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When the suppressed emotions reach the extreme, most people choose to explode, because it will make them feel better.

Zhang Zhang sat up and fell asleep.

no dream.

Because he wasn't asleep at all, he just sat motionless and stiff.

He was afraid that he would have nightmares and the sound of sobbing, and he dared not let himself fall asleep.

Of course, sleep is the best way to soothe your emotions.

Messy thoughts turned into wool, twisted into a ball, blocking the internal organs, he just wanted to pull out these balls of thread and throw them away.

But he couldn't, he had to be patient and clean it up patiently.

Little by little, one by one, we peeled off the cocoons, and then neatly arranged these blood-stained woolen threads, and put them away in different categories.

Black cocoa is black.

NSA is red.

And Lei Gang, colorful and chaotic, was broken into pieces.

He could only, trembling and choking with sobs, find the ends of the broken wool and tie them one by one. He had to be patient.

The plane arrived at Beijing Airport 12 hours later.

When getting off the plane, Xiang Shuo walked past Zhang Zhang, his shoulders bumped into each other lightly, behind the thin and transparent lenses, his eyes were worried with questioning.

'Gong Zhi' frowned, glared at him, stretched out his slender arms, took down the luggage, and left without looking back.

Xiang Shuo looked at Lei Gang suspiciously. Lei Gang's gaze followed Zhang Zhang. His eyes were so dark that they swallowed up all the light and lost their vivid colors. Then he turned his eyes and walked out.

Xiang Shuo pinched the bridge of his nose. The weight of the glasses frame made him feel a little uncomfortable. For some reason, four words suddenly popped up in his mind.

If it's a good thing, why not grind it?Anyway, can people like them really hope for a pie in the sky?

There are many people in the waiting hall, but there are very few people with a height of more than 1.80 and a slender and straight back.

Xiang Shuo dragged his luggage and walked forward slowly. The hem of the windbreaker scraped his calves, and he uncomfortably pulled the newly worn scarf. The temperature difference between the weather and the place was really life-threatening.

The back of Lei Gang in front of him paused, turned to another direction, Xiang Shuo looked along, and saw the light in the bathroom.

It seems... to go alone.

Xiang Shuo walked out of the waiting hall, the chilly air rushed towards him, and the wet road indicated that it had snowed again last night. He stood by the side of the road with his neck curled up and lit a cigarette for himself, and his eyes searched around , I didn't see my response personnel, but Zhang Zhang's people had already sat in the taxi early.

so cold~~

After smoking half a cigarette, a cloud of blue flashed across his vision. Xiang Shuo looked over, and 'Gong Zhi' wearing a blue down jacket walked quickly to the front of the connector's car, followed by Lei Gang not too far away.

"Hi! Where are you going? Let's go together." Gong Zhi stopped holding the doorknob and turned his head to look over.

Xiang Shuo glanced left and right, pointed at himself, and walked over in a daze after confirming.

This is against the rules.

Forget it, anyway, there are enough hats on the top of the head, and there is no shortage of this one.

Gong Zhi had half of his butt stuck to the seat cushion, pointed to the passenger seat in front and said, "You sit here."

"Thank you." Xiang Shuo pretended to be polite, and decisively opened the car door.

Within a few minutes of driving on Airport Road, the driver spoke first, "The headquarters asks you to go back and report on your duties immediately."

"Yeah." Zhang Zhang nodded, twisted his body and rummaged in the bag beside him for a while, the movement was natural, only the hand hidden in the bag trembled slightly.

Lei Gang frowned slightly, looked away from the driver's profile, and looked at Zhang Zhang.

It turns out... I really don't have time...

The hand on the side was slowly clenched, hesitating, and the words stuck in his throat surged again, clamoring, trying to tear them out.

wait for me.

He wants to say.

Whether it is one year or two years, as long as we are still alive, I will find you and we will be together.

In the field of vision, Zhang Zhang raised his head, his eyes were slightly bent, the stars were shining inside, and he leaned over with a faint smile.

This kind of laughter broke through his defense almost instantly, and those persistence, patience and habits suddenly disappeared into ashes and disappeared without a trace.

In response, he raised the corner of his mouth, and a word overflowed his lips

"I……"

This is a momentary change, but the sky is turned upside down.

The man in sight suddenly raised his hand to cover his mouth and nose, his face was ferocious, and he smelled a familiar smell in his nose.

narcotics.

Shock!Puzzled!anger!A brain popped up.

He struggled vigorously, but was suppressed by the opponent with even greater strength. The sleepiness swept over him wave after wave like waves, and darkness descended...

At the end of losing consciousness, all he could insist on was not to attack, not to attack... And, why?

"Go to the hospital." Zhang Zhang hugged the comatose man, the heavy weight made him breathless, and his breath trembled unevenly.

The driver's eyes widened in surprise.

Xiang Shuo turned around directly, his eyes full of doubts, "Fourth Young Master..."

"Go to the hospital, did you hear that!? Go to the hospital!!" Zhang Zhang yelled, "Now! Immediately!"

