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The computer screen emitted a dim white light, and the distance between them was so far that Bi Ziyun couldn't see what Fang Nan was doing at all.He yawned and rolled from one end of the bed to the other, ready to crawl to Fang Nan's side.

Hearing Bi Ziyun's movement behind him, Fang Nan immediately closed his notebook and turned to look at the person on the bed.

Bi Ziyun was in a half-dream and half-awake state, and his voice didn't sound very clear: "...What are you doing?"

"fine."

Putting the notebook on the bedside table, Fang Nan lay back on the bed, reached out and rubbed Bi Ziyun's head: "Go to sleep, it's getting late."

After finishing what he was doing, he turned sideways, embraced the sleepy Bi Ziyun in his arms, pressed his forehead against Bi Ziyun's warm nape, and slowly closed his eyes.

At noon the next day, Bi Ziyun suddenly woke up from the bed, and found that there were still some sporadic memories of last night in his mind.

He was the only one left at home, Fang Nan went to school early as usual, and took his notebook with him before going out.

Combining the two days of observation, Bi Ziyun felt that something was wrong with Fang Nan, as if he was secretly doing something shameful without telling him.

But first of all, affairs can be ruled out, the earth will not be destroyed, Fang Nan will not cheat, he has never worried about this.

Then... what else does Fang Nan need to hide from himself?

Bi Ziyun really didn't understand.

After three or four days like this, Fang Nan finally showed his flaws one night.

After typing the paper all night, he forgot to close the notebook when he went to the bathroom to take a shower, and left the notebook in the living room.

The sound of the water in the bathroom was too loud, and the notebook suddenly issued a "Didi" alert for new messages, but Fang Nan, who was taking a shower, didn't hear it.

Bi Ziyun was still struggling to build up his mind, whether or not he should secretly look through Fang Nan's notebook.After all, there are a lot of important academic materials stored in Fang Nan's computer, so it's best not to mess with them unless there are special circumstances.

Unexpectedly, the computer beeped a few times, and a new mailbox notification popped up in the lower right corner.

This is a red email in English, and the sender is a foreigner with the prefix "Dr.".

Sitting on the sofa depressed for a long time, Bi Ziyun still held his breath, clicked the mouse, and opened the email.

The foreigner is a doctor of data science, and there are a lot of title suffixes at the end of the email, such as a full professor of a certain famous university, the person in charge of a certain scientific research project, or some kind of honorary knight.

The content of the professor's reply letter, the translated meaning is probably:

[Dear Fang, this is too regrettable.In any case, we still hope that you will consider it again, and the British school is willing to provide you with a high scholarship to relieve your personal pressure.All in all, this is a great opportunity for you and us.The absence of you in this field study is a great loss to us. 】I feel sorry... sorry for what?

Bi Ziyun has an intuition that he will find the answer behind it immediately.

He simply opened Fang Nan's mailbox and clicked on the full text of the email.

The email was sent by a person in charge of a British scientific research team, saying that they have enjoyed working with Fang Nan in the past six months, and they highly recognized Fang Nan's academic and scientific research capabilities. P University will have an international exchange program in the second half of this year, and will recommend outstanding academic candidates to the UK for a half-year to one-year exchange study.

The person in charge said that he would be happy to write a letter of recommendation for Fang Nan himself, asking him if he would like to come to the UK and follow the project team to continue the field research.

Three days ago, that is, the day he found an empty beer can in the kitchen, Fang Nan sent the first letter back to the person in charge, saying that he needed some time to think about it.

The person in charge said to wait for his news at any time.

Fang Nan's latest reply letter was the night before yesterday, that is, the night when he woke up in the middle of the night and saw Fang Nan sitting by the window.

【Dear Dr. Withey, first of all, I am very grateful to you and the school for providing me with this opportunity of academic exchange. 】【However, due to the current economic constraints, and my family and partner also need me to stay in the country to take care of them.After several considerations, I still decided not to participate in the exchange program and came to the UK.It was a very memorable experience, and I would like to thank the professor again for recognizing me.Fang Nan. ] "...Xiaoyun?"

Fang Nan stood at the door of the bathroom and made a sound in a daze.

He saw Bi Ziyun sitting in front of the computer in a daze, frowning slightly, his face turned pale by the screen's fluorescent light.

Bi Ziyun didn't turn her head to look at him, but just stared at the notebook on the coffee table, her lips parted slightly, but she didn't speak for a long time.

After a while, Bi Ziyun finally raised his head from the computer, and silently looked at Fang Nan at the bathroom door.

"Such a great opportunity..." Bi Ziyun asked him, "Why did you reject it?"

