Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu squinted his eyes, his thick eyelashes covered the fluctuations in his eyes, he didn't want another person to see his eyes, the shame was already flowing like tears, he quickly straightened his clothes, his face The expression on his face was like an ice sculpture, something slowly swayed into his deep eyes, there was a faint omen of collapse, those flickering eyes stared at Beitang Zunyue, and there was an indescribable taste inside, like crying and crying It seemed to be a smile, but in the blink of an eye, he suddenly grinned, it was a smile that only faced Beitang Zunyue, the tight lip line was slightly raised, and twisted sparks were ignited, slowly said "...Is it really not good? Just now, I, Beitang Rongdu, just now, was like a most vile bitch, trying my best to please you, but you didn't even have my interest...haha ..." Beitang Rongdu smiled, his silky and long black hair casually scattered behind him, all he knew was that his hands were beginning to tremble uncontrollably, even if he wanted to straighten his back forcibly, he could do so sadly. Unexpectedly, a sense of powerless heaviness overwhelmed the sky, rushing to every part of the body, and even the entire chest seemed to be about to explode.

Beitang Rongdu felt that he was going crazy and was driven to nowhere. He didn't know until now that he treated feelings like a fool. Treasure the treasure, worrying about gains and losses, once lost, it will be unbearable, heartbreakingly sad... Beitang Zunyue looked at Beitang Rongdu's unstoppable smile, and suddenly felt a dull pain in his internal organs, he In fact, I don't even know why I did that just now, throwing Beitang Rongdu to the ground so brutally and mercilessly. Maybe it was just subconsciously, but obviously, the blow Beitang Rongdu received was far worse than that. It was even heavier than imagined. At this moment, Beitang Zunyue suddenly wanted to reach out and hug Beitang Rongdu, telling him that he didn't do it on purpose, but no matter how strong the thought was, it was no match for reason. Standing so stiffly, the impulse was gradually submerged under the light, and there was no longer any waves.

"Very good, very good. It seems that I think too highly of myself. It turns out that I am nothing..." Beitang Rongdu smiled self-deprecatingly, he turned his head and looked at the pale golden light Beitang Zunyue in the middle, with iridescent swaying in his beautiful blue eyes, he smiled for a while, then straightened his clothes, and slowly sat down on the chair he brought over just now, his eyes firmly fixed on On Beitang Zunyue's body, the smile disappeared on his face, and his expression became less obvious. Under the bright lights, Beitang Rongdu's face was clearly outlined, and his facial features were not too rigid. Hard, the facial lines are moderately curved, the contours are coordinated, the skin surface is as smooth as jade, revealing a powdery and clean blush feeling, that kind of softness and smoothness, even a delicate girl in the age of cardamom would be ashamed, only with this appearance If he was willing, countless men and women would fall willingly under his feet, but just now, he was ruthlessly pushed down from the high clouds by another person, and fell heavily into the bottomless abyss——

Maybe people often find out suddenly after they lose it that what they have been waiting for is only the original person.

Beitang Rongdu looked a little tired, sat on the chair, took out a cigarette from the pouch around his waist with slightly trembling hands, stuffed it in his mouth randomly, and then lit it with a flint. Beitang Zunyue who had said a word, from those long and narrow eyes, he only found an insignificant silence, Beitang Rongdu laughed mechanically, held the cigarette between two fingers, and squeezed the curling white The mist spat out, blurring his face, and said: "...Why don't you give me another chance? Don't say any perfunctory words that have run out, as long as you want, you can give...I like you very much. I never cared so much about anyone in my life, but you did it. You made me willingly do things for you that I didn't even believe I would do, just like the most despicable bitch, trying my best to seduce Man, but you are not only unmoved, you even think I'm shameless and disgusting, don't you?" Beitang Rongdu smiled half-smile, and slowly spit out every word without fluctuation from his mouth as if giving up on himself.

"...Shut up, you are my son, a man from the Beitang family, I won't allow you to belittle yourself so much!" Beitang Zunyue heard himself speak coldly, simple and clear, with a hint of anger, at this moment he The color in the eyes is like strong wine, but the temperature inside is cold. Many happy scenes between the two in the past rushed out, but I still had to harden my heart, just because I didn't want to be hurt again... ...Beitang Zun suppressed the turmoil and contradictions in his heart, and also sat down. The father and son sat face to face, their eyes met.For a while, Beitang Zun became more silent, but in his heart he was forcing himself to appear more indifferent, and said in a deep voice: "I have always done things, and I don't like to procrastinate, Rongdu, don't let me look down on you."

