beauty on beam

When she fell, she hit her head on a stone, although it was not fatal, Rongyue never woke up.

Han Shaoqing summoned the imperial doctor to see him, and discussed in every possible way, but he didn't know what to do.Only some trauma medicines were given, and acupuncture was given to let him have a good rest.

Han Shaoqing stayed up all night, didn't even think about going to court, and just stayed by Rongyue's side every day, waiting for him to wake up.

As the weather got warmer, the body lying on the bed began to turn red and had sores. Han Shaoqing refused to let others take care of her. She personally wiped Rongyue's body with hot water every day, so that he would feel comfortable even when he didn't know anything.

The spring color outside the house is gradually fading, and the red, green and green summer flowers are slowly blooming.Knowing that Rongyue likes flowers and plants, Han Shaoqing picked the most beautiful ones and put them on Rongyue's bedside for him to smell the fresh fragrance.

"If you wake up, I won't force you to do anything anymore. You can do whatever you want, and meet whoever you want. Even if you hate me and want to go out of the palace, I won't stop you." He said Sighing softly, fingers stroked Rongyue's pale cheeks.

After not eating for a long time, Rongyue's body became even thinner, wrapped in the quilt, like a small animal.

I just want him to have a happy life, but I'm afraid that he will run away from me, why... it became like this?

Han Shaoqing regretted endlessly, but regretting could not undo anything.

Not long after, news came from the Empress Dowager's Palace that Ji Yuanqing had a mad attack and committed suicide by throwing herself into a lake.After such a long time, she was almost forgotten. Hearing such news, Han Shaoqing almost felt nothing.

He had vented enough hatred, and after drugging Yuan Qingji to drive her crazy, he almost forgot about her.

His heart is now only on Rongyue's body.

"Send someone to find the empress dowager's body and bury her properly, just follow the royal rules." He continued to order.

Since a person is dead, it is better to be tolerant.

"Doing this, will you calm down a little?" He turned his head and looked at the person on the bed with a smile.And the man just closed his eyes tightly, knowing nothing.

"No, you won't," he shook his head again, "I know, it's also hypocritical to do so. You won't forgive me."

But he has no choice, the family's hatred must be avenged, and the wicked must be eliminated.Even if you are hated and hated, you can't change your mind.

Seeing the withered flowers on the bedside, Han Shaoqing stood up, wanting to change some fresh ones.

Before he walked out of the room, he suddenly heard a slight movement behind him.

"Rongyue?!!" He rushed back immediately, kneeling beside the bed, shaking him gently, "Rongyue, Rongyue, can you hear me?"

Rongyue lay flat, her eyelashes trembling slightly, and her slender fingers were placed outside the quilt, twitching unceasingly.

"Velvet Moon!!" Han Shaoqing raised his voice, stroking his face.

After an unknown amount of time, Rongyue's eyes really slowly opened.The water-seeping black pupils were foggy, and they looked at Han Shaoqing blankly.

"Rongyue! Rongyue!" Han Shaoqing was surprised and happy, holding Rongyue's face, almost crying with joy.

"Grand...Young Master..." Rongyue stared at him blankly, and made an inarticulate voice.

"It's me! It's me! Can you recognize me? Is there any discomfort?!" Han Shaoqing rushed forward and hugged his shoulder.

"Young master..." Rongyue repeated blankly, as if she couldn't hear Han Shaoqing's words.

"Rongyue? What's wrong with you?" A dark cloud floated over my heart, Han Shaoqing bent down and stared at him closely, "What's wrong with you? I'm right here, can you recognize me?"

"Young master..." Rongyue looked straight at him, but it seemed that she was looking at something farther away through him.

The delicate hand stretched out clumsily, stroking Han Shaoqing's face.Gradually, Rongyue actually smiled.

"Young master...Young master..." He murmured and repeated the same words, smiling so beautifully.

"Rongyue...what's the matter with you..." Han Shaoqing became more frightened and shook Rongyue's shoulder vigorously, "Come on! Come on!!"

The imperial doctors rushed to check Rongyue's pulse until late at night, but all they got was sighs and shaking their heads.

"What's wrong with him? Why is he acting like a fool?" Han Shaoqing rushed up and grabbed them, completely forgetting his identity.

He just wants to make Rongyue get better, don't be so scary! !

"Young master, I'm afraid he hit the back of his head, hurt somewhere...so..." the imperial doctor frowned, hesitant to speak.

"So what? So what?!"

"So, it's as if he went back in time. Although his appearance hasn't changed, he looks like a three-year-old child on the inside. Of course... he doesn't remember anything..."

