Reborn love is not sweet talk
Chapter 41 Jealous
In the blink of an eye, it was the last day of the new calendar in 2010. Zou Panshu stood among the crowd waiting to pick up the plane. He never expected that Ren Shukuang would call and ask him to pick him up. This kind of thing had never happened before.
The radio kept ringing the flight arrival information, remembering that this was the first time to pick up someone at the airport alone, Zou Panshu couldn't help being a little emotional, and at the same time couldn't help but think of the first time Ren Shukuang called himself from abroad on Christmas Eve matter.
At the end of the dance that night, I don’t know if the atmosphere of people coming and going on the street stimulated everyone. In the end, a large group of people turned to lose their drinks. Let’s not talk about the fact that Zhang Fengwei expressed interest in Pang Fei that day, which surprised him. Not to mention that Alexander's behavior of sticking to himself all night was confusing. What he remembered most was that when he was thinking about Ren Shukuang's regret that he couldn't have a carnival together, Ren Shukuang called.
It turned out that he didn't forget Christmas, and even asked the driver to give him a gift, but when the gift was delivered to his home, no one was there, so he called to arrest him.
Zou Panshu smiled slightly, even though everyone clamored for him to open the gift package with different expressions at the end, it couldn't affect his happiness at that moment.
"What are you thinking about?" He was so engrossed in thinking that he didn't even know that someone was so close.
"Ah? Are you here?" Zou Panshu was suddenly awakened from his memory, only to see that Ren Shukuang had already pulled the suitcase out, and he could barely see the backs of the two secretaries who went with him, Xiao Tingcheng was not together Fly again, but go on vacation elsewhere.
Ren Shukuang frowned, but didn't say anything. Sometimes he couldn't understand Zou Panshu's way of thinking, so he couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
Looking at his tired face, Zou Panshu looked around at the people coming and going, and quietly reached out to touch his face, quickly withdrew his hand and asked with concern: "Are you tired? Give me the suitcase."
"No, let's go." Ren Shukuang gave up his hand, and only handed him the two bottles of wine on the other side.It was given by the old chairman of Xiao Tingcheng's company, and he brought it back because he couldn't refuse.
It will take another one and a half hours to drive back to the city from the airport. It is already noon. Yesterday, I knew that Ren Shukuang was coming back today. Zou Panshu got up early in the morning and went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables. The minimum fire was set, and the timer was set for bacon and vegetables. When the two opened the door and entered the room, a strong smell of food filled the room.
This is the first time Ren Shukuang has come back from a business trip. The smell of rice smells in the house after entering the door. In the past, he either went directly to the company or returned to the deserted apartment. Watching Zou Panshu naturally take the suitcase and put it in front of the closet, and then Quickly went to open the window to ventilate, and said something in the kitchen to let him take a shower first, the change of clothes has been put away, his heart was full of swells, and the anxiety that he couldn't explain for several days dissipated quickly.
Two cold dishes and one green vegetable have been prepared on the dinner table, mainly vegetable rice and soup. This is what Ren Shukuang suddenly called Zou Panshu yesterday before boarding the plane to say what he wanted to eat, and asked him if he would make it, and asked him to come Pick up.
"I don't know if you like the taste or not. Today's time is a bit tight. It would be better to stew the soup for a longer time another day."
Zou Panshu handed over a pair of chopsticks, Wei Wei said embarrassedly.He was a little lacking in confidence. This was the first time that Ren Shukuang told himself what he wanted to eat, and it was such a simple and homely food. When he received the call yesterday, he couldn't tell whether it was more pleasant surprise or more heartache. It was just for such a small wish. .
Ren Shukuang's habit is not to speak when eating, so Zou Panshu didn't expect him to give any clear answer, so he had to observe while eating to see how much he ate.
"Very good." Ren Shukuang said lightly when he poured a cup of tea after cleaning up after eating.
For some reason, Zou Panshu feels that he is not very interested, and obviously something is worrying in his heart, but this person has long been accustomed to burying all his worries in his heart, shouldering all responsibilities by himself, and is not used to sharing with others, Zou Panshu thinks It's better not to disturb him at this time, at least I can be with him at this time.
