me.

His queen is a virtuous woman, beautiful and gentle, with bright eyes. Even though I love her so much, she never speaks ill of each other and is very kind. One day she came to my Zhaixing Tower, climbed to the top and looked into the distance, and sighed. : "Wang treats my sister like this, it is really enviable..." I was noncommittal, crushed a flower in my hand, and threw it outside the building casually, with a slight sneer on the corner of my mouth, but Queen Jiang was really peaceful, I chatted with her At this time, he gradually spoke speculatively, and couldn't help laughing, but suddenly felt as if something was burning behind his back, and when he looked back, he saw that person standing at the door with a cold expression, without saying a word.

The next day, I heard that Empress Jiang was involved in treason. She had her eyes gouged out and hanged to death in the middle palace. But suddenly I heard a voice behind me: "... Daji, you have never smiled at me before."

All the maids around me retreated. I turned around and looked in the direction of the flowers. At the end, a tall man was standing beside a clump of beautiful peonies. He took out a box from his wide sleeve and threw it on the ground. , with a bloodthirsty smile on her lips, she said ruthlessly: "I have never seen you smile...Since she has seen it, then there is no need to keep these eyes."

The jade box fell to the dust and shattered to the ground, and two bloody eyeballs rolled out of it... From that moment on, I knew that he was a lunatic just like me.

Since then, I have become more and more weird, and after the thunder of Di Xin, I returned to soft words and tried my best to be gentle. Once Xibo Hou Jichang was imprisoned for offending Di Xin. The three rare treasures of apes and monkeys entered the court song and asked for forgiveness. At that time, I was sitting behind the heavy bead curtain on the right side of the golden seat, looking at the face as gentle as jade, and suddenly remembered someone playing the piano by the river, with clean eyes Wugou smiled at me and said, "...my name is Bo Yikao."

The nails sank into the palm of my hand little by little, I suddenly smiled, I thought, since there is something that I will never get, then I might as well just destroy it.

So I let him go to prison and made him a meatloaf in the mouth of his father Ji Chang. That night, I slept on the bed and remembered the first time I saw that person. I was 14 years old, and I thought that if this person It's a girl's family, so how good it would be for me to marry him as my wife.

A pair of strong arms hugged me from behind, and I knew that it was Di Xin who came. He put his lips next to my ear and said, "... Daji, what are you thinking?" I turned around suddenly Go, push him down on the bed, and start tearing his robes, he raised his eyebrows, a wanton smile bloomed on his lips, he picked the flowers in the jade vase beside the bed, and put them in my hair Suddenly, he said: "Daji, it's rare that you are so enthusiastic tonight..." I took off his shirt coldly, and said lightly: "...I want to fuck you!" He froze for a moment, then frowned, and raised my chin with one hand : "... nonsense." As I said that, I was about to get up, I pressed him hard, remembered the gentle eyes of that person, and couldn't help but whispered: "Would you like to be my wife?" He narrowed his eyes slightly , It seemed that I heard some incredible words, I was startled, and immediately came back to my senses, only to realize that I had lost my composure by accident for a while, the person in front of me was clearly Di Xin, so I didn’t say a word, just Lying on his muscular body, tearing his clothes and pants.

He was thoughtful, but he was not angry because of my wrongdoing, but let me move and stripped his clothes. Although I was secretly surprised, my hands kept biting his throat and biting him. He bit his shoulders, bit his chest, raised one of his long, strong legs, and put it on his arm. He cooperated surprisingly, just looked at me with a frown, and didn't hear him take a deep breath until I suddenly lowered my waist and inserted it. A muffled voice was suppressed from the throat, blue veins twitched on the forehead, sweat slid across the brow like a sword, I suddenly had desire for the first time in my life, my chest was aching from holding back, all the usual calmness was gone, I just want to crush him, smash him up, cut him up and eat him thoroughly... I grabbed his strong waist, almost dug my fingertips into his flesh, and tried my best to kill him. His body galloped, hitting faster and faster, with more and more force, viciously as if he wanted to kill him, his breath gradually became unstable, he gritted his teeth patiently, unwilling to lose his composure, just stared at me sweating profusely He said hoarsely, "Hurry up and finish it..." I held him tightly, as if I had never heard of it, and only rudely entered and exited this strong body, until after a dozen violent dashes, It just sprayed out, and then pulled himself away.