He knew how much Fang Nan cherished this research project.Since last year, I have been following up all the way. During the summer vacation, I stayed at the school to do summer research and published two papers. So far, I have achieved some results.Many graduate students in their department did not get such an opportunity to personally participate in this kind of international cutting-edge big data research project.

Since he was favored by the project leader and got a letter of recommendation from a well-known professor, why did Fang Nan give up halfway?

Is it because of yourself?

He didn't need to ask, because he had already got the answer from Fang Nan's eyes.

The two lived together for nearly three years, and there were very few real conflicts and disputes.This was indeed the first time in the world, Bi Ziyun quarreled with him and kicked him out of the bedroom.

Fang Nan really had no other place to go, so he could only make do on the sofa for the night.

He patiently explained to Bi Ziyun all night why he chose not to go to England.

Bi Ziyun is now in her fourth year of college and is about to graduate and work.If he wants to be a lawyer, he needs to start working as a trainee lawyer after graduation.

The salary of a trainee lawyer is very low. If he goes to the UK this time, he may be able to use the scholarship to offset the tuition fees, but he still has to pay for air tickets and accommodation out of his own pocket.The two of them worked so hard to save money for so long, and took out most of their savings to go abroad at once. Bi Ziyun stayed in China alone, and he was still a newcomer in the workplace. The next six months would be very difficult.

"Our current rent, including utilities, is four thousand a month." Fang Nan said, "Xiaoyun, if I really go out, you will be unable to make ends meet every month as a trainee lawyer, do you know?"

"Don't worry about it, I'll figure it out myself."

Bi Ziyun didn't listen to Wang Ba's chanting.

In fact, apart from economic constraints, there were some other important reasons, which he didn't intend to tell Bi Ziyun.

The exchange period starts in June this year and ends in January next year.If he really went to England, he would miss Bi Ziyun's last campus concert, miss Bi Ziyun's graduation ceremony, and also miss Bi Ziyun's first days in the workplace.

The two of them are not particularly ceremonial people, but he doesn't want to miss any of the most important days in his lover's life.

The two stalemate for a long time, and finally did not reach a consensus.Bi Ziyun slammed the bedroom door shut, not letting Fang Nan in to sleep.

After knocking on the bedroom door several times, Xiaoyun still wouldn't open it.Fang Nan sighed, sat back on the sofa in the living room, stared at the night sky outside the window and became absorbed, then picked up the key and went downstairs, bought a few cans of beer and came back.

In the middle of the night, Bi Ziyun opened the bedroom door with a pair of panda eyes, holding Xiaocai in his arms.

The living room was extremely hot, but Fang Nan forgot to turn on the air conditioner, and fell asleep lying on the sofa with his clothes on.There were several cans of leftover beer on the coffee table, Fang Nan's hands were hanging down on the edge of the sofa, and he fell asleep soundly after drinking.

Putting down the little genius in his arms, Bi Ziyun tiptoed to sit beside the sleeping Fang Nan, picked up Fang Nan's half-drinked wine, and drank it with his head raised.

It was bitter and astringent, and after so many years, he was still not fully used to the taste of alcohol.

Fang Nan once had a basketball dream, but was forced to run aground because of ankylosing spondylitis.

He also once had a dream of going to university with Fang Nan, but it was suspended because of Fang Nan's illness and suspension of school.

Their lives are full of all kinds of regrets, but in the end they made it all the way.

Only this time, he didn't want Fang Nan to have any more regrets.

Fang Nan leaned on the sofa, Bi Ziyun leaned on Fang Nan's shoulder, Xiao Tiancai leaned on his second dad's lap, they all closed their eyes and slept very deeply.

The sky outside the window gradually turned pale, and it was a new day.

A week later, the night before the deadline for the exchange program registration, the college received Fang Nan's exchange registration form.

The application form for the full scholarship and the recommendation letter from foreign professors are attached to the application form. Among the many candidates, Fang Nan stood out with his outstanding academic resume, near-perfect language scores and far ahead grade points, and successfully won the award. Research exchange opportunities.

On the second day after Fang Nan got the quota to go abroad, Bi Ziyun also received a second notice from a well-known law firm.

In the farewell after the college entrance examination, they knew nothing about the future, but they still made promises with each other without hesitation, and ran to the distance.

On that summer night in 2014, before leaving the small southern town, he said goodbye to Fang Nan.

Later, after 365 days and nights, the goodbye turned into a reunion after a long absence.

The second parting is about to usher in. Although they are separated by the eastern and western hemispheres and the distance is even further, they are still not to be feared.

Because people who love each other will be able to meet again.

The author has something to say: Thanks for reading~

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感谢在2021-01-3120:51:42~2021-02-0117:36:57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