Shuoyun Feidu

Xu Ximei sighed: "...Du'er, Beitang Jinchen's love for me at the beginning was just like Beitang Zunyue's love for you now, but I and him were separated after all, and our love was hindered. In this case, do you really love me?" Can you believe that Beitang Zunyue is not the next Beitang Jinchen, and believe that you will not follow the old path of your grandmother?" Beitang Rongdu was shocked when he heard these words, blue veins appeared faintly on his temples, bulging Jumping slightly, he raised his head and stared at the jade box in Xu Ximei's hand, his eyes wandering, hesitant to speak, he couldn't make up his mind, as if a fierce and intense battle was going on in his heart. Seeing this difficult struggle, Xu Ximei became ruthless, her tone already had a hint of sternness, and raised her two slender willow eyebrows upwards, and shouted in a low voice: "...Du'er, until now, you still have to fight!" What are you hesitating to do? Could it be that you really would rather gamble on Beitang Zunyue’s invisible and intangible affection for you, and no one knows how long it will last, than believe in the real love that grandma is giving you now? Guaranteed? Don't be confused!"

Beitang Rongdu's heart was in a mess, his thin lips were tightly pressed, his eyes were fixed on the two round balls in the jade box, as if he was thinking hard, Xu Ximei didn't urge him immediately , just frowned slightly, waiting for him to make his own choice, but at the same time he said softly: "What is marriage? The world says that marriage is destined, and a good couple is born, but in my opinion, only those who can firmly grasp it in the palm of their hands can be married." It's marriage, and those who can't be grasped will often only turn into evil fate in the end, and the married couple will also become unjust... Du'er, grandma will never come to harm you anyway, since I said I can give you marriage, I will definitely give it."

Beitang Rongdu was feeling irritable and undecided, and his temples throbbed one after another. Xu Ximei still held the jade box in his palm and said quietly: "Du'er, hold this thing, I Guaranteed that you don't have to worry about you and Beitang Zunyue anymore, just like what you said just now, from now on, Beitang Zunyue will love you deeply for the rest of his life, will not be a little bit eccentric, and will be crazy about you Kuang, even if you abandon him like a shoe, he still loves you like his life, and he will only love you in his heart for life and life, and there will be no turning back."

Xu Ximei's words were like spells with magical power, they penetrated into Beitang Rongdu's ears word for word, bewitching him quietly, Beitang Rongdu's eyes were blue, and he seemed to be listening to the other party quietly If he didn't make a sound, but he pressed his thin lips very tightly, struggling violently in his heart. It's not that he didn't want to believe in Beitang Zunyue, but he didn't have any sense of security in his bones when he was so suspicious. Humans tend to instinctively have pessimistic thoughts about everything, and sometimes they don’t even believe in themselves, so how dare they trust Beitang Zunyue without reservation?Even if the other party is the person I love the most... For a moment, Beitang Rongdu frowned, and a fine line of sweat dripped from his snow-white forehead, the balance in his heart slowly tilted, as if it was about to fall, Xu Seeing this, Xi Mei knew that Beitang Rongdu had begun to move, so she slightly raised her long and slender eyebrows like butterfly beards, and said softly, "This 'Union Gu' can make a person fall in love with another person crazily. No matter how ruthless Beitang Zunyue is in his bones, whether he is cold or not, after he gets this Gu, he will become the most loyal man in the world, unless you die, or he dies, between you Only when the relationship between you and him is really broken, he will never leave you again, and he will never change his heart to fall in love with other people. From then on, only you are tired of him and want to abandon him, but it is absolutely impossible for him to alienate you That day... Believe me, Du'er, you accept this 'concentric Gu', take it when the time is right, and then give Beitang Venerable Yue the Gu, then from now on, you can sit back and relax, your marriage It can last forever and never change.”

Beitang Rongdu was silent for a while, and the room also fell silent. It was obviously a huge space, but it seemed quite stuffy right now, the air couldn't flow, making it difficult to breathe easily. After a while, Beitang Rongdu's eyes suddenly With a strange brilliance flashing, he held back the hesitation in his heart, and his expression gradually became resolute. The two clear round pills in the jade box seemed to be able to exude some kind of strong temptation, and Beitang The desire in the most secret corner of Rong Du's heart came out from the depths of his soul. As if driven by some mysterious force, he slowly stretched out his hand, and looked towards the box under Xu Ximei's eyes full of encouragement. Go, only to see the white and jade-like fingertips tremble almost imperceptibly, as if weighing a thousand catties, approaching the two round pills in the box bit by bit, at this moment, the surrounding time seems to be glued together. Frozen, no longer passing away... But at the moment when his fingers touched the 'Unity Gu', Beitang Rongdu suddenly shrank his pupils, then dropped his arms powerlessly, and clenched his five fingers tightly together, His knuckles turned white, as if he had to use all his strength to control himself from reaching out.

