Reborn love is not sweet talk

Working hard and learning relevant knowledge, two foreign languages ​​plus the study of close combat techniques filled Zou Panshu's time from Monday to Friday, and he couldn't squeeze any extra energy physically and mentally.

On weekends, he didn't relax himself. In the past two days, he arranged other learning and entertainment for his interests.Because I really like the relaxation and comfort of traveling, I specially signed up for a photography training class, and because of this, I met a large number of donkey friends. Only then did I realize that there are various ways to travel, not just a line of travel agencies, but photography is even more A vast and boundless world, from this small lens, you can see the world and even the context of life, and you can find the true meaning of your own life.

It's mid-December in a blink of an eye, and it's already the second weekend of this month.Zou Panshu has gone out three times with his travel friends on weekends and days off.The last trip was at the end of last month. He took two days off and went on a four-day trip to Huangshan. He was fascinated by the steep and beautiful Huangshan, and took a lot of photos of Huangshan, Huizhou architecture and local people.

Speaking of photos, we must talk about cameras. After studying in the training class, Zou Panshu already knew that most people use digital, which is basically a point-and-shoot camera. The knowledge taught in the class is all used by SLR cameras, and there are many parameter tricks, which can take more colorful and high-level photos.

Regarding the camera, at that time, Zou Panshu calculated the salary he would get again at the end of the month. After excluding normal expenses and a small amount of savings for financial management, because there is no need to pay rent in December, Zou Panshu calculated that it was enough to buy an entry-level camera. The SLR camera and the two necessary lenses are of course not high-end products, but the standard equipment for ordinary beginners.Before he got his salary, he began to wonder whether he should invest such a large sum of money in the purchase. It was not until Pang Fei sent the Xitang photo that he had been delaying to pick up that day that he made up his mind to buy it.

When the four of us went to Xitang that time, Zou Panshu took a lot of photos with Pang Fei's SLR, and Pang Fei called him repeatedly to urge him to take a look. He even said that he had already done some simple processing for him and printed some photos of different sizes. Zou Panshu even found an excuse to decline, he didn't want to have too much contact with Pang Fei and the others.

After hiding for almost a month, Pang Fei still came to the door, and even directly found Zou Panshu's new house, bringing his printed photos.All he could find was the address Zou Panshu gave him to receive courier photos. He really didn't know whether to call him smart or Zou Panshu too stupid.

When Zou Panshu got the photos, he couldn’t believe that they were taken by himself. They are very beautiful and artistic, the quiet alleys in the early morning fog, the weeping willow wooden boats on the sparkling water, the tranquility of the local people doing laundry for generations... …Pang Fei praised and said that he really can’t tell that he is a novice. He even took these photos to the photography club he joined to show off, and he was unanimously praised. They all said that if it was taken by a novice, it would have been very good. The angle of view It's very good and thoughtful, very artistic and especially spiritual.

The two engaged in exchanges on camera photos. As a novice, Zou Panshu couldn't put it down playing with the big SLR brought by Pang Fei, and asked him for more tips and knowledge by the way.When he accidentally said that he had saved enough money to buy an entry-level camera, Pang Fei took out his mobile phone to make a call super fast, and in a few words, he helped him to order Nikon's entry-level mid-range D90 model and two entry-level essential lenses. , but also to a better discount.

Seeing Pang Fei triumphantly asking for credit, Zou Panshu nodded stiffly and eagerly in agreement.

This trip to Huangshan was the first time he officially used his SLR, and Pang Fei followed closely.Just because Pang Fei joined Zou Panshu's donkey club one step ahead of time, and he signed up himself, Zou Panshu couldn't say anything, and just wanted to avoid it as much as possible during the trip.

It's a pity that wishes are beautiful, but reality is always cruel.

During the trip, Pang Fei seemed to be a different person. He ran up and down to help everyone, and even took the lead in taking care of the people’s accommodation. Even senior travel friends praised him, saying that he is not only bright and diligent, He has rich travel experience and solid photography skills. He is really a rare person who can be a donkey's head.No one could guess Pang Fei's real intentions, he just came for one person.

