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"In the past, my little girl always thought that she was living a clear and bright life, but now that she thinks about it, she realizes that she is too? I'm just a mediocre person with the ups and downs of the world." Feng Xiwan sighed regretfully.

"Where did you say that?" Xuancheng asked with wide-eyed eyes when his interest was aroused.

Feng Xiwan originally didn't intend to have too many negotiations with the princess, but occasionally she sighed, but she would never know that it would attract the princess's questioning. Once the words were spoken, it would be difficult to take them back, so she could only continue to speak softly: "Little girl To be a girl, if? If? If? If? If? If? Without a father? If? I don't resign, I may follow my own destiny, which is also the fate of all women in ancient and modern times. When I grow up to a certain age, I will marry someone good or bad Husband-in-law, have children with him, and then watch the children grow up, watch them repeat their own trajectory until they are old..."

"There may be deviations from it, but it's roughly the same."

"But as soon as my father resigned, my husband's family immediately threatened to withdraw from the marriage, which made me see through the other party's intentions. I suddenly felt that such a life that was destined by birth was boring."

Feng Xiwan had heard since she was a child that there was a savage princess in the palace. She didn't behave like a girl at all. She could climb trees and dig out bird nests, but she could bully other children until they cried. Her mother told her not to be like that princess, saying that the girl Children must be gentle, well-behaved, sensible and obedient, so that they can marry a good family in the future.

But is this really true?She grew up according to her mother's teachings. She was proficient in all aspects of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

But the princess who was regarded as a negative teaching material got the unique happiness in the world...

She is not jealous of the princess, but she is extremely envious of her freedom and wantonness.

Because of keeping the rules, she grew up so big that she never did anything out of the ordinary, and her feet seemed to be chained and trapped in the inner courtyard;

Because of keeping the rules, when she meets someone she likes, her childhood upbringing makes her shy away from taking the initiative, not daring to go up to talk to her, and then watching him become someone else's son-in-law, giving her the tenderness she wants;

Because of keeping the rules, she lost the right to make unreasonable troubles with her parents at a young age, and she has never seen how the outside world is...

Now that the girl who is regarded as a counterexample is sitting next to her, she doesn't think that the other party will be so bad.

Feng Xiwan looked down at herself and sat on her knees, sitting cross-legged with Xuancheng casually.

He even imagined that Xuancheng, like the other party, had forgotten what he had learned. After hearing Feng Xiwan's words, Xuancheng wanted to laugh for some reason.

Seeing the princess smiling, Feng Xiwan almost mistakenly thought that the princess was laughing at her out-of-the-box thinking. Just as she was about to explain that it was her nonsense, she heard the princess say, "Me too? I had such an idea before, why can't the girl Entering the court as an official, as a general?

Are they supposed to marry and have children? Raise children? "

She mentioned this idea in front of Shu Dianhe, and it was especially strong in her heart when facing Su Wenning.

Feng Xiwan didn't expect the princess to agree with her thoughts, so she was taken aback.

A fallen leaf quietly fell from the top of the treetop branch, went around and around, and floated to the straw mat in front of Xuancheng, attracting the attention of the civet cat, and jumped to play with the leaf in front of Xuancheng.

Xuancheng picked up a straw from the side, teased the jumping kitten, thought of his own experience, and said: "I didn't want to marry Shu Dianhe at the beginning. I resisted and argued with my father, but In the end I married him, no matter what our relationship is like later on, even if I was a princess at that time, I still couldn't get rid of the fate of all women from ancient to modern times as you said."

"But from now on... the situation may be different." She raised her breath and straightened her back.

Feng Xiwan's heart skipped a beat, and she asked curiously, "How? Why is it different?"

Xuancheng regained the status of the eldest princess in an instant, and the majesty of the regent for many years was unconsciously revealed, and his eyes were burning: "Because this palace wants to change these rules of Laoshizi."

She originally intended to change this situation, but it was only a few years after the power came into her hands, and the throne of the little emperor's nephew has not yet been firmly established. It is not easy to shake the concept of a person with long roots like a big tree. If you are not careful, you may even put yourself in it.

So she has been waiting until she has established herself and is strong enough to fight against this decadent concept. This day will come sooner or later.

Feng Xiwan looked at Xuancheng with a dubious expression.

"Just like why you are sitting here today, we cannot choose the world in which we were born.

But as long as you are willing to fight all the time, you can still change your destiny. "Xuancheng blinked and said meaningfully.

This truth was realized step by step by Xuancheng alone for so many years.

In every sleepless night, she recalled countless times what happened when she forced the palace, borrowing tiger charms from her aunt, borrowing soldiers to force the palace, her aunt convincing her uncle to turn against him, usurping and writing the imperial edict, and luring the right... From the top Up to now, she has acted through the strength of others.

Although things went smoothly to achieve the result she wanted, there were many mistakes and omissions in the process, which made her sweat coldly behind her back when she thought about it.

What if the aunt did not agree to borrow the tiger talisman and reported her to the emperor?

If the uncle was not persuaded by the aunt in the end, would Jin Wuwei turn against her?