On the way back, they agreed that they would not go to the company today, and that they would be on vacation tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, so the two of them were not in a hurry to do anything. Ren Shukuang didn't know what he was thinking, and Zou Panshu turned around after cleaning the kitchen and began to organize the things in the suitcase.
Although Ren Shukuang didn't stay here for a long time, he brought a lot of things over one after another. There were many bottles of wine piled up and there was no place to put them, which were used by Zou Panshu as decorations.Ren Shukuang also brought over two laptops, saying they could be used for work at home, and one of them was given to Zou Panshu.
He didn't refuse, but silently dealt with his old notebook, turned over all the photos and other materials, and now the two notebooks are placed on the same desk.
After tidying up things, I looked at the closet that was becoming more and more full, more than half of which were Ren Shukuang's clothes, and they were just everyday wear. The driver kept taking away everything from the real dresses and put them back to the company and His apartment, and then the table that has been adjusted, one person occupies one side and sits diagonally, instead of leaning against the wall as before.
"Move to my place, you can go to work or school if you want." Ren Shukuang said suddenly.
Zou Panshu tidied up his things and was reading and memorizing vocabulary words. At first he thought he was hallucinating. Turning around, he looked serious, and then put down the notebook and replied: "I think this kind of life is very good now, and I don't want to change it for the time being. Are you Isn't there something bothering you?"
"Come here." Ren Shukuang's eyes flickered, and he patted the side. He had already slept for a while before waking up.
Wrapping him in his arms, Ren Shukuang caressed his soft hairline, took a deep breath of his scent, and still felt very warm, this small room was full of warmth everywhere, but he felt that this stubbornness It doesn't make sense, better material life can make people happier physically and mentally, and they can't let go of their hands and feet everywhere here.
"Since you belong to me, what's the difference between living with me and living here? If you are worried about commuting, you can buy another car if you don't share the same car as me."
Zou Panshu raised his head and looked into his eyes, making sure that he didn't mean anything else, just talking about the facts, although it made sense at first glance, but he still insisted on his own idea: "I won't move, I like living in this small house. "
He really wanted to say in a fit of anger that if you think this place is not good, you don’t have to come, but he knows that some words cannot be said easily. Even if two people quarrel, they can’t use the power of words to hurt another person. Once some scars are scratched, they will last forever. Nor can it be eliminated.
He can't even say that if we are really in love, then he won't care about the difference in status between the two of us, who has more money, and he won't care if we really move in and live there after we are really in love. As long as he maintains himself, as long as he is still working hard, he doesn't feel embarrassed to use someone's money, and being stubborn at that time will be a kind of harm.
"Are you jealous? Because of my past?" This is the past that he only remembered when he called a few days ago and heard that he was lost in a party with his friends.
Ren Shukuang has never regretted what he did, and of course he will not regret the matter of taking care of several men. If there were no those people to vent to him, he might have collapsed a long time ago, but he gradually discovered that Zou Panshu was different, This feeling became more and more profound, so deep that he couldn't stand Zou Panshu having sex with other men when he was not present.
His body froze, and he didn't know why the topic turned to this topic. Zou Panshu thought about his tone and said seriously: "Shukuang, what happened to you or who said something? I didn't stop talking because I was jealous, I just I want to maintain the last bit of my dignity. I love you, this is what I want to do, unless you love me too, otherwise I will not move to your place. Are we still burdening you like this? "
Ren Shukuang's heart trembled. Last time when he said this, both of them were passionate, but this time they were both very sober. He knew that Zou Panshu was not joking, but what is love?He still doesn't understand, does he care about this person so much that he likes and loves him?I began to worry that he would go with other people and fall in love with others, such as the Pang Fei I heard in the lost time, it is said that he still appears from time to time, is this love?
This word is so unfamiliar that even he felt jealous, it was inconceivable for him to ask that question just now, but seeing how worried he was, Ren Shukuang still told him that his sister called to tell him that his mother was seriously ill a few days ago.
"Do you want to visit?" His family has always been a mystery. Zou Panshu's parents died since he was a child, and he has nowhere to place his admiration for his elders.
"No. My sister told me secretly." Ren Shukuang's voice suddenly became hoarse, as if a kind of pain was fermenting.
It turned out that Zou Panshu didn't try to persuade him any more, but turned over to face him, put his arms around his waist to comfort him, and felt a pain in his heart. I don't know what kind of parents would be so cruel and willing to give up their children. To such a hell.
