I rushed to you

Huo Yan bit the candy in his mouth "Kacha Kacha" and pushed the milk in front of Gu Liang, "Didn't sleep well these days?"

Gu Liang looked at the steaming fresh milk, smiled, took it up and drank it slowly, the temperature was just right.

Huo Yan stared at him, seeing the sliding Adam's apple from the strands of his hair, trying to engrave his appearance in his mind and memory until Gu Liang raised his head and met his gaze.

Huo Yan now feels that the world is empty, the pillars behind him have collapsed, he is alone first, and only when he sees this person can he feel that he is not alone, but he has not fully grasped this person, and he is about to Got it.

"What are you looking at?" Gu Liang lowered his head to see what was wrong with him.

"No," Huo Yan was still staring at him, "Baby, I'm leaving."

Gu Liang glanced at the time, "It's almost time for you to go back to school now, what's the matter?"

"I'm going back to Beijing." Huo Yan said.

Gu Liang drank the milk for a while, then slowly raised his head to look at Huo Yan, trying to find a joke on his face, no, he was serious.

At that moment, Gu Liang felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart, as if the solid ground under his feet suddenly emptied, and the whole person was emptied.He took a sip of milk to cover up his strangeness, "What's coming back?"

"do not know."

Gu Liang lowered his head and twirled the paper cup, "Then...will you come back?"

"Come back," Huo Yan hooked the corners of his lips, "You are here."

Gu Liang breathed a sigh of relief at that moment, he drank the milk in one gulp, flattened the paper cup and threw it into the trash can at his feet, just about to speak, the phone rang, it was his mother.

He froze for a while, glanced at Huo Yan, picked up the phone, "Hello", the moment he heard his mother's voice, the impulse he originally wanted to say to Huo Yan, "Can't you go back?" was instantly annihilated. At that moment, the hot blood above was mercilessly frozen by "Don't forget your brother's birthday cake" on the phone.

"Understood," Gu Liang replied with a smile, "How could I forget."

After hanging up the phone, he turned around and took a lollipop from the cash register shelf and stuffed it into his mouth. When he walked back, he had already adjusted his emotions to the best level, "Why do you want to go back all of a sudden?"

"Grandpa is sick," Huo Yan said, "I want to go back and have a look."

He has been thinking about whether to tell the truth to Erbao, if he did, pretend to be pitiful, if Erbao wanted to break up, maybe he would not bear to say it because of pity, but if he did, he was afraid that he would not be able to treat him like before Without hesitation, when faced with a choice, it is not him who chooses the first one. The only thing Gu Liang wants, the sense of security he wants, he can't do it. This will make Gu Liang retract the foot that just stretched out the safety line .

Gu Liang thought about many reasons. His family wanted him to go back, and he had no patience with himself. In short, it was all bad situations. He knew that Huo Yan must be feeling bad now, but he was never very good at comforting people. Go up and pat him on the shoulder, "Don't worry too much, it will be fine."

Huo Yan's mood gradually eased the moment he saw Gu Liang, he nodded, "Xu Wei and Lin Fengfeng are here, the princess is now at the pet shop near our school, do you have time to take care of it? No time If so, I will be fostered there first?"

Gu Liang wanted to say that he was here to raise him, but he should have changed his words when he came to his mouth, "I don't have much time."

Huo Yan closed his eyes, he didn't want to try again, he grabbed Gu Liang's hand, walked out the door, turned into a small alley with no people, he pressed the person against the wall, pulled out Gu Liang's hand, Tang in Liang's mouth, bowed his head and kissed first, and then said, "Er Bao, let's talk straight to the point, okay?"

"What do you want to talk about?"

"What do you think of me now," Huo Yan said, "Like me? Love me? Do you want to be with me forever? Or do you choose to leave me for your family? You know, I'm very panicked and scared right now. I always have a feeling that you're at a breaking point and you're about to make a choice, but I don't have any confidence, even though I know you don't feel everything about me."

Gu Liang looked away, and slowly clenched his fists hidden in the padded jacket.

