The daily life of a woman who wears a book and spoils her wife

Ruan Jingyan absently followed Wen Zhitong into the door, she lowered her head slightly, not noticing the sudden stop of Wen Zhitong in front of her, she bumped straight into Wen Zhitong's body, she raised her head, tilted her head in pain and asked: " What's wrong?"

Wen Zhitong didn't speak, Ruan Jingyan was puzzled, she turned her head to follow her gaze, frowning suddenly, she froze.

The room fell silent for an instant, Zhang Jianing's gaze wandered over several of them, and she smiled ambiguously, "What a coincidence, do you guys... have a heart-to-heart connection?"

After finishing speaking, she raised her foot and walked over, stopped in front of Wen Zhitong, and her tone became a lot gentler when she spoke, "Tongtong is back? Your mother has been thinking about you these days, it's so easy to have a holiday, why don't you move back Live?" Zhang Jianing said, looking up at Ruan Jingyan, who was standing behind Wen Zhitong in a daze, her eyes flicked across her ruddy eye sockets, "It seems that you get along with your sister-in-law... good!"

Wen Zhitong was not in the mood to pay attention to her. He raised his head, and his cold eyes fell on Han Yiyi who was not far away. The starry eyes of the other party flickered, staring at Ruan Jingyan without blinking, not paying attention to her gaze at all.

Wen Zhitong's lips were drawn into a line, and she turned her head to look at Ruan Jingyan. The other person's expression remained unchanged, as if she had already settled her mood, but her clenched hands under her sleeves still betrayed her.

Wen Zhitong turned his eyes away, his heart churned, and the sour feeling became more and more intense.

He Meishan happened to have a good talk with Ding Jiayin, and when the two came down from the study on the second floor, they happened to encounter this scene.

Seeing that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, He Meishan coughed lightly, and several people turned their heads. Seeing this, Zhang Jiaxuan immediately softened her expression, "How is it? Is the talk over? I made you some soup, and I'll bring it for you, okay?"

"No need, I don't want to drink!" He Meishan said coldly, avoiding Zhang Jiaxuan, and walked to the side of the two people who were stunned at the door, "Why didn't you say hello when you came back? I can also send a driver to pick you up."

"Mom!" Wen Zhitong turned to look at her, He Meishan's complexion was not very good recently, her face was pale and bloodless.

She saw it and frowned.

"...Mom..." Ruan Jingyan wiped her throat with the words, in a low voice, He Meishan heard the awkwardness in her heart, her eyes moved slightly, she curled her lips and nodded.

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Before dinner, large flakes of snow fell in the gloomy sky. Ruan Jingyan sat in front of the French window of the balcony, watching the bleak night scene, the cold moonlight reflecting the whiteness of the ground, Ruan Jingyan tightly squeezed the water glass in her hand, Sighed deeply.Looking at the vague figure of myself on the bright glass window, the fine and small memories of the past seem to have opened the gate, ready to come out.

Wen Zhitong stood at the stairs, biting her lips and looking at Ruan Jingyan's lonely back, she moved her lips, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something.

Wen Zhitong held the freshly peeled orange in his hand, and for a while, when he was struggling to go over, he caught a glimpse of Han Yiyi's figure appearing on the balcony before her.

Wen Zhitong's heart trembled suddenly, she turned around and went up the stairs.

Ding Jiayin was cooking with the nanny in the kitchen at this time, and there were only He Meishan and Zhang Jiaxuan in the study on the second floor.

He Meishan sat at the desk for an hour or two. Zhang Jiaxuan looked distressed, reached out to hold her hand holding the pen, and stopped her movement, "Stop being busy, why don't you stop and rest for a while?"

He Meishan paused, raised her head, her face was still expressionless, she stared at Zhang Jiaxuan, who was uncomfortable with her, raised her hand to stroke her upper cheek, wondering, "Is there something on my face? Why do you look at me like this? I?"

"In the future...don't provoke Ruan Jingyan in front of her. There are some things I don't want to hear from you." He Meishan didn't say too much because she wanted to take Zhang Jiaxuan's face into consideration.

Hearing her words, Zhang Jiaxuan sneered, "Oh, I'm afraid it's not Ruan Jingyan that you feel sorry for, but Han Yiyi?"

He Meishan's eyes flashed suddenly when she heard the words, her expression was stern.

Zhang Jiaxuan was stared at by her a little creepy, but she still looked back at her bravely, "I'm like this... makes you disgusted, doesn't it?"

He Meishan looked at her with slightly downcast eyes, and replied flatly: "It's not disgusting, but I have no other feelings for you except to repay the kindness."

After all, she got up and walked to the bookcase, tapping her fingertips on the glass of the bookcase.