Han Shaoqing was dumbfounded, momentarily numb.In a trance, he saw Rongyue got off the bed and was stumbling towards him.

"Young master...Young master..." He looked panicked, murmured and threw himself into Han Shaoqing's arms, like a child learning to speak.

Han Shaoqing was heartbroken and hugged him tightly.

In his soft moon, he forgot everything except him.

"Be good, let's go back to the house to rest." He coaxed softly, drove the people away, and carried Rongyue back to the house.

Frightened and uneasy like a child, Rongyue stayed in Han Shaoqing's arms that night, refusing to leave for a moment.

But no matter what I said to him, it was of no avail.

He would only call son, son, and then smile foolishly.

After several days of this situation, there was no improvement, and the imperial doctor tried his best to prepare the best medicine.Every time the cashmere moon is bitter, I cry and refuse to eat it. Even if I eat it, I spit it all out.

And Han Shaoqing also knew that even if he really ate it, he might not get much better, so he was reluctant to force him.

In desperation, he tried his best to find Hua Qianhe, who was wandering around, to diagnose Rongyue's pulse.

"I advise you not to have illusions anymore. There is no cure for his illness." Hua Qianhe seemed to have expected it, and after taking a pulse check, he frowned slightly and sighed helplessly.

"Why? Why?!" Han Shaoqing was so anxious that he was going crazy.

"Rongyue's body is not sick, so naturally there is no cure. What he hurts is here," Hua Qianhe said, pointing to his chest, "what he got was heart disease."

"Heart disease?"

"Don't you understand? I have heard a little bit about you from Uncle Yun. Ever since you came to the throne, there has been a deep gap with Rongyue. He doesn't understand your heart, and you don't understand him either. He is heartbroken, but he is reluctant to leave you, so he can only forget about those unhappy things, and only remember what is happy and happy for him, so he has no worries.”

"But..." Han Shaoqing shook his head irritably, scratching his hair.

"Even if you don't want to, there's nothing you can do. There's no cure for a heart disease. Perhaps one day, he will suddenly regain his senses and become a healthy child again." Hua Qianhe smiled comfortingly, but there was melancholy in his brows.

"I know, I will wait for that day." Han Shaoqing nodded slightly and smiled bitterly.

But this kind of thing didn't happen after all. She used the best medicine and looked after her carefully every day, but Rongyue still didn't improve.

Han Shaoqing seems to have raised a small animal, obedient and cute, but forever naive.

Rongyue still remembers some past hobbies and still likes to play.He likes to play in the garden, squatting in front of the flowers and staring at it for hours.

When Han Shaoqing had nothing to do, he would stay with him in the garden, watching him play alone, humming a ditty with an unknown name.

He will never leave again, nor will he be angry, nor will he be awkward, but only remember the happiest things.

"Young master...Young master..." A thin voice came from his ear, and Han Shaoqing came to his senses, only to see Rongyue running over happily holding a bright bouquet of flowers.

"Young master...Young master..." He seemed to be coquettish, and went straight into Han Shaoqing's arms, holding up the flower in his hand.

"Very fragrant." Han Shaoqing nodded approvingly, stroking Rongyue's hair.

"Fragrant..." Rongyue could understand that it was a compliment, and smiled sweetly.

"Same fragrance as you." Han Shaoqing sighed slightly, and kissed him lightly on the face.

Rongyue struggled, jumped away immediately, pursed her lips, her face was slightly red.

Han Shaoqing smiled unconsciously, but his heart felt sour again.

Rongyue understands everything, but she doesn't understand anything...

Not long after, a military officer came to discuss the matter of the war.

"Your Majesty, do you want to change the date for the crusade against the barbarians?" The military officer asked worriedly when he often saw Han Shaoqing's distraught appearance, inseparable from Rongyue.

Han Shaoqing thought about it and shook his head slightly.

"No, there is no need to change. Although I am reluctant to leave, the people in the southern border are more important. The crusade cannot be delayed."

Everything he did was to restore the reputation of the former king and the glory of the family.He wants to be a good emperor, no matter what happens, he cannot change it.

Even though I was very sad, I still couldn't hesitate.

"Young master...Young master..." Rongyue seemed to feel that Han Shaoqing was about to leave, so she ran up sobbing, hugging him tightly.

"Hey, I'll be back soon." Han Shaoqing couldn't help but kiss Rongyue's hair.

Rongyue wept softly, reluctant to part.

The next month, Emperor Han led an army of [-] to attack the southern border, and the momentum was like a broken bamboo.The barbarians had little power to resist, and they were defeated in just a few months.

As spring and autumn came, news of good news spread frequently in the palace, and the whole country praised Emperor Han for his brilliance and martial arts.

