cheongsam boy

For a fashion designer, the data ratio between waist and hip is their primary consideration before making clothes.Gu Zhuo has encountered many figures related to waist-to-hip ratio in his life, such as 0.72, 0.83, 0.65...

But there is only one thing that can be engraved in his mind and makes him smack and miss at the tip of his heart all day long.

0.69.

Song Rin's waist-to-hip ratio.

Gu Zhuo has never forgotten it since he measured it. Fortunately, he finally realized it day and night. Since last night, his hand has been repeatedly measuring and confirming between Song Rin's waist and buttocks, until the early morning mist, he Only then did the final eruption follow the broken belly white.

The taste essence of the two people's food, after a rest, when they opened their eyes, they became entangled again.

The delicious food on the poor dining table was left to dry for almost two days, but ended up in a trash can.

Song Rin's body aches from pain, sourness from soreness, but her complexion is much ruddy, like a strawberry with cream that has been poured over ripe after the spring rain, from the skin to the inside, it is soft, juicy and sweet .

It has been snowing in New York for so long, and today is a rare first day. After Song Rin dried her hair, she and Gu Zhuo put blankets on them, and sat by the French windows, enjoying the scenery outside the window while eating.

Gu Zhuo cooked minced meat porridge, accompanied by side dishes and crystal shrimp dumplings. He looked at Song Rin's state, but he was still a little worried, and asked, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"Huh? No, it's pretty good." Song Rin picked up the chopsticks and shrimp dumplings, and he looked at Gu Zhuo with a smile on his face, "Besides, didn't you apply the medicine for me?"

In the neighborhood where Song Rin lives, the delivery service is excellent. Not only vegetables can be delivered, but other things can also be delivered.When he was still in a drowsy sleep, Gu Zhuo started to do the aftermath work, cleaning up and applying medicine and taking care of it carefully.

Except for the pain at the beginning, Song Rin basically didn't suffer much.

But Gu Zhuo was still worried. He thought about the past two days, his blood was surging, and he was very annoyed, as if he had been drugged and wanted people like crazy.

Gu Zhuo pursed his lips: "Then if you feel uncomfortable, remember to tell me, you must say it, don't stand next to yourself."

"Okay, I know." Song Rin dragged out the ending in a slow voice. He finished the last mouthful of porridge, wiped his mouth and said, "Gu Zhuo, you can go somewhere with me at noon later."

Hearing this, Gu Zhuo paused his hand holding the spoon, and he looked up to meet Song Rin's eyes, seeing all the determination in his eyes with a smile.

The nerves in Gu Zhuo's mind tensed immediately, he was silent for a while, and finally nodded and said good.

The two finished their breakfast in the sun, and when they were changing their clothes in the middle, Qiao Heng called, but Song Rin didn't answer, and he called Gu Zhuo's phone again, Gu Zhuo didn't know what he said to him, and he never called.

After changing his clothes in the guest room, Gu Zhuo came over and knocked on the door of the master bedroom, and pushed the door open and entered directly after getting the answer.

Song Rin was wearing a bright red parka, and was bending over to find something in front of the bedside table.The parka is a bit short, and the round buttocks are looming under the hem.

Gu Zhuo was a little parched, walked over, and put his hands on his waist: "Qiao Heng just called me to ask how you are doing, and he wants to come to see you after get off work at night. I said we will wait I'm going out later, and I want him to come back tomorrow."

"Well, he called me just now, but I didn't answer." Song Rin's face was hidden in the darkness, and he couldn't see clearly. He paused when he was looking for something, and said suddenly, "Do you still remember what I told you, Was there someone I liked for a long time before?"

Having said that, without waiting for Gu Zhuo to reply, he stood up and looked at him, and said frankly, "It's Qiao Heng."

In fact, this name was already within Gu Zhuo's expectation. After all, he had been doing business with the Song family for several months, and it was impossible for him to inquire about Song Rin without insinuating.

The two have been together since kindergarten, all the way to university, graduate school, and even the final Ph.D. to work. Coupled with Qiao Heng's married status, it's hard to guess.

