actor secret

The others have long since disappeared, because Jim said that we will not start work today, and everyone can get familiar with the environment first. Ayu has been talking about sunbathing and going into the water for a long time, and now he has even changed into his swimming trunks.

Ji Jiating came to his room, put the luggage away, and hung the clothes on the storage racks one by one. He hummed softly, picked out a light-colored T-shirt and bright-colored shorts that fit the style of the island, and put them on again. He rearranged his hair in front of the bathroom mirror, and he was in a great mood. Wouldn't it be like a date to meet in the lobby?

Coming out of the room, Kane was already waiting for him.

Ji Jiating noticed at a glance that the other party finally didn't wear formal clothes this time. Beige casual trousers and a gray horizontal stripe polo shirt made him look slender and stylish.

Kane's eyes lit up when he saw him, showing admiration.

"Would you like something to eat first?" Kane asked after Ji Jiating approached.

Ji Jiating shook his head, he ate it on the plane, and now it's still in his stomach.

"Then... let's go now?"

"it is good."

He didn't ask where he was going, but just followed the other person's footsteps, walked out of the main entrance of the hotel, and Kane haphazardly hail a taxi parked at the intersection.

"Holy Sanatorium, thank you." Kane said to the driver.

Is it to visit the sick?

Ji Jiating really didn't expect it to be like this, he didn't prepare anything, he didn't even buy a bouquet of flowers, besides, who knows what is the relationship between the patient and Kane?If it's an elder, his attire is not good.

Thinking of the possibility of meeting Kane's relatives, Ji Jiating felt uneasy, and at the same time, a huge sweetness welled up deeply.

"Kane..." He touched the shoulder of the person next to him.

"Huh?" Kane turned his face, and then said softly, "Sorry, it might be a little presumptuous..."

"No, no, I mean... I haven't prepared anything." Ji Jiating lowered his face.

"It's okay, as long as I'm prepared." Kane laughed softly, "It's enough to bring you."

Even more sure that it was correct to go to see relatives, Ji Jiating's ears began to feel faintly hot.

The car circled up the mountain road and drove to the top of the mountain.

Shengde Nursing Home is not so much a medical institution, but more like a huge heavily guarded villa. Passing through the vast courtyard, from the main entrance to the long corridor to every glass partition, you need to swipe your ID card once.

Ji Jiating followed behind Kane, who was very familiar with this place. After turning countless turns, Ji Jiating had lost his sense of direction, while Kane, who was walking ahead, was still calm.

The electronic eyes with red light are watching their every move from all angles. This level of monitoring is no longer like a nursing home, but like a prison. However, the nurses who occasionally come across smile kindly, and some people even know each other. Kane, greeted him with a smile.

Ji Jiating became more and more convinced that what he wanted to meet was a special old man or grandmother.

However-

They finally stopped in front of a door, Kane turned his head to look at Ji Jiating, showing a rare soft look: "I don't know how to explain it, I know it's presumptuous, but..." Speaking of this, He took a deep breath, "You'll understand right away."

With a "ding" sound from the electronic lock, the door opened inward.

"elder brother!"

A crisp voice shouted, and then, Ji Jiating felt a blur in front of his eyes, and there was already a brightly colored body in Kane's arms.

Ji Jiating didn't know how to describe this scene.

The person who threw herself into Kane's arms was about seventeen or eighteen years old, but she seemed to think she was a little girl. She hung her arms high above Kane's neck, twisting her body constantly, making a delicate expression. voice: "Why are you here now!"

"It's my brother's fault, because I have to work." Kane replied softly, and patted the girl's head again, "Be good, we have guests today."

"No, no!" The girl's head shook like a rattle, and the two crooked braids and the decorations on the braids jingled together.

But Kane was not surprised, so the girl acted like a baby, begging her for mercy in a coaxing tone, and flicking the scattered hair beside the braid from time to time.

Finally, Kane persuaded the girl to look in the direction of Ji Jiating.

"Ah!" The girl screamed after only looking at Ji Jiating, and then ran back to the room covering her face.

Ji Jiating's mind is already in a daze, what's going on with all this?

Kane turned around and smiled apologetically at him: "Xiao Zi, it's my sister, she...is not in a good mind."

"Ah..." Ji Jiating didn't know what to say.

