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After Tan Guohua left, Lei Gang entered the bathroom with the help of the wall, washed his face with clean water, his slightly drunk eyes finally cleared up a bit, and the winding and translucent drops of water slid from his cheeks and gathered on the tip of his chin, hitting the edge of the table On it, a broken flower split open.

Looking fixedly at himself in the mirror, for a while, the corners of his tightly pursed lips curved upwards, the corners of his eyes were slightly curved, revealing star-pointed white teeth, and a friendly but distant smile.

Looking at the strange yet familiar self in the mirror, Lei Gang frowned fiercely, closed his eyes vigorously as if he was about to cut off something or abandon something, and tried his best to calm down the sudden disgust in his heart.

After several breaths, when I opened my eyes again, I finally lost the colorful colors that appeared earlier, and black and white are distinct.

People start to learn the basic self-care ability of speaking, walking, eating, etc. from the time they are born, and they start to learn characters and master knowledge when they are a little older. With the continuous accumulation of knowledge and the analysis of their interests, they start to choose to walk direction.

Now, he knows that he has to start learning how to walk more steadily on this road.

Lei Gang stroked his hair and walked out of the bathroom, the emotions in his eyes were completely peaceful.

I can't say that I hate these entertainments. I am no longer a child. I understand that these are society. Although the military management is closed, it has its own system and a "social order" that belongs to the soldiers alone.

'Order', good or bad, has already existed. Since he doesn't have the ability to change any order, he can only learn to adapt to 'it'.

Lei Gang stared at the phone by the bed for a while, then lay down rubbing his throbbing temples.

When he was on mission, he didn’t have a personal communication tool, and because of the secrecy of the Peregrine Falcon Army, the mobile phone had almost no meaning in existence, but when he came back from Beijing last time, he bought a card and charged money in when he went to Chengdu. He tried I sent a cross-border text message to Zhang Zhang, and within 20 minutes Tan Guohua caught him, scolded him, and asked him if he still remembered the confidentiality code?It clearly states that during the Peregrine Falcon period, no news is allowed to be sent to foreign countries.

At that time, Lei Gang lowered his head and said nothing. He always thought that Zhang Zhang's mobile phone would pass the review of the National Security Bureau before forwarding it.

At the end, Tan Guohua said that after this phone number tracking, there was an application record from the National Security Bureau, so let's forget about it, but no matter what you say, you must never touch the phone with the international area code added.

He and Zhang Zhang have been relying on letters to communicate, Zhang Zhang's side is better, and he explained vaguely that although the National Security Bureau will open and read letters, they will basically send the contents to him as soon as possible. Here, it is very laborious to receive and send letters, and they are constantly transferred, opened and read before they are handed over.

Three months passed in the blink of an eye, and I couldn't even hear a sound, I'm afraid I have to go on like this before I leave Peregrine Falcon.

Lei Gang turned over, thinking that he was going home before he was transferred, do you want to say hello to Zhang Zhang?

But... what if you are on a mission?

Thinking about my side has almost settled down, but Zhang Zhang's side is still far away, so far apart, what will happen in the end?

Thinking that there might be a day when I would never see anyone again, the unhealed hole in my heart would expand, humming.

He was afraid that something would happen to Zhang Zhang, and he didn't like Zhang Zhang's working environment, and he was even more afraid that people would leave because of the long hours and tiredness... Then what should he do?

I never thought about just having fun, and I am not this kind of person at all. I made such a big decision to be with the person I love, even if I am a man, I would accept it, but what should I do if there is a proposal to break up ?Can the heart that has been let go be taken back?

Lei Gang buried his head in the pillow, pressing down tightly.

The thoughts that were already chaotic in his head floated out after being so smoked by alcohol, floating in front of his eyes and he couldn't hide them.

I thought I could withstand the erosion of longing, and I have long been used to this kind of long-term relationship in different places. Just like every soldier I saw around me, I suppressed my feelings and focused on the work in front of me.

But imagination is always easier than reality. It turns out that emptiness is the most unbearable thing.

Returning to Peregrine Falcon the next day, Lin Feng found him in despair.

Sitting back on the chair, Lin Feng lowered his head and looked at his toes, remaining silent the whole time.

Lei Gang hung his hat on the shelf and unbuttoned the top two buttons of his uniform. Seeing that Lin Feng was still silent, he looked at Jian Liang.

