Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu didn't respond, and after a long while, he suddenly said: "...I want to go back to the Qing Palace." He seemed to be struggling to speak, and it was very difficult to speak, the more Beitang Venerable listened, his heart suddenly moved, unexpectedly Beitang Rong Du would make such a decision, so he held Beitang Rong Du's hand, and said earnestly, "What are you talking about, children? Where can you go in your current situation?...Rong Du, lie down and rest obediently, don't let the I'm worried about you, huh?" At this moment, Beitang Rongdu only felt a burst of splitting pain from his lower body, as if something sharp was stabbing him continuously, although the medicine that Beitang Zunyue gave him just now It has the effect of relieving pain, but it still hurts very much. Compared with it, fever is nothing at all. The continuous pain even gradually made him more awake. Now Beitang Rongdu's whole body is in pain. Soft, with a look of depression on his face, his face was slightly pale at first, but because of the low-grade fever now, his skin was also burned pink, his cheeks were red, after listening to Beitang Zunyue's words, but He just smirked, and said lightly: "I said, I want to go back to the east of the city, to my own palace..."

The more Beitang Zun heard his tone was wrong, he knew in his heart that his roughness tonight made Beitang Rongdu extremely repulsive. Apart from being annoyed, he also regretted that he shouldn't be so unrestrained and give Beitang Rongdu Leaving a bad memory, I am afraid that it will be ten times worse than the impression when the two had sex for the first time. It is not easy for men to get along well, unlike men and women who are naturally compatible with each other. There is no sense of propriety, injuring Beitang Rongdu, according to the boy's usual temperament, I am afraid that if he wants to get close to Beitang Rongdu next time, it will be more difficult than going to heaven, so Beitang Zunyue saw with his own eyes Beitang Rongdu looks sluggish right now. Apart from being justified, he also has endless pity in his heart. He was silent for a while, and then said for a long time: "...it's my fault, Rongdu, you are giving birth to a father. Are you angry?" Beitang Rongdu only felt an indescribable pain in his lower body, and it took him a lot of effort to let himself temporarily ignore that unbearable strange feeling, his eyes were slightly opened, and suddenly he smiled wryly , looking at the beautifully patterned curtain in front of the bed, said hoarsely: "I don't have the strength to be angry with you..."

The hall was lifeless and quiet. The more Beitang Venerable saw that Beitang Rongdu was exhausted, and even his breath was hot, so he leaned over and gently hugged Beitang Rongdu's shoulders. For no reason, his heart ached and he Embarrassed, before I could think too much, I sighed softly: "Rong Du, it is indeed my lord who has been reckless this time, and brought it to this point... Will my lord compensate you, okay? You just stay here to recuperate obediently." , As for the nonsense about going back to the palace, don’t mention it anymore, did you hear that, huh?” As Beitang Zunyue spoke, he unconsciously hugged Beitang Rongdu’s hot shoulders, gritted his teeth slightly, and he I clearly remember how Beitang Rongdu struggled and cried under him when he was in front of him. When he experienced the happiest night in his life, Beitang Rongdu, who was the bearer, got nothing but Painful, and according to Beitang Rongdu's usual temperament, if he really put his life to work, he might not be able to succeed so smoothly, but Beitang Rongdu did not resist fiercely, thinking about being treated like this by his father, this The child must be very sad and disappointed... Both father and son fell silent for a while, Beitang Rongdu was exhausted and kept silent, only feeling miserable. There was a layer of sticky sweat oozing slightly, his body was sore and hot, his eyes were half-downcast, his voice was hoarse and weak, and he said slowly: "...Father, you think I'm angry with you because of my uncomfortable body. Is it? Let me tell you, I am not so narrow-minded... I, Beitang Rongdu, have grown to such a large size, and the number of injuries I have suffered in the past ten years cannot be counted, and some of them almost killed me, and Compared with those, what is it now?... I just didn't expect that you would treat me like this."

