The daily life of a woman who wears a book and spoils her wife

"How do you feel at University B?" Lin Wei sat next to Ruan Jingyan, who could clearly see her delicate and tender skin as bright as jade when she tilted her head.

"It's okay!" Lin Wei didn't expect to meet Ruan Jingyan here, her eyes glanced at Wen Zhitong who was one person away from her, she lowered her head and pursed her lips.

Lin Wei and Wen Zhitong's roommate Zhou Yan got close. Both of them belonged to the student union, and they usually had close contacts. After a long time, they naturally became acquainted with each other.

Wen Zhitong's liking for Ruan Jingyan was also revealed to Lin Wei by Zhou Yan after she got the news from Qin Ruofan.

On the night when she learned the news, Lin Wei ran to the lakeside of the campus alone and cried wantonly in the quiet and cold moonlight.

Her love for Wen Zhitong can be said to go deep into the bone marrow.

Therefore, Wen Zhitong's every word and deed on weekdays, even if it is just a slight twitch of her eyebrows, she will take it to heart when she sees it in her eyes.She cared so much about Wen Zhitong, it was impossible not to feel Wen Zhitong's special feelings for Ruan Jingyan.

However, when Chu Chu heard the news, Lin Wei felt nothing but despair besides shock.

It is difficult to fall in love with someone, but no matter how difficult it is, it is harder to fall in love with someone who has someone else in his heart.

A thin rainy night will always give people a feeling of desolation, especially the feelings that have been suppressed for a long time.

Lin Wei cried unscrupulously, but her heart did not seem to be relieved in the slightest.

What should not be let go, still cannot be let go.

Just like Wen Zhitong, it is the eternal pain in her heart.

Especially when she looked at her with indifferent eyes, Lin Wei only felt powerless.

"Teacher, there is something I've always wanted to ask you for." Lin Wei looked up at her and asked her as if chatting.

Because the box was very noisy, Wen Zhitong was dragged to play cards by other people, Lin Wei saw the opportunity, and chatted with Ruan Jingyan.

"What's the matter?" Ruan Jingyan pursed her lips and smiled. To Lin Wei, she was as gentle as ever, but unlike Wen Zhitong, this gentleness contained more distance and less intimacy.

It's just that Ruan Jingyan doesn't know if this sense of distance is because of Wen Zhitong.

"I want to pursue Tongtong. Teacher, how sure is my success?" Lin Wei looked away from Wen Zhitong, turned her head to look at Ruan Jingyan carefully, as if she didn't want to let go of any slight smile on her face. ill.

It's a pity that Ruan Jingyan concealed it well, and Lin Wei couldn't catch anything.

"Tongtong is a thoughtful girl, it is difficult to pursue her, but if she also likes you, then... everything will not be a problem."

It was difficult for Ruan Jingyan to answer this question. After all, no one can get involved in emotional matters. Only the person concerned can feel and solve it by himself.

However, when Lin Wei asked this question, it was as if a cold and hard stone had been thrust into her heart, which made her feel stuffy and painful.

She didn't know whether it was because of the unreasonable possessive desire for Wen Zhitong after getting along day and night, or it was a habit, she didn't want Wen Zhitong to fall in love for a while.

She seemed to be able to see how doting Wen Zhitong treated his future girlfriend.

After all, the more ruthless a person looks on the surface, there is often a passion hidden in her heart, and only one person can enjoy that passion, and that is the person she loves.

"Eh? Don't bother chatting, let's play together?" Lu Xiao looked at Ruan Jingyan and Lin Wei, who were left aside by them, when she was excited.

Wen Zhitong turned her head, looked at the two who were whispering, and frowned, "They won't."

"I can't play anything else!" Zhou Yan glanced at Lin Wei, her eyes lit up, and she said with a smile.

It's just that there is a bit of slyness in this smile.

Because Ruan Jingyan is older than them, she doesn't know many games.Originally, she didn't want to play, but the hospitality was hard to turn down, so she had to agree.

In the end, they decided to play Truth or Dare, which was not difficult but exciting enough.

The game is carried out by drawing cards, and it is stipulated that whoever draws the king will be punished.

Zhou Yan's boyfriend Mi Hai also joined the game. Although there was only one boy present, he didn't feel uncomfortable because he knew him well.

Wen Zhitong won the King in the first draw, and Lu Xiao was excited for a while.Although Wen Zhitong was close to them on weekdays, she always felt a little unreal, extremely cold.