"Do you want to see the photos I took with the lens you gave me?" Zou Panshu deliberated and didn't know how to make him happy, and finally mentioned his favorite photography, and Ren Shukuang's Christmas gift to him I like it very much.
"Wait a minute." The two hugged each other on the bed, more than a week later, just now he was in a bad mood and didn't have too many thoughts, but the appearance of him consoling himself clumsily was so cute no matter how you looked at it, Ren Shukuang felt a lump in his heart The fire started to burn, and his hands couldn't help moving, and he even pressed the back of his head directly to pull him over and kiss him.
"No... no." Zou Panshu struggled hard to protest, he still had training tonight, and he was severely punished last time because of Ren Shukuang's incident, so no matter what he did tonight, he couldn't change the date up.
Feeling the rampant desire in his body, Ren Shukuang squinted his eyes halfway, and his voice became dangerous: "Why not?"
"There is training tonight, and tomorrow I will go out to take pictures and walk outside for a day." Zou Panshu sensed his displeasure and quickly explained.
"Taking pictures? With whom?"
"It's just some photography enthusiasts, I joined a club."
"That Pang Fei is going too?"
"Yeah, he's from the club too. Hey, how do you know his name?"
Zou Panshu was amazed. He knew this person's temper very well. It was difficult for him to notice the trivial matters of the outside world. With Pang Fei's status, he probably disdained dealing with it.
"Go to training now, let me see your strength."
Ren Shukuang didn't answer but got up and went to wash up. He felt that the beast in his heart was rushing out, and it was a little different from the previous one. It was not so violent, but it was uncomfortable. Sure enough, there were still people who were determined to arouse Zou Pan. Shu's attention.
Zou Panshu looked at his back inexplicably, he was fit without a trace of fat, with a honey pomelo-colored luster, very sexy and alluring, in fact, if Ren Shukuang insisted on doing it, Zou Panshu felt that he would probably Couldn't resist, but he really restrained himself, and Zou Panshu also felt both regretful and relieved, regretting that their rare chance to be together was wasted, comforted by his silent and considerate.
However, why did he feel that Ren Shukuang was running away just now? Could it be that his feeling was wrong?
The radio kept ringing the flight arrival information, remembering that this was the first time to pick up someone at the airport alone, Zou Panshu couldn't help being a little emotional, and at the same time couldn't help but think of the first time Ren Shukuang called himself from abroad on Christmas Eve matter.
At the end of the dance that night, I don’t know if the atmosphere of people coming and going on the street stimulated everyone. In the end, a large group of people turned to lose their drinks. Let’s not talk about the fact that Zhang Fengwei expressed interest in Pang Fei that day, which surprised him. Not to mention that Alexander's behavior of sticking to himself all night was confusing. What he remembered most was that when he was thinking about Ren Shukuang's regret that he couldn't have a carnival together, Ren Shukuang called.
It turned out that he didn't forget Christmas, and even asked the driver to give him a gift, but when the gift was delivered to his home, no one was there, so he called to arrest him.
Zou Panshu smiled slightly, even though everyone clamored for him to open the gift package with different expressions at the end, it couldn't affect his happiness at that moment.
"What are you thinking about?" He was so engrossed in thinking that he didn't even know that someone was so close.
"Ah? Are you here?" Zou Panshu was suddenly awakened from his memory, only to see that Ren Shukuang had already pulled the suitcase out, and he could barely see the backs of the two secretaries who went with him, Xiao Tingcheng was not together Fly again, but go on vacation elsewhere.
Ren Shukuang frowned, but didn't say anything. Sometimes he couldn't understand Zou Panshu's way of thinking, so he couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
Looking at his tired face, Zou Panshu looked around at the people coming and going, and quietly reached out to touch his face, quickly withdrew his hand and asked with concern: "Are you tired? Give me the suitcase."
"No, let's go." Ren Shukuang gave up his hand, and only handed him the two bottles of wine on the other side.It was given by the old chairman of Xiao Tingcheng's company, and he brought it back because he couldn't refuse.