But guess what, hearing Song Rin himself say it is another feeling.It's hard to tell, it's very complicated, and it tastes good, but open-mindedness also accounts for a bit.

Gu Zhuo adjusted his glasses: "I guessed it. But you said it yourself, you liked it."

"Well, yes, I liked it." Song Rin walked over to hug him, and put his forehead on his shoulder, "But it's not that pure. In fact, when I look back now, it's more of a kind of drowning." At that time, I just discovered that I like to wear women's clothing, and was diagnosed with moderate depression not long after, I was very... Painful, Gu Zhuo, I was very painful."

"At that time, Qiao Heng was too dazzling. He was a child who satisfied all the elders. I also wanted to be like that, satisfying my grandfather and my mother, so I began to worship him and follow him. Later, I fell in love with him. I liked him for a long time, so long that I look back now, and I don’t know if I like him.”

Gu Zhuo followed his movements and hugged him into his arms, stroking the back of his head like comforting a puppy: "Okay, I get it, it's okay baby, it's normal, people are always emotional, aren't they?" .”

Song Lin gave a muffled hum, he hugged Gu Zhuo back, and continued: "Later, he got married, and I thought I should start a new life of my own, I tried to talk to one, but in the end he cheated Yes. He said that I was very boring, whether it was in life or in bed. I only talked to him once, and the number of times I had sex with him was very small, and they were all wearing condoms. I have a disease, but I don’t have that disease. Don't... despise me."

It wasn't until Song Rin said this that Gu Zhuo realized what he was doing.

Gu Zhuo was astonished and joyful in his heart, but what followed was a flood of sorrow.In those years before the two met, his Song Rin must have had a hard time.

In fact, Gu Zhuo can understand the reason, and it is precisely because of understanding that he feels more distressed.He kissed away the tears from the corners of Song Rin's eyes: "You are not boring, baby, you don't even know how good you are, how could I despise you, if you count it like this, I am afraid that you will look down on me."

When we got to this point, Gu Zhuo directly confessed: "I used to love to play, and the people around me never stopped, just like the cigarettes I smoked, all kinds. But, Song Rin, I took your cigarettes and decided to have a long relationship with you."

"I know, Shixiu told me a long time ago." Song Rin said with a smile in his voice, rubbing his forehead against his shoulder.

Hearing this name, Gu Zhuo reacted for a long time before he remembered who this Shixiu was. He frowned and asked nervously, "What did he tell you?"

Listening to Gu Zhuo's words, Song Rin leaned against his shoulder and chuckled, he backed away from his arms, and raised his eyebrows jokingly: "What else can you say, just say that you, Young Master Gu, are romantic, and the people around you are in exchange for you?" In exchange, ask me to stay away from you, so as not to be harmed by you."

"Oh? That's really embarrassing, I'm going to hurt you." Gu Zhuo joked, and he leaned over and kissed Song Rin's lips, "Don't talk about him, I don't want to talk about him."

"Okay, let's not talk about it." Song Rin pecked back, he turned around and continued to look for things, and asked casually, "Have you seen my lip balm?"

As soon as he heard the word lip balm, Gu Zhuo's complexion became a bit weird. He looked at Song Rin's back and asked tentatively, "You don't remember?"

"What do I remember?" Song Rin turned around and looked at him without knowing.

Gu Zhuo didn't know what came to mind, and rubbed the tip of his nose embarrassingly: "Just... last night, no, the night before yesterday, there was nothing in your room, so I touched something, and wiped it on for you when it melted."

Hearing what Gu Zhuo said, a memory suddenly popped up in Song Rin's mind. In the memory, the lights were dim, and Gu Zhuo's strong and powerful chest was shaking in front of his eyes.

The fragments are mixed with voices, thick and rapid.

"Why is there nothing... why can't this lipstick melt..."

At the end of the audio clip, Song Rin's mind exploded, and his eyes widened in disbelief: "Where is my gift box, five or six, have you used up all of them?"