"...This is your answer, father?" Beitang Rongdu seemed to be pierced by something sharp for a moment, and he suddenly laughed out loud, shaking his hands nervously, and took the cigarette he was holding from his mouth , Hehe smiled and said: "Yes, I should have understood a long time ago, what a damned pledge of eternal love, unswerving commitment, all of them are all bullshit, all are fake, thanks to the fact that I always pretend to be a smart person, I will actually believe it. This kind of illusory thing... I am really an idiot, and I am really not wronged at all."

Beitang Rongdu said nervously, almost out of breath from laughing, his heart seemed to be overwhelmed and stopped beating, and abnormal flushes soon appeared on both sides of his cheeks, he seemed to want to sit on the chair He tapped the cigarette ash on the armrest, but his slightly trembling hands were a little disobedient. The cigarette caught between his two fingers almost slipped out of his hand and fell to the ground... Beitang Rongdu always thought that , I am a very tough person, no matter what I can't knock myself down, but now he understands that he is not as able to withstand any blow as he imagined, and what's even more sad is that the man in front of him is stronger than him. In order to be strong, he has no way to take strong measures to restore anything except begging.

Beitang Rongdu suddenly lowered his head, silently buried his face in his hands, his shoulders moved slightly, Beitang Zunyue couldn't tell if he was crying, but after a while, Beitang Rongdu raised his head again, not knowing Whether it was due to an illusion, because the handsome and handsome face was too fair, it even showed a faint sense of ferocity under the light, almost tearing his eyes, Beitang Rongdu suddenly crushed his hand The cigarettes in the bag, the whole person seemed to have some terrible behavior at any time, and then he grabbed the armrest of the chair tightly, holding the high-quality wooden smooth armrest with his five fingers, and there was an extremely suppressed hysteria in his voice, almost Roared, but there was a faint taste of begging hidden in it, even a little humble, his eyes were fixed on the face of Beitang Zunyue, with a blazing and hopeful light in his eyes, slowly word by word Said: "... So speaking of it, you are absolutely unwilling to forgive me? Not at all, are you?... Not even once?"

Something flickered in Beitang Zunyue's eyes, but he concealed it well. On his face that had been calm all the time, there was a look of indifference and majesty. His voice was not loud, but it was enough for Beitang Rongdu to listen. Be clear: "Du'er, you still don't understand. It's not that I won't forgive you, but that you are really unreliable. The reason why I am like this is because I don't believe you... Speaking of which, I have never been able to forgive you." What can I believe in you? You may not be able to accept it, but I absolutely don't want to encounter this kind of problem again in the future, and there will be a next time." When these words came out, Beitang Rongdu's original face was full of madness. Knowing why, he suddenly froze. He tightly clenched the armrest of the chair in his hand, his chest heaved slightly, and he just stared at Beitang Zunyue so intently. The turmoil in his eyes gradually became calm, and instead, It was an inexplicable sadness and hopelessness, which slowly spread and spread over the entire face... There was a deathly silence in the hall, and after an unknown amount of time, Beitang Rongdu suddenly let out a long breath, and he lifted a Putting his hand on his forehead, he gently brushed aside the fine strands of hair covering his forehead with his fingers, fixed his gaze on the handsome face of Beitang Zunyue opposite, and said in a low voice very slowly: "Please!" ...Trust me again, okay? This time, I will not let you down...I swear, your worries will never come true, okay? "

"...I can't believe it, I don't want to try it again." Beitang Zunyue stared at Beitang Rongdu's young face, and said slowly: "Du'er, you just said that all oaths are false. So, I don't believe in your promise... Maybe your promise is indeed sincere now, and I also believe this, but no one can guarantee that this situation can continue forever, you have exhausted all my patience and tolerance I'm exhausted, I don't want to gamble anymore." Beitang Zunyue said, narrowing his eyes slightly, with a calm expression: "Rong Du, you should know that all the men in the Beitang family are selfish, you are no exception, I No exception."

Beitang Rongdu sat on a chair and listened blankly, and when Beitang Zunyue uttered the last word, he suddenly smiled miserably, then lowered his head and hugged his head and laughed 'hoho', he wanted to show his calmness But he couldn't do it at all. There was helplessness in that voice, but also depression and unwillingness. His slender, white fingers were thrusting hard into his thick black hair, and his nails almost sank into his scalp. After a while, he became hoarse. He said in a low voice: "You don't believe me, you don't want to believe me...Father, I only understand now, maybe it's because you have always shown me a gentle and kind side in front of me, so I gradually forgot In fact, you should be such a hard-hearted person, this is the real Beitang Zunyue, my father..."

