young sir

, I shouldn't have sneaked out when she was angry..."

Speaking of this, Bi Ziyun suddenly remembered that Fang Nan took the initiative to invite him out to play today. It sounded like Fang Nan's fault when he said this.

"No, no, I didn't mean it's not good to play outside." Bi Ziyun almost bit his tongue, only to feel that the more he talked, the more stupid he became. "I'm really happy when I come out to play today, really. I haven't played for a long time. It was so much fun.”

"Take a break," Fang Nan looked out the window, "I will see Auntie later, talk to her, don't quarrel."

After saying this, he put on the earphones, closed his eyes and started listening to the song.

Seeing Fang Nan's reaction, Bi Ziyun wished he could find a mallet somewhere and hit his head hard twice.

What happened to me today, not to mention offending my mother, but also offending Fang Nan.Looking at Fang Nan's current state, it was obvious that he was in a bad mood.

After switching several songs, Fang Nan couldn't quite listen to them.After a while, he simply closed the music software and took off the earphones.

Although the heavy metal in the music was noisy, it was not as harsh as what Bi Ziyun's mother said.

"Hello, auntie?"

"Is Bi Ziyun staying with you?" Su Lijuan asked.

Before he had time to speak, Su Lijuan's voice suddenly had a hint of crying: "Fang Nan, stay away from my son in the future, okay?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-01-0119:26:02~2021-01-0221:50:45期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 8 bottles of squeaks;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

59. Obedient

The train arrived at Beijiao Railway Station at 08:30 on time, and the two of them got out of the turnstile together, but Fang Nan stopped at the exit first.

He said to Bi Ziyun, "See you on Monday."

Bi Ziyun glanced at the hazy night sky outside, and the sky had already darkened: "Anyway, we're on the way, why don't we take my mother's car back to the city?"

"..."

Fang Nan choked on Bi Ziyun's words, and it took a long time before he spoke again: "I have something to do around here, you should go back first."

The northern suburbs are located in the outer ring of the city. It is a place where people don't shit. What can Fang Nan do around here?

Bi Ziyun was a little puzzled, but he knew that if Fang Nan didn't want to talk about something, no one else would be able to ask him.He simply stopped struggling: "Then I'm going first? You pay attention to safety, I will send you a text message when I get home."

"Yeah." Fang Nan repeated what he said on the train before, "Talk to Auntie, don't quarrel."

"Got it." Thinking of this, Bi Ziyun was a little worried again. When he got in the car, he would probably be scolded by his mother.

He waved goodbye to Fang Nan, and just as he turned around to go out of the station, he suddenly felt a little more warmth on the top of his head.

Fang Nan raised his hand and gently stroked his hair.

Bi Ziyun held her breath and subconsciously stopped.He was about to turn around, but he heard Fang Nan behind him say, "You got something on your head."

"... Oh." Bi Ziyun withdrew his gaze.

He clenched the Nike bag on his shoulder with his hands, and the corners of his eyes drooped slightly: "Then I'll go back first, bye."

Another train arrived at the station, and the two were instantly separated by the bustling flow of people.

Bi Ziyun turned around and found that Fang Nan was still standing there, watching him from afar.

After finding his mother's car in the parking lot, Bi Ziyun opened the door and got into the passenger seat.

Su Lijuan sat in the driver's seat and tapped her fingers on the steering wheel in front of her. When she heard the sound of the car door being opened, her fingers paused slightly, but she didn't turn her head.

Looking at the serious-looking mother in the car, he suddenly felt a little guilty.

"Mom," Bi Ziyun said weakly, "You just came back from Harbin today? Why don't you tell me."

Su Lijuan ignored him, turned the key to turn on the ignition, and started the engine.

The car drove out of the parking lot and onto the expressway outside the train station. Su Lijuan still didn't say a word.

It seems that my mother is really angry this time.Bi Ziyun thought to herself.

While the car was driving, he finally found a chance to say, "Mom, I'm sorry."

"I shouldn't have come out to play without telling you, making you worry... I'm ignorant, just this time, and I won't do it again in the future." He shook out all the words he had planned in his mind, " If I knew you'd be back today, I wouldn't be running around, really."

Su Lijuan's voice was a little hoarse: "Let's talk about it when we go home."

Only then did Bi Ziyun realize that her mother's eyelids were red and swollen, as if she had just cried a lot.

He gradually became uneasy, not knowing what happened to his mother: "Mom?"