"That's not true, there's still half a pipe left. You're not behind..." Gu Zhuo's voice became lower as he spoke to the back, and the word "out of water" disappeared in his coughing.

But Song Rin still caught it, and he blushed immediately, and said shut up to Gu Zhuo in a vicious voice, then went to the bathroom, and touched some Vaseline on his lips.

Gu Zhuo followed closely like a puppy, and said, "Don't be angry, I'll buy it for you again when the time comes."

"Not angry, just... a little shocked." Song Rin bit his lips, and he was also very embarrassed, and hurriedly changed the subject, "Okay, okay, let's go, it will be too late if we don't go."

Gu Zhuo caught a glimpse of Song Rin's flushed ears, and followed him out the door without saying anything.Although the sun was out, it was still cold outside. The two touched each other's hands at the same time, and then clasped their fingers together in a tacit understanding.

Gu Zhuo stroked Song Rin's knuckles and asked, "Can I make an appointment for a car?"

"No, just walk there." Song Rin shook his head, "It's very close."

Gu Zhuo said yes, he didn't know the destination, and he didn't think about asking, anyway, as long as it was where Song Rin wanted to go, he would accompany him.

The two walked through the streets of Manhattan, and the pedestrians were different. They were also ordinary members, but they were also very unique. The bustle around them did not belong to them, as if they had a heterogeneous magnetic field space.

Song Rin took out the Bluetooth headset, turned around and put it on for Gu Zhuo: "I like this very much. No matter what the weather is, I don't do anything, I don't think about anything. I just wear the headset, and the songs in the playlist are randomly played in it, alone. Walking blindly on the road."

Gu Zhuo lowered his head slightly and asked him to put it on for himself. The hoarse and deep female voice in the earphone flowed into the cochlea like a stream of water.

Soothing tones go well with sunshine, and even better with lovers.

Song Rin is sharing life and the world with him.

Gu Zhuo hummed: "I'll send you my playlist when the time comes, and we'll be together."

"Okay," Song Rin responded with a smile. He clasped Gu Zhuo's hand and asked, "Is Uncle Gu healthy?"

"I've been discharged from the hospital. I'm recuperating at home now. It's nothing serious." Gu Zhuo replied.

Song Rin nodded: "Then you are still in the company now?"

"Yes," Gu Zhuo said, "but I don't plan to stay for a long time."

"Your ambition is not here," Song Rin understood Gu Zhuo, and he thought for a while, "Will Uncle Gu agree? By the way, what about the company when you come this time?"

When taking a shower last night, Song Rin asked about Gu Zhuo's coming, knowing that he had found a reason for his official business, and got the words from his grandfather, and then contacted Qiao Heng to find him.

But Song Rin forgot that Gu Zhuo is here, but there is still a company waiting for him in the country. After so many days, I can't help feeling a little worried.

"Fast forward to the end of the year, and there is actually not much to do." Gu Zhuo said in one sentence. He didn't want Song Rin to worry or feel guilty, so he changed the subject and said, "There is nothing he can do if he disagrees. In fact, compared to me, my sister More capable, if it weren't for my brother-in-law...forget it, don't mention him."

Regarding the matter of Gu Zhuo's family, Song Rin had heard him mention a few words during the chat before, so he probably understood the situation.Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, but they are one family after all.

But since Gu Zhuo didn't want to mention it, Song Rin wouldn't continue to ask. He changed the topic with joy: "You sent a message last time saying that your sister gave birth?"

"Yes, it's a boy," Gu Zhuo said with a smile on his brows, "I was born fat, but that boy is good, and my sister didn't suffer much."

After Gu Qing gave birth, Gu Zhuo also sent a photo to Song Rin, but at that time Song Rin was so busy that he was dizzy, so he hurriedly said congratulations. He wanted to give out red envelopes, but then he forgot.

Song Rin was a little embarrassed, and he said with apology: "I was going to give out red envelopes that day, but I forgot."

"It's okay, it won't be too late when you go back." Gu Zhuo put Song Rin's hand into his pocket, stretched his hand over his shoulder, and said in his ear, "As an aunt, give him a big bag." Red envelope."