Xu Ximei was taken aback by this sudden turn of events, her eyes froze slightly, and then she seemed to understand something, with disappointment in her eyes, she pressed the box back with her snow-white palm, and then hated the iron box. Looking at Rongdu in the Beitang in front of him, he scolded softly, "...Du'er, what are you thinking? A man, how can you be hesitant to do things, and look at the head and tail? I didn't ask you Going to harm that Beitang Zunyue is all just for you to tie him forever and not let him betray you. In that case, what are you afraid of, what are you worried about? Du'er, listen to your grandmother, why don't you hurry up and get rid of this 'concentric'? Gu' put it away!"

"...No, I can't do it, I don't want this thing, and I don't want to give him a Gu." Beitang Rongdu suddenly raised his eyes, his eyes filled with infinite complexity, "This 'Unity Gu' may be real. I can make him love me for the rest of his life and obey me in every possible way, but it's only because I put a Gu on him, so what's the point?" He said, looking at Xu Ximei, and slowly said: "Do you wish I can fully understand the feeling that I have been happy and carefree all my life, and I am very grateful to you for this, and thank you for everything you have done for me. However, have you ever thought that if I put away today This 'concentric Gu' made my father fall into the Gu without knowing it, so in the future when I get along with him, whenever I face him, I will think of what I have done to him, because With the existence of this Gu, although he will be devoted to me, it will also make me lose confidence in myself, and I will no longer be able to tell whether his affection for me is from his own heart, or because of this. Because of the "Union Heart Gu", this kind of loyalty that makes me unable to tell the truth from the fake, I really can't accept it, and I don't want to accept it."

When Beitang Rongdu said this, as if he had suddenly figured out something, he shook his head with a light smile and said, "Actually, to be honest, I'm really tempted, this kind of thing that can make anyone give up on me Good thing, I'm afraid there are countless people in the world who want to get it, so that the one they love can love themselves for the rest of their lives...Grandma, I'm telling you the truth, although I have a lot of troubles in terms of appearance, martial arts, identity, scheming, etc. They all have great confidence in themselves, but when it comes to things like love that have no basis or reason at all, no matter how good a person's skin is and how likable his temperament is, he may be rejected for many reasons, so I I dare not say that my father will treat me like a day for decades, be with me forever, and never change my mind."

"...However, even so, even if this 'Unity Gu' can bring me the most reliable guarantee, not only will it not make me feel at ease in the slightest, but it will definitely make me more worried, not to mention, as a man , should always be responsible, the men of the Beitang family say that it doesn’t matter whether they are proud or arrogant, since I also have this kind of blood on my body, then in my opinion, I will never let myself rely on this method to control This is the pride and dignity that I, as a descendant of the Beitang family, must have as a man." Beitang Rongdu said slowly, his fingers that were tightly clenched together loosened unknowingly. open.

Xu Ximei's face changed again and again, she clenched the jade box in her hand, and looked at Beitang Rongdu quietly, from those eyes that resembled Beitang Jinchen, she clearly saw some kind of unshakable determination , Such eyes, such arrogance exuded from the bone marrow, how similar to Beitang Jinchen back then?They are also men who people love and hate, and who are extremely paranoid about certain things... Xu Ximei smiled wryly, and secretly called 'enemy', but for the grandson she cared about the most in the world, she had to continue Trying to persuade the previous one: "Du'er, didn't I think so at the beginning, I was arrogant, dismissive of this 'unity Gu', and refused to use it, but now my grandmother regrets it, if I can go back In the past, I would definitely listen to my father's advice and put this Gu on your grandfather Beitang Jinchen, so how could he leave me later... I would rather use this thing to make him stay with me forever than I lost him because of a moment of pride, in exchange for the regret of the rest of my life. Du'er, listen to your grandmother, you take this thing well. Only our grandparents and grandchildren know about this. This is a secret between me and you. There is a third person who knows."