As Beitang Rongdu said, he didn't look at Beitang Zunyue anymore, he just put his burning cheeks on the pillow, closed his eyes and said, "I used to be in Unsheltered Fort, when I was young, you Let me learn how to torture and extract confessions and how to kill people face to face. I saw a prisoner raped to death with my own eyes. At that time, I didn’t feel much about it. But now, I probably know what it’s like. ..." Beitang Rongdu suddenly opened his eyes when he said this, his eyes were burning, his eyes were full of faint shadows, as if he couldn't believe it, his heart was full of disappointment, he paused, quite a bit With a hint of resentment, he stared at Beitang Zunyue, and said hoarsely: "...you are my father, you are my man, I always... always thought that you couldn't love me more than you, but now I didn't know until later that you didn't cherish me as much as you imagined... How about it, did you have a good time tonight, this body is really good, it must have made you happy."

Every word pierced his heart, Beitang Zunyue was slightly taken aback, and was overwhelmed by Beitang Rongdu's question, and was speechless for a while, thinking of his most cherished and loved Beitang Rongdu The injury that made him unbearable to see, even though there was an excuse in his heart, he couldn't say it. After a long time, he lightly stroked Beitang Rongdu's shoulder and sighed: "This king...this king really It wasn't intentional." Beitang Rongdu was full of disappointment and worry, and his heart was a little cold. Beitang Zunyue's arrogant behavior tonight made him remember deeply. Apart from being disheartened, he couldn't help feeling a lot of grievances. He didn't resent Beitang. Zun Yue made himself like this, but he cared that his father didn't care much about him, he only cared about satisfying his own desires, even after he threw away his face and began to cry and beg for mercy, he never slowed down, it was really chilling... Up to this point, Beitang Rongdu lay quietly on the bed, so relatively hurt, only the sweat was still gradually secreting from the pores, lowered his eyes sadly, and said softly: "I want to go back to the palace..."

Beitang Rongdu seldom showed such a weak state, such a deep weakness and powerlessness, it seemed that it was not just a physical damage. At this time, Beitang Rongdu's sadness and loss seemed to be no worse than physical pain. How much better was the pain, he didn't even look at Beitang Zunyue, his expression seemed a little cold, and he was extremely weak, his eyes were half closed, his skin was hot, Beitang Zunyue looked solemn, he had already thought of Beitang Zunyue before. Tang Rongdu must be very angry at his violent behavior, but now it seems that although Beitang Rongdu is not angry, it seems to be worse, so Beitang Zunyue paused, and then stared at the front of him after a while. Beitang Rongdu, with a faint look of pity and self-remorse in his long and narrow phoenix eyes, said in a low voice: "...Rongdu, are you blaming this king?" In one place, it condensed into drops of water, silently slid down the forehead, and disappeared in the hair, with a tired expression, as if very tired, and after a long time, he said: "...I only know that I have never I have never treated you like this before... even if you voluntarily committed yourself to me before, you were all riding on me, suppressing me so much that I couldn't even hug you in person, I didn't even know who was fucking whom... Dad, I know that you are beyond my reach in terms of martial arts, status, power and age, but are these the reasons why you are above me? If you don't want to, I won't force you, But when I didn't want to tonight, you refused to take a break."

Hearing these words, Beitang Zunyue was stunned for a moment, speechless, he was never willing to hurt Beitang Rongdu even the slightest bit, but tonight he completely lost control, indulging each other's intense affair, and made his son bruised, Beitang Zun Yue knew that he desperately longed for Beitang Rongdu's body, but now Beitang Rongdu obviously couldn't bear such a violent and ruthless man, but no matter how embarrassing and regretful he was right now, he must not let Beitang Rongdu In such a physical condition, I should really go back to the Qing Palace according to my temper... Thinking of this, Beitang Zunyue finally let out a long sigh, but he had no time to think about it, and he couldn't explain it one by one, so he just stretched out his hand and held it Seeing Beitang Rongdu's hot fingers resting on the side of the pillow, he tightly clenched it in his palm, and said slowly: "This king really didn't mean it... From the time you were 14 until now, this king has been waiting for you for so many years, until tonight It can be regarded as really getting what you want, so you will lose your sense of proportion, and you can't control your emotions. It's not true that you don't care about you at all just because of your temporary happiness...Rong Du, how did this king treat you? You don't know, do you?"