But where the palace is not so tight, a little bit of wind has leaked?

As long as her father fainted not so timely...

But for those who are right-handed, hold on a little longer...

With the courage of a newborn calf who is not afraid of tigers, and the quick wit that is forced out in times of crisis, she dared to act so carelessly at the beginning. Maybe it was luck that favored her side, which made the final result possible?.

Also, after the seizure of power, the embarrassing situation of the emperor's grandson ascended the throne in the early days. People often questioned the rationality of her father's illness and the emperor's ascension to the throne. It was because she did not have any prestige in the court that she encountered these things. ...

After experiencing these things, Xuancheng realized that it is impossible to do things completely relying on the strength of others. This is undoubtedly like putting his own lifeline in the hands of others. If he wants to have his own place in front of others, he must Have the ability to compete with others.

So then she tried her best to fill herself in. Internally, she asked Hongru to be the emperor's grandson's tutor, and she also listened to study, read history books, and read hundreds of books.

Externally, open Enke, select talents and talents, and use both grace and power in the court to improve their prestige.

So after these few years, she, who was like a bald chicken at first, gradually plumped up her wings.

Since then, she has never been afraid to fight those old stubborn people in the court again. As long as she makes up her mind to do something, no one can stop her.

Feng Xiwan was about to ask the princess how she knew she had fought against her father before leaving home.

But judging from her determined appearance, Yue Mo should have guessed it, so she gave up asking.

She stroked the dry handwriting on the pages of the book, and echoed: "That's exactly the case, so the little girl plans to rely on herself, not rely on the protection of a man, to study medicine, teach embroidery, and there is a way to survive.

If my livelihood is stable in the future, my little girl wants to open a private school to teach girls how to read and write..."

In short, she will never think about the kind of life where others are trees and I am dodders.

Flash forward to noon, Xuancheng never expected that she and Feng Xiwan would be able to get involved in so many conversations, even forgot to eat breakfast.

Until her stomach gurgled, reminding that Chai Longwei and the dumb servant hadn't come back yet, and Shu Dianhe was still missing. Seeing this, Feng Xiwan got up to make lunch. When they came back, they happened to have something to eat.

Xuancheng followed into the kitchen, quietly touched two pieces of pastries, and then went back to the study alone.

The window pane reflects the shadow of the tree outside the house, a bird landed on it, hopped and groomed its feathers, and then spread its wings and flew away.

Xuancheng reclined on the armchair, with his feet up and down on the corner of the table, swaying for a while, without any ladylike appearance, thinking about something while gnawing on pastries.

She planned to ask Chai Longwei to find out in private which family it was that divorced Feng Xiwan.

Those who can be married to the prime minister's mansion must also be officials in the court.She may not stand up for Feng Xiwan, but she must see what kind of officials' family members are like this.

Also, what she said was false after all, since she decided to do something for the woman, of course she had to immediately think of some feasible strategies.

In her opinion, the most difficult obstacle to overcome is the prejudice in people's mind, but she is not afraid to challenge it.

The difficulties she encountered in the past, one after another, each one is like an insurmountable mountain, has she survived after all?

Before she could come up with a clue, there was a "bang" sound from some corner, which was very clear in the quiet study room, which startled Xuancheng, and the pastry in her mouth almost fell to the ground.

"Who?" Xuancheng sat upright, thinking it was someone knocking on the door, but no one answered after waiting for a long time.

The sound just now disappeared and there was no sound after that. Xuancheng got up from his chair suspiciously and opened the door of the study. The outside was empty and there was no one there.

Where did that voice come from?Xuancheng made sure that he had no auditory hallucinations, and turned his gaze back to the study.

If it wasn't the noise caused by the book falling, then there was someone else in the study besides Xuancheng.

This study is exactly the same as Shu Dian's study in the son-in-law's mansion, except that the bookcases are neatly arranged books, and there are not many places where people can hide.

Xuancheng walked to the inside of the study room. The bookcases in the front row are all horizontal bars, filled with books from top to bottom, it is impossible to hide people, only the bookcases in the back row have doors, which is somewhat possible.

She paid attention as she walked, and as expected, she found a corner of white gauze clothes in front of the bookcase in the middle of the back row, which was just crossed by the door of the cabinet.

Was this person hiding? He was not careful enough to leave such a big tell outside.

Xuancheng walked over quietly, and as soon as he opened the cabinet door, he saw Shu Dian curled up and half leaning against the inside of the bookcase, with his eyes closed, peacefully asleep.

"Huh?" Xuan Cheng asked.

What should I do if I catch a thief but catch an unexpected person?

When she lowered her head, she found that Shu Dianhe was still holding a white rabbit in his arms, even the white rabbit? He fell asleep peacefully, and looked at Shu Dianhe's face carefully, there was a black patch, a gray patch, or something? I don't know where it came from. The dust that she caught was particularly conspicuous against her fair skin.

"What? It's not a good place to sleep, why do you want to sleep here?" Xuancheng asked in a low voice, but the person who could answer her words was sleeping soundly...

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