"Fourth Young Master..." The driver hesitantly spit out two words, Zhang Zhang stared back at him through the rearview mirror, and finally he could only look at Xiang Shuo.

There was madness in Zhang Zhang's bloodshot eyes, which was a kind of determination to go all out. Xiang Shuo was silent for a while, still unable to analyze Zhang Zhang's motives, but understood that no one could stop him at this time.

"According to what he said." Xiang Shuo turned around and sat back, looking at the connector, "Fourth Young Master and I will be responsible."

An hour after he came out of the hospital, Lei Gang lay unconscious on Zhang Zhang's back, Xiang Shuo supported Lei Gang's back by his side, and looked at Zhang Zhang with a strange expression.

"You're really crazy."

Zhang Zhang glanced across his face lightly, and smiled wryly.

Xiang Shuo sighed, "Actually... I don't think it's necessary... Forget it, you can decide for yourself, what should you do now?"

Zhang Zhang warned him, "Nothing, nothing happened, nothing is known."

Xiang Shuo raised a hand in surrender, "OK, I don't know anything, let alone say it, but...he is about to wake up, how do you explain it?"

"He won't wake up for a while."

Xiang Shuo's eyes twitched, and he instantly understood Zhang Zhang's meaning.

The taxi waiting at the door started.

The connector man silently turned on the turn signal and turned the steering wheel without looking sideways.

The taxi drove out of the gate of the hospital slowly and steadily, and drove towards the business district.

Xiang Shuo pressed half of the window, lit a cigarette for himself, and looked a little lonely.

Is there a limit to how much you can love someone?

he does not know.

I just envy Lei Gang.

He hopes that there is such a person who can love himself so much, even if it is death, he will be dragged to hell and never let go.

"Close the window." Zhang Zhang's voice came from behind.

Without looking back, Xiang Shuo silently extinguished his cigarette, took another look at the view unobstructed by the cellophane, and slowly closed the window.

After all, it was a step too late.

Zhang Zhang hugged Lei Gang tightly, looking at his sleeping face obsessively, all the reluctance gathered in his eyes.

The fingers delicately traced the profound facial features, and the soft and full lips became the most frequented place, and finally leaned forward and kissed unbearably, sticking together, savoring carefully, the taste of Lei Gang... .

His nose suddenly became sore, he bit his soft lips fiercely, pierced into the flesh, and blood flowed out, deep!Make your own mark!

Lei Gang!You have to live well!

for sure!

3 month 21 number

Time, 9:10.

Flight 9512 from Beijing to Xichang galloped on the runway, the wings twisted, and with the help of the airflow, it slowly left the ground and flew into the sky.

Lei Gang watched the scenery outside the cabin receding rapidly, his eyes were dark and his vision was empty, and then his vision slowly converged, forming a bunch of reflections falling on the window.

The blurred reflection, unable to be seen clearly, could not be grasped, as if it was blown by a strong wind and could not be gathered into shape. Only the dark lips clearly showed three small scars.

Tingling.

He raised his hand to touch his lower lip, his fingertips moved over the scar, and the pain reappeared.

He didn't understand why Zhang Zhang did this?

I don't understand at all!

When he woke up, Zhang Zhang and Xiang Shuo had disappeared without a trace, and only he and the driver were left in the empty car.

Under his questioning, the driver just silently handed over the room card and drove away.

Then, he went to Zhang Zhang's house and stood outside the door until the early hours of the morning, but the man did not come back.

The hole in the heart grew a little bigger, and he whimpered, as if crying.

The eyes were extremely sore, but no tears flowed.

Because he knows what he missed.

Timing is magic, which comes quietly and leaves quietly. The joy and sorrow of the moment depend on whether it is caught or not. His hesitation and hesitation made him miss the most brilliant moment of magic.

This regret will accompany you for life...

Lei Gang got off the plane in a daze, the waiting hall was crowded with people, but the color of olive green was extremely clear, the familiar color, the kind face, the chaotic thoughts were thrown away for a moment, and he cheered up.

"Instructor!" Lei Gang hurried forward, stood still, saluted, and raised his five fingers to the height of his eyebrows, "Lei Gang, report!"

The instructor, Tan Guohua, smiled. Since Lei Gang was wearing casual clothes and he was in military uniform, he could only pat him on the arm, "Okay! Just come back safely, everyone misses you very much."

Lei Gang grinned and nodded, "I miss everyone too."

"Okay, let's go, let's talk on the road."

"Yes!"

All the way back, Lei Gang drove out of the urban area and turned into Panshan Road familiarly. The scenery on the side of the road was familiar yet unfamiliar. The green branches and fresh air on both sides of the road gave him a feeling of crossing between dreams and reality.

The barrenness of the 'Golden Crescent' and the vitality here.

The bitter smell of boiled opium and the moist and cool fresh air.

A crisis-ridden situation and a body that is at ease and relaxed at this moment.

A man who likes to grope close to oneself and a serious instructor.

The chaotic thoughts made him a little flustered, the sentences he narrated were messy, lost his order, and he kept repeating some sentences.