It will take another one and a half hours to drive back to the city from the airport. It is already noon. Yesterday, I knew that Ren Shukuang was coming back today. Zou Panshu got up early in the morning and went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables. The minimum fire was set, and the timer was set for bacon and vegetables. When the two opened the door and entered the room, a strong smell of food filled the room.
This is the first time Ren Shukuang has come back from a business trip. The smell of rice smells in the house after entering the door. In the past, he either went directly to the company or returned to the deserted apartment. Watching Zou Panshu naturally take the suitcase and put it in front of the closet, and then Quickly went to open the window to ventilate, and said something in the kitchen to let him take a shower first, the change of clothes has been put away, his heart was full of swells, and the anxiety that he couldn't explain for several days dissipated quickly.
Two cold dishes and one green vegetable have been prepared on the dinner table, mainly vegetable rice and soup. This is what Ren Shukuang suddenly called Zou Panshu yesterday before boarding the plane to say what he wanted to eat, and asked him if he would make it, and asked him to come Pick up.
"I don't know if you like the taste or not. Today's time is a bit tight. It would be better to stew the soup for a longer time another day."
Zou Panshu handed over a pair of chopsticks, Wei Wei said embarrassedly.He was a little lacking in confidence. This was the first time that Ren Shukuang told himself what he wanted to eat, and it was such a simple and homely food. When he received the call yesterday, he couldn't tell whether it was more pleasant surprise or more heartache. It was just for such a small wish. .
Ren Shukuang's habit is not to speak when eating, so Zou Panshu didn't expect him to give any clear answer, so he had to observe while eating to see how much he ate.
"Very good." Ren Shukuang said lightly when he poured a cup of tea after cleaning up after eating.
For some reason, Zou Panshu feels that he is not very interested, and obviously something is worrying in his heart, but this person has long been accustomed to burying all his worries in his heart, shouldering all responsibilities by himself, and is not used to sharing with others, Zou Panshu thinks It's better not to disturb him at this time, at least I can be with him at this time.
On the way back, they agreed that they would not go to the company today, and that they would be on vacation tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, so the two of them were not in a hurry to do anything. Ren Shukuang didn't know what he was thinking, and Zou Panshu turned around after cleaning the kitchen and began to organize the things in the suitcase.
Although Ren Shukuang didn't stay here for a long time, he brought a lot of things over one after another. There were many bottles of wine piled up and there was no place to put them, which were used by Zou Panshu as decorations.Ren Shukuang also brought over two laptops, saying they could be used for work at home, and one of them was given to Zou Panshu.
He didn't refuse, but silently dealt with his old notebook, turned over all the photos and other materials, and now the two notebooks are placed on the same desk.
After tidying up things, I looked at the closet that was becoming more and more full, more than half of which were Ren Shukuang's clothes, and they were just everyday wear. The driver kept taking away everything from the real dresses and put them back to the company and His apartment, and then the table that has been adjusted, one person occupies one side and sits diagonally, instead of leaning against the wall as before.
"Move to my place, you can go to work or school if you want." Ren Shukuang said suddenly.
Zou Panshu tidied up his things and was reading and memorizing vocabulary words. At first he thought he was hallucinating. Turning around, he looked serious, and then put down the notebook and replied: "I think this kind of life is very good now, and I don't want to change it for the time being. Are you Isn't there something bothering you?"
"Come here." Ren Shukuang's eyes flickered, and he patted the side. He had already slept for a while before waking up.
Wrapping him in his arms, Ren Shukuang caressed his soft hairline, took a deep breath of his scent, and still felt very warm, this small room was full of warmth everywhere, but he felt that this stubbornness It doesn't make sense, better material life can make people happier physically and mentally, and they can't let go of their hands and feet everywhere here.
"Since you belong to me, what's the difference between living with me and living here? If you are worried about commuting, you can buy another car if you don't share the same car as me."
Zou Panshu raised his head and looked into his eyes, making sure that he didn't mean anything else, just talking about the facts, although it made sense at first glance, but he still insisted on his own idea: "I won't move, I like living in this small house. "
He really wanted to say in a fit of anger that if you think this place is not good, you don’t have to come, but he knows that some words cannot be said easily. Even if two people quarrel, they can’t use the power of words to hurt another person. Once some scars are scratched, they will last forever. Nor can it be eliminated.