"I don't want you to repay me, I just want you to try to like me." Zhang Jiaxuan became emotional, she walked over and put her arms around He Meishan's arm, turned her around and faced her with water in her eyes, "It was important back then At this critical moment, it is my instinct to protect you, because I have secretly fallen in love with you for a long time. In the senior year, you came to our school for the first time as an investor, and the first time you came into my sight , I fell in love with you." Seeing He Meishan staring at her blankly, Zhang Jiaxuan became more and more powerless, she lowered her head and sighed, "I don't want to let you get hurt, even if the earthquake took away my life I am willing to die, as long as you are safe and sound."

"Meishan, after all these years, why have you never looked at me directly? I know that you arranged me to enter Shiyao just to fulfill one of my dreams. But these are not what I want."

"Before, I was blinded by jealousy, and I was unwilling to be compared to Ruan Jingyan and Han Yiyi, so I wanted to fight for what they had. I didn't find hope in life until I met you." Zhang Jiaxuan looked up Looking at He Meishan, who still had a cold expression and remained unmoved, despair and helplessness that she had never felt before came to her heart, but she didn't want to give up. The thought of making her give up on her felt like her heart was about to be torn apart. It's normal, she knows she's not good, jealous, petty, not even as beautiful as Ruan Jingyan and the others, but she just fell in love with her uncontrollably?

Zhang Jianing's hand holding He Meishan's arm slid down, her fingers intertwined with the other's, and she lowered her posture as much as possible. She swore that in this life, only when she was in front of He Meishan, would she try her best to please someone without dignity, but , she feels... everything is worth it.

"You don't like me like this, I can change it. In the future... I will try my best to get along with them."

Zhang Jiaxuan let go of her, and reached out to hold He Meishan's cheek, the cold touch penetrated through the palm to the bottom of my heart, "As long as it is you, I will do anything for me, don't push me away, try to like me, okay? Okay?" ?”

Zhang Jiaxuan's voice trembled slightly, she raised her head and kissed He Meishan's red lips, rubbing them lightly, trying her best to please her.

He Meishan was dazed by the kiss, she regained her senses and stretched out her hand to push her away.

Zhang Jiaxuan was caught off guard, and staggered a few steps back before standing still. She raised her head, her eyes were full of injuries, "Is it not possible? Until now, you still can't accept me?"

He Meishan looked down at her, pursed her lips and remained silent, but Zhang Jiaxuan had already seen everything clearly through her eyes that were thousands of miles away from others.

No, she couldn't accept herself after all.

There was cold wetness on his face, Zhang Jiaxuan raised his hand to wipe it away, and finally took a deep look at He Meishan, turned around and prepared to leave.

"Wait a minute!" He Meishan suddenly stopped her, Zhang Jiaxuan's back tightened, and she turned her head, the despair in her eyes was concealed by her, but she didn't expect that He Meishan's next words almost cut off all her hopes.

"Miss Zhang, I will repay you twice as much for your kindness. It's just... I also have principles. If you don't say anything about Mr. Ni's private opinion, it doesn't mean I don't know. If in the future... ··”

"You doubt me?" He Meishan was interrupted by Zhang Jiaxuan before she could finish her sentence. He Meishan's words hurt her. Standing up, "Although I am narrow-minded and disgusting, I am not as humble as you imagine."

"Mr. He, I know myself, and I will never pester you again in the future."

Zhang Jiaxuan turned around, covered her mouth and rushed out the door.

He Meishan stood in front of the cabinet, staring blankly at the empty doorway, could it be...she really misunderstood her?

After being entangled with her for so long, suddenly the other party said that she was going to let go, she felt an indescribable feeling in her heart.

It seems... not as happy and relaxed as imagined.

Instead, some... empty.

She walked up to the desk, picked up the bowl of soup that had been completely cold, and put a spoonful of it to her mouth, feeling like she couldn't taste it.

Zhang Jiaxuan ran out of the study and bumped into Wen Zhitong at the corner of the stairs. She looked up, her eyes blurred with tears, she turned around and fled without saying a word.

Downstairs, when Ruan Jingyan sat on the bench alone, Han Yiyi's eyes followed her all the time.

"The water is cold, do you want another glass?"

Ruan Jingyan heard the long-lost voice ringing in her ears again, her shoulders shook suddenly, and when she looked up, she saw the water glass handed to her by the other party.

"No, thank you!" Ruan Jingyan glanced lightly, turned her head, and looked out of the window again.

"Do you mind if I sit here?"

Ruan Jingyan didn't speak, Han Yiyi took her as a default and sat down beside her.

The two sat quietly, and neither of them wanted to speak.

After a long time, Han Yiyi sighed softly, "You still have resentment towards me?"

