Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Zunyue heard the words, suddenly smiled lowly, then stretched out his hand to caress the top of Beitang Rongdu's head beside him, the bloodthirsty color in his eyes slowly turned into something similar to gentleness, and at the same time said disapprovingly: "This The son of the Sagittarius is naturally a treasure, as for other people's children, they are nothing but weeds."

After he finished speaking, he patted Beitang Rongdu on the head, and asked seemingly indifferently: "Du'er, tell me, do you want to kill this kid?"

Beitang Rongdu heard the words, so he glanced at the boy below. The boy was only nine years old. Although his face was messed up with tears, he could still see that the boy was fair and handsome, and his eyes were full of tears. The look of fear.Beitang Rongdu suddenly smiled, and said: "Father, when I led people to destroy the Li family in Taiyuan a few years ago, there was a child in his family who was only five or six years old. At that time, I saw that the people below were about to kill him, so I stopped drinking." I even pulled him onto my horse, planning to wait until I walked for a while, and put him at the door when I met any ordinary people, but the child took advantage of my unpreparedness and bit my hand hard. , immediately bleeding..."

Beitang Rongdu smiled faintly, glanced at the boy under the steps, and continued with a smile: "I knew at that time that kindness can be there, but if you have done something that made it impossible for the two parties to reconcile, and suddenly go away It would be a fool to show kindness, so I killed that child with my own hands." After he finished speaking, he did not look at the suddenly pale face of the middle-aged man below, but smiled at Beitang Zun: "Father still has something to do. , the baby will go down first." Immediately Shi Shiran walked down the jade steps and headed out of the hall, there were bursts of crying and moaning from behind, but Beitang Rongdu just remained unmoved.

It was still early at this time, even before noon, Beitang Rongdu walked on foot, all the way was like a forest of buildings, with picturesque scenery, and before I knew it, I came to a residence that was all too familiar in my memory. On the top of the plaque are written the three characters of "Yin Hua Ge", which is the place where he lived for several years when he was a child.Beitang Rongdu seemed to pause for a moment, then walked in directly.

There has always been a special person to clean and take care of it. Seeing Beitang Rongdu coming, he was in a hurry to cook tea and pour water. Beitang Rongdu waved his hand and said, "No tea, go and boil some wine for me." Several maids listened So I went to make arrangements for hot wine.

Beitang Rongdu casually looked at the familiar furnishings in the room, walked all the way past the house where he lived when he was young, and then went to the place where Beitangjia lived in the past.

The interior decoration is elegant, the dressing table is wiped clean and spotless, Beitang Rongdu is dressed in a white brocade robe with only a blue blouse on the outside, and he opens a box containing jewelry on the dressing table. , I saw a few pairs of bracelets and three or four hairpins inside, all of which were once Beitangjia's favorite things during his lifetime.Beitang Rongdu looked at it, and then opened a small tortoiseshell box with rouge next to it.

It has been so long, the jasmine rouge inside has dried up long ago, and only a wisp of fragrance remains. Beitang Rongdu recalled Beitangjia's voice and smile back then, and he felt quiet for a while, and there was a faint feeling between his long breaths. The fragrance is lingering.At this time, the light sunlight from outside came in, and the gentleness that sprinkled the room also shone into Beitang Rongdu's eyes, so there seemed to be a touch of regret in those blue eyes, and at the same time, there was also a gentleness like water. The shallow waves flowed until they gradually disappeared... Beitang Rongdu suddenly smiled slightly, and said softly: "I still remember how lively it was when I was a child, but now it is empty and empty, and the soul is hard to get back...Mother, You are the only one in this world who loves me more than life, and doesn't ask for anything in return, but it's a pity that I am your son, otherwise I will love you in every possible way, and treat you like jewels and treasures all my life, so I won't let you be foolish and make mistakes..."

He spoke slowly, gently stroking everything on the table with his fingers. These items were cleaned up extremely clean, and the original positions had not changed, but it was still easy to see that they had changed. No one has used it for a long time, and the house also looks like no one lives here.At this moment, a maid outside said: "If you go back to the young master, the wine is already hot." Beitang Rongdu said lightly, "Just put it in the corridor outside."

The maid did as she said, and Beitang Rongdu sorted out the things on the dressing table, and then went out to the corridor outside.

A few red plums were in full bloom outside, the weather was not too cold and there was no wind, Beitang Rongdu sat on the ground, leaning on a big thick python satin pillow behind him, and a few fine porcelain wines were placed on a tray beside him. Bottle, while enjoying the flowers, while drinking slowly by yourself.He drank alone for a while, and there was a slight idleness between his brows, and gradually, there was a hint of alcohol.

When he was slightly drunk, someone said: "You are not in the Bihai Pavilion, and I think you should be here." Beitang Rongdu rolled his eyes slightly, put down the wine bottle in his hand, raised his eyes and said with a smile "Why are you here?" He pointed to the plum tree next to him: "The flowers are blooming very well. Let's drink two glasses together and enjoy the flowers." Seeing the man was noncommittal, he called the maid over and ordered Serve more wine.

