family of doctors

Shao Rong, when you read this diary, I am no longer alive.What I am going to tell you may be cruel to you.

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May 3, light rain

When I woke up this morning, it was raining lightly outside the window. I came out of the bedroom on the second floor, and when I walked to the corner of the stairs, I suddenly felt a palpitation, as if my heart was twisted deliberately after being tied by a rope. Although the strange feeling disappeared quickly , but it made me very uneasy.

The first time this kind of unease appeared was the night when An Yang got pneumonia and had a high fever in middle school.

The second time I felt this kind of anxiety was on Christmas Eve when Shao Rong was two years old. At that time, I was still in London. Xiao Rong swallowed my keys. I took him to the hospital for a checkup. That night, An Yang had a serious car accident.

Some people say that there will be a wonderful telepathy between twins. Although this kind of induction has no scientific basis, let alone theoretical support, this strange induction does exist between An Yang and me.

Every time I have this feeling, something happens to An Yang.

But, An Yang is obviously dead, isn't he?

Do not……

Maybe I got one thing wrong.

I've never... never seen his dead body.

May 3, light rain

This afternoon, I met with the doctor I made an appointment with. The results of the whole body petct examination came out. The doctor said that it has been confirmed that the cancer cells have metastasized to the vertebrae and lungs. The location of the metastases is difficult to undergo surgery again, and the only option is chemotherapy.

When I came out of the ward, I saw a woman waiting in line for chemotherapy sitting in the corridor. She also had a radical mastectomy a few years ago. She said that she was already in the fifth course of treatment, and the hair on her head fell out. People in their early thirties look like they are 50.

My condition is worse than hers, and I don't know how long I can last.

Back then, my mother died of this disease. In fact, I should have expected such a result.

It's just that I'm very worried about Xiaorong now, he's still too young, if my guess is right... I don't even know what kind of fate awaits him.

May 3, light rain

It has been raining continuously for a week. Recently, I have been in a bad mood. The frequency of induction in my heart is getting higher and higher, and the intensity is getting stronger and stronger. Last night, I even reproduced many scenes from a long time ago in my brain.

The man's pale face, mangled corpse, and horrific gunshots.

The continuous light rain in the past few days always reminds me of that rainy night many years ago. I stood on the balcony and watched him walk out of Anjia's gate step by step.

I think, all these abnormalities must be related to An Yang, something serious must have happened to An Yang, that's why my mood is so unstable, and I frequently recall the past many years ago in my mind.

Did An Luo hide something from me?

Is An Yang not dead at all?

Things may be more complicated than I imagined.

September 4, sunny

Today is April Fool's Day, and I went to An Yang's grave again.

An Yang's favorite flower is the black rose, because this flower represents the devil hiding in the dark, which fits his personality very well.But the strange thing is that there has never been a black rose in front of his tomb.

In the past few years, except for me, no one has come to sweep his tomb, especially An Luo. He has never even visited his brother at the tombstone. Even on Ching Ming Festival or An Yang's memorial day, he is still indifferent.

I think it must be because the person buried in the tomb was not An Yang.

I who come here every month to visit the grave may be the most pathetic fool in the world.

May 5, rain

Today I found the hospital four years ago. All the doctors and nurses who operated on An Yang were personally arranged by An Luo. After the doctor announced An Yang's death, he hurried away his "corpse". People confirmed that the body that was taken away was An Yang.

An Luo thought he could hide it from me like this, but he forgot that An Yang and I are twins with a sympathetic heart. I can feel that An Yang is still alive, and I can even feel his emotional fluctuations.

An Luo has always been taciturn and low-key, but he has never been relentless in major matters. Now that all the shares of the An family are in his hands, it is impossible for him to release An Yang to fight for power with him, and take the opportunity to let An Yang " Die" is the best way.

He must have sent An Yang to a secret place for house arrest.

What I'm worried about now is, where did he send An Yang?Will he be bad for An Yang?

An Yang called me on the day of the car accident and wanted to tell me the secret, what is it?

September 10, sunny

I have hated contact with men since I was a child. The doctor said that this is a kind of rejection of the opposite sex. There is no way to cure it with medicine, and it can only be adjusted slowly.However, I don't care about these at all, because I never planned to get married in the future. I am used to living a single life. Being a free painter is my biggest dream since I was a child.

So, when An Yang asked me to leave an heir for the An family, I agreed without too many worries.

Six years ago, under his arrangement, I went to the hospital for a test-tube baby and gave birth to an heir for the An family.

It's just that I didn't expect at all that this child was just his test product...

Is this the secret he wanted to tell me before he died?

This is simply ridiculous.

I didn't expect that the father of this child would be Su Zihang.

Only now do I know that when An Yang asked me to give birth to Xiao Rong, it was just to create a replica of Su Zihang.

To him, Xiaorong is just a container for inheriting the genes of the two of them.

He and I are twins, and my genes are closest to his.

He is just using the An family's genes in me to create his ideal, the most perfect heir, which belongs to him and Su Zihang.