The place Song Rin wants to take Gu Zhuo to is actually not far away, but it is not very close either.To put it bluntly, he just wanted to stick with Gu Zhuo and walk for a while.

Gu Zhuo came to his senses halfway through the walk, didn't say anything, but slowed down more and more.By the time the two of them dragged their feet to their destination, almost an hour had passed.

The destination is a hospital.

At first, Gu Zhuo didn't recognize him, thinking that Song Rin had brought him to a hotel, but he was shocked when he saw the word CLINIC marked on the horizontal tablet at the door.

Obviously, Song Rin is very familiar with this hospital. He fiddled with his mobile phone, called up the QR code from it, verified it at the door, and brought Gu Zhuo in.

Unlike domestic hospitals, this hospital looks more like a university academic building, without the smell of disinfectant, and there are no uniformed doctors and nurses coming and going.

But when this situation reached the seventh floor, an earth-shaking change took place.

The moment the elevator opened, a hospital bed flew past Gu Zhuo's eyes, surrounded by nurses running after him. The people on the hospital bed were already unconscious, murmuring something, their hands and feet twitched.

Gu Zhuo couldn't help being a little scared, he hugged Song Rin's shoulders tightly, but he didn't think for a second, Song Rin pushed him away and left his arms.

Song Rin led him out of the elevator, turned a corner very familiarly, found the second entrance, and walked towards Central Park.

When turning the corner, Gu Zhuo saw the traditional English characters on the wall, psychiatrydepartm, psychiatry.

At this moment, he suddenly understood Song Rin's intention for bringing him here.

Gu Zhuo trembled slightly, but just when he wanted to call Song Rin to stop, Song Rin smiled and called An Keyu to the front.

It was only then that Gu Zhuo realized that the two of them had already walked to Central Park. Not far away was a woman wearing a hospital gown and holding a puppy. Her head was resting on a man beside him. she read.

An Keyu turned his head in surprise, got up with the dog in his arms and waved to Song Rin: "You're here!"

"Well, I'm here." Song Rin stepped forward and gave her a hug, then turned and introduced to the two of them, "This is my lover, Gu Zhuo."

An Keyu was even more surprised. She grinned and looked at Gu Zhuo, raising her eyebrows to express her satisfaction: "Hi, I'm An Keyu, and this is my husband, Deng Chao."

Gu Zhuo suppressed the throbbing in his heart, stood next to Song Rin, and greeted the two of them respectively.

An Keyu glanced at Gu Zhuo with a smile, then pulled Song Rin to sit on the bench: "What are you doing here this time?"

There was some worry in An Keyu's eyes when he asked this question, Song Rin could understand, he patted An Keyu's hand: "Come and borrow your husband."

"Borrow him?" An Keyu was puzzled for a moment, but soon laughed again, without asking why, and said straightforwardly, "Yes, you can borrow it as you like."

Deng Chao frowned slightly when he heard this, but didn't say anything.

Song Rin thanked with a smile, and then said to Deng Chao: "Mr. Deng, can I trouble you to show Gu Zhuo around this floor?"

Listening to Song Rin's words, Deng Chao frowned in confusion: "What? Go around?"

"Yes, go around," Song Rin was still smiling, he turned his head and took a deep look at Gu Zhuo, and replied, "Take him around more, Ke Yu and I also have something to say."

Facing Song Rin's gaze, Gu Zhuo's feeling that something was wrong became more and more obvious. He opened his mouth to say something, but An Keyu robbed him of the conversation.

An Keyu pushed Deng Chao up, and urged: "Go quickly, you are so familiar with him. And you have been here to see me for almost a day, so annoying."

Speaking of this, An Keyu pushed the puppy into his arms: "By the way, let's slip 500 million by the way, it has been sleeping all day."

500 million woke up from the dream, and when he opened his eyes, he found that the person in front of him was Deng Chao. He cried out in an instant, grabbed Deng Chao's hand and ran towards An Keyu's arms.

