Reborn love is not sweet talk

The street lights in front of the dormitory were not very bright, and the hazy shade of the trees made it difficult for him to see Ren Shukuang's expression clearly.He burst into tears in the taxi, and thanked the driver after regaining consciousness. He didn't know how long he had been walking alone, so he moved step by step and finally returned to the dormitory helplessly.

Ren Shukuang's eyesight was much better than his. Looking at his red and swollen eyes like walnuts, the restlessness in his heart disappeared instantly, and there was a feeling of distress that he didn't know, and it was mixed with some resentment. Crying like this, his rationality told him to go back directly, and things beyond his control would happen if he stayed, but his heart told him to stay, follow his heart and do it, and don't leave regrets.

"Why are you crying like this?" The person who finally surrendered to his heart took a step forward, Ren Shukuang stretched out his hand to touch the corner of his eyes, sighed and hugged this porcelain doll-like person into his arms.

Surrounded by the body fragrance that he had thought about day and night, his warm body temperature was so scorching, and his pity voice was so touching, Zou Panshu suddenly felt wronged, endless grievances overwhelming, he burst into tears, holding Ren Ren tightly with his hands. Crazy waist, buried his head on his chest and howled loudly, just let him indulge once, crying out all the anguish and unwillingness in the previous life, and all the gratitude for this embrace that he has gone through so much hard work in this life. Cry out, Zou Panshu will still be the brave Zou Panshu tomorrow, and Zou Panshu will no longer be the same Zou Panshu tomorrow. After tonight, I thought I would fall into the abyss, but at this moment I was redeemed.

Zou Panshu feels that he is truly reborn at this time: his life must be lived for himself first.

Ren Shukuang was at a loss and didn't know what to do, the sudden crying frightened him.He only has one elder sister, who was loved by thousands of people at home since he was a child, and was protected by his grandma so much that even his parents dared not say a word. If it weren't for his self-discipline, he might be even more domineering than Cheng Qingyu, and Cheng Qingyu was also shy in front of Ren Shukuang. Don't show fragility, only willful demands.

This building is basically occupied by security guards. The cries woke up those who were not on duty, and the lights in several dormitories were turned on one by one. Ren Shukuang was still sensible, and hurriedly asked Zou Panshu for the key.Although Zou Panshu was so choked up that he couldn't speak, at least he knew how to point to his trouser pocket, so Ren Shukuang took out the key to open the door, hugged him into the dormitory, and shut out the curious eyes outside. It's just a pity that the crying may not be able to be suppressed.

"You...don't cry." Ren Shukuang choked out a sentence, and his voice was a little harsh. He had been crying for a quarter of an hour, and this person hadn't said a word. What kind of grievance is this that can make him so tormented.Did that Pang Fei do something else that was too much? Ren Shukuang's eyes were gloomy, thinking that Zou Panshu was crying like this for others, and he didn't know if it was jealousy in his heart. This feeling was so strange.

Xu Shi finally let out the depression in his heart, and felt that Ren Shukuang's clothes were soaked, so Zou Panshu felt embarrassed, and slowly stopped crying, but he didn't dare to look up at others, but struggled awkwardly to get Leaving this warm embrace, whispered, "I'm sorry."

"I don't want yours, I'm sorry." When Ren Shukuang heard the first words that this man regained his senses, his anger came up again.

This sentence sounded so familiar, Zou Panshu thought, but he didn't dare to say it again, since he couldn't break free from his embrace, then let himself indulge for a while.

Ren Shukuang frowned, feeling that his tone was too serious, and he was afraid that he might scare him. This person is so fragile now that he would break if touched. He squeezed the shoulders under his hands, and then went down to squeeze his back and Waist, didn't pay attention to whether there would be any ambiguity in his behavior, and said displeasedly: "Why are you so thin? Is Taiheng's work meal so unpalatable?"

Zou Panshu was not frightened by his tone, but was frightened by his touch. After listening to him, he realized that he had misunderstood, and quickly explained: "No. The work meal is already very good, and I eat more every meal." He didn't dare to say that he had gained a lot of weight, and he had lost even more weight half a year ago.