Zou Panshu only felt that he had seen another side of Pang Fei that he didn't know about. They seemed to have missed too much in their previous life. They thought they had done their best for Pang Fei but had no idea what kind of life Pang Fei would lead.

"Why didn't I see that you know so much about travel and photography before?" Zou Panshu once asked him when he was resting halfway up Huangshan Mountain.

Pang Fei said proudly: "I didn't say it before because I was not familiar with it. I have long been tired of self-guided tours and hiking tours. I don't know how many times I have been to most of China. Now a group of friends and families have married. Those who want to have children will be burdened and will not have the energy to come out to play, so I will stop eating and play." Pang Fei's eyes still showed a trace of reluctance.

"That's it." Zou Panshu nodded, looked at the distant forest, and after a while he turned around and continued to ask: "Then what is your job specifically?"

"Uh, work..." Pang Fei scratched his head, his smile disappeared immediately, he looked at Zou Panshu a little embarrassedly, and was embarrassed to look directly at him, then looked at the woods on the hillside below and said: "No What to do. The company has no business and just dangles like this."

Zou Panshu thought for a while, and said with longing: "I want to travel around the whole country slowly, and then go abroad to go around the world and take some photos of nature, animals, plants and people. This is probably what I can think of right now. The happiest thing for me. I see that you like traveling and photography. Is the company’s business related to these? I heard that the combination of hobbies and work will do well, and life will be more fulfilling.”

He continued to ask about things that were unclear in his previous life. He was very peaceful and serene in the center of this magical nature. He gradually regarded Pang Fei as an ordinary friend. His life was only a few decades in a hurry, and he always fell into those dark pasts. It was not a good thing, the more he learned, the more Zou Panshu felt that time was not enough, and he no longer had the energy to take care of those meaningless sorrows and sorrows.

Pang Fei turned back to look at his face, thoughtful, as if he wanted to find out some hidden content from these words and his face, and said after a while, "Mm. I will think about it carefully."

The two of them were silent together. Zou Panshu didn't know how to continue. He didn't think that ordinary friends need to know more about each other's thoughts. It was just because of the atmosphere that he could ask.

However, Pang Fei really started to think about his life and work. Since meeting Zou Panshu again, he has deeply realized Zou Panshu's persistence in all kinds of knowledge, and his endless desire to learn always springs from his heart. Recently, through the understanding of the club, I know that Zou Panshu studies hard and earnestly, which makes him deeply admired. I can't get my legitimate job.

He remembered that every year on his birthday, he was never safe, and his mother could even dismantle his stage in front of many relatives and friends, complaining that he had never done anything to make her feel comfortable since she was a child...too many small dissatisfaction Accumulated in his own life, at this moment, he is bathed in the natural wind, listening to his heartbeat, and sitting quietly with a person he likes. Pan Shu's attitude towards life is to work hard, absorb more knowledge, let her footsteps set foot on a wider land, and really live well for herself.

Occasionally looking at Zou Panshu who was sitting beside him, Pang Fei became more and more fascinated. It was no longer the inexplicable attraction at the beginning, but this person seemed to exude an aura that fascinated him. As long as he was with him, his life would be full. It's like suddenly becoming colorful and moving, life can go on brighter and more agilely, he is becoming more and more attached to him, and he is approaching cautiously.

What Pang Fei thinks Zou Panshu doesn't understand, it's only the first four days of traveling, and it's still a mountain climbing sport, if he hasn't been exercising hard for the past month, maybe he really wants to let the sedan chair carry him down from the mountain to make a fool of himself Woolen cloth.

After returning from Huangshan, he had to make up for the two days of work and study. He only had a little time every day to sort out his travel notes and photos, and slowly repaired his photos with the PS technology he had just learned. Re-elect Shukang is a person who sometimes forgets.

Finally, on the new weekend, the initial photography training has ended, and the mid-term will not start until the beginning of spring. After Zou Panshu breathed a sigh of relief, he couldn't help but sigh that learning is too tiring, learning new things is even more tiring, and his mind is full every day. fully.Yesterday, Saturday was the last day he had to make up for it. This week, he only has today, Sunday and one day free. Apart from retouching photos and writing travel notes, Zou Panshu doesn’t plan to study anything, and it’s good to relax properly. It is necessary, although he worked hard, he also knew that a string should not be stretched too tightly, and only by proper relaxation can there be more stamina to hit new peaks.