Rongyue doesn't understand these things, and stays alone in the palace every day, as if she understands that Han Shaoqing is not by his side for business, and doesn't mess around, she sneaks to the main hall every day, lies on the dragon chair, and mutters to herself.

When going to sleep at night, you must hold Han Shaoqing's clothes and smell the familiar smell before you can fall asleep.

Han Shiyun often came to visit, told him something about Han Shaoqing leading the army to fight, and read him letters from Han Shaoqing.Although Rongyue didn't understand what he was talking about, she was fascinated by what he was talking about, with a silly smile on her face.Whenever Han Shiyun left, Rongyue hugged his leg and cried, refusing to let him go no matter what.

"Shaoqing will be back soon, you don't have to be so anxious." Han Shiyun smiled and comforted him, and he had to repeat this several times every time before Rongyue seemed to understand, let him go obediently, and stopped making noise.

At that time, everyone thought that the outcome of the barbarian war was a foregone conclusion, and the whole country could celebrate when Emperor Han came back, but unexpectedly, Han Shaoqing had another accident on the way back to Beijing with his army.

That was a very common thing, maybe it was exhausted from the battle, or maybe it was not acclimatized.On the way back to Beijing, Han Shaoqing accidentally caught wind and cold.

The accompanying military officers tried to persuade him to stop and recuperate, but he didn't listen at all, he just wanted to see Rongyue soon and be by his side, and rushed on the road, which made his body more and more exhausted.The wind and cold did not heal for a long time, and finally he could not even stand and walk.

The accompanying people made their own decisions, stopped halfway, and entered the small town to let Han Shaoqing take a good rest.

He didn't know it when he entered the city, but when he settled down, Han Shaoqing realized that this was the place where he lived back then.

Long time no see, the small town is quite different, but the original appearance can still be vaguely discerned.Lying in the sedan chair, looking out through the curtain, I can still recognize what those shops looked like back then.

I can also remember Rongyue, where she was picked up by Hua Wuyou and Shen Su, and brought into her home.

How happy it was then, never to return.

Things are different, Han Shaoqing sighed silently, closed his eyes, and the cute appearance of Rongyue's shy smile appeared in his mind.

"Velvet Moon..." He muttered to himself, stretched out his hand, and that lovely face immediately disappeared without a trace.

isn't it?He should have known long ago that his velvet moon was long gone, on the day when he was brought into the palace, maybe even earlier.

On the day when I left him ruthlessly and left home to avenge my family.

Having nothing to do during illness, Han Shaoqing thinks about the past every day, as if going back in time.Sometimes when he suddenly wanted to walk around, he would hide the truth from the accompanying imperial doctor and run to the street.

He also went back to the small courtyard where he used to live, and after taking Rongyue and the others away, the servants were also dismissed.Today's courtyard is deserted.

Pushing open the dilapidated wooden door, I seem to be able to hear the scenes of Rongyue making fun in the small courtyard when she was young.

At that time, they all thought that they would be so happy all their lives.

Thinking back foolishly, Han Shaoqing couldn't help smiling bitterly, sighed and shook his head.

Even if all this happened again, the ending would probably not change.He wants revenge, he has hatred in his heart, and he cannot forget it.

The sky was getting dark, and noisy voices were heard in the distance. Han Shaoqing thought that it was time to go back, so he turned and walked out of the courtyard.

When I stepped out of the threshold, my eyes suddenly became dizzy and gradually became blurred.

In his sight, he seemed to see the figure of Rongyue.It was no longer such an idiotic smile, but the same as before, with black eyes as clear as water, slightly shy, and dressed in fine gauze and white clothes.

He was so real that Han Shaoqing was so dazed, he staggered and walked forward.

"Young master..." Rongyue whispered, slowly turned to her side, and smiled slightly.

"Rongyue... I'll be back soon, why did you run out?" Han Shaoqing walked forward gently, thinking of his side.

Rongyue just laughed, turned and ran away.The snow-white gauze floated up slightly behind her, and the outline of her figure was hazy.

Han Shaoqing chased after him, but he couldn't touch him no matter what.That familiar figure from the back is gradually getting further and further away...

Rongyue stands on a high place in the deep palace, looking forward to the young master's return every day, she can't say anything, but makes everyone understand.

He didn't know what happened in the far away place where he used to live.Every day, I just waited obsessively, waiting for Han Shaoqing to come back.

No one dared to tell him that Emperor Han would never come back.The battle with the barbarians didn't hurt a bit, but because of a little cold, he couldn't save him after all.

No one knew why he didn't want to recuperate in the house, but went to an abandoned small house.The guards searched around, and when they found the old house, Han Shaoqing was already cold all over.