"You like me, don't you?" Huo Yan's words finally failed to suppress the unwillingness that had been hidden all along. Some words couldn't stop at the beginning, "Your brother was forced to run away by your mother, and was killed by a drunk driver. Yes. If you think it was because of your birthday that he went out, then I tell you, no! It has nothing to do with you! Zuo Feiyu said that they had already made an appointment to meet on that day, whether it was your birthday or not, they would If we meet, he will die—”

As soon as Huo Yan uttered the word "death", Gu Liang punched him hard in the stomach, mercilessly, he staggered backwards,

"Stop talking." Gu Liang looked at him coldly, "You don't know anything at all."

"It was my suggestion that they meet that day. My brother is shy. I often help them create opportunities, and that day was also," Gu Liang leaned weakly against the wall, "Because I said a few days ago that I wanted a watch, so my mother I got off work early that day and wanted to surprise me and bought it.”

"I know very well that my brother didn't die because of me." Gu Liang looked at Huo Yan, "I know it's not my fault."

Huo Yan calmed down and said nothing, stared at him for a while, walked over, and stroked his red eyes, "Little liar, who do you want to lie to?"

"After my brother passed away, my mother went crazy. She wanted to commit suicide. She was going to accompany my brother, and she wanted to leave me alone." Gu Liang grabbed Huo Yan's arm, as if he had caught it when he fell into the water. As hard as a piece of driftwood, "I wanted to keep her, so I told her that she could treat me as an older brother, and I would live instead of my older brother. She had to watch me play the piano and take school exams. I let her Live with me, so I have to be with her too."

Huo Yan's heart ached so much that he hated himself for not meeting the person in his arms earlier, "It's not your fault, you're afraid of being alone, I know, you've done nothing wrong, good boy."

When Gu Liang pushed him away, Huo Yan could not see any signs of crying on his face, but his chest was wet,

"When are you leaving?" Gu Liang asked.

"Leave tonight." Huo Yan said.

"Then go back and pack up. Remember to ask the city management for leave. I won't be able to see you off tonight. My mother is going to be discharged from the hospital." Gu Liang said.

"Hmm..." Huo Yan nodded.

Gu Liang smiled at Huo Yan, turned around and walked first, walked a few steps, but was stopped by Huo Yan.

He didn't look back, Huo Yan's voice came from behind, "Wait for me, I will be back."

"Brother Yan, have a good trip." Gu Liang waved his hand back, "Goodbye."

Huo Yan didn't have anything to pack, so he went to the pet store near the school, told the boss that he wanted to be fostered, and then returned to school. He wanted to ask for leave from the urban management, but the urban management was in another class, so he went back to the classroom first.

As soon as I sat down, I received a message from Lin Chong on my phone.

[Boss, is Xue Shen okay? ]

Huo Yan looked confused, [Why do you ask this? ]

[Hey, you also eat this vinegar, and I also take it]

Huo Yan was not in the mood to chat with him to pass the time, just as he was about to put away his phone, he saw another call.

[Didn't I just know that today is his brother's birthday, please care, it's purely a concern among classmates. ]

What Lin Chong said, Huo Yan didn't care, and didn't care that the physics teacher was still in class, he just stood up and left the classroom, and the physics teacher was so angry that he almost smashed the desk.

As soon as he went down to the first floor, he ran into the urban management who had just finished class, and was dragged to the office by the urban management by the arm.

Huo Yan originally came in through connections. When the city management first accepted him, he made up his mind that as long as it didn't affect the class, the rest is up to him. As for the future, he can't worry about it. Can he go to the street to beg for food?

But after getting along with each other in the past few months, the urban management really thinks that Huo Yan is a good kid, very smart, as can be seen from the progress of the last exam, but I didn't expect that after changing positions, all the previous bad habits appeared , Absent from class, did not hand in homework, heard people say, and threatened to beat the female students in the class. He originally planned to have a good chat with Huo Yan this morning, but when he went to find someone, he found that his seat was empty and he skipped class again.

Just now when he saw Huo Yan coming back, he hurriedly finished his lecture, and wanted to go up to find him, but he never thought that he would skip class again just as he was going out, and caught him on the spot.