As the evening approached, Zou Panshu woke up from a leisurely nap. The three hours of restful sleep swept away the fatigue of many days. It is rare that the sun is still shining today. Warmth, the soft sunlight shines in through the window sills and sprinkles on the floor, which is indescribably warm and comfortable.

He stretched his hands and stretched his body, feeling that he has made great progress after exercising for almost a month and a half. There are no obvious marks after being knocked down on his face, and even his body rarely has the original blackness. The light-colored bruises from the beating are inevitable. I don't know if it's an illusion. Zou Panshu feels that the strength of Dabing's coach seems to be a little lighter, which is within his tolerance.He squeezed his arm, made a fist to show off his muscles, curled his lips and still can't be compared with Ren Shukuang, let alone coach Dabing. Fortunately, as long as he can strengthen his physique, learning a little self-defense is his greatest wish, but it is also Don't worry about whether to train sexy and explosive muscles.

Humming a song and entering the kitchen, he started making dinner.A person's food is always very simple, but Zou Panshu already knows to be good to himself, and he is never stingy when it comes to eating, and he enjoys the feeling of cooking. warm taste.

He always concentrates on doing everything like this, and he can't do it with one mind. He always thinks that he is a stupid bird and wants to fly first, but he doesn't know that only by devoting himself to it can he learn the true meaning, and only by persevering can he gain The essence of it.

When he didn't pay attention, Ren Shukuang opened the door for the first time, walked in a little tired, and saw Zou Panshu's busy figure like a happy little bee working in the kitchen at a glance, full of tiredness in his heart After being smoked by the smell of food in the house, it disappeared without a trace.He changed his slippers, walked to the sofa and sat down, maintaining his usual elegance and lightness, without making any noise, just leaning lazily on the sofa, and seeing that there was already a pair of pillows on the sofa, he recognized that the pair of pillows were Same as the pair that Zou Panshu brought to his home back then, his eyes darkened slightly, looking in the direction of the kitchen and thinking about something.

"Why are you here?" Zou Panshu finished two dishes without making soup, turned around to fill a bowl of rice, unplugged the rice cooker, and then took out a tray to put the rice and vegetables on it. When he was carrying it to the dining table in the living room, he saw the person nestled on the sofa and asked in surprise.

Ren Shukuang looked at him speechlessly, feeling very uncomfortable for his subconscious question.

"Have you eaten yet? There aren't many dishes, how about I add tomato and egg soup?" Zou Panshu also realized that there was something wrong with this remark. Ren Shukuang asked for the key back then, and if he gave it to him, it was a tacit consent to him anytime. When he came in, he asked like that just now, as if he was not welcome, so he changed his words immediately.He looked at the two dishes, as if he has always followed his previous habits in cooking in this life, even if he eats alone, it is mainly light, as long as the nutrition is well matched, and the ginger, onion and garlic are so processed that he can't even smell it.

Ren Shukuang glanced at the food on his tray and lowered his eyes, but he still didn't speak, nor did he intend to refuse.

Zou Panshu put the food in the tray on the dining table, turned around and went into the kitchen again. The tomato and egg soup was fast. He turned on two gas stoves at the same time, a small pot to boil water, and a soup pot to boil water for later use.He first cut the top of the tomato into a cross and put it in a small pot after the water boiled for a while before peeling it; the ginger was also ground into powder with a special tool, and it was first blasted in hot oil to remove the taste; Break up in a bowl and set aside...

In less than 10 minutes, a bowl of tomato and egg drop soup with beautiful color and attractive appearance was ready. He still put the soup on a tray and served it with the newly installed rice. This time, Ren Shukuang was already sitting in his seat and waiting.

Zou Panshu came to his senses when he started eating, and realized that maybe Ren Shukuang would spend the night here tonight, so he still didn’t communicate with each other during the meal, but Zou Panshu’s heart was throbbing, the more he suppressed, the more he throbbed. From time to time, he sneaked a peek to see if there was anything showing on Ren Shukuang's face.