Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu has long been used to the embrace of the man in front of him, but today's hug is a little different from the previous ones. Beitang Rongdu can't tell what is different, but he vaguely feels that it seems a little strange. Jue frowned suspiciously, but apart from smelling the moisture left on Beitang Zunyue's body after just bathing, he didn't find any clues, so of course this could only be an illusion, so he also put it to the back of his mind and raised his head Going to look at the left half of Beitang Zunyue's face, he carefully touched the black and green wound with his hand, saw the man's brows frowning, and said, "Hey, I'll put the medicine on you before you wash it off. After taking a bath, you haven't bothered to apply the medicine, have you? You need to apply more of this medicine to heal quickly."

Beitang Zunyue Fang wanted to take the mask and put it on again, so he nodded and said casually, "That's fine." After hearing this, Beitang Rongdu got out of bed, took the medicine, and pulled out the lid of the porcelain bottle. For the stopper, use a small wooden stick wrapped in cotton cloth to dip the ointment into the bottle, and then carefully apply bit by bit on the wound on Beitang Zunyue's left face.

The candle was burning with bright and soft light, faintly painting a layer of warm color on the man's face. There was a black and green wound abruptly horizontally on the left side of the face. The scratches were not shallow, which was a bit shocking, especially It was between the crystal clear and jade-like skin, which made the contrast extraordinarily strong and made it look more ferocious. Beitang Rongdu applied the medicine to the other party, and at the same time said in annoyed way: "Well, it's because I hit hard..." He leaned very close Nearby, the warm breath from his breathing slightly fluttered the man's eyelashes, making Beitang Zunyue feel itchy instinctively, so he turned his head subconsciously and said, "Okay." Pulling the man's face with his left hand, he said displeasedly: "Hey, don't move, it's still not good... I don't cooperate at all." Then, he carefully wiped the ointment on it, and it was good medicine.

I didn't know what happened for a while, the room seemed to be quiet, and it was strange that no one talked about anything. Beitang Rongdu tidied up the medicine things a little bit, and looked at the time, seeing that it was no longer counted. It was early, and besides, I was really tired tonight, so I got into bed and lay down, yawned, and complained in a murmur, and said, "Father, I'm tired..." Beitang Zunyue's face There was a slight hint of softness on his face, and he gently stroked the hair on the young man's forehead with one hand, and said in a soft tone that he didn't realize: "... want to sleep?" Beitang Rongdu shook his head slightly, halfway. She closed her eyes, grabbed the man's hand loosely with her left hand, and said, "Don't go, just talk to me... okay?"

The young man's warm palm rested on the back of the man's hand. Beitang Zunyue seemed to pause for a moment, then his eyes gradually softened, and he grabbed Beitang Rongdu's left hand, which was completely smaller than himself, with his backhand, and smiled softly. He jokingly said, "Why, are you acting like a baby with me... how old are you?" After listening to him, Beitang Rongdu realized that he had inadvertently acted like he was really with a teenage child In the same way, acting like a spoiled child to an adult, even though he has always been thick-skinned, he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed for a while, and felt a little embarrassed, so he subconsciously moved his left hand and wanted to withdraw it, but Beitang Zunyue had already grasped it. He tightened his hand, and his palm, which was much bigger than the young man's, was hot and warm. He smiled lightly and said, "Are you ashamed? In front of me, even if you are seventy or eighty, you are still young. What's the use of acting coquettishly right now?" Shame."

Beitang Rongdu stopped talking, put his fingers on a pair of emerald and beaded turquoise beads on the man's wrist, played with them for a while, and said deliberately with a smile: "Hey, this is what you said... since You say I'm still young, then you...tell me a story." Beitang Zunyue didn't expect him to say such a sentence, and couldn't help being slightly stunned: "...what?" Beitang Rongdu was full of nonsense. , but it was as true as the truth, and he said seriously: "When I was a child, before I went to bed, someone would tell stories to me, either my mother or the girls, to coax me to sleep... You are my father, but you have never I saw you told me." Although Beitang Zunyue said that he will live to be 30 years old, it is strange that he will tell some ghost stories. This request is simply embarrassing him, so Beitang Zunyue was slightly stunned for a moment before Afterwards, he rebuffed impatiently: "I won't."

"Why are you doing this? I'm still hurting now, but you're not even willing to coax the child..." Beitang Rongdu shook Beitang Zunyue's hand, a hint of narrowness flashed in his eyes, and he looked down. With a low smile, he said, "Let's talk, you can talk about anything you want." Beitang Zun frowned more, as if impatiently being pestered: "Didn't you say you were tired? Why didn't you sleep!" Beitang Rongdu Lying on the side with his eyes half closed, he muttered softly, "Don't interrupt... tell me about your childhood, huh?"

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The moonlight outside the window was cold, and in the light, the room was extremely quiet, except for the man's faint and deep voice, and the candlelight was warm, and the flame gradually turned into a light orange color with warmth, illuminating the man's handsome face. With pole's face.