Tan Guohua patted his arm reassuringly, "Okay, let's take a rest, the task time this time...is really too long."

Lei Gang pursed his lips, nodded his head, and his eyes darkened.

The car turned a big bend and drove onto a cement paved road. The pines and cypresses on both sides of the road were straight and straight, standing like neatly arranged soldiers.

When a square gate appeared at the end of his field of vision, Tan Guohua looked at Lei Gang, "Go home."

The nose suddenly became sore, Lei Gang gritted his teeth and nodded heavily, his eyes were red.

It turned out that the injured child returned home not with tears of joy, but with grievances pouring out...

Obviously, she has decided to speak out, obviously, she has admitted that she loves that person, why is there such a result?

"You mean that I will bear all the responsibility this time?" Zhang Zhang raised his eyebrows, looked at the four political review officials in front of him, and sneered, "That's just right, please, investigate to the end, it's best to put me in jail." Never let him out of prison!"

"Cough!" Cheng Bing, who was sitting on the far left, woke up and gave Zhang Zhang a wink.

Staff Officer Yang glanced at Cheng Bing, with a faint warning, and then fell on Zhang Zhang's face, "You decided on the content of the transaction without a declaration, these..." Staff Officer Yang gritted his teeth, "The unequal transaction will make us Lost a lot of money. And, I must reiterate that any decision you make is not only related to you personally, but also to this country."

Zhang Zhang smiled, "May I ask, can I return Zhang Sishao to you? Maybe you can find someone who looks similar to me to have plastic surgery, or you can deliberately create a war so that the latecomers will prevail." , let Zhang Sishao die in front of the world."

Zhang Zhang sat up straight and leaned against the back of the chair, spread his hands and looked around, "Look, I've even figured out the solution for you, don't I have to worry about the details?"

Then he frowned and shook his head, "Well... no, it's not safe, maybe I have to have plastic surgery and completely abandon this identity, but... I don't know if you plan to let me live outside? Or finish under house arrest The rest of my life?"

Everyone's complexion became worse and worse with Zhang Zhang's words, and the atmosphere was stalemate for a while.

"Cough! Uh... uh, that, Zhang Zhang, don't get excited." Cheng Bing had no choice but to stand up and smooth things over, "We don't doubt that you make good use of your power, and of course we can understand your hard work ahead. It's just going according to the procedure, don't be emotional."

"I don't have emotions?" Zhang Zhang laughed, and his tone became sharper, "I came out of Jinxinyue, got on the plane from Iran, flew for 12 hours, and arrived here without a break, but you locked me up. I’ve been here for 23 hours without paying attention, let me sleep on the floor? Do I still have to thank you for giving me food and drink? Leaders, thank you! You are really considerate of our subordinates who go through life and death. He is a role model for the leadership of our Chinese nation."

"Crack!" sound.

Staff Officer Yang slammed the table and stood up. Just as he was about to speak, Zhang Zhang stood up faster than him and said faster, "What? You think I didn't reflect? Do I need to reflect? You stand here! You Sitting here! High above you, doing self-righteous things, but blindly using your own standards to deal with problems equally, why do you judge me?"

Zhang Zhang took a step forward and stared at him with burning eyes, "You don't need to play Mawei, everything I do is worthy of my identity, some compromises have exchanged news about East Turkistan, are you losing money? Ah!?"

"Pay attention to your attitude!" Minister Wu, who had been silent all this time, said sharply.

Cheng Bing pushed away the chair and went around, wishing he could cover Zhang Zhang's mouth.

Zhang Zhang waved away Cheng Bing's hand, and the next second his mouth was covered again, struggling, and yelled unwillingly and angrily.

Minister Wu took a deep breath, "I admit that it was my mistake to let you stay here for a day, and I apologize to you here." Minister Wu stood up and bowed, "I'm sorry."

Zhang Zhang stopped struggling, and broke away from Cheng Bing's hand, gasping for breath, but didn't speak again.

Minister Wu stood up straight, his upright and candid eyes fell on Zhang Zhang's face, "I really didn't interpret this matter from your standpoint, my ignorance caused this wrong decision, so if possible, I want to be able to talk to you sincerely."

Zhang Zhang's chest heaved and he stared at him for a while, before nodding his head.

What he wants to vent has also been vented. Anyone with a little head will not turn a blind eye to this kind of step.

Minister Wu smiled and looked at Cheng Bing, "You stay here, I also hope to know more about the situation of the Fourth Young Master these years. Staff Officer Yang, you go out first."

"Yes!"

The door is closed.

There were only three people in the room, and although the camera was still on, the atmosphere relaxed.

Minister Wu waved his hand and patted the seat beside him, "Xiao Zhang, come and sit down, although I know you should take a break, but we have to finish our work today, if you really can't bear it, you can take a break. "

Zhang Zhang pursed his mouth and walked over, slandering all the way, his self-esteem can't be used for food, the compromise is just for other needs, no wonder this Wu can be promoted to minister, if he changes those two guys to play with black cocoa , I am afraid that there will be no burial place for death.