"If you hate someone, you need to remember her. For you, I want to let go and even forget you. Therefore, I don't hate you. That is your choice and my fate." Ruan Jingyan said in a detached tone. When talking, she kept looking out of the window, her eyes were as cold as the snow outside the window.

"Yanyan..."

"Miss Han, we don't seem to know each other that well. From now on... it's more appropriate for you to call me Miss Ruan." Ruan Jingyan interrupted her, speaking calmly.

"Okay, Miss Ruan." Han Yiyi followed her, showing no displeasure on Yun]shang]Xiao]zhushang.

Ruan Jingyan listened, her eyelids moved lightly, but she didn't respond.

"I know, I was wrong to leave you at the beginning, but you don't have to abuse yourself like this? Are you punishing me in this way?" Han Yiyi said in a low voice that only the two of them could hear .

Ruan Jingyan knew what she was talking about, she was just blaming her for being engaged to Wen Shichen.

"You don't know what kind of life style he has? Does it have to be like this?"

Ruan Jingyan raised her head, trying to keep herself calm, "Miss Han, sometimes being too confident is conceited."

"I said, I love someone, and I will love her wholeheartedly, but if she wants to leave, I will treat her as if she never came."

The expression on Han Yiyi's face froze instantly, she had never heard of Ruan Jingyan!Know!Shu spoke to her in such a detached and decisive tone.

The smile Han Yiyi tried to pull out slowly disappeared.That's right, I was the one who broke the vow to be with her back then, and now that she's back, is it possible that I still expect her to wait for me?

She understood Ruan Jingyan's character, if she said to let go, then she really let go.

Han Yiyi bit her lip, and slowly squatted in front of Ruan Jingyan, raised her head, and looked at her with red eyes, "If I said, I did all this for our future, would you believe me?"

"I believe it!" Ruan Jingyan replied firmly.

Han Yiyi looked at her fair face under the light, it was unbelievably beautiful, she stared at her, her eyes fell on Ruan Jingyan's cherry red lips, she lost her mind for a moment.

"But these are not reasons for you to leave me." Ruan Jingyan paused for a few seconds, gave her time to digest, and continued: "You should know that I am not someone who can't afford to let go, but for you, I once Putting down my dignity to beg you, this is already my bottom line. I blocked you at your door for a month, but you avoided seeing me; I sent you text messages, called you, and you used another woman to prevaricate me. Han Yixi, don't say leave easily in love, because no one will wait for you forever in the same place. In the past few years, you have been working hard, and I am also changing, but the direction we are traveling is like two crossing lines. Once you pass the intersection, once you miss it, you will never meet again, and we... can't do it anymore."

Han Yiyi looked up at her, she thought from the bottom of her heart that the engagement between Ruan Jingyan and Wen Shichen was just a cover, and the relationship between them was not worthy of the name.

Otherwise, with Ruan Jingyan's character, how could she tolerate betrayal?

She thought she had her in her heart and would still wait for her.

Han Yiyi smiled bitterly, "Tell me, you don't really plan to be with Wen Shichen, do you? You know who he is, he..."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of it, don't worry about Miss Han."

Han Yiyi still kept the squatting posture, looking up at her, his eyes darting over and over again on her face, how long has it been since she looked at her so closely?

With the body fragrance of Ruan Jingyan lingering around the tip of her nose, Han Yiyi took a deep breath greedily, recalling in her mind the photo of Ruan Jingyan secretly taken by someone she sent, that delicate side face, golden yellow in the restaurant. Under the bright light, it looks like a piece of beautiful jade that has been carefully carved, and the eyelashes seem to have been plated with a layer of golden yellow.

When Han Yiyi thought of kissing Ruan Jingyan, the feeling of being fluttered by her long eyelashes made her feel itchy.

In the photo, Ruan Jingyan's eyebrows are slightly relaxed, she frowns and smiles lightly, she is so beautiful.

It turned out that without her, she could live such a chic and carefree life.

"Do you...do you have someone you like?" Han Yiyi suppressed the disappointment in her heart, knowing that this question was out of place, and even a little overstepped, but she couldn't control it, and thought of what belonged to her originally. That love was given to someone else by Ruan Jingyan, her heart felt as if it had been hollowed out, and she was extremely sad.

Ruan Jingyan paused suddenly when she heard that, this was the second time she was flustered tonight.

The first time was when I saw Han Yiyi when I first stepped into Wen's house.

The second time... was when the other party asked this sentence, Ruan Jingyan lowered her head and shifted her gaze to Han Yiyi, but Wen Zhitong's figure flashed in front of her eyes.

Ruan Jingyan was startled, and inexplicably looked away with a guilty conscience.

These subtle concealments of hers fell into Han Yiyi's eyes, which further strengthened her guess.