Kane said again: "She is usually very good, she must have gone in to change clothes, oh I forgot to say, she likes you very, very much, so..."

Looking at Ji Jiating uncertainly, Kane said cautiously: "Didn't I tell you in advance that you are upset?"

"No, no." Ji Jiating quickly adjusted his mood, and gave Kane a hearty smile, already vaguely realizing that he might have made a mistake...

After a while, the girl came out. She really changed into a new dress and her hair was tied up again. She blushed and hid behind Kane, looking at Ji Jiating secretly.

At Kane's invitation, Ji Jiating walked into the girl's room, which was actually a ward, but because the patient had lived here for too long, the room was filled with the breath of life accumulated over time.

Ji Jiating sat down on the single sofa for guests. The girl hid behind Kane all the time, hugged his waist tightly, and kept making baby sounds like small animals. Kane looked at him embarrassedly. Ji Jiating cast his gaze, and the latter nodded understandingly, without showing the slightest surprise.

His surprise had been swallowed long before he entered the room, like a bowl of bitter medicine.

The walls of the room are covered with newspaper clippings and photos, and the protagonist without exception is Ji Jiating.

The cover shot for a fashion magazine, the movie poster he starred in, his MTV selection... Ji Jiating felt dizzy for a while.

"My younger sister is your most loyal fan. As long as there are weekly magazines with your photos, she will never miss a single one. If there is nothing for sale here, she asks me to bring it every time..." Kane pulled Xiao Zi by his side Sitting down, he patted the girl on the shoulder again: "Why don't you bring your scrapbook?"

"Oh, oh!" Xiao Zihong ran towards the inner room with a blushing face.

There was the sound of rummaging through the room.

Kane lowered his voice: "I'm sorry, I'm just a family member like her, I know it's self-willed, but I still want to make her happy."

After a pause, Kane continued: "Her illness will never get better. Not only does her IQ stay around five or six years old, but her body's resistance is also very poor. The doctor said...she may not live to be 30 years old, so I said I want to make her as happy as possible..."

"Stop talking." Ji Jiating interrupted him, "I'm not angry, really." He looked at the posters on the walls around him, "I'm very touched by someone who likes him so deeply."

"..."

Kane held his hand and seemed to want to say something, but Xiao Zi had already stumbled out, holding a large stack of hardcover books in his arms.

Ji Jiating quickly pulled out his hand, took the things in the girl's arms, and said with a smile: "It looks so heavy, you can take it several times."

"Hmm..." The girl tilted her head, as if she didn't understand what he meant.

Ji Jiating asked again: "Is your name Xiao Zi?"

"My name is Jin Zi."

"Jinzi...the name is so nice." Ji Jiating said, and glanced at Kane intentionally or unintentionally.

Ji Jiating spread out those beautifully bound books on the table, and saw that every page was pasted with reports cut from newspapers or magazines, some with pictures and some with pure text, but the information was too trivial, and some Reports that have little to do with me and only have a name appear are also posted on it.

There is even... Ji Jiating frowned slightly.

On the last page of the third book, in the color picture, he is wearing wide sunglasses and walking into Huihao's headquarters with a serious face.

Ji Jiating remembered what Jim told him——Kane likes you like a girl groupie, every magazine that has you will not miss it!

"Well, Xiao Zi only recognizes your name, so she cuts out the ones with your name on them. She doesn't understand what it means." Kane quickly explained.

"It doesn't matter." Ji Jiating turned his head and said to the girl who had been staring at him eagerly, "Thank you, Xiao Zi."

"Huh?" The girl opened her eyes wide in confusion.

"Well... thank you for such a great collection." Ji Jiating pointed to the notebook on the table.

The girl laughed, and then asked again: "Then have you been rescued now?"

"Rescued? What?" This time it was Ji Jiating's turn to not understand.

He looked at Kane, who then explained, "Well... some time ago, she asked me why you didn't appear on TV, and I told her that you were taken away by a witch."

It was the period when the scandal broke out, after the contract with Quncan was terminated.

"And it's still locked in the tower!" The girl nodded solemnly, then pointed to Kane: "I asked my brother to rescue you, he said he did!"

"Yes, I did!" Ji Jiating replied, "So I'm free now."

Jin Zi's face immediately turned red like an apple, and she let out a giggle, looking at Kane as if she was staring at a hero.

They stayed until the nurse told them visiting hours were over.