The diary suddenly slipped from his hand and hit the floor with a dull sound.

Shao Rong's fingers trembled slightly, he held onto the table hard to support his body, opened his mouth to breathe heavily, but his chest seemed to be pressed by a boulder, every breath became difficult and bitter.

Is it... a test object?

It turns out that I am just... a test subject?

When he first learned that his biological father was an undercover police officer, he simply thought that father and mother must have met by accident while undercover. Gather information around...

In any case, since they have their own existence, they must be in love.

He was still in front of Su Zihang's tombstone, and said foolishly: If there is a heaven, father and mother must have met, and they must have a good life.

But now, he realizes that all these beautiful imaginations are all his own sentimentality.

Mom and Dad didn't love each other at all.

He, Shao Rong, is nothing more than a product of gene combination, an artificial test-tube baby.

It is a product made by the uncle himself.

Used to inherit his and Su Zihang's genes, used to inherit An's family business...experimental.

How ridiculous?

Parents don't love each other at all, and they don't even need to have sex. They just need to pick up a sperm and an egg, combine the two in a test tube with high-tech technology, and then implant them into the mother's body to cultivate a human being.

It's as emotionless as growing a genetically modified plant.

Before I was born, I went through strict screening and cold mechanized procedures.

The birth process of this human named Shao Rong turned out to be nothing more than a ridiculous experiment.

What is associated with his birth is not the most primitive human nature to reproduce offspring, but a cold laboratory.There are only various potions, various test tubes, and various instruments, but there is no warmth at all.

Shao Rong suddenly felt ridiculous.

All the good things he once thought were all false.His mother was just carrying out a mission to give birth to him, and that biological father, Su Zihang, probably didn't know the existence of this son at all.And the uncle who died in a car accident is the behind-the-scenes operator who controls all this.

Like assembling a toy, he combined a sperm and an egg cell as he wished, and created an inheritance tool that satisfied him. Unfortunately, too many changes happened later, and this tool was taken away by Shao Changgeng and became the Shao family's child.

Now, his biological parents are both dead, and Shao Changgeng doesn't want him anymore, so he has to bear everything alone.

The secret about life experience is like the coldest joke.

But Shao Rong looked at the diary that fell on the ground, but couldn't laugh at all.

cloudy on October 11

Today, I finally couldn't bear the strong curiosity, and secretly went to the villa where An Yang used to live alone. Unexpectedly, I found some documents that Su Zihang left behind, or that he deliberately hid.

The odds and ends were locked in a drawer, and it took me a lot of effort to pry the drawer open.

Those materials are all about the criminal evidence of Prince Edward, the leader of the underworld group Blue Night, drug trafficking.

Obviously, this is a part Su Zihang extracted from a pile of materials, and his purpose of doing this is undoubtedly to secretly protect the prince.He didn't hand in these materials, so the prince was able to escape so smoothly when the police cleaned up the blue night.

There is no need to guess who the prince is.

The only person who can make Su Zihang do this is him.

All the evidence was in front of me, but I couldn't accept it at all.

I would rather believe that he is just an ordinary person, just my most respected elder brother who died in a car accident a few years ago...

I'd rather never discover these amazing secrets.

Sunny September 12

Recently, my health has been getting worse and worse. I think I may not live long.Before I die, I need to sort out a relic for Xiaorong as soon as possible.

I don't have much to give him, except the savings and real estate, only this diary and the incriminating evidence that Su Zihang didn't hand over.

The diary will tell him the secrets of his life experience, and these criminal evidences can also be used as part of his chips...

I don't think An Yang will hurt him, after all Su Zihang's blood is flowing on his body, but if one day An Yang wants to destroy the child he created with his own hands, then at least Xiao Rong has the weight to fight against him. He contends.

Xiaorong, if you have seen this diary, please keep these evidences well. When necessary, you can scoop it up to exchange for what you want.

Also, mom is not as good as you think.

Sorry to disappoint you.

Shao Rong took a deep breath, and stuffed the diary together with those fragmented documents into the drawer.

After reading this diary, he was indeed very shocked, but also very disappointed and sad...

However, he has no right to blame anyone.

Even if his birth was just an experiment to create an heir, he has no way to blame those who participated in the experiment. After all, those people gave him life, and without them there would be no life like Shao Rong.

He just feels bad.

I'm so sad that I don't know what to say.

His beloved biological mother, Anfei, and his biological father, Su Zihang, who he respected, did not have the slightest affection for the life forms they created.

Perhaps, Shao Changgeng is the only one who has feelings for him.

The man who raised him treated him sincerely. In this world, he was the only one who didn't care about his background or that he was a test subject, but treated him as the most beloved baby. .

He remembered that Shao Changgeng was always used to calling him baby, and every time he sent text messages, he would always say good night, baby, go to bed early, etc. At first, he felt quite embarrassed, but in retrospect, when that person called him baby , but it was the only warm moment in his life.