Beitang Zun Yue said in a deep voice: "...that's right." He sat on the chair with a calm face, while talking, he slowly adjusted his open skirt with his hands. He seemed to be very calm, but he felt very dry in his throat, and he had to use a lot of strength every time he said a word. Only then did he realize that while torturing his beloved, he was also torturing I will never be more relaxed than the other party, but the pride rooted in Beitang Zunyue's bones makes him absolutely unwilling to show the slightest wavering, so he forcibly suppresses the undercurrents in his heart, and looks at Beitang Zunyue with complicated eyes. With Tang Rongdu's clear and bright face, he tapped the armrest of the chair inlaid with sapphire with his fingers, and said slowly: "...Actually, it's nothing to say, Du'er, I'm still your father, even if I can't be a lover in the future, but father and son The blood relationship between them can't be changed, I will still treat you as well as before, and you will never have to worry about losing my father, right?"

"...Fuck your father and son, fuck you, it will still be the same as before, fuck you!" Beitang Rongdu suddenly lost control, roaring hysterically, and at the same time, the armrest in his palm was shattered by five fingers , but this loss of control ended here. After Beitang Rongdu roared, he seemed to be discouraged soon, unable to say anything, just laughed in a low voice, and after a while, he said with some difficulty: "Father and son...haha...Dad, tell me, is this even possible? Have you ever seen someone whose father and son would do that kind of thing together on the bed? Which normal father would go and put his own body on the bed? The son is doing everything he can? Say something like "Even if you can't be a lover in the future, but the blood relationship between father and son can't be changed, I will still treat you as well as before", you feel your conscience and say, do you believe it? Can you pretend nothing happened?"

Beitang Zunyue's face finally changed slightly, but soon, he quickly adjusted his state, knocked on the handrail indifferently, nodded and said: "I admit all of these... don't make a transition, I It is true that I hugged you, but I also let you touch me, and you did not suffer... In short, for a man, the physical relationship does not explain too much, so this can only be regarded as a trivial matter. It's over, of course, I know, it's hard to avoid feeling uncomfortable at first."

"Nonsense! Fart! Sophistry! Nonsense!..." Beitang Rongdu stood up abruptly, almost yelling: "You lied to me, I don't believe you can do it..." He said with a soft voice But gradually lowered, murmured in a daze, suddenly became emotional again, and then stepped forward, firmly grasping Beitang Zun Yue's broad shoulders with both hands, his face twisted slightly, and said word by word: " Why, each of them has fucked each other before, so they don't owe each other?...Very well, you are right, for a man, this kind of thing is really only a trivial matter." Beitang Rongdu slowly He tightened his ten fingers, grabbed Beitang Zunyue's shoulders, looked at this man who was still calm and showed no resistance at all, and said in a cold and vicious tone: "Since this kind of thing is nothing, then I will fight with other people." Try it with other people, I have grown up so much, except for being fucked twice by you, I can only fuck other people, then, I will often taste what it feels like to be fucked by others in the future! Anyway, this can only be regarded as a trivial matter !"

"...How dare you!" Beitang Zunyue was furious immediately, his tone was as sharp as a knife. He knew Beitang Rongdu too well. Those cruel words just now may not have been put down by losing his mind for a while. The madness factor in this person's blood Once aroused, such a paranoid personality is likely to be able to do what it says, so Beitang Zunyue stood up abruptly, clasped Beitang Rongdu's chin with his right hand, and forced him to lift his head Come, look at yourself, Beitang Zun stared at his son's bloodshot eyes more and more, and said fiercely: "If you dare to do this, I will break your leg!... You are my son, if you are killed You still want to be shameless when people play tricks on you?"

"What can't be done!" Beitang Rongdu's face was blood red, and he looked at Beitang Zunyue without showing any weakness, his eyes gleamed with a gloomy look, and said with a sneer, "...Why can't I? Just because I'm your son, the prince of Daqing? It's a pity that I'm happy, I don't care! Anyway, it's not like I haven't been fucked by you before!"

When the voice fell, just listen to '啪! ' With a crisp sound, a slap was mercilessly slapped on Beitang Rongdu's face!