He leaned against the crooked door, smiling slightly, as if he was having a sweet dream and would wake up soon.

There was no will, no blood left behind, the young emperor passed away quietly like this.

Until the end, people in the world never knew that their Emperor Han was not the original Emperor Han.

Han Shaoqing once thought about how to declare his identity to the world, but now, he never has to worry about it.

Does he regret not being able to take off this disguise mask?Maybe it was regret, or maybe it was a sigh of relief.

Emperor Han died suddenly, and the palace was in chaos.There is no successor to the throne, and the empress dowager has already gone mad and committed suicide. All the officials are extremely anxious and don't know what to do.

After discussing with all civil and military officials, they all wanted to ask Yongqing King Han Shiyun to temporarily take charge of the overall situation for Han Shaoqing.However, Han Shiyun had no intention. He said that he was sick, and finally resigned his official title, no longer the prince of Yongqing, and returned to his hometown.

He didn't take any wealth with him from the palace, the only thing he took with him when he left the palace was Rongyue.

There is no king in the world, and he will take his place.

The mountains and rivers that the Han family laid down in those years flowed away from his hands like this, and the troubled times kicked off, and the world was in chaos for a while.

Han Shiyun, who has become a commoner, took Rongyue back to Han Shaoqing's hometown, reorganized the abandoned courtyard, lived in seclusion quietly, and lived for the rest of his life.

Rongyue was entrusted to him by Han Shaoqing, and now that the Sri Lankan has gone, the promise he made cannot be changed.

The innocent Rongyue still believes that his son will come back one day, so she moves a stool and sits in the garden every day, holding a doll made of cloth, playing obediently and talking to herself.

He was so looking forward to that the closed door in the yard would be pushed open one day.The son he likes will come in with a smile and play with him.

never part.

Even if Han Shiyun is as indifferent as Han Shiyun, when she sees Rongyue so obsessively waiting for someone who will never come back without complaint, she can't help crying.

He has no way to talk about who is right and who is wrong, all he can do is to let the childlike fluffy moon have enough food and clothing, and live happily every day.

Hua Wuyou and Shen Su would also come to visit from time to time.Now the two of them are learning how to travel around with thousands of cranes, and they are finally living comfortably.Seeing them like this, Han Shiyun felt a little comforted, and hoped that they would love each other forever and live a safe life.

The days are so dull, passing quickly, and it is summer again in a blink of an eye.The yard is full of red, green and green flowers. Rongyue likes flowers, and always picks the most beautiful ones, and comes to give them to Han Shiyun.

Then it would pick some more, run to the door, and hold it up high.

"Young master...Young master..." He innocently said to himself.

He couldn't remember Han Shiyun's name.The word son has never been forgotten.

Seeing him like this, Han Shiyun felt sore, and walked over to stroke his hair.

"Young Master has gone to the Realm of Ultimate Bliss, no matter how much you wait, he will not come back."

Such words have been said countless times, but each time, only Rongyue's blank eyes are returned.

Han Shiyun shook his head and sighed, knowing that no matter how much he persuaded him, he would not understand.

It was night, Han Shiyun fell into a light sleep, and suddenly the sound of laughter came from outside the house, waking him up.

"Rongyue?" He hurriedly got up, thinking that Rongyue was still playing late at night.Listen carefully, but it seems that there is another voice.

The voice was gentle and familiar, and Han Shiyun couldn't help being stunned.He put on his clothes and left the house, looking for the place where the laughter came from, and finally stopped carefully behind the flowers.

In the hazy moonlight, Rongyue was dressed in fine gauze and white clothes, running back and forth, laughing crisply.There are a few bright green lights around him, dancing around him, as if playing with him.

Obviously there is no second person, but Han Shiyun clearly heard that familiar voice.No matter how much time has passed, he can tell the difference.

Gentle, gentle smile, hidden those hate and resentment, only tenderness of all kinds is left.

"Shaoqing..." Han Shiyun couldn't help calling softly, and slowly shed tears.

As if he didn't want to step on the road to the underworld, he turned into another appearance and came to find his favorite person.

Rongyue's hard waiting was not in vain after all.

Since then, there has been no resentment, no revenge.The two people who are in love no longer have any worries, play and play, and don't need to care about the troubles of this world, carefree.

In such a beautiful night, they will stay together and never be separated.

Perhaps, this is just a leisurely dream, but even if it is an illusion, so what?

That glistening green light danced with the white clothes, and Han Shiyun was simply fascinated by it.He never thought that just outside the house next to the wall, there was a person standing silently in front of the door, listening to the crisp laughter inside the door.