"Stop talking." Su Lijuan honked the car horn, "Xiaoyun, leave me alone, okay?"

Bi Ziyun immediately shut up, not daring to speak anymore.

Just because I sneaked out to play, my mother will definitely not be so sad, there must be some other reason...

He speculated wildly in his mind, until his mother stopped the car at the door of the house, he still had no clue.

After parking the car in front of the garage door, Su Lijuan opened the garden door.As soon as he entered the house, Bi Ziyun was startled by the mess in the living room.The cabinets in the house were all open, and the floor was covered with many fragments of glass products, as if they had been deliberately smashed.

Before he put down his bag, Su Lijuan turned on the night light in the living room and motioned him to sit on the sofa.

After observing the situation at home, Bi Ziyun really panicked: "Mom, tell me, what happened? Is it because of Dad?"

Sitting on the sofa opposite her son, Su Lijuan's tone was very calm: "Xiaoyun, tell mom the truth, do you have something to hide from mom?"

Seeing the serious expression on Su Lijuan's face, Bi Ziyun suddenly had a bad feeling.

"When did your... hobbies start?"

Su Lijuan asked her son: "Is it always like this, or is it because of that kid surnamed Fang?"

"Mom, I don't understand what you mean..." Bi Ziyun's heart skipped a beat.

"You like that Fang, don't you?" Su Lijuan stared straight at her son, "You are of the same sex—"

Before she could finish her sentence, Bi Ziyun's face turned completely pale.

Seeing the expression on her son's face and the deliberately dodging eyes, Su Lijuan has verified her guess.

She only felt that her legs and feet were weak, and her whole body fell into a complete breakdown.

"Mom..." Hearing what Su Lijuan said, Bi Ziyun immediately stood up from the sofa.

Su Lijuan imagined the reactions of many sons, the anger of being exposed, the shame of being exposed to others, or the justification...

What she never expected was that at the moment when she asked sharply, the first thing her son said was: "Mom...you told him?"

Bi Ziyun's eyes were bloodshot, he stared at his mother in front of him, and repeated slowly: "Mom, you were on the phone today... and told him everything?"

Seeing her son's reaction, Su Lijuan suddenly felt powerless and sad from the bottom of her heart.

She thought her son would refute, explain, and lose his temper, even if he quarreled with herself, or fought with herself like he did when he was a child.

Unexpectedly, his son admitted it in a disguised form like this, and his posture was even so humble, as if he was afraid that the person would know.

"...Do you think I will casually tell an outsider that my son likes men? My son is gay?"

Su Lijuan supported the corner of the coffee table in the living room, and felt that her eyes were dark for a while: "How dare I say it, how will others see you and our mother and son?"

Bi Ziyun saw her mother's body tilted, as if she was about to lose her weight and fall to the ground, so she quickly stepped forward and held Su Lijuan's arm.

Su Lijuan pushed him away and collapsed on the sofa.

"Let me ask you." Su Lijuan took a deep breath, "Apart from me, who else knows about this?

"..."

"Does the surname Fang know?"

Bi Ziyun said hoarsely: "...he doesn't know."

"Mom, he only treats me as a friend, he doesn't know anything. Don't go to him, please, it's really none of his business—"

Su Lijuan shook her head and didn't speak for a long time.She leaned weakly on the sofa, her eyes were tightly closed, and the delicate makeup on her face had already been washed away by tears.

Bi Ziyun stood among the shards of glass all over the floor, looking at his mother with bloodshot eyes.

He waited for Su Lijuan to scold him severely, like every quarrel before, crying to him how hard it was for him to raise him, crying about how much he had spent on him, and scolding him until he was bleeding.

But Su Lijuan didn't do that, she just bent down in front of her son, covering her face and weeping silently.

Such a non-arguing and silent confrontation made Bi Ziyun feel even more heartbroken.

He suddenly remembered the tear-stained paper that Liu Xueting handed to him when the school found out and was forced to break up with Cao Fanyu.

Liu Xueting asked him, is he guilty of liking?

The 16-year-old thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't come up with the correct answer.

He wanted to slap himself hard and apologize to his mother immediately.Said, Mom, I was wrong, stop crying.

But is it wrong to like someone?

He fell in love with someone, but that person happened to be a boy.

He likes Fang Nan, is it wrong?

Bi Ziyun did not apologize to Su Lijuan in the end.

Catch the morning flight home and go through it again