Deng Chao pushed 500 million's head back with one hand, grabbed the dog leash, put it on 500 million, and said to Song Rin: "Then you and her have a good chat, and please pay attention to the health of the topic."

After finishing speaking, he ignored An Keyu's noise, walked up to Gu Zhuo, and said, "Then please come with me, Mr. Gu, and I will take you for a walk."

Gu Zhuo grabbed Song Rin's hand tightly, pursed his lips and looked at him: "You want me to go?"

"Yes, I want you to go." Song Rin twirled the broken hair on Gu Zhuo's forehead, pulled him to stand up, looked at Deng Chao, and said with deep meaning, "Please."

Deng Chao's pupils shrank a little, he took a deep look at Song Rin, and replied, "Got it."

Song Rin smiled at him, then turned around and hugged Gu Zhuo, and whispered in his ear: "Go, I'll wait for you to come back here."

Gu Zhuo didn't know what was going on, but subconsciously, he hugged Song Rin tightly and confirmed, "Don't go, wait for me."

"Okay, I'm not going," Song Rin patted him, withdrew from her embrace, and said with a smile, "Just go for a stroll, don't make it look like you're leaving life and death, go quickly."

Gu Zhuo looked at him silently, the two of them looked at each other for a few seconds, finally Gu Zhuo looked away first, he squeezed Song Rin's hand hard, turned around and left with Deng Chao without saying anything.

Song Rin watched the figures of two people and a dog disappear around the corner, and the smile on his face disappeared instantly, replaced by panic.

"Don't be afraid," An Keyu pulled him to sit down, squeezed his hand and said, "He will be back."

Song Rin's eyes were a little red, he laughed at himself and said, "People like us are really disgusting, we need to keep testing to confirm love, so as to gain that ridiculous sense of security."

"Disgusting is disgusting," An Keyu shrugged indifferently, "Flowers can be admired, and maggots also have a stench to love. I don't know how many times I have to go mad at Deng Chao every year, but look at us, still All right. Song Rin, if he can't pass this test, you won't be able to go for long in the future."

Song Rin understands this reason, since he has decided to be honest, this part is the most unavoidable thing to hide.It's just that he didn't have the courage to speak out, so he could only use this method to borrow others' words.

Just like when An Keyu used his mouth to make it clear to Deng Chao.They were both cowards.

While speaking, An Keyu leaned his head on Song Rin's shoulder, and Song Rin clasped her wrist with his backhand, feeling the raised scratches.

One, two, three... seven.There is one more.

Song Rin's heart throbbed, and she asked, "When did it happen? What about Deng Chao, hasn't he been by your side all the time?"

"Ah...Two months ago? I can't remember, fluoxetine made me confused," An Keyu yawned, "He has to go to work, he can't always take me with him. I also Shit, I saw that I was in better condition, so I said I was staying at home. You know, his customers only issued bills every afternoon, and they were busy until the early morning before returning home. I really couldn't stay up late, so I didn't follow go to company."

"And then? You didn't take the medicine?" Song Rin's hands trembling as he touched the scar, "Didn't you call him, didn't you call me?"

An Keyu smiled: "It's too late to eat, my actions are faster than my thoughts, and by the time I realized it, it was already like this. But it's better than before, Song Rin, I felt scared, I went downstairs to the hospital, I I want to live."

Opposite An Keyu's home in China is the hospital, and Deng Chao made his home there on purpose, preferring to work across districts by himself.

Being able to think of going to the hospital in time and having the idea of ​​living an active life is already a huge improvement for An Keyu.

Song Rin breathed a sigh of relief, but his heart still ached. He stroked An Keyu's wrist and said softly, "Don't do this next time. Didn't you say you planned to wear a sleeveless skirt last time?"

"Sleeveless dress," An Keyu smiled. She looked at Song Rin and changed the subject, "Did you know that the wedding dress Deng Chao showed me last time was sleeveless."

It is self-evident what the purpose of Deng Chao showing her the wedding dress is.