"That's still so thin." Ren Shukuang couldn't believe it. He pushed him away and looked at his appearance, only to realize that he had been ignoring that his body was really so thin. "I'll order another dish in the future. I'm not here If it’s a company, you can also order meals yourself, instead of going to the cafeteria to eat.”

Zou Panshu looked at him, didn't expect him to care so much, and couldn't help being dazed, as if he just saw that he and Qin Mingyu were not real together, and then remembered to ask: "Why are you here?"

Ren Shukuang froze, why would he just say that he didn't know whether it was because he was worried or jealous that he came to the dormitory to see people, his eyes couldn't help but dodge a little, and he didn't want to lie, and he clearly asked what happened to this person just now and didn't get an answer, so then It's even more inconvenient to bring up this topic, let go of him, he thought, just go back and forget it.

"Don't go." Zou Panshu hurriedly stretched out his hand to hold him, even if it was a sweet dream, he still wanted to stay for a while.

This kind of force couldn't stop Ren Shukuang at all, but he couldn't break free when the hem of his clothes was pulled behind him. The words "don't go" seemed to hold him with magic power.

"Don't go. Just stay with me. Brother Dajiang gets off work at 12 o'clock, and there is still half an hour." Zou Panshu didn't forget where this place is, and he just found an excuse to let this person stay for a while, his tone was so nostalgic and desperate .

Ren Shukuang turned around and looked into those big wet eyes with sincere expectation and cautious firmness. He couldn't refuse, just like he didn't turn around and leave at the door just now, "Okay , I won’t go. You go and wash your face.”

It was then that Ren Shukuang's front was sticky, and Zou Panshu's face was burning with embarrassment. Under his red eyes, his cheeks and ears were blushing, and he quickly let go of his hands and went to the bathroom. Every dormitory is equipped with a shower room , although cramped and cramped, such conditions are already very good.

After he went in to clean, Ren Shukuang had time to visit the room: the room was not big, only a dozen square meters, with bunk beds on one side, and a horizontal desk in front of the bed, and a chair in front of the desk, which seemed to be his It is used when studying, and there is a higher stool on the side, which is estimated to be used by another person when eating.Entering the small door opposite the bed is a small shower with a toilet. There is a small wardrobe on the wall next to the door at the end of the bed, and a suitcase can be seen on the top of the wardrobe.This is a simple dormitory, well-groomed, there is no messy smell that men's dormitories should have, and there is no accumulation of dust. The desk is full of books and exercise books.

Ren Shukuang walked over, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the stack of books. He judged that most of them were professional books for Zou Panshu's study, a few novels and a few travel magazines. The notebook was also inside, and when I took it out to look through it, I found that the edges had been curled. It can be seen that it had been opened many times, but the inner pages were clean without any stains, and no new handwriting was added.

"I'll wipe it for you..." the voice stopped abruptly.

Zou Panshu quickly washed his face with cold water, twisted a warm towel to wipe Ren Shukuang, walked out and opened his mouth, and saw the notebook in Ren Shukuang's hand, standing stiffly at the door of the bathroom like a child whose secret was discovered .

Ren Shukuang was calm, even if the thoughts in his heart were like a tide, there would be nothing wrong on the surface. He began to believe that this person simply liked him, and the anger in his heart just because he cried for Pang Fei disappeared, maybe there was something wrong with him. What a misunderstanding, this person wouldn't cry so hard for someone like that.

"Come here, how can I go out to meet people if you don't clean it." Ren Shukuang said as a matter of course, while calmly putting the black notebook back in the middle of the pile of books.

Seeing nothing wrong, Zou Panshu walked over and opened the towel and wiped it gently. It was so sticky and messy that he didn't dare to raise his eyes to look at people. I don't know if he would be thought of as a person who lost his composure in front of him. Cowardly and naive people.

"Why don't you take it off and let me blow it with a hair dryer?" Zou Panshu worriedly suggested.

After changing the towel twice, I wiped off the sticky paste, but it was still wet and salty. It was already cold. If this person wore this suit and waited to return to the company for work, Zou Panshu was really afraid that he would get sick. .

Ren Shukuang raised his eyebrows. This suggestion is good. He stretched out his hands and looked at him expressionlessly, but he didn't do it himself. There was actually a hint of mischief in his eyes.