Xu Ximei earnestly advised, but Beitang Rongdu just nodded and shook his head again, as if he was unmoved. For some reason, he suddenly laughed softly, staring seriously at Xu Ximei's extremely charming She opened her eyes and said, "Grandmother, you just said that once this 'concentric Gu' is used, unless I die, it will never be solved, right?" Xu Ximei didn't understand why he suddenly said this , but still nodded slightly, and said: "That's right." Beitang Rongdu smiled brighter when he heard this, his expression became extremely relaxed, and he sighed with a smile: "Yeah, unless I die, this Gu will always be dead." Now, my father will always love me like his life... But, how can I be satisfied with these things? I, Beitang Rongdu, have always been greedy and never satisfied. How can one life be enough? What I want It’s because he misses me and remembers me from generation to generation. Even if I die, turn into ashes, and no longer exist, he will only think of me, only remember me, and can’t look at others anymore, and can’t tolerate others in his heart. Grandma, you This 'Unity Gu' is really good, but unfortunately for me, it's not enough, far from enough, it can't satisfy me at all."

Xu Ximei's expression was shocked, and she was unable to speak for a long time. After a long time, she let out a long breath, nodded again, and tapped Beitang Rongdu's lips lightly with a slender finger, saying: "...Du'er, since you have made up your mind In this way, I know that I may not be able to persuade you, but no matter what, grandma still wants to tell you a few more words, so as not to regret it in the future." Xu Ximei's expression softened, and she stroked Beitang Rongdu's face with one hand. Hair: "There are always many unpredictable things that happen in a person's life. If something breaks between you and Beitang Zunyue in the future, and he cuts off your marriage with his own hands, will you suddenly regret it? Get up? So, you still accept this 'Union Gu', and when you feel that you can't recover, use it to make up for it, there is still time."

As Xu Ximei said, he gently picked up Beitang Rongdu's right hand, and put the jade box containing the Gu worms into Beitang Rongdu's palm. After speaking, Xu Ximei stood up silently, patted him on the shoulder, and walked out. After a while, Beitang Rongdu sighed and put the jade box away. For a while, his mind was a little messy, and he couldn't help but think a lot.

After a long while, Beitang Rongdu seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, and called in an eunuch, and said: "... prepare the car and drive, I just want to enter the palace." The eunuch agreed, Beitang Rongdu changed his clothes, and hurried out In my own residence, the wheels rolled over the snow for a while, and drove to the palace.

When he arrived at Qianying Palace, Beitang Rongdu walked in without waiting for anyone to inform him. He walked faster and faster, ignoring the somewhat surprised eyes of the palace servants and eunuchs on both sides, strode into the Nuan Pavilion in the inner room, and then He stretched out his hand and pushed open the vermilion door carved with exquisite patterns.

Bright sunlight gushed out from the Zhumen that was suddenly opened, making people squint their eyes. Beitang Rongdu stepped across the threshold, and inside Beitang Zunyue was reclining on a thick bed. Flipping through the book on the white tiger-skin bench, seeing the door being pushed open, he casually put down the scroll, and slowly narrowed his long and narrow phoenix eyes, looking at the slender figure entering the pavilion in the light, his eyes fell on the handsome On the face, the corner of the mouth subconsciously pursed into a smile, and involuntarily softened his expression, and smiled at Beitang Rongdu, but there was a bit of doubt in his voice, and said: "...what's the matter, I haven't been away from the East Palace for a long time. Time, why did you run over here?"

Beitang Zunyue's tone was very friendly, the pattern on the plain robe was densely embroidered with fine silver thread, shining brightly in the sunlight, a bit dazzling, Beitang Rongdu listened to the man's words, and couldn't help but feel Gathering his mind, he came to his senses. At this moment, he suddenly understood that his choice might indeed be correct. If he really put a Gu on Beitang Zunyue, then, one day a long time later, he would walk into Beitang Zunyue like this. In the room where Tang Zunyue was, at that time, how did he, Beitang Rongdu, figure out whether Beitang Zunyue's tone of voice is still so gentle, is it because of the true feelings from the heart, or is the love long gone? Is it just because of the influence of the Gu?Thinking of this, the fingers in Beitang Rongdu's sleeves curled up, his heart moved slightly, he calmed down a bit, then smiled as usual, walked towards Beitang Zun, and said in his mouth: "I came because I I want to see you."