After a while, the servants brought up a low table with a small stove on it, scalding several bottles of wine with water, and a large wine jar was placed on the ground next to it, and some small dishes to accompany the wine were placed on the table.Beitang Rongdu sipped his wine slowly, inadvertently glanced at the face of Beitang Zunyue opposite him, then fixed his eyes, then suddenly smiled and said, "Father, the two of us are standing together now. , they are really more like brothers, but not so much like father and son... You are too young." Beitang Zunyue raised the corner of his mouth slightly, took a sip of wine, and said: "If you are really like me, Brother, how can you live until now." Beitang Rongdu patted his forehead self-deprecatingly, and said with a smile: "That's right."

The two were drinking, and Beitang Rongdu had already drunk a lot, but now he was getting a little drunk, the more Beitang Zun saw his current appearance, so he suddenly laughed with a hint of evil spirit, He teased: "Be careful if you get drunk, you're prone to sexual disorder after drinking." Beitang Rongdu squinted his eyes and said lazily: "I've grown up so much, it seems that I'm not really completely drunk But... Actually, it's not because I drink too much, but I know how to control myself... Besides, if I really want to drink and have sex, Dad just call me a beauty." Beitang Zun Yue looked at him, There was a bit of a joke in his eyes, and he smiled lowly: "Oh, is that right, I have never been drunk before."

Beitang Rongdu poured the wine into his mouth, then put the empty bottle aside casually, laughed and said, "Oh, really... I seem to be more and more like you these few years...not just the appearance. "He smiled, his originally clear pupils were now a little moist with alcohol, and the corners of his eyes were also faintly stained with a smudge, as if a little rouge had been applied.He picked up a marinated bean with chopsticks and wanted to put it in his mouth, but unexpectedly the bean was too round and slippery, so it fell to the table. Beitang Rongdu simply picked up one with his fingers and threw it into his mouth. Then he smiled and said: "The child just now suddenly reminded me of the past... If I had killed that lowly maidservant An Zhimei that year at the beginning... probably nothing would happen later, my mother would also won't die."

Beitang Rongdu drank wine: "That's why... some people... can't stay..." When he said this, he seemed to be drunk, so he simply leaned back and murmured: "This plum blossom... It's a great drive..."

The more Beitang Zun saw him like this, he pushed the table in front of him aside with one hand, picked up the boy's upper body, patted him on the face, and said, "...drunk?" Beitang Rongdu frowned , didn't respond to the man's words, just smiled and said: "Father, you are really bad to me..." Beitang Zun was stunned for a moment, then couldn't help frowning, scratched the boy's nose heavily with his index finger, and said: "This seat is right What's wrong with you? Although...it is true that I have hit you a few times and scolded you a few times, but I can't treat my son like this when I am an old man? How do I treat others and treat you? I don't appreciate it!" He said, as if he was puzzled and annoyed, he gave him another shudder on the forehead.But Beitang Rongdu just smiled, his eyes filled with mist, looked at the man who was close at hand, and said: "But you made me motherless..."

Beitang Zunyue's hand seemed to stop.After a long while, he said in a calm tone: "... In your heart, are you still blaming me?" Beitang Rongdu leaned in front of the man, as if he hadn't heard it, as if he hadn't heard it, his eyes swept around leisurely, He just smiled and said, "That night I asked my mother to go to dinner, but when I went in, I saw her blood dripping all over the floor..."

Seeing the young man's blurred expression, as if in a dream, Beitang Zun couldn't help but feel a little nervous, but he heard him continue: "The whole Yinhua Pavilion was full of crying, only I didn't even shed a tear... Later In the middle of the night, I went alone to kill all the people in Ruanhongxuan, leaving them alone..."

As he chattered, Beitang Zunyue just listened, and after an unknown amount of time, the voice gradually became low. The young man leaned in front of Beitang Zunyue, breathing heavily, as if he was taking a nap, Beitang Zunyue paused After a pause, he picked up the boy, turned around and entered the room.

The man carried Beitang Rongdu to the couch, and took off his coat and boots with his own hands. After finishing all this, he sat on the edge of the bed and watched the young man on the couch with a drunken face, half-concentrated eyebrows, and a heavy expression. Suddenly, he only felt that in his [-] years of life, his heart had never been so soft at this moment, as if something seemed to be immersed in it, but it made him feel very strange.Beitang Zun Yue frowned, just about to think carefully, Beitang Rongdu suddenly half-opened and half-closed his eyes on the bed, he didn't know if he was awake or drunk, but just looked straight at the man beside him, whispering Said: "Mother is gone...Father, I only have you...Don't want me."

Beitang Zunyue only felt that there was something in his heart that had always existed all this time, and it snapped with such a 'clank'. He didn't know what it was, and he didn't have time to think about it. He just looked down at Beitang Rong. Du closed his eyes again, for a long time, the thin lips were imprinted between the boy's brows--

"...Good boy, I won't leave."