Beitang Rongdu didn't know if he listened to these words, but his face seemed to improve a little bit. Thinking of the love that Beitang Zunyue had for him since he was a child, it was not clear in his heart, and it was not true. Because of Beitang Zunyue's roughness tonight, he became annoyed and resentful. After all, he also knew that Beitang Zunyue was at a vigorous age. Yan, although he didn't insist on going back to his palace, he didn't care about Beitang Zunyue. Beitang Zunyue himself felt that he was wronged, sitting in front of the bed, stroking his son's hot face with his hands, Tang Rongdu felt very uncomfortable at this time, but his eyelashes trembled a little, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw a few bloodstains on Beitang Zun's looser robe, which was obviously because he couldn't bear the pain in the sexual intercourse before, and he was careless. Torn and scratched, so my heart moved, I didn't want to let myself groan in disappointment, I could only endure it, the damp sweat gradually soaked the thin clothes on my body.

The Northern Hall Venerable felt his son's head was covered with sweat, and even the pillow was already warm and humid, so he ordered someone to fetch water, and for a while, the palace servants brought clean water and towels to bring him medicine for reducing fever. It was already fried, and Beitang Zunyue wrung a wet towel with his own hands and wiped Beitang Rongdu's face. He knew that what Beitang Rongdu needed most at this time was a gentle and loving father, not a lover who didn't know his priorities, so Holding the medicine bowl, he whispered: "...Rongdu, come here, drink the medicine, you will feel better when the fever subsides, be obedient." Unable to make it through, he opened his mouth slightly and asked Beitang Zunyue to feed him the medicine. After he finished drinking, Beitang Zunyue wiped the remaining medicine juice from the corner of his mouth with a towel, and then lowered his head and put his own cheek on his face. Sticking to Beitang Rongdu's hot face, he sighed and said: "...Your body is burning like fire. Where are you going to go like this? Be obedient and take care of your body. If you want anything, I will help you. you do."

As Beitang Zunyue said, seeing Beitang Rongdu's look of sluggishness and half-dead look, he was afraid that his son would more or less press the wound while lying down, and lying down was uncomfortable, so he just gently picked him up , and let Beitang Rongdu lie in his arms. Beitang Rongdu was already extremely tired at this time, and the medicine he drank just now contained sleep-promoting ingredients, so he nestled against his father's chest motionless like a child. Beforehand, Beitang Zunyue hugged Beitang Rongdu together with the quilt firmly, wandering slowly in the hall, seeing Beitang Rongdu breathing heavily, gradually fell asleep, and then returned to In front of the bed, sitting quietly with the boy in his arms, his left hand gently stroking his son's hair, carefully looking at the handsome silhouette of Rongdu in Beitang under the warm light, his pair of golden eyes turned into a bottomless deep pool, and he wanted to speak And again, after all, he just quietly embraced the drowsy Beitang Rongdu, and sat outside until the light of day was dim.

In the early morning of the second day, Beitang Rongdu's low-grade fever gradually subsided, but he was still curled up sleepily on the bed. When Beitang Zunyue saw this, he ordered someone to cook some appetizing meals and feed him himself. Beitang Rongdu But he didn't have the appetite to eat a little bit, so he barely used a bowl of soup, then wrapped his eyes in the bed and closed his eyes without saying a word. The more Beitang Zun saw that his son was not willing to talk to him, his face was a little embarrassing, and he thought to himself Talking to Beitang Rongdu, but he didn't want to waste his energy, he hesitated for a while, so he had to go to the court first.