When leaving, Ji Jiating repeatedly assured Jin Zi that he would come to see her next time, and the girl reluctantly let go of Ji Jiating's arm, trying not to cry.

After walking out of the room, Kane joked: "This sister, I really dote on her for nothing, I kiss you more than me."

Ji Jiating didn't answer, but just walked in the direction he came in without a word.

Kane froze for a moment, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" while striding to catch up.

Stopping in front of a glass door, Ji Jiating folded his arms and waited for Kane to swipe his card, but Kane just stood in front of the door and kept asking, "What's wrong with you? Are you angry? Or... did you misunderstand something?"

Ji Jiating turned his face away, his chest was stuffy, as if he was pressed by something and couldn't breathe well, he took a deep breath, and then replied softly: "I misunderstood, but I won't do it in the future."

Sure enough, I misunderstood...

Those so-called unrequited loves, caring and caring are all fake...

What is it like to collect all the reports about him like a groupie; knowing his preferences quietly; the back in front of him in the dark; the concerned eyes that are cast all the time...

Everything is just because he is a gentle and good brother!

And I just fell into it so easily.

Still complacent until walking into the ward... how funny!

Thinking of this, Ji Jiating laughed softly.

"Is it because I lied?" Kane asked uncertainly, "About you being arrested by a witch?"

"Enough! Stop talking!"

Ji Jiating yelled unbearably: "I'm not angry because of that kind of thing! I just..." He lowered his head, "You did save me, at some point..."

When I pressed my palms tightly in the studio, telling him that all this was just acting and there was nothing to be afraid of; when I kissed him...

In those moments, he really thought he was saved, after so many years of working alone.

"Ji Jiating, I think you must have misunderstood something..." Kane said.

Ji Jiating covered his ears, the unique deep and mellow voice, the more you listen to it, the more fascinated you will be.

Just at this time, the siren above the glass door sounded "beep", Kane had to swipe the door card, and when the door opened, Ji Jiating fled like flying.

Kane followed him closely and came to the outside of the nursing home. His expression was also very scary. He kept trying to communicate with Ji Jiating, but that person was always running and fleeing.

"Enough!" On the open road at the top of the mountain, Kane grabbed Ji Jiating's arm, "Why can't you just listen to me!"

"I've heard enough!" Ji Jiating yelled back fiercely.

"Listen again, just once!" Kane's eyes became fierce, he did not give the other party any chance to evade, and vigorously dragged Ji Jiating's hand down the winding mountain road.

"Hey, what are you going to say!?" Ji Jiating asked, trying to retract his hand at the same time.

But Kane's strength didn't decrease at all. He looked back at Ji Jiating, didn't answer, and walked down the mountain with a sullen face.

When the matter developed to this point, it seemed that he was the one who was injured.

Ji Jiating pouted. "Relax, I won't run away."

"I want you to go somewhere with me."

"Going to another place..." Ji Jiating whispered, "If you have something to say, can you just say it here?"

"I can't explain it here." Kane closed his mouth again after finishing speaking.

After walking like this for about ten minutes, Kane stopped a bus going down the mountain, and the two had a temporary truce, and got on the bus panting.

No one spoke on the way.

When he stopped at a certain station and was about to get off the bus, Kane wanted to take Rajjating's hand again. The latter looked at the people around him in a panic, and retracted his hand behind him.

Turning around a narrow gravel road, the humid air rushed towards his face, and a huge wind blew past his ears. Ji Jiating squinted his eyes due to the blow. When he opened his eyes again, he was shocked by the scene in front of him.

"This, this is... are you bringing me here?"

The man next to him nodded.

"Isn't it beautiful?"

Kane stood on the left side of Jijia Pavilion, just blocking the evening sea breeze for him.

The setting sun is slowly falling, and the pink and golden rays of light cover the sky softly. This angle just captures all the beautiful scenery. The sea surface is blown by the wind, and the sparkling golden waves are like countless dancing beetles. The white seabirds spread their huge Wings skimming the sea in clusters...

I have never seen such a beautiful sunset, but the feeling of standing here is so familiar. Ji Jiating couldn't help but took a few steps forward. The gravel road under his feet gradually turned into a soft sandy beach. Fragments of sand and shells made a "chacha" sound.

"What are you going to tell me?" he murmured.