Jian Liang said in a low voice, "There was a sudden mission last night, Zhu Zi and the others went there."

Lei Gang raised his eyebrows, this matter is normal, the past month has been calm, and there should be a mission, it is not only now that we start to worry about people getting hurt, right?

Jian Liang said, "The instructor came here and asked Lin Feng to pack up the beads and change the dormitory."

Lei Gang was stunned for a moment, "Won't the place be vacated as soon as we leave?"

Jane nodded, "Yes, Lin Feng said so, and the instructor left without saying anything."

Lei Gang frowned slightly, "Get to the point."

"Oh."

Jian Liang smiled mischievously, and was about to speak, when Lin Feng raised his head, "I might leave in a few days, my dad called, and the further study has been booked, and the political commissar of the team leader in two days I will go to Chengdu, meet me by the way, and let me go back."

Lei Gang nodded, Tan Guohua led them around to pave the road, Lin Feng must also start, this is quite normal, but... "Does it mean that you will not come back after you go?"

Lin Feng nodded, "That's what I said."

"Are you going to come back to go through the formalities? There are so many things to do? Don't worry, after you go back and meet with him, take the matter here as a matter of business, can your father stop you?" Jian Liang raised his eyebrows, comforting.

"No." Lin Feng frowned, with a sharp light in his eyes, "It's not that simple."

"What's so simple? Are you complicating things yourself? How can your father know what job you have here? The Falcon is not under the control of the Southwest Army!"

Lin Feng looked at him, remained silent for a long time, and sighed, his whole body seemed to be covered with a thick layer of ashes, "Forget it, I found this by myself."

Jian Liang looked at Lei Gang, and Lei Gang looked at Lin Feng suspiciously, and said, "Can't solve it?"

"Maybe, at least for now I don't have the ability to jump out, and that school is very good for further study."

Lei Gang nodded, "I should be able to come back before leaving, don't worry so much, if I can't wait for the beads, I will tell him."

Lin Feng sighed, that was the only way to go.

"What are you talking about?" Jian Liang glanced back and forth.

Lin Feng got up, patted Jian Liang on the shoulder and went out the door.

Jian Liang stretched his back and moved his head closer to Lei Gang, "What do you know?"

"I don't know anything." Lei Gang shook his head, his eyes were calm, and he really didn't know anything.

"Impossible, what charades are you playing?"

Lei Gang pursed his lips and smiled, got up and took off his clothes.

What Lin Feng was worried about, he really didn't know, but Lin Feng has always been a man of his own opinion, smart, and sooner or later he will figure out a way, Lin Feng doesn't want to say the reason, and he can't force it, he can only give some encouragement.

The reason for Lin Feng's entanglement here can be traced back to a year ago. At that time, he and Zhuzi went back to school for the awarding ceremony, and even got half a month's leave. After finding a possible marriage partner, he rushed to Tibet to arrest him as soon as his head became hot.

He still remembered that at that time he bought a few homosexual books and left them at home, preparing them as a foreshadowing, so that his parents would have a clear idea, and they would not scare people when they brought the beads home in the future.

Looking at it now, it is very likely that his father has read those books, otherwise he would not have sent him abroad in such a hurry. After all, with his father's character, he would never break the rules in the army .

It's just... It's hard to say if you didn't guess who it was.

come back again?Very unlikely.

Zhu Zi is now on a mission again, and he doesn't know when he will return to the team. Do the two have to separate without even saying goodbye?

Lin Feng entered the dormitory, stared blankly for a while, walked to Zhu Zhu's bed, patted the surface of the bed, and smoothed out the wrinkles meticulously, his nose became slightly sour.

All of this happened too quickly, without even making any preparations. If this puppy comes back and can't see anyone, how will he cry?

There are many sorrows of parting, love, family affection, friendship, all of them are classified together as feelings.

Jian Liang didn't care about it at first, thinking that Lin Feng and Zhu Zi would be separated like this, but when he glanced at the documents on the desktop, he suddenly came to his senses, Lin Feng is leaving!It's not time yet, and I didn't even attend the farewell party, so I left first!

Instantly reddened, Jian Liang looked at Lei Gang, "Brother Gang, why don't I... let the big guys know?"