Beitang Rongdu saw that the Beitang Zun was leaving, and he felt a little tired. He continued to lie on the bed, but couldn't fall asleep. He managed to take a nap for a while. The silk clothes that were close to him were all wet, Beitang Rongdu half closed his eyes, and after a moment of silence, he suddenly opened his mouth and said to the outside: "...Come here!" Not long after, a servant walked in quickly, and said cautiously: "... What is the order of the son?" Beitang Rongdu leaned on the pillow, and said with some effort: "Go, ask the person with me to come over..." The servant didn't dare to delay, and hurriedly bowed out, because Beitang Rongdu He stayed overnight in Qianying Palace last night, so the eunuchs who served him could only wait for orders in the side hall of Qianying Palace, and would wait for Beitang Rongdu to come out to serve him, so he didn't care about what happened last night. Without knowing it, after one of the more mature ones entered the inner hall, he saw Beitang Rongdu lying on the bed, looking haggard, with red cheeks, and there was still a smell of medicine in the hall, he couldn't help being taken aback. Responding, Beitang Rongdu slightly opened his eyes, and there was a hint of hoarseness in his voice, he just said: "...I had an emergency last night, but it's nothing serious, it's just that in the next few days I will be here Qianying Palace is recuperating, you go back and tell Shaojun that he doesn’t have to worry about it...Let him take care of the affairs in the palace, take good care of Jiaqi, and the Song family should also take good care of Runyou..." That's too much monitoring , All agreed to go down, Beitang Rongdu was also helpless, so he just waved his hand and let him go down.

But said that the eunuch went all the way out of Da Nei and returned to the Qing Palace. At this time, Shen Hanyan was counting the account books at the end of the year, and Beitang Jiaqi next to him was playing with toys in his arms. Suddenly, someone from the palace reported that it was the three side concubines. They had come to pay their respects with them, and Shen Hanyan asked them to come in. Immediately, the room was full of flowers, and the fragrance was intoxicating. Seeing Concubine Song holding Beitang Runyou in her arms, she said, "It's not too cold today, but the child is still young, so I shouldn't take him out." It's been a week...but the eldest girl seems to like her brother very much, and she wanted to be a concubine yesterday to bring Juer here today." Beitang Jiaqi interjected, "Daddy, my brother is fun..." After saying that, he ran to Concubine Song Beside her, she probed to see Beitang Runyou in her swaddling baby. She is now lively and active. When she saw a child like Beitang Runyou, she was naturally curious and fond of it. She played with the doll in her hand for a while. Looking at his younger brother, Beitang Runyou giggled. The adults seemed to be infected by the children's joyful atmosphere, and their faces were slightly tainted with smiles.

When everyone was looking at the pair of young ladies and brothers with a smile, suddenly the eunuch accompanying Beitang Rongdu came to send a message, repeating all the words that Beitang Rongdu had ordered before, Shen Hanyan listened, Xuan frowned, how could he not be in a hurry, and immediately asked: "...emergency? The prince didn't say what the emergency is, whether it's serious or not? You can tell me in detail!" The servant bowed and said: "The slave looks at the prince Master seems to be in a bad mood, but it is not dangerous, so please be at ease." Mu Qingping glanced at Shen Hanyan, who had slightly locked brows, and said nothing, while Concubine Song and Xie looked anxious Concubine Xie wanted to visit, but as her side concubine, she couldn't enter the palace without an order. Only Shen Hanyan, who was different from others, could enter the palace on his own, so his eyes couldn't help but drifted over. Hearing Shen Hanyan say: "Order the people below to prepare the car, I want to go to the palace myself."

It was cold and windy outside the hall, and Beitang Rongdu was lying on the bed alone, drowsy as if he was not asleep, and he was in a daze, but suddenly he felt someone touching his forehead with his hand, Beitang Rongdu frowned slightly, and slowly Opening his eyes, he saw a handsome young man sitting on the head of the bed. He was wearing a golden crown and Zhufu.Beitang Rongdu was slightly startled, he didn't expect him to enter the palace like this, he couldn't help asking: "...Why did you come here?" Fever, how can you not worry, hurriedly tucked the corner of the quilt for the other party, said: "The eunuch who heard the message said that you suddenly had an emergency at night, if I don't come to see you with my own eyes, how can I rest assured?"