Kane also followed, and his breath was brought into Ji Jiating's nose by the sea breeze. It was a smell that the latter had never smelled before, and it was more alluring than any perfume.

"Do you remember this place?" Kane asked suddenly.

"Huh?" Ji Jiating turned his head.

Indeed, he had been here, four years ago, when he was a complete newcomer.

Was Kane referring to this?

Ji Jiating's heart skipped a beat, but then he told himself: Don't be sentimental anymore, even if the other party remembers his first debut, it's only because of his sister.

"Yeah, why don't I remember, that was my first time on stage." Ji Jiating took a few more steps forward, let the sea breeze pour into his clothes, and his whole body was so light that he seemed to fly out.

"It's just a by-product of bundling." He laughs.

He remembers very clearly that the popular JOJO group at that time released an album called "The Beach". In order to cooperate with the publicity, the company decided to perform in several prosperous coastal cities, and Crescent Bay was the first stop.

That was Ji Jiating's first appearance on stage, although he was just standing behind JOJO with three other newcomers and making a sound or something.

"That was the first time I saw you, too," Kane said. "You look silly."

"What? I don't have it?" Standing here, the mood seems to have improved, and all the troubles have been blown away for the time being. When talking about himself four years ago, Ji Jiating actually finds it funny.

"It's just stupid, trying to shrink into the crowd when singing, but playing games is more fun than anyone else." Kane said.

"Because I'm so nervous," he muttered.

It seems that there is such a thing, even Chu Qiao later said that he was not optimistic about him at that time. Among the few newcomers, he was the most stupid, and he would not steal the spotlight.

Ji Jiating still remembers that the stage is probably set up here, maybe a little further, anyway, it is a place where you can smell the smell of damp seafood, and there are dark crowds under the stage.

When it got dark, the sea not far away was like a boundless black curtain, and the audience was shaking fluorescent sticks, like green stars on the curtain.

He was so nervous that he could hardly make a sound, he just hummed softly to the music.

When the performance time came to an end, he heaved a sigh of relief. After that, it was the time for the artists to be close to the people. They invited the artists to play games with local children, and JOJO only participated in it symbolically, and retreated behind the stage in the second round. No longer showing up, the errand of game interaction will naturally fall to Ji Jiating and the newcomers.

"Xiaozi is one of the children who participated in the game, but due to her intelligence, her movements were very uncoordinated, and she stumbled when she was on the stage. Everyone was laughing..." Kane said, "After the official game started, of course No one wants to be in the same group as her."

"..." Ji Jiating still didn't understand the intention of Kane's words.

In a trance, his body was hugged from behind, and Kane's arms were gently wrapped around his waist.

"Kane?"

"You fool, only No.1 in this kind of event can attract everyone's attention, but you choose to be in the same group as Xiao Zi." Kane said behind his ear.

"Ah... I don't remember." Ji Jiating pressed Kane's hand, managed to stabilize his mind, and said with a smile, "You mean...Xiao Zi liked me then?"

"It's not just Xiao Zi." Kane said.

Ji Jiating's heart beat uncontrollably.

"At that time my condition was very bad, no, it should be said that the whole family was in very bad condition." Kane put his chin on Ji Jiating's ear tenderly.

"At that time, Xiaozi was 11 and a half years old. She was found to have a retarded IQ. It was a genetic disease from the maternal family. The father was furious. He thought it was all the mother's responsibility. If they didn't hide it, they could have avoided it. child.

"The atmosphere at home was extremely bad. My mother sailed out on a night that was not suitable for going to sea, but she hit a reef... My mother died, but she committed suicide. A large amount of sleeping pills and alcohol were found in her body.

"Father broke down. He was not good at running the business. Adding to his alcoholism, the hotel has been declining day by day. My sister needs someone to take care of me. I have to earn money... Do you know? I am even glad that I am gay, so There will be no problem children born.”

"Kane..." Ji Jiating hugged Kane's arm, "Don't say that."

Kane's breath became heavier, and his eyes became moister.

"I hate my father to death. Do you know what he said when I confessed my sexual orientation to him and told him that I planned to make a film to earn my sister's medical expenses?"

Without waiting for Ji Jiating's answer, he continued, "He said, that's great."

The strength around his waist tightened suddenly, and Kane almost strangled him in pain, but Ji Jiating didn't say anything, because he knew that he was feeling Kane's pain now.