The man was dressed in black long clothes and bowed his head.He didn't expect that Rongyue seemed to notice that he just stopped outside the door.

As long as he took a step, he could hug him again, but his hand stayed on the door knocker for a while, but he still couldn't fall down, and he hesitated to shrink back.

"My emperor is brave and brave. He has the courage to lead his troops into the southern border, but he dare not knock on this small door?" A teasing voice came from behind, and Hua Qianhe, who was dressed in red, was sitting on the threshold, squinting his eyes. looking at him.

The man raised his head and smiled helplessly, revealing a handsome and gentle face.Perhaps Han Shiyun would never have imagined that while he was mourning alone in the courtyard, his emperor's nephew was still alive and well.

"I... have no face to see them." Han Shaoqing lowered his head and sighed.

"Forget it, I don't care about other people's housework, so let you go," Hua Qianhe waved his hand, "It's just that I saved your life, please keep it in mind, and don't forget to repay me someday."

"Of course I won't forget the kindness of Divine Doctor Hua. If you have any troubles in the future, just come to me." Han Shaoqing smiled.

"Forget it, you are not the emperor anymore, what use should I be looking for you? Just think of me as a genius doctor to accumulate virtue for yourself." Hua Qianhe pursed her mouth and blamed, and before Han Shaoqing could speak, she turned and jumped onto the eaves, It was gone in a blink of an eye.

Han Shaoqing stood alone on the deserted street, feeling extremely emotional in his heart.

When he was dying that day, he had already realized that he would die soon, and in a hurry, he remembered that there was still a pill in his arms.It was the magic pill that Hua Qianhe gave him before the expedition, and told him to take it quickly when he was seriously injured, and it would definitely save his life.

He ate it, but unexpectedly fell into suspended animation and lost all breath.Thanks to the announcement of the burial ceremony, Hua Qianhe, who had traveled far and wide, heard the news and rushed here in a hurry. He pried open the coffin and took Han Shaoqing away in the middle of the night, and stuffed it with a dummy.

After that, Han Shaoqing was taken to Huadao for careful treatment, and it took several months before he was finally fine.At this time, the world has already changed hands, and Han Shiyun also retired and returned to his hometown. This country no longer belongs to the Han family.

However, Han Shaoqing had no regrets in his heart, but felt relaxed.Others only think that he is a gentle and easy-going Mr. Pian Pianjia, but they don't know that he is actually irritable and ambitious.He is always trapped in weird thoughts and cannot extricate himself, and he even has to go to the gate of hell before he can fully understand.

It was the same when Rongyue stripped off his clothes to reduce his fever when he was poisoned by the hidden weapon when he stole Ye Mingzhu; it is the same now when he comes back to life after feigning death.This time he has no face to go back to Rongyue and beg him for forgiveness. Hearing that he is living a carefree life now, and seeing his pale and ruddy complexion, he just let go of his heart.

That's it, that's fine.

Just let him continue to be a dead person, and silently guard Rongyue by the side.

Thinking this way, he turned and left. At this moment, he only heard a "squeak", and the door of the yard was opened.

Rongyue, who was dressed in white, stumbled out.

"Rongyue!" Following closely behind him, Han Shiyun also hurriedly chased him out.

The incident happened so suddenly that Han Shaoqing had no time to hide.He was the only one standing there in a daze on the empty street, looking at Rongyue and Han Shiyun in dismay.

Han Shiyun opened his mouth, but was unable to utter a single word.The shocked expression gradually appeared on his face, as if he had seen a ghost in broad daylight.

"That... Uncle Yun... I..." Han Shaoqing was extremely embarrassed, and hurriedly thought about how to explain that he was still alive.But before he could explain, Rongyue suddenly ran towards him.

"Young Master! ──" The young man jumped up and plunged into his arms.Then looked up at him happily: "I knew it, the young master is back!"

On the street late at night, the clear and beautiful voice echoed like the chirping of a sparrow.Han Shaoqing lowered her head blankly, looking at Rongyue's delicate face as she remembered.

He still smiled so innocently, purely, and shyly.Just like when we first met him.

Times have changed and circumstances have changed. No matter how many things he encounters, Han Shaoqing will never forget the soft moon of that day.

The young man at that time stood in front of him, his eyes were clear, he was slightly timid, and suddenly he showed a slight smile, which made him fall in love at first sight.

So far, I don't want to let him go.

Don't want to let go, can't let go.

Nor should you let go.

Staring at Rongyue's innocent smile, Han Shaoqing closed his eyes, and finally embraced him forcefully.

——End of the full text of "Beauty on the Beam"—