Song Rin raised her eyebrows in surprise: "Are you going to get married?"

"No, I haven't recovered from my illness. I can get married. It's enough to harm him. There's no need to harm his family." An Keyu tilted his head and curled his lips. When he turned his head again, his face was already calm, "I I went crazy that day, told him that I wanted to become a nun, and showed me the wedding dress the next day, and gave me a dog, well, it was the one just now."

"It's good, that dog is very clingy to you," Song Rin said with a smile. He glanced at An Keyu and said speechlessly, "How did you think of becoming a nun?"

"Ah... Didn't I be taken to the temple to recuperate for a period of time in the first half year? Wow, that period of time was really peaceful. I didn't have all kinds of thoughts, and my mind was very quiet." An Keyu said, "I took the medicine that day, but the side effects were too painful for me, so I suddenly thought about it. You know, when I get sick, I have all kinds of thoughts in my mind."

"Then don't think so," Song Rin said softly, "He has been waiting for you for a long time."

"It's been a long time..." An Keyu read with a smile, with long-lasting melancholy in his tone, and a tear slipped quietly from the corner of his eyes, "Yes, it's been a long time. In a flash, nine years have passed."

Speaking of which, she sniffed and put away her emotions, and changed the subject: "Okay, don't keep talking about me, what's the matter with you this time? You sent me a message today, I thought you came here specially As for mine, I don’t know that you are so focused on your lover. When did it happen, why don’t I know? Our revolutionary friendship!”

He and An Keyu are really destined. At that time, in order to cover up his illness, Song Rin changed hospitals every once in a while, but he could meet An Keyu every time.Later, when it was so serious that they were hospitalized, the clinic was still in An Ke language, so the friendship between the two of them ended like this.

And An Keyu is one of the few people who can speak his mind.However, in recent years, An Keyu followed Deng Chao farther and farther, and Song Rin herself became more and more busy, and the communication between the two gradually decreased.

The last contact was when Deng Chao came to inquire about the hospital a few months ago, and this hospital was introduced to An Keyu by Song Rin, but he was busy at that time and didn't have time to ask about the situation. Wanting to really confess to Gu Zhuo, the second is to come and see her.

Song Rin smiled: "You were the first to know about what happened the day before yesterday."

An Keyu exclaimed in surprise: "Then I'm really honored." But then she changed her words and looked at Song Rin with concern in her eyes: "Are you sure it's him?"

"Yes, it's him." Song Rin said, and he looked at An Keyu, "Ke Yu, do you still remember our chat on the rooftop that day?"

An Keyu nodded and said he remembered.

It was the day before An Keyu applied to be M, and she dragged Song Rin to say that she wanted to have one last delicious meal, and the two of them took advantage of the shift of the nurses, stole their mobile phones, and ordered takeaway to eat on the rooftop.

The hospital gowns were empty, and the two sat on the edge of the platform, separated by dozens of meters, with the intertwining traffic of Beijing and the city under their feet.That's probably when they're at their worst, most deviant, most demented.

So, at that time, the two of them came up with a hypothetical agreement in a flash of their brains. If one day they could choose to die painlessly, then they would do it.Thinking back now, it was enough to be a second-year student and stupid enough.

Thinking of this, the two looked at each other, and both of them could clearly see the deep meaning contained in each other's eyes.

Song Rin smiled at her: "It's him, so I'm going to break the contract, I don't want to wait for a painless death, it's so stupid. I want to... love once, live once, even if it may be Not as I wish, but... I don't think I'll regret it."

Hearing Song Rin's words, An Keyu's eyes suddenly turned red. She stretched out her hand and flicked Song Rin's forehead, choked up and said, "Idiot, I broke the contract a long time ago, you are waiting for a fart. Don't worry about whether his life is what he wants or not." , don't care, okay, for us, living happily is the most important thing, so whatever he does, just, just... bitch."

Song Rin bounced her back, and said with a smile, "ok, bitch."

The author has something to say: the two chapters are combined into one, so there will be no update tomorrow. 1.28 stay

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