This madness made me somewhat tired. I watched the white turbid semen flow out from between his legs, with a lot of blood, staining the mattress under him. Although it seemed very embarrassing, but for him For such a majestic and fierce man who can even tear apart ferocious beasts with his bare hands, what happened just now was not too much for him to bear. He slowly sat up, pressed me into his arms and kissed me. I gasped slightly and let him After kissing for a while, I could only hear him saying over and over again: "Daji, Daji..."

--I am his retribution, the doom he brought by himself.

I started to become a monster and a disaster in the people of the country. I invented the punishment of "cannon fire". I painted the copper pillar with oil and burned it with coals to make the prisoners walk on it. Whenever I saw them fall into the red coals, their feet were burned , let out a burst of screams, or saw someone being thrown into a basin, and was devoured by ten thousand snakes, I would snuggle into Di Xin's arms and just laugh. In order to make me laugh, he often used heavy punishments. In the middle, I don't know what year it is.

Some courtiers started admonishing him. For all the courtiers who were against me, he either killed or demoted him, without exception. That year, Prime Minister Gan Bigan insisted on admonishing him outside the Zhaixing Building for three days. I said to Di Xin with a smile: "I heard that the heart of a sage has seven openings, but I don't know if it's true or not?" After hearing this, he immediately ordered to kill Bigan to cut his heart open. Think, his dynasty will eventually be destroyed in my hands.

--But so what?I have never been happy since I was born, so I hate everyone in this world, including him.

Later, he built a deer platform near Shangdu, intending to enjoy hunting with me. He ordered Chonghou Hu to mobilize his teachers, gather famous craftsmen from all over the country, and gather wealth from all over the country. Three days, to show my congratulations, that night I looked at the beauties around me like a cloud, full of precious light, and for a moment my eyes were drunk, I couldn't drink enough, and I fell into his arms, he seemed to be a little bit drunk, and hugged me in his arms, Sneering and laughing: "... Daji, if one day you are gone, Huangquanbiluo, I will definitely look for you." I was noncommittal, and my face was as calm as still water, and said: "Really."

--He really has feelings for me.

Later, the princes attacked merchants and marched towards Chaoge, and the army drove straight in. The soldiers approached the city. He calmly put on a brocade beaded garment, climbed onto the oiled deer platform, and held a torch in his hand. He was still as brave as when he first met. The fierce king then focused his eyes and smiled softly at me word by word: "Daji, even if it takes thousands of years, don't even try to run away from me..." At this moment, I suddenly felt a thunderous roar in my heart. , thinking of him stretching out his hand to me from horseback many years ago, smiling complacently, thinking of the name he gave me, thinking of every day and night in Chaoge, thinking of everything that I buried him with my own hands At this moment, I suddenly realized that I hadn't thought of Boyi Kao for many years.

I was a little silent, and then I asked him: "You know that I deliberately wanted to destroy..." He interrupted me, obviously with a look of indifference, smiled for a while, and said slowly: "...So what?" I was slightly taken aback, then lowered my eyes and smiled until my tears flowed out. I thought I only hated him, but it turned out that love and hate have long been inseparable.

--I am the calamity brought by him himself, but he is not the evil fate that haunts my heart for the rest of my life.

There was an extra knife in my hand, it was the one I stabbed him back then, I personally used the tip of the knife to slowly cut a wound on the palm of my hand, it was exactly the same as the wound he had received back then, and let the blood flow out, I suddenly Suddenly, I felt a little sad in my heart, but he just smiled and said, "Now, the two are settled." He laughed, but slowly squeezed my bleeding palm with one hand, and said, "How is it possible, I said, even if I For thousands of years, don't even try to run away from me." I thought for a while, and then seriously replied word by word: "...OK." After hearing this, his eyes lighted up slightly, making it almost impossible to look directly at. I raised my head to meet his gaze, and said with a smile: "In this way, if you think about it, there will always be a day when two lovers hate each other, and a close friend will also have a day when they will turn their faces. There is only blood connection. It can't be changed for a long time, so, Di Xin, let's be father and son, everyone says that children are the debts of parents' previous lives, then, I want you to pay me back in every lifetime."

He laughed uncontrollably and kissed my lips: "Okay."

In the distance, the sound of killing shook the sky.

I remember that I saw him when I was 15 years old. His eyebrows were like knives and his eyes were burning. He rode over leisurely and stopped in front of me. Let’s call it Daji.”