The more Beitang Zun heard him say this, the more contented his face became. Seeing his lover walking towards him, he couldn't help but deepen the smile on the corner of his mouth, sat up, and said with a light smile: "... What a trick, I was with you last night, and I just left for a short time this morning, why do you suddenly miss me? You want to pour me enchanted soup, you are too early, and you are not honest enough to recruit them all." Beitang Rong Du's eyes were like misty mist, and something flashed in it, he smiled calmly, and replied with a pleasant face: "People say, 'I don't see you in a day, it's like three autumns', I haven't seen you for a while, it's worth it." It's been a few days, so I will miss you." Then, he walked up to Beitang Zunyue, but laughed again, looked at Beitang Zunyue's thin lips, then lowered his head, bent over Went up and kissed the man's lips lightly, extremely gentle, this somewhat strange move made Beitang Zunyue a little bit surprised, and then slightly frowned, watching Beitang Rongdu seem to be different from usual today With exactly the same face, there was a slight doubt in my heart, but I didn't really care about it, I just smiled casually and said: "Why, do you want to ask me for something? Or did you mess up something? , do you need me to clean up the mess for you? After all, I will naturally agree to you."

Hearing the words, Beitang Rongdu suddenly asked softly: "... Is everything okay?" Beitang Zunyue was taken aback for a moment, looked up at him, then laughed wantonly, nodded easily, not Carefully said: "You can do almost anything. Anyway, there are not many things I can't do now." The man's handsome face said: "...Erlang, I suddenly discovered something very important." Beitang Zunyue heard the sound of "Erlang", his face became softer, and said: "What is it?" Beitang Rong Du put both hands on the man's shoulders, then leaned forward lightly, and kissed Beitang Zunyue. After a moment of lingering with each other, they separated, saying: "...I found that I am more beautiful than I imagined. I want to like you." Beitang Zunyue let out an 'oh' in surprise, and then said with a light smile, "You came here just to say this?" Saying that, he naturally went to hold Beitang Rong Du's hands, but found that the fingers were very cold, as if they had been soaked in icy water, he frowned unconsciously and said: "...how did you become such a virtue?" As he said, he put both hands in his hands into his arms to warm Beitang Rongdu, Beitang Rongdu didn't answer, just leaned into Beitang Zunyue's arms, and said softly, "Erlang, don't you Change." The more Beitang Zun listened to this nonsense, the more confused he became, and said: "What did I change? You boy, why do you seem to be a little weird today." Beitang Rongdu was quiet for a moment, only Nestled against Beitang Zunyue's chest, as if he wanted to find the strength from this man that could make him feel at ease, then he suddenly changed his face and smiled, returning to normal, and said in a diffuse voice: "I'm not weird, it's not like You are always moody and temperamental." Beitang Zunyue patted him on the head, and said: "Young brat, you are getting bolder, and you dare to make an issue of me casually, huh?"

Beitang Rongdu smiled slightly, and couldn't help turning his eyes back to Beitang Zunyue's face, looking at his father seriously, that face was printed in the same mold as himself, and every resemblance could be taken painstakingly He reminded the two of what is the secret happiness of disobedience. This man, this rebellious emperor, he obviously has a way to control, so that the flower of love will never fade, but he seems to have given up again... For a while Beitang Rongdu nodded, and said: "Erlang, I..." As soon as I said this, someone outside suddenly said: "... Your Majesty, Prince Bi Dan is asking to see you. Right now, I am waiting at Feiyuanzhai at the Nanhua Gate."

After hearing this, both of them paused. Beitang Rongdu focused his eyes, and immediately pressed Beitang Zunyue's generous shoulder, saying: "You don't need to talk about it, the matter between you and Bi Dan, I already knew it before, and now I just want to ask you, are you willing to break that relationship with him?" Beitang Zun Yue's eyes glistened, and he didn't say anything else, just said: "... You said, except for a few specific things, I can promise you all the things you want to do." Hearing this, Beitang Rongdu said, "Okay, then don't go there, I'll just go see him It's gone." While talking, he got up from Beitang Zunyue's arms, started to straighten his clothes, and then lightly ordered outside: "...to invite Prince Bi Dan to meet you at the Green Jade Pavilion." After finishing speaking, he went Straight out of the warm pavilion.

At that moment, Beitang Rongdu came to the Lvyu Pavilion in a sedan chair, and less than a quarter of an hour later, there were clear footsteps of leather boots on the ground outside the door, and they were approaching soon, and in a moment, someone slowly pushed the door and entered , I saw Bi Dan wearing a thick maroon robe, with brilliant blond hair, extraordinary bearing, and a smile on his handsome face. The man, but only for a moment, realized that it was not Beitang Zunyue, but the unexpected Beitang Rongdu. He couldn't help being slightly startled for a moment, staring directly at the other person, then smiled, and went back again. As usual, he bowed his hands together and said: "...So it is Your Highness who is here." Beitang Rongdu's eyes flashed, and he looked at Bi Dan with a smile, stretched out his hand and said, "Prince, please sit down." Wait for Bi Dan to sit. After getting down, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and said again: "...the prince must be very surprised to see that he is alone here."