"If you want to skip class, it's only once, what's the matter? If you're tired of running away, go back to school and rest for a few minutes before running away again?" The urban management frowned and looked at him, "Are you trying to protest against me? Just because you and Gu Liang were separated ?”

"No, you really think too much."

"Then you haven't handed in your homework recently, and you are sleeping in class," the urban management hesitated for a few seconds before saying, "I heard that you recently threatened to beat up a certain female student in our class?" The urban management specially added an accent on the word "female". .

"I used to not hand in my homework, and slept in class. Also, if I wanted to beat someone up, I would do it right away. I have never done it before." Huo Yan grinned, " Hear it from someone? Who did you listen to?"

"If you don't have it, you don't have it. Pay attention to your attitude." The urban management frowned and looked at him. "If you don't hand in your homework and sleep in class, are you still proud and honorable?"

"Your grades have risen sharply in the past six months, which means that your foundation is not bad. According to your current progress rate, your grades should be stable within [-] in the third year of high school. As long as you listen carefully in class and complete your homework on time, and work hard, There is still hope for undergraduates.”

"The final exam is coming soon, and I can't relax even more during this period of time. Come back to the previous state, get a good grade in the exam, and go home for a good year."

Speaking of home, the urban management thought of something again, and said: "Your family asked the principal twice to ask the principal to transfer your student status back. You didn't agree. I think this is the right decision. You will be in your third year of high school soon. You have to change to a new environment." It takes time to adapt, the relationship between classmates, the teacher's teaching methods, etc. The college entrance examination is coming soon, so there is no time to adapt and get used to it. Although the teachers in the capital may be better than ours, the pressure is also high. I will definitely go back with your current grades. It’s at the bottom, it’s going to be hard to collapse the self-confidence that I’ve built up so hard…”

"Don't worry, the most important thing I lack is self-confidence." Huo Yan originally thought that a few words from the urban management would be enough, but he just asked for leave. It can be seen from this posture that the urban management seemed to want to make a long speech, so he hurriedly interrupted. "Do you have anything else to do? I'll go first if I'm fine."

Although he didn't know if he could see Erbao, or what he could do if he saw him, he couldn't leave Erbao alone.In that family, it would be better if there was no mother.

"What's the matter with you?!" It was a rare time for the urban management to feed the air with heart and lungs, but it was ignored. He was so angry that he widened his eyes and patted the table. "Skipping class again? The evening self-study physics teacher has to give a lecture A few questions, you have to sit in the classroom tonight and listen carefully, and look at your physics scores, you still have the face to skip class!" Standing on the spot, I took a few deep breaths.

"I'm going to the toilet." Huo Yan said.

The city guard looked at him.

"How about you come with me?"

The urban management officer waved him to go, but after waiting for a few minutes, he felt that something was wrong. As soon as he walked to the toilet, he glanced casually to the side, and then saw a figure on the west wall.

"Huo Yan!"

Huo Yan was half squatting on the wall and just about to jump out when he heard a roar. He turned his head and saw that the urban management was lying on the wall of the toilet corridor on the second floor, waving at him, "Come back! Come back!"

Huo Yan saw it as if he didn't see it, turned his head, put his hands on the wall and jumped, and his figure disappeared in front of the city management in an instant.

When Huo Yan arrived at the hospital, he happened to see Gu Liang carrying a big bag in one hand and supporting her mother with the other.

His mother seemed to be in a daze, Gu Nian lowered her head to talk to her, but she didn't respond, and even stumbled down the stairs at the door.

Huo Yan stood behind a car and did not step forward.

Gu Liang took a taxi home, his mother was lying on the back seat, and he was sitting in the co-pilot, turning his head to look at the flashing street lights on the side of the road.

At some point, the sky began to rain lightly, and it was foggy. The light outside was refracted in his eyes through the glass and water droplets on the car window, very bright.

Gu Liang realized that there was a car following them, and it was when he went to the cake shop to pick up cakes on the way.

He purposely asked the master to take a detour, but the car still followed not far away. He stopped the car and stopped. Gu Liang stood on the side of the road and looked into the car. It was dark and he couldn't see the inside. Master driver In the rush, he frowned and got into the car.

Huo Yan sat in the co-pilot and said to the driver: "Follow me."

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