Lei Gang nodded heavily, "Go to Lin Feng's side."

Jian Liang hunched over, bit her lower lip and left the room.

The footsteps near his ears gradually faded away, and Lei Gang turned his head to glance at the scenery outside the window.

The blue sky and white clouds, the mountains are piled up, and the green is about to drip.

Will these pictures only exist in memory in the future?

When time goes by, the new peregrine falcons become old and leave, one batch after another, no one remembers that they have been here, lived here, laughed together, cried together... because, Time can bury everything.

All that everyone can remember is this unchanging picture, turning yellow and fading.

Lei Gang's fingers pinching the bridge of his nose were dipped in scalding water, slippery but sticky.

People can get together again when they leave, and when they leave here, when can they come back?

I'm afraid... I won't be able to come back in this life.

Lei just washed his face and sorted out his emotions before passing by. When he got there, he was already the last person.

Shen Chen and Jian Liang hugged Lin Feng from left to right, and Lin Feng rubbed Guoguo's hair squatting at his feet, while Hou Xiaolong pressed his head, and Dabai and Tongzi surrounded Lin Feng not too far away.

Lin Feng cried like a child.

Some people cried with her, some comforted her, and some laughed gagly.

Looking at the familiar faces in the field of vision, the smiles and tears on the faces are so vivid.

Lei Gang walked over, bent down, wiped the tears from the corners of Lin Feng's eyes, and grinned, "When you've cried enough, let's get down to business. Whoever has the biggest official will be in charge of organizing the party."

Lin Feng nodded, no accident, this responsibility must be shouldered by himself.

Hou Xiaolong pushed Lin Feng's head fiercely, and laughed, "It's cool, as long as you have a good father, who among us is incompetent? Maybe who will become the general in the end."

"Let's talk about it first. It doesn't matter whether the madman comes back or not, but if any of you dare to break contact, I will use all my skills as a scout and I will arrest him. Moving or transferring is not a reason. Arrest Fa-rectification on the spot!"

Hou Xiaolong stared in a circle, "Okay, don't cry anymore, I thought you guys had horse urine, right? What a wonderful thing, he didn't go on a mission of sacrifice, he went to pave the way for becoming an official! Come on! Come, let's despise this second-generation official and the prince together."

There is a limit to making jokes and diverting attention. Even if everyone knows that this is going their separate ways, they can at most deal with it with a wry smile.

After all, a group of people gathered to Tan Guohua to find talents and dispersed.

Tan Guohua had to deal with some formalities for leaving the team temporarily with Lin Feng, and he came back after being busy for two hours.

Lin Feng didn't wait for Jizhu Karma to return to the team at night, so he handed Lei Gang a letter with a red nose and asked him to pass it on to someone, saying that he would leave early tomorrow morning.

The next day everyone sent Lin Feng off, his face was full of tears but he was about to show his teeth and smiled. Tan Guohua sat in the car, wiping his tears while waiting, and dragged Lin Feng into the car until there was not enough time. The sobbing sound almost crushed people, as reluctance to give up.

Three years.

Go through hell-like training together, go through life and death together on the battlefield, watch the sun rise and set, laugh and talk about life together.

Some people blocked bullets for him, some people ran all over the field with him injured on their backs, some people laughed and said, my brother too, I love you to death.

The time spent together is so happy that life is the most beautiful, but it is also as short as a glimpse.

Lin Feng covered his eyes while looking at the backing scenery outside the car, and cried bitterly as he looked at the brothers receding away in the rearview mirror.

At night, when Zhu Zi came back, Lei Gang handed over the letter to him, then closed the door, leaning against the wall and guarding silently.

The room has been very quiet, as if floating in an empty and infinite universe, there is no sound, no air, and I don't know where I am.

When he entered the room again, Jizhu Karma was lying on the bed, covered from head to toe under the quilt, curled up into a ball.

Asleep, or still sad?

Lei Gang didn't know.

At least some difficulties can only be borne by oneself, everyone has a world that has to be faced.

Everyone is.

After Lin Feng left, his teammates left one after another. Sadness had taken over all their emotions. When Mu Ran looked back, Lei Gang realized that he should leave too.

He spent half a day walking around every corner of Peregrine Falcon, from the dormitory to the simulation training room to the playground, and then squatted in front of a small tree and left two words, Peregrine Falcon.