She didn't have any objections to Wen Zhitong, but she took the opportunity tonight, and she wanted Wen Zhitong to do something down-to-earth, but unfortunately the other party didn't give her the chance.

"Why don't you come on a big adventure? Playing games is all about excitement!" Lu Xiao suggested with her arms around Wen Zhitong's shoulders.

Wen Zhitong glanced at her lightly, "Impossible, I choose the truth."

Lu Xiao clicked her tongue, "Aren't you afraid that we will ask you some dark secrets?"

"I have no secret." Wen Zhitong subconsciously glanced at Ruan Jingyan. In the past few years, the only secret in her heart was that she fell in love with Ruan Jingyan.

But this, the few of them, have known for a long time.

"Okay! Then... we can ask!" Lu Xiao raised her eyebrows and smiled, "When did you send your first kiss?"

As soon as these words came out, not only Wen Zhitong was taken aback, but even Ruan Jingyan and Lin Wei stared at her with wide eyes.

No one noticed that Lin Wei's hands under the table were twisted together, and the palms were sweating.

"My first kiss is still there." Wen Zhitong answered without thinking, but she forgot that her answer was herself, and this may not be the case for the original body she transmigrated into the book.

"Heh... I didn't expect you to be pure enough?" Qin Ruofan snorted and couldn't help laughing.She fell in love early in high school, and the yearning for love in the ignorant period of youth prompted her to fall in love early.

Wen Zhitong glanced at her, but said nothing.

Just when the next round of the game was about to start, Lin Wei suddenly said, staring at Wen Zhitong, "Your first kiss seems to be gone."

Lin Wei's voice was not loud and soft, but when it landed, it stirred up turbulent waves.

"Yo yo yo, what's going on? Tongtong, you violated the rules!" Zhou Yan lingered on Lin Wei's red cheeks. Out of the tacit understanding of her friends, she immediately understood the meaning, and looked at Lin Wei with ambiguous eyes. "Tell me, how do you know?"

Although Zhou Yan was usually unreliable and full of nonsense, this sentence spoke out the aspirations of everyone present, including Wen Zhitong.

Even if she racked her brains, she couldn't think of one or two things that had never appeared in her memory.It's just that she knows Lin Wei somewhat, and it's impossible for him to lie to everyone.

Seeing Lin Wei's shy expression, Wen Zhitong vaguely felt the seriousness of the situation.His gaze shifted to Ruan Jingyan beside her, who curled his lips at her and forced a smile.

"When I was 12 years old, Aunt He was on a business trip, and you spent the New Year at my house. We were watching a drama at night when the lights were dim. When you saw a kiss scene, you asked me what a kiss tasted like, and I said it was sweet. If you don't believe me, I will Kissed you." Lin Wei said leisurely, she knew that everyone's eyes were fixed on her, her cheeks were hot, and she could guess how red her face was at the moment without looking.

Under Wen Zhitong's embarrassing gaze, Lin Wei broke out even bigger news, and Wen Zhitong was so angry that he almost yelled at the original body.

"Tell me, it's really sweet." Lin Wei said every word, and as soon as she finished speaking, she lowered her head shyly.

The shyness of bowing his head and lowering his eyes made everyone present click their tongues.

The atmosphere instantly became ambiguous.

Frivolous, too frivolous.

Wen Zhitong complained angrily in her heart, and carefully turned her head to look at Ruan Jingyan, lest she misunderstood something.

Ruan Jingyan felt Wen Zhitong's gaze, she didn't dare to turn her head to look at her, picked up the wine glass on the table, and took a sip to hide the panic in her heart.

Zhou Yan tilted her head in admiration and raised her eyebrows at Lin Wei. She planned to find a chance for Lin Wei to be intimate with Wen Zhitong, but she didn't want this girl to be so powerful.

Just don't be too exciting!

"I'm going, Tongtong, you still have such a past!" Zhou Yan pretended to be shocked, and started her performance, "Xiaoxiao, tell me, how should you punish this truth-or-dare violation?"

"How else can I be punished? Let's punish her to give us a demonstration on the spot." Lu Xiao thought of playing around, and narrowly glanced at Wen Zhitong, forgetting that Ruan Jingyan was still there.

"Hey, it's over! You are so noisy and don't ask if Lin Wei is willing. Xiaoxiao, be careful." It was Qin Ruofan who noticed Wen Zhitong's increasingly ugly face.

Asking Wen Zhitong to kiss another girl in front of her crush, this prank is exciting just thinking about it.

It's just...she didn't dare to challenge Wen Zhitong's bottom line.