What a young master, Zou Panshu muttered in his heart, but with a hint of joy, he put the towel aside and began to peel off his clothes.

This kind of intimacy is his dream life, he almost forgot this person's occasional mischievousness, and only when Ren Shukuang is around the closest person can he be undefended, and get a little angry from time to time.

As if he had done countless times of proficiency and naturalness, Ren Shukuang just teased him on a whim, and it was considered revenge for his crying just now, which made him in a dilemma, but such an intimate and familiar move, smiling and enjoying his coat, Ren Shukuang There was a sense of familiarity, as if such a scene had happened before, as if it had been so tender and tender, but he knew that it was absolutely impossible to happen when he was sober, and his mind went a little far away.

The original intention was to tease people, but when Zou Panshu did not hesitate to unbutton his shirt, Ren Shukuang was so awkward that he refused to let him continue, and the strange sense of familiarity just lingered.Ren Shukuang grabbed the hands in front of his chest and held them still, staring at his red face, trying to say something to stop him, but looking at them, both of them were breathing rapidly.

Zou Panshu's face was already red from crying, and he just tried to calm down just now, knowing that Ren Shukuang had no other intentions, just like the last time in the clubhouse, he said he wanted to sleep in the same bed but didn't really want to sleep together, even if The latter night is only semantically original, without a trace of its deep meaning.But when his hands were held, he felt that his heartbeat was uncontrollable, his face and body were hot, and the underlying heat was scorching, not only his face was red, but even the place where his neck was covered by his clothes must be red.

Seeing this charm in his eyes, Ren Shukuang leaned forward and kissed two red lips involuntarily.

It is as sweet as sweet spring, with a bit of astringency of tears, but it makes people more intoxicated because of this astringency. Sincerity without affectation, pure admiration are the emotions that people like Ren Shukuang yearn for, not strong but Mellow, not strong but dark fragrance.Just licking his lips was not enough, Ren Shukuang's tongue opened his teeth, and savored more deeply. While sucking, a pleasurable numbness flowed from the nerve endings all over the body, and the never-before-satisfied hovering in the bottom of his heart, both hands Having already circled behind him to take this thin body under his wings, this man is going to be settled.

The lingering between the lips seemed to be endless, Zou Panshu was confused by the sudden rage, and his mood was at a loss, only knowing that he could not think beyond the silly cooperation, and he was overwhelmed by the tide of happiness , This is the kiss that lasted from the previous life to this life, this is his obsession after rebirth, this is the embrace he never forgets, and the admiration he longs for.

Ren Shukuang didn't let go of his lips until he was almost out of breath. The bright red lips were so charming that he couldn't help biting them again and again, as if he wanted to carve his own mark.

Gently kissing his trembling eyelids, Ren Shukuang couldn't see the pampering in his eyes, but he said in a calm tone: "I'll give you a chance, I've sent Qin Mingyu away, you moved to our I will live in an apartment. This time I will be on a business trip for half a month, and I will move when I come back."

Although Ren Shukuang did not expect to be in this situation, he did not regret acting in pursuit of his heart.He never kissed others, and he has never kissed anyone's lips after changing so many male favorites, but if he kissed such a person in such a simple room this night, then this person should not even try to escape.

Like a basin of cold water being poured from head to toe, a piercing coldness arises spontaneously. Zou Panshu thought of the gap between the two, the huge gap and the difference in worldview brought about by their different identities. The surge of happiness was extinguished, leaving only a desolation.

However, he didn't agree or disagree, and he didn't express any dissatisfaction with Ren Shukuang who wanted to take him back to the apartment as a male favorite. He just took a silent step back, and the blush on his face had turned pale, and he dried silently. Clothes that faded.

Putting back on the wet clothes and looking at the watch, the time is running out. Both of them don't want to be seen by Dajiang. Going out, the driver is already waiting outside.

Looking at the closed door, the room was deserted, leaving only a faint fragrance in the air. Zou Panshu touched the corner of his lips, and with a smile that he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, picked up the Ren Shukuang looked at the black notebook for a while, and then got up to take a shower. He didn't want Dajiang to see his gaffe.

It is enough for such a gaffe to be seen by one person.