Bi Dan smiled calmly and said, "That's true. Dan never expected to see His Highness here." Beitang Rongdu looked calm and unwavering. With a slight raise, he said: "Just now I was alone with my father. When I heard the prince arrived, I came to see you." Bi Dan was a little puzzled, but he didn't point it out. He just smiled and said, "Speaking of it, since Dan last time After returning to Zhezhe, it’s true that I haven’t seen His Highness for a while.” Beitang Rongdu’s eyes lit up with a gleam of light, and said softly: “…that’s true.” Saying that, without further ado, he just went straight to the point, saying "The prince came here from Zhe Zhe and worked tirelessly. Naturally, he wanted to meet his lonely father." Hearing this, Bi Dan was not too embarrassed, and smiled calmly: "...the matter between Dan and the emperor, Your Highness already knew about it last time, so what can Dan hide?"

Beitang Rongdu smiled meaningfully at Bi Dan, and said: "Of course I know it, but isn't it strange for the prince, why is it that I come to see you now?" Bi Dan stroked the topaz finger in his hand, silent for a moment , Then he said in a harmonious voice: "I would like to hear the details." Beitang Rongdu rolled up his cuffs, without distinguishing between joy and anger in his tone, and said flatly: "...the reason why I came to see the prince today is because I want to see you." I want to tell the prince one thing: From today onwards, it is time to end the close relationship between the prince and his orphan father."

"... Oh?" ​​When Bi Dan heard this, he was obviously surprised, and blurted out, "Why did your Highness say that?" Beitang Rong Du took a sip of tea, his face was light, and said: "... It means that the close relationship between father and prince will never happen again from now on." Bi Dan's eyes moved slightly, he watched Beitang Rongdu, and said in a deep voice: "Last time, Your Highness I have already talked about this matter with Dan, and Dan has made it very clear at that time, since I admire His Majesty in my heart, I will not change it easily. Speaking of these words? Dan is a little confused."

"...Last time it was Gu's fault, I didn't make it clear." Beitang Rongdu sighed softly, put one hand on the side of the chair, and said seriously: "Father, he and the prince are not suitable, so Gu is the only one. Will talk about this." Bi Dan didn't ask too much, his eyes flickered slightly, and he couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, and he said to Beitang Rongdu: "...Then, is this also His Majesty's own meaning?" Beitang Rongdu looked at Bi Dan with his eyes, as if he was wondering about something, then he suddenly smiled and replied very clearly: "Yes, this is also what my father meant, otherwise, what position does Gu have to see him without authorization?" Prince, say these words." After hearing this, Bi Dan frowned slightly, feeling suspicious in his heart, not understanding why Beitang Zunyue would suddenly make such a decision, but he did not doubt that Beitang Rongdu treated him very well. The truth of what he said, even though Beitang Rongdu is now the crown prince of Daqing, the crime of falsely preaching the holy will is not something that can be taken lightly, not to mention that Beitang Rongdu has no reason to do so, then , In that case... Thinking of this, although Bi Dan didn't show any strange color on his face, there was a hint of complexity and urgency in his tone, the anticipation and joy of meeting Zunyue Beitang from Zhe Zhe earlier. Has disappeared without a trace, and said to Beitang Rongdu: "...Dan has always been dull, but he didn't know where he offended His Majesty and disliked His Majesty, so he refused to even see Dan, and even wanted to sever friendship. In this case, please also ask the crown prince to bring Dan to the front of His Majesty, and Dan will plead guilty and defend himself in front of His Majesty." Bi Dan said, stood up, and bowed to Beitang Rongdu as a gesture of entrustment , he is Prince Zhezhe, and when interacting with Beitang Rongdu in normal times, he only needs to make an ordinary salute, and there is no need to be too respectful, but this is the case now, which also shows Bi Dan's sincerity.

But at this time, Beitang Rongdu shook his head, and said calmly: "You don't have to be like this, the prince will not agree." After a pause, his voice was clear and clear, as if he was talking about a very ordinary thing, but he said When it came out, it was shocking: "...I am my father's lover, so how can I help you?"