He can't even say that if we are really in love, then he won't care about the difference in status between the two of us, who has more money, and he won't care if we really move in and live there after we are really in love. As long as he maintains himself, as long as he is still working hard, he doesn't feel embarrassed to use someone's money, and being stubborn at that time will be a kind of harm.
"Are you jealous? Because of my past?" This is the past that he only remembered when he called a few days ago and heard that he was lost in a party with his friends.
Ren Shukuang has never regretted what he did, and of course he will not regret the matter of taking care of several men. If there were no those people to vent to him, he might have collapsed a long time ago, but he gradually discovered that Zou Panshu was different, This feeling became more and more profound, so deep that he couldn't stand Zou Panshu having sex with other men when he was not present.
His body froze, and he didn't know why the topic turned to this topic. Zou Panshu thought about his tone and said seriously: "Shukuang, what happened to you or who said something? I didn't stop talking because I was jealous, I just I want to maintain the last bit of my dignity. I love you, this is what I want to do, unless you love me too, otherwise I will not move to your place. Are we still burdening you like this? "
Ren Shukuang's heart trembled. Last time when he said this, both of them were passionate, but this time they were both very sober. He knew that Zou Panshu was not joking, but what is love?He still doesn't understand, does he care about this person so much that he likes and loves him?I began to worry that he would go with other people and fall in love with others, such as the Pang Fei I heard in the lost time, it is said that he still appears from time to time, is this love?
This word is so unfamiliar that even he felt jealous, it was inconceivable for him to ask that question just now, but seeing how worried he was, Ren Shukuang still told him that his sister called to tell him that his mother was seriously ill a few days ago.
"Do you want to visit?" His family has always been a mystery. Zou Panshu's parents died since he was a child, and he has nowhere to place his admiration for his elders.
"No. My sister told me secretly." Ren Shukuang's voice suddenly became hoarse, as if a kind of pain was fermenting.
It turned out that Zou Panshu didn't try to persuade him any more, but turned over to face him, put his arms around his waist to comfort him, and felt a pain in his heart. I don't know what kind of parents would be so cruel and willing to give up their children. To such a hell.
"Do you want to see the photos I took with the lens you gave me?" Zou Panshu deliberated and didn't know how to make him happy, and finally mentioned his favorite photography, and Ren Shukuang's Christmas gift to him I like it very much.
"Wait a minute." The two hugged each other on the bed, more than a week later, just now he was in a bad mood and didn't have too many thoughts, but the appearance of him consoling himself clumsily was so cute no matter how you looked at it, Ren Shukuang felt a lump in his heart The fire started to burn, and his hands couldn't help moving, and he even pressed the back of his head directly to pull him over and kiss him.
"No... no." Zou Panshu struggled hard to protest, he still had training tonight, and he was severely punished last time because of Ren Shukuang's incident, so no matter what he did tonight, he couldn't change the date up.
Feeling the rampant desire in his body, Ren Shukuang squinted his eyes halfway, and his voice became dangerous: "Why not?"
"There is training tonight, and tomorrow I will go out to take pictures and walk outside for a day." Zou Panshu sensed his displeasure and quickly explained.
"Taking pictures? With whom?"
"It's just some photography enthusiasts, I joined a club."
"That Pang Fei is going too?"
"Yeah, he's from the club too. Hey, how do you know his name?"
Zou Panshu was amazed. He knew this person's temper very well. It was difficult for him to notice the trivial matters of the outside world. With Pang Fei's status, he probably disdained dealing with it.
"Go to training now, let me see your strength."
Ren Shukuang didn't answer but got up and went to wash up. He felt that the beast in his heart was rushing out, and it was a little different from the previous one. It was not so violent, but it was uncomfortable. Sure enough, there were still people who were determined to arouse Zou Pan. Shu's attention.
Zou Panshu looked at his back inexplicably, he was fit without a trace of fat, with a honey pomelo-colored luster, very sexy and alluring, in fact, if Ren Shukuang insisted on doing it, Zou Panshu felt that he would probably Couldn't resist, but he really restrained himself, and Zou Panshu also felt both regretful and relieved, regretting that their rare chance to be together was wasted, comforted by his silent and considerate.
However, why did he feel that Ren Shukuang was running away just now? Could it be that his feeling was wrong?
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