She put her hand on Ruan Jingyan's hand, and said in an almost pleading tone: "Yanyan, give me another chance, okay? You and Wen Shichen broke off the engagement. He doesn't love you, and you don't love him. You won't have any love." The result." Han Yiyi knew that the person Ruan Jingyan was hiding in her heart was not Wen Shichen, but she could only say so, because she couldn't guarantee that if Ruan Jingyan really reported her name, would she still have the courage to stand up? Fight for her in front of her.

"Miss Han, please respect yourself! I think... I have made my words very clear." Ruan Jingyan pulled her hand out and avoided her coldly.

Han Yiyi opened her lips and wanted to say something else. In the living room in the distance, He Meishan, Wen Zhitong and the others had already gone downstairs.

During dinner, Wen Zhitong sat beside Ruan Jingyan, and the servant served a bowl of mutton soup for Ruan Jingyan.

Ruan Jingyan lowered her head, looked at the green leaves floating in the bowl, and frowned imperceptibly.

Sitting opposite her, Han Yiyi saw that his hand was about to be raised, and saw that Wen Zhitong had brought Ruan Jingyan's bowl to her, and while picking up the floating coriander with a spoon, she told the servant: " Auntie, sister-in-law doesn’t like coriander, so don’t put coriander in her soup from now on.”

"Yes, I wrote it down, and I must pay attention to it in the future."

Wen Zhitong nodded with a smile, and brought the bowl back to Ruan Jingyan after the coriander in the bowl was picked out, and said by the way, "Drink it! Be careful not to burn it."

Ruan Jingyan looked at her tenderly, and from the corner of her eye she caught a glimpse of Han Yiyi staring at her, Ruan Jingyan didn't look up, she lowered her head and scooped up a spoonful of soup to her mouth.

"We, Tongtong, have grown up and know how to take care of others."

He Meishan saw her daughter's actions, smiled, and raised her hand to touch her shoulder, "Come back this time, stay at home with your sister-in-law for a longer time! Mom misses you."

Wen Zhitong raised her head, her eyes met the darkness under He Meishan's eyelashes, her heart ached, and she replied, "Okay!" It happened that she also had a lot to talk to her about.

After dinner, He Meishan still had work to discuss with Ding Jiayin. Seeing that the sky was gloomy and the snow outside was falling, He Meishan asked Han Yiyi to stay.

The other party subconsciously raised his eyes to look at Ruan Jingyan, who felt her gaze, turned around, and went upstairs.

"Don't bother Mr. He, I'll go back first, Mr. He, you should rest early and pay attention to your body." Han Yiyi smiled dryly, exchanged a few words with He Meishan, picked up her bag and was about to leave.

He Meishan knew that she was uncomfortable, so she didn't make any more demands, and ordered the driver to take Han Yiyi.

Wen Zhitong came out of the kitchen, put the washed fruit on the dining table, raised her head, glanced around the living room, but didn't see Ruan Jingyan, and asked He Meishan, "Where is sister-in-law?"

"Go back to your room!"

"Oh!" Wen Zhitong turned around and went upstairs with a basin of washed cherries. He Meishan and Ding Jiayin were chatting about something, she glanced back at her, and stopped her, "Tongtong, come to mother's study in a while .”

"En? Good!" Wen Zhitong replied.

Ruan Jingyan's bedroom door was not closed, revealing a gap, the room was very dark, and the lights were not turned on.

Wen Zhitong walked in, and saw Ruan Jingyan sitting on the steps in front of the window, bending her legs, turning her head to look out the window.

The silver moonlight shrouded Ruan Jingyan's body, like a beauty just out of the bath, more like a dream like a light veil in her heart.

Wen Zhitong looked at her with blurred eyes, the woman who was as soft as water responded to the sentence: as bright as moonlight, she can overwhelm the country and the city.

Wen Zhitong walked over, subconsciously glanced out the window, the car carrying Han Yiyi just drove out of the villa.

"Sister-in-law, do you want a cherries? It's very sweet."

Wen Zhitong tried her best to adjust her emotions, trying her best not to hear any twists and turns in her voice.

Ruan Jingyan was distracted by her voice, turned her head, and saw the cherries that Wen Zhitong brought to her mouth, the light in her eyes softened, she lowered her head to hold the huge cherries, her lips brushed against Wen Zhitong fingertips.

"Well, it's very sweet, thank you!"

Wen Zhitong's heart trembled, and she retracted her hand reflexively, as if Ruan Jingyan's warmth still remained on her fingertips.

She lowered her head and glanced, put her finger into her mouth under Ruan Jingyan's eyelids, and sucked it lightly.

Ruan Jingyan watched her actions, and the tips of her ears turned red instantly.

The author has something to say: Well, He Meishan's CP should not be with Han Yiqi!I made a modification, because everyone is quite disgusted with this point, and I accept everyone's opinions.