Lin Wei didn't expect that Qin Ruofan would object aloud, his thumping heart seemed to miss a beat suddenly, it couldn't go up or down, and it hurt so badly.

Everyone's bad taste failed to materialize in the end, and Wen Zhitong was fined six drinks.

Wen Zhitong drank three cups first, and when the hand placed by her side wanted to touch Ruan Jingyan's hand also placed aside, the other party quietly avoided it.

Wen Zhitong raised her head, her eyes fell on Ruan Jingyan's unbelievably beautiful cheeks, cold and dazzling.But Wen Zhitong didn't ignore her tight jaw and her cold expression.

Wen Zhitong's eyes gradually dimmed, she raised her head, and drank the rest of the wine in one gulp.

The burning sensation burned in his stomach, but Wen Zhitong didn't feel it, and the hand on his lap was clenched tighter and tighter.

The atmosphere became a little weird.

The party ended, Wen Zhitong wanted to send Ruan Jingyan back to the hotel, but the other party refused.

The reason was that she drank, and Ruan Jingyan was worried, so she asked her to go back to school with her roommate.

That night, Ruan Jingyan went back to the hotel and sat on the cold window sill, watching the quiet late night, the darkness invaded her heart inch by inch.

If she was still doubting her vague feelings for Wen Zhitong before, then tonight, listening to Lin Wei's recounting of the memories of her first kiss with Wen Zhitong, the soreness that jumped out of her heart could not be ignored by her.

After all, she is a person who has experienced feelings, but in this relationship with Wen Zhitong, she became dull and flustered.

But in fact, if she could, she would hope that she would remain so dull forever.

She knew it was a fruitless crush.She probably fell in love with Wen Zhitong, that delicate and quiet girl, who captured her heart little by little with her warmth.

Wen Zhitong respected her like an elder and cared about her like a family member.

But she fell in love with her.

What's more, she knew that Lin Wei liked Wen Zhitong.

As their former teacher, she should not be a hindrance.

She despises her filthiness, and she doesn't want to be a third party.

The shadows of the trees outside the window were intertwined with the moonlight, and the ground was mottled, just like Ruan Jingyan's confused heart at the moment, cutting constantly, unable to sort it out.

After returning to Suzhou, Ruan Jingyan spent a week in a daze.

Since that parting, Ruan Jingyan didn't dare to contact Wen Zhitong again, she was afraid that hearing Wen Zhitong's voice would disturb her deliberately sealed-up heart, and she was even more afraid that Wen Zhitong would be aware of her thoughts.

In fact, she vaguely felt that Wen Zhitong didn't seem so innocent to her.It's just that she didn't know how much truth was hidden in that special feeling, how much firmness, and how much hesitation.

There are too many intricate relationships involved between them, and they are doomed to not get results before they start.

What's more, apart from Wen Zhitong, just the fact that she likes Wen Zhitong's resources/source/organization/arrangement/unknown/knowledge/number makes her unable to pass the test in her heart.

Lin Wei's words were still echoing in her ears, Ruan Jingyan lowered her head and poured herself another glass of wine, trying to anesthetize herself with wine.

Lin Wei likes Wen Zhitong, as an elder, she shouldn't compete with her.

Perhaps it was precisely because of this that she deliberately chose to avoid Wen Zhitong's repeated overtures and ambiguous intimacy.

Ruan Jingyan just wanted to keep that contemptuous thought and unspeakable secret love in her heart forever, and let it be eroded by wind and frost.

On weekends, Su Man asked her to go to les bar. She didn't want to go, but when she was alone at home, Wen Zhitong's figure would always flash before her eyes from time to time, reminding her of her dirty thoughts.

She felt that she had to find something to do, and before Wen Zhitong came back from the winter vacation, she had to let herself out.

The environment of les bar is designed to be much more refined than that of ordinary bars. With ambiguous lighting and the intoxicating aroma of wine in the air, Ruan Jingyan is nestled on the sofa, her blurred eyes watching people dancing and posing with people not far away, playing Suman, who was enjoying himself, drank one cup after another of spirits.

Ruan Jingyan thought that as long as she was drunk, she would no longer be involved by Wen Zhitong, and the dull pain in her heart would be reduced a bit.

However, that feeling would only stir up in her mind more and more unscrupulously as she got drunk.

Annoyedly putting the wine glass on the table, Ruan Jingyan stood up staggeringly, and on the way past the bar, her waist suddenly tightened, and she was pulled into an embrace.

The author has something to say: Ruan Jingyan's psychological activities have been added, which seems more reasonable to me.

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