"...So at that time, I..." Beitang Zunyue's voice gradually lowered, and finally stopped. He looked at the young man who seemed to be asleep in front of him with golden phoenix eyes, stretched out one hand, and gently Gently stroking the other party's jet-black forehead hair.

Beitang Rongdu was lying sideways on the bed, covered with a thin blanket, and fell asleep at some point, with a quiet and peaceful expression on his face, with a bit of contentment, soft red lips Slightly pursed, the black hair was scattered obediently on the pillow, making her look more harmless and innocent, as if she was in a deep sleep.Beitang Zun looked at him more, as if he didn't think about anything, and seemed to be lost in thought, he couldn't find a trace of sleepiness for a while, the arrogance and sycophancy were restrained from his face in the warm light, making the original deep eyes It is getting more and more unfathomable, maybe it is love, maybe it is something that has been silent in the dark for a long time, maybe it is something else, in short, the meaning is unknown, even I didn't realize it, but half hidden in the shadows, watching someone The timing is imminent...Beitang Zun touched the boy's hair more, something in the deepest part of his eyes flashed past without a trace, even I didn't notice it at all, as if nothing had happened, once again was suppressed...

It was dark at this time, but Beitang Zunyue didn't leave. He looked down at the young man's left hand that was holding onto a corner of his sleeve. He seemed to think about it, then he took off his coat silently, lay down on the bed, stretched out his hand He took Beitang Rongdu beside him into his arms, just like what he often did when he was young, Beitang Rongdu didn't say anything, just closed his eyes and leaned vaguely into the man's arms, just like instinct... Beitang Zunyue's eyes softened because of the boy's subconscious little action. Suddenly, at this moment, without warning, he wanted to understand one thing - his child was born proud and stubborn, and he wanted to make him bow his head. There is a gradual infiltration and intrusion like a spring breeze, rather than a tough and brutal conquest.

The child was sleeping soundly in his arms, breathing long and lightly. Beitang Zun looked at the boy more and smiled silently, completely unaware that he had been completely occupied by the other party at this moment, and had invested too much in it. Attention, he just felt that such a peaceful scene at this moment is very exciting, and it makes all the previous anxiety and anger subside - thinking that it is almost possible to lose this child tonight, even if it is just There was only a slight possibility, Beitang Zunyue had a cruel impulse, and a strong desire to let go and kill surged from the bottom of his heart with extreme bloodthirsty.

Beitang Rongdu obviously didn't know what his father was thinking, he licked his lips, slightly adjusted his posture in the man's arms, found the most comfortable position, and continued to sleep soundly, but Beitang Zunyue didn't know Why, he suddenly stared at the young man's face, a pair of half-closed phoenix eyes, there was a trace of extremely dark and deep color, the meaning was unclear and indistinct.

The boy's lips were well-grown, moist and thin, just like the night in the memory that was deliberately forgotten, the intense deep kiss that made the whole body tremble, and the intense stimulation that followed, sometimes gentle, sometimes violent, and sometimes soft. Remains faintly between the lips and teeth, the red and tender tongue, the low-pitched instinctive humming, the flexible and immature slender body, whether it is the boy's resistance or obedience, it is so pleasant that even the pores are opened. It's obviously absurd, but it's impossible to deliberately forget any process and details...

Beitang Zunyue's eyes were deep, looking at the child in his arms. Before that night, he had never clearly felt that wine was such a shocking thing, that it could catalyze behavior that made people utterly irrational. , he may not care about this absurd moment of drunkenness, but his child is different. It seems that no matter how indifferent the child appears on the surface, he still knows very well that his son is very concerned about his brother and sister. His bizarre life experience, how secretive it is, and how embarrassing and silent he would be if he learned of the absurd behavior of that night... So he will not allow anyone to know all this——

This is actually ridiculous and pitiful. A father would never tell his son, look, how much I love and pity you, I hold it in the palm of my hand, even if sometimes I speak harshly and think a little bit more, in fact They are all just hard-faced and soft-hearted...

The boy slept peacefully in the man's arms, without any precautions or vigilance, as if he knew subconsciously that he was safe—was it because he knew instinctively that his father was here, and he had something to rely on?The more satisfied Beitang Zun was with this guess, he lowered his head to look at the sleeping face of the young man, and suddenly remembered the white, fat, tender face that exuded the fragrance of milk when he was a baby... Beitang Zun became more and more relaxed. Slowly approaching, when he was about to touch the young man's skin, he paused for a moment, so short that he couldn't even notice it, then his thin lips kissed the snow-white cheek, and then moved half an inch down, it was The corners of the youth's water-red lips, but the man's thin lips still haven't shifted away, even if it's just a short distance away...

But with such a subconscious hesitation, there is only a little bit of difference, and it is more than a thousand miles away. There is often such a distance that can almost be ignored between a little loving father's mood and the dark and deep desire that cannot be treated humanely. , one step forward or one step back, it is a completely different